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15 Oct 2008

2008-10-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

ayee, and it's 15 oct 2008 in korean time ;D
and definitely, this is the most special reason why im here to blog today! ;D
because it's my lovely hae's 22nd birthday ;D ahhh, it's hae's DAY! ;D & yeah!
when i saw 11:11pm agn just now, i made a wish that hae's gna have a very happy birthday! ;D and of cos, sarangHAE, fan's alw ya fan! ;D

HAHAHA alright, i sound nutsy ;D cant believe fc4+ actually celebrated what... HAE's BIRTHDAY with a cake (w/o hae of cos!) like two yrs ago ;) it was silly but it was so fun. hahahah!oh right, i wish... sometimes, we could live in the past. but whoo, i love my life now too, minus all that rubbish exams and studying to do ;D i'll be a happy kid ;D and yes, a very happy birthday to fishie hae ;)and i wish his smile will alw be on that face of his cos it makes me smile all the time! LOVE!

i cant help it but to spam his photos;D but he's sure a kid who never grows up ;D;D

29 July 2008

2008-07-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

it's been so so long since i typed in here that i took at least ten seconds or more thinking of my username and den password ;/
ahaha, last week was a fantastic week, i love everyday, tho it's busy. but at least im doing stuff that im happy abt, doing stuff for ppl that mean heaps to me ;D
and dingdangdong, can i just whine alil that i dont want to study.

and shoosh, it's suckyyy ;P AND IM VERY VERY DISTRACTED ;/ EEKEEYY.i dontnoe if i shld feel stressed or not. bcos im halfway feeling and not feeling it. and that's the problem when the feeling really sinks in cos i'll be so stressedout. SHOOSh, so b4 that day arrives, gotta prevent it ;D okayy. back to hypo testing. (could have finished a good 1 hr ago i swearrrr ;/)

DINGDANGDONG, this is a very unhappyyy kuku whiney complainey eeky post. i wish i nv typed it but i cant help it! HAHAHA! ;DD NIGHTSY LOVES! ;D gambateeee nehhhh to those who're MUGGING THEIR HEADS OFF ;D

01 July 2008

2008-07-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

aye! ;D it's 1st July 2008!
it's angel teuk bday ;D i love our cute lovely leader for amazing suju ;D
saengil chuka ehyo! sarang haeyo eeteuk oppa! ;D

think im being bugged by the sleepy dingdangdong buggg! i slept for frigging 2 plus 3 hrs just now ;D and dang, imma gg to bed now agn. alright, slp slp slp ;D hehe!
OHOH, ivie siew and i went running today under the friggingg hot weather and heh, we bot half priced/student meal subway on our way back from east coast ;D wheeepyyy.

ayeee, nightsy world!

29 June 2008

2008-06-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

been addicted to big bang's 'we belong together' lately ;D
me love this song definitely ;D ahhh, and did i mention G-Dragon's reallly really cute(well, not exactly the goodlooking kind),but heh, just CUTECUTE kind! ;D dingdangdong, ME LOVE CAPS ;D heh, and gdragon's cap cap caps are LOVE ;D and dang, he looks super adorable rapping yo! ;D 'HEY BABY GIRL!' DANG, HAHAH! cuteee~haha.

(pooof, hae looks darn darn darn ADORABLE with caps too!) and specs! he's sucha dork! AN ADORKABLE DORK ;D HAHHA! dingdangdong! what's with that laugh! HAHAH! love!

28 june 2008

2008-06-28T19:53:00.002+08:00

heyheyyoyo!;D;D alright neh, imma in for an early blogpost today. fan's happy, i dont have to face my lecture notes today! a whole good weekend w/o lecture notes. dang, can you feel my joy! ;D tuition today was dangdangdang slpyy, but i survived it! haha, yesyes lameo dear, i'll slp earlier earlier next time b4 tuition. poof, didnt get to see midnight buddy, ALLY at tuition on a sat today! duh, maybe i didnt recognise her cos the crowd today was WOOH, alot. hahah!

kiasu jol&i decided to go earlier to chope seats ;D ahaha, thank goodness we did ;D it's not exactly bad to be ks XD well, we werent the only ones! when we reached, most of the seats were koped. & we thot we were early enough. hahaha ;D met ivie after tuition, den headed to town for some shopping, didnt get anyth tho. met up with the PINNACLERS& dang, i shld've taken pics of them in the mrt ;D hehe! they were so bright & orange. had lunch with them at marina sq bk ;D

congrats to the PINNACLERS ;D you lovelies are amazing & greato neh, you all had fun! ;D yayyy! & nods, we were doing all sorts of spastic stuff along the way back. like making poutty faces (siew's cute stickout ABIT tongue pout, right, ask her how she did it!) and calvin's funny face that no one can mimick!

aye, life's been fantastic ;D yippeee doo & i wish the fun nv ends ;D YAYEE ;D now, me want to change blog layout! & i have the sudden urge to sit in a cafe, & just chill, like how lingy & sijia had coffee at spinelli! ;D

27 June 2008

2008-06-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

hello my lovely darlings;D yippee, alright, the 4 days of Cts are finally over. swear it was freaking terrible an experience;D but well, it's all over and yes yes, you, you, you and i, we all poor pathetic students deserve a short lil break from all that mugging studying and cramming all that stuff into the head! RARR ;D sure enough, i feel liberated after that last chem paper ;D so yeps, dinner with class in town, den walked ard, shopped a small bit & we tried to dress see ann up in topman ;D hahaha! and went to watch 'youdontmesswiththezohan' at cine cathay. did a teeny bit of shopping in diva before that & shoosh, the guys went nutsy & hilarious & totally madd trying on red ribbon,rainbow coloured hairbands & taking photos ;D even the shop lady couldnt stop laughing cos she was totally AMUSED. haha ;D

and out with odacers today for my 2nd movie today! WANTED. haha! swear the way the movie ended was totally like HUH. haha, alright no spoilers ;D but yeah, i think the movie effects are freaking cool & we just went like woah woah woah. haha ;D well now i noe bullets can bend, that's what circular motion's abt! dang, right, im crapping. but overall pretty good movie ;D heh! den we went to have dinner, talked and the usual & yippee, i get to eat icecream ;D dang, i have an addiction for icecreams lately ;D alright! life's good w/o all the studying for the moment! fan's lovin' this. & whee, i feel like a normal teenager now, leading a perfectly normal life, not havin to bury myself and sucidally drown myself in notes everyday! HAHA ;D

FANGIRLING PORTION STARTS HERE,(dont read if uninterested): many things' been real happy. read up on my lovely boys suju today;D wheehee! dangdangdang;D hae HAD been back to korea with the rest of suju M to join the rest of suju in dream concert& performed 'man in love'&'dontdon' ;D AHHH! watching most of the 13 there performing makes me wanna cry. im so so so missing the boys performing together.i've been neglecting my fangirling life.ahhhh nooo, lingy we have have have to catch up someday, btw, ryeo's getting cuter i swear!;D ohoh, what hae posted in his recent cyworld entry makes me teary& so touched. he secretly took pic of ELF & the reason why he did it was cos he really wants to rmb 7june2008. dang, i think he misses the rest of suju too. it's been long since they last performed together.
photos of hae kyu ryeo& hankyung finally on SUKIRA!

and yay! i wanna watch 'youaremydestiny' acted by yoona ;D heh! grins heh! she's soooo pretty;D a 160 ep drama ;D sounds good, but i wont have time to watch it by the time everyth screens ;D heh! well, at least i started on the first 2 ep! ;D HEHE!

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and yes, photo updates ;D
teengames:

^group photo! i like this photo ;D

^azabu sabo!

^masazu crepe!

^lovely girls jump shot we tried taking so many million times ;D

^cyclone jumps!! XD

josiah daddy's birthday!

^birthday boy!

^group pic in ikea!;D

^i love these girls ;D

^siew,kai,fan ;DD

^kai darling! ;D

sis&i decided to playplay with webcam ;D haha! retarded.

donedone ;D photoupdates are sure tiring ;Dhaha

18 June 2008

2008-06-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

helloiello every single lovely dears who are still surviving the night like me here, those who alr knocked out& fell into happy sleep! wheeee ;D okay, fan's high. gosh. alright alright! first of all, it was josiah daddy's birthday! & yeps, the birthday operation was a successs (well, AS USUAL!) & wheehee, met up early to complete the lovely ipodfilled presents ;D man, it's pretty ;D heh! & den met up with daddy at swensens! & we got him a firehouse happy birthday icecream & fondue! ;D ate with him while the rest were on their way to ikea for surprise part 2! ;D hehe! good food swens was part one yo. & got a few pretty, cute, kawaii lil girls were sitting next to our table! & they sang bday song for daddy! damn funny, zl & ivie dear love the kids seriouslyyy! ;D zl fed the lil girls waffle biscuits ;D WAHAHA!

den brought daddy to ikea!;D and wheehee the rest of the odacers were the surprise for him! ;D odacers + ipod cake ;D hehe! pics up laterrr! ;D the cake's really pretty & yummy! ;D and yea! part 3 was our pretty handmade mini ipods for daddy ;D heh! hope he really likes it tho! ;D hehhe! & den part 4 was treasure hunt! ;D hehe! we made him find his final present! ;D HAHA! & he had to run up & down the whole of ikea from checkpoints to checkpoints! man, it was super funny & hilarious! but yeah, a whole deal of fun! anyhow, daddy! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! & hope you have really the time of your life ;D

alright camwhored alot with the rest of odac on our way back from ikea to tm! ;D wheehee ;D nods we were practically entertaining ourselves with the camera ;D hahaha! alright yo! dinner then alil bit of shopping here & there then home! lovely happy day!

AYEAYE!ohohhh! FAN'S EXTREMELY HAPPYYY! ;D heh! i cant believe im so outdated! i finally listened to eunhyuk&KRY's ONELOVE! ;D MAN! im in love/infatuated/obsessed with the song right now. dang dang dang! i knew eunhyuk oppa performed this song during their seoul concert! but i was lazy to search & listen to this song until sis played it & did i mention, it was love on first hear. i didnt even noe it was 'onelove' by hyuk! THE FACT THAT HYUK WROTE THE LYRICS makes it... GOSH, simply simply.. LOVE FOR THE MIND & HEART!

i think hyuk's really talented in writing the lyrics. it's a beautiful song, a combination of rapping & singing, even if the lines & verses just keep repeating (aye, good for rmbing & singing anyw!) but seriously, the lyrics to the rapping parts make me go awwww... ;D and hyuk wrote this beautiful song! it's totally love. swear it's gonna be on repeat mode for my studying tml! WHEE!! & the lyrics are... kinda bittersweet. ah, in this song, hyuk didnt want the girl to go & wants her by his side. awww ;D man, i love this song alotalotalotalot(love)

&wheehee;D translated lyrics <3
ONE LOVEby eunhyuk feat suju KRY
Original Source. 킴샤렐라 at sj-market Translated by sides.

Lately when my friends see me all worn out, they say
not to meet someone like you ever again, they say
You left me shaken and crying
and that last phrase, “meet someone better than me”
So once again like a fool I get drunk,
my heart is one deep night, once again I leave a message
Already I’m standing in the cold, gloomy rain
Now … now I will be smiling

Do you want love, what do I have to do
And I want love, I’m still in love with you
The memorise are beautiful never let you go
The memories are beautiful never let you go

Do you want love, what do I have to do
And I want love, I’m still in love with you
I can never forget being left with nothing else I could possibly do
Please don’t go my girl
Please don’t go my girl

One love one love
The memories are beautiful always be my girl
One love one love
The memories are beautiful I don’t wanna ever say good bye

Oh, it’s still clear in my mind
On your birthday I was only able to give you a small gift,
I hated myself, that I was like that
But still you said that you were thankful and spilled tears
When will you be able to hear my earnest heart calling out nervously,
if it’s the same as the other half of yours that you long for,
then tell me now that you love me,
that you will never leave my side ever again, please..

Do you want love, what do I have to do
And I want love, I’m still in love with you
The memories are beautiful never let you go
The memories are beautiful never let you go

Do you want love, what do I have to do
And I want love, I’m still in love with you
I can never forget being left with nothing else I could possibly do
Please don’t go my girl

One love one love
The memories are beautiful always be my girl
One love one love
The memories are beautiful I don’t wanna ever say good bye

You’re still my love (uh,uh,uh,uh)
Oh! oh! oh! oh!
You’re still my love forever

Always be my love

One love one love
The memories are beautiful always be my girl
One love one love
The memories are beautiful I don’t wanna ever say good bye (x3)

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dang, imma sorry, im slpy ;D pics up next time ;D HAHHA! IMMA FALLING ASLP SOON! YAWNS! ;D hehe! nightsy world!

17 June 2008

2008-06-17T02:28:00.002+08:00

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSIAH DADDY! ;D hope you'll have a wonderful & lovely & happy birthday! stay happy alw&alw! ;DD

oh right, been so long since i blogged ;D hahah! 10 days! heh! okay, nth much thruout the past 10 days, except that fan did studying! ;D wheehee. but been 2 days since i touched books tho ;/ aye & CTs is next week! WOAH ;D fantastic, fan's gg to take CTS! haha!! ;D alright ;D i wonder why the grades stop at E and den go to S, why not F! haha! den i think Fs are gg to be my very good friends ;D wahahha! ;D okay that was random ;D okay doke ;D did some studying, went for projectdiscovery6, aye, did minimal shopping(me bought two tops! happy doke!) alright, i need to go shopping before i get too deprived of it & ends up splurging when i finally get to! ;D oopsy XD

alright, my brains cant rmb what happen in the past period of ten days really. gosh, i have short term memory! ;D HEHE! but anyhow, ayee, random agn, but heh! i think yoona's soooo pretty ;D grins! man, she's simply a few mths older ;D aye, she's sooo pretty! ;D grins! my favo girl from SNSD(apart from taeyeon & yuri! ;D)& whee, i wanna watch her new dramaa ' you're my destiny' ;D stuppiddd sis, watching in front of me when she knows i have CTS. man, what a tortureee ;(
ipuda, creoda yoona! ;D

lalala, pretty much a retarded senseless post ;D hehe!;D

07 June 2008

2008-06-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

aye hadnt been online for the past two days;D and imma back here agn!;D hehe!alright. teen games was kinda freaking exciting, yeps great job all you loves!! ;D hehe! it's been realy cool gg down to support and stuff and yes, some of the matches just make me scream scream scream. hahaha ;D cos it's damn excitingg ;D but yeah! great fight, all you captain ballers ;D heheh! hurrrayy! and wheehee, as usual, we took pics! ;D and yippee, i think the lighting in the sports hall is nice ;D and shoosh, i love the group pictures ;D heheh! yeps! that's teen games for wed & fri;D pics will be up soon! ;D (soon soon ;D)

&yes, thurs was econs tuition in the morning!;D i think econstuition are fun ;D haha! and pretty nice coss i alw feel happy and sorta accomplished at the end of it. sth i'll nv find myself to be lidat during sch's econs lessons. ;/ hahaha! oh right, mayb cos i dont ever listen ;D hahah! okay! and den went forlunch and den studying session with jol& siew ;D wheehee, delifrance's a good place to study ;D hehe! and shoosh, the service there not bad ;D and the thingis they dont chase you away ;D i even brought in coffee bean drinks;D LOL! yeps went to artbox with siew & she got herself a pretty plannnerrr/scheduler ;D hehe! went to newton circus for suppper with 4dee loves ;D and man, i swear lingy's 13.6(?)mega pixels camera is GORGEOUS ;D hehe! and the pics that you take with it, is gorgeous too!;D and we kept playing with smile detectors;D hahahah! & yes,ate alot till im very very very full.HAHAH! ;D went home;D

friday morning was studying in macs with ivie, shh & wm before captain's ball. lol! i swear it was kinda unproductive cos partly i was slpy and trying desperately to make myself stay awake and high ;D haha! lol!;D shldnt have trusted myself too much with waking up early. shldhave told myself i was tired and needed more slp when i actually woke upbefore the alarm rang. woah ;D hahaha! but yippe, it must have been fate cos IVIE DEAR was on the same train as me!;D HEHHE! it was qt exciting to have received her msg abt her reachin in one stop's time ;D and dangs, i wanted tocall her and say me too me too! and den i saw her on tampines mrt platform ;D hahah! shh was funnily saying she feels hungry & tired. but i think all the rest who were studying there were all productive den i was. becos, i swear, i dont rmb what i studied that morning. it doesnt stay ;D HAHAHAHAHA! but still good, a small attempt is an attempt after all!;D

ayee, supposed to be studyingwith lingy & cecilia at vivocity today at some really nice place with swings lingy was talking abt. but lingy dear was down with fever! so cecilia & i decided to save it for next time ;D hahaha! and yeps, with lingy dear after she recovers ;D get well sooon love! i wanna go sit swing with ya! and eh, enjoy the sea breeze ;Dheheh! and shoosh, so fan was a good kid today and she went to tp library to mug alone! ;D hahahah! & darn, it was so freaking cold. i thot i wouldnt need a jacket cos i was wearing long sleeves. hahah! guess not. was shivering and basically bobbing to the music on my earphones alot to shake off the chills. poof. & there, i sat there from 11 till 6 and wheehee ;D finished 7 chapters of physics ;D fan'shappy! ;D and yeah, im supposed to continue with waves & superposition after this so as to complete mylovelyproductive day ;D hahaha! thot i wouldnt see anyone i know, but guess not ;D LOL! yeps, didnt even eat anyth the entire day till mom called. went for dinner with mommy & daddy ;D heh! spastic me waited for them for pretty long when i thot i heard they were on the way alr when they werent even on the car yet when mom called for the 2nd time;/ LOL! hahaha!

okay! imma gg off to continue with waves & superposition! AHAAH! den that'll be 9 chapters for one day;D hehe! my first productive day in this two weeeks i swear ;D

04 June 2008

2008-06-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

hello world!;D the ultra procrastinater's (procrastinator? if there's even such a wordXD) in the house yo! ;D alright, im supposed to be doing my econs essay for tml's tuition. poooflallehbong, ah, okay, that was a random exclamation. hahah ;D I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING! (ahh, i feel crazy!) right, now i sound like some spoilt brat kid who's defiant in doing a certain nasty eeky yucky thing called studying, mugging & doing work! heh!

but first first, before i say anyth else, today's TEEN GAMES CAPTAIN'S BALL! ;D ayeee so excitinggg to watch the match! and POOF! yay, i cant wait for more exciting matches on friday ;D yeah, but still, great,awesome fantastic, fantabulous, splendid (haha, needa build up on my vocab of nice words) job asazu sabo masazu crepe! ;DD hehe! and i swear today's the day in my life which i've used the most number of 'NICE!' in a short period of 3hrs! hahaha! ;D ayee gambate you loves! GOGOGO! ;D HEHE! but keep safe alot & have funnnn! ;D

okayyy doke, dont read this part onwards till the end of the post cos they're basically a truckload of crap that proabbly doesnt make sense! hahah! ;D i need to rant to my lovely blog!;D i dont know how this is gg to turn out, but i need to release my random chain of thoughts before i shall return to reality, & start penning my first word for the econs essay! lemme see, there's so so so so much stuff i feel like doing now, like hmmm, go for yummy coffee sessions with some dears, slacking & chilling at some 24hr cafe (tcc maybe? oh i love tcc!) in the middle of the night, feel like gg to the airport to watch planes - just chill out, relax & not worry abt anyth else, feel like watching an extreme movie(those that either make you die laughing till you roll on the ground or those that make you cry buckets of tears! HAHAH! sounds alil crazy.), feel lik gg for happy madness shopping sprees with mommy, SHOOPPPERRS, or just any lovely shopping dears! (buy buy buy heaps of stuff!), feel lik gg to spore river nightwalking agn (lol, yes i love the night more than the day ;D more cooling & relaxing i guess? XD), feel lik eating buffets that doesnt make you fat (no suchthings i know! ;D),feel like roaming the streets of spore in the night! and and and feel lik sitting on a plane with lovely dears and friends to KOREA&JAPAN, & yes with the odac loves for OT3!, with 4dee dears for chalet again and alot alot more!!!;D;D;D alright, all these aint gg to happen anywhere anytime soon i know, sadly. but heh, it's alw good to dream of doing them ;D ayyyeee! this sounds lik what i was doing during olvls prep where i was listing what we shld do after olvls and stuff ;D ahh, so fun & get high on talking abt doing them! ;D hehehe! im sucha escapisttt from studying that is! HAHAHAH! ;D

poogiie bongbong;D lalala! ohoh! flipped through this '100 secrets to being happy' or sth lidat book in the train today! faizah's happy book ;D hehe! tho it's abit wordy ;D but i really like the smiley on the front cover! hahah! some stuff that i rmbed from inside : turn off the tv(tv makes you 5% not sohappy with every 1 hr you watch!), be your own FAN!;D, dont ignore things that your loved ones do that bother you (hahah,yeah! i point out ur faults cos you're my loved ones you see ;DD),listen to music, LAUGH, SMILE!!! and alot more ;D hehe!

alright, i shall stop procrastinating now and return to my rightful duty of doing my econs essay ;D haha! i've hesitated enough ;D now i need to find my foolscap which may take another hr probably! ;D BLOGGIEE, save me from evil tortures of econs!!! poooffy! heheh! okay doke, rarrr, a random thot just flew to my head, if i dont study enough, dont do well enough for alvls, would i ever regret that im procrastinating today, and regret that im sarificng my long term happiness for such a short term happiness of not doing work! and what abt the disappointment, to everyone else, esp to daddy &mommy. gosh, unbearable thot!! XD poofy, no, i dontwant to live my life in regrets!! ohoh! but maybe maybe if i make myself happy happy in studying and doing econs essay, i can have my short term happiness even in doing the essay too! oh right, but the question is how! HAHAHAH! ;D

alright essay time! ;DD HEHEH!and yes, if you read the entire chunk of rubbish in front of this. den you're a really bad kiddo! haven you been taught to listen to instructions? HEHHE! ;D and gosh, you wasted a lil of the time of ur life readingg a rubbish post when u could spend it studyinggg! TSK! and if at this time, you're still reading, you deserve a SMACK! ;D HEHE! ;D

oh right, koped this from lingy's blog!

Just try this. It is from an orthopedic surgeon............
This will boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and
over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't.
It's preprogrammed in your brain!

1. While sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer,
lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with
your right hand. Your foot will change direction!

pretty interestingg ;D

03 June 2008

2008-06-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

hellooyo! went back today for guides early early in the morning and i was the second to reach! at least sr reached there first! ;D hehe! oh man it's been ages since i see so many of them and whoo, there were sr, jas, hannah, kelly, qiubx, kai, tong, jol & i! 9of us! ;D ahh! that's like so happening ;D hehe! but basically, we slacked! HAHA! man, i swear sr and jas are the most retarded ppl on earth! haha ;D they're retards ttm ;D HEHEH! had a funny day laughing and slacking and shoosh, the funny thing was we tried to study but nah, not much progress in fact ;/ in fact i dun think i dida single thing at all! haha bad fan ;D and sorry dear heaps, didnt mean to make ya upset or anyth ;/ but i really really cant;/ will try i promise ;D okay doke ;D and nods!! and yeps, aint gna type much today since ytd's post was ultra long! peektures update today ;D
tada!

my adorable guides lovelies ;D

tried a millionmillion times to get this everyone nicely in the pic ;D self cam yo!

jolkaifan ;D
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ting's cheerleadingg! 07s44 ;D
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tjc duathlon! (extremely late updates of photos) XD

dearest race partner, ivieeeeee! <3

this time with guest crasher - hammie! ;D

with jia<3!

with kai<3!

hahahah ;D prety pictures are lovely memories ;D

02 June 2008

2008-06-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

nahuh! i think fan's pretty much allergic/sensitive to lecture notes & my nose feels like it doesnt smell anyth at all! hahah! began sneezing qt abit in the library today while studying. poof, i swear it's the lecture notes! got to be! ;D ayeee,not bad, did abit of math today, well, added to the happyness thing abit cos i finally did some work. but then again, there's this nagging.. sianness! HAHAH! ;D studying's sucha torture! but of cos friends made it a whole load btr ;D precisely why i love studying with people ;D hehe! even if some idiot lovely darling loves whacking my head when i fail to study or when i whine abt studying (i swear studying's the only only only thing i whine abt... i think? :P) hahahah! & fan realises she really need to get her head into some serious studying and then, dies sneezing & being allergic to lousy lecture notes ;D hehe! horrendous. alright, im waiting for a continuous number of free days where i can really really study properly without anyth in between ;D & yeps, lovely darlings &dears, studying dates pls! HAHAHA!

but today's studying with sheila was pretty good;D at least i kicked start my studying alil! hahah ;D i did 5 chapters of math at least (easy peasy ones :P ) hahah! as compared to nasty horrendous normal distrib. any pro normal distributers, pls transfer abit of the knowledge into this poor pathetic brain here ;D HAHAH! okay, i sound really pathetic. hahah! right, hell no yea, fan's gonna pick up and pull her together! in a matter of time (uh yah right when, i dunno how many million times i've told myself this) and hopefully, this time it works! haha! ;D & probably need a studying plan to be planned out. but hellooo, imma lazy to even plan ;/ HAHAHAH! okay, laziness on the toll. i wonder if laziness kills. haha! if it does, i'd be one of the first victims ya. hahaha!

alright, gotta update alil on what i do each day in here before i forget ;D my memory's getting very bad these days ;D hahah! and i dont wanna forget these beautiful moments in my life ;D on sat, wheehee, went for my first productive econs lesson in my entire life of 17 yrs plus ;D hahah! aye, the tuition's really not bad & fan's been a good kiddo & i paid attention even tho i didnt noe what all the odd foreign econs terms were ;/ hahaha ;D & after that, got home, slept alil till i was ready to meet some s44 darlings to support ting in cheerleading! ;D hehe! as usual, cheryl & i were the earliest ;D we waited for the rest of the girls & woah, the guys are late as expected alr ;D and so, the girls went shoppingg! haha GSS yo! bought a pair of shorts from cottonon ;D ayee, freak, the changing room queue was sooo long that i just grabbed a size i thot would fit perfectly. & yeah, i overestimated myself ;D ahaha! no wonder shh says her shorts were on the verge of dropping any moment ;D HAHAH! i fully understand man. hahaha! yeah! & then, got flowers for ting! watched the cheerleading, it was really like woah! hahaha ;D grins. the flips & rolls & such ;D hehe! & after tt, gave ting flowers, took photo, went for dinner at lido subway, slacked & had icecream along orchard streets, walked from orchard to rochor rd for tauhuay ;D LOL ;D and took the almost one of the last few trains home ;D wheehee, felt like a long happy day! ;D

next was sun, woke up pretty late in the afternn, slacked ard at home, passed some cds & stuff to lameo, went to meet the odacers at orchard & wheehee! we were on the same train! ;D just had that hunch we'd be on the same train ;D & that's when i saw cw's head in the midst of the crowd ;D hahaha must be fate ;D lol. alright, supported cheerleading & congrats to them! stunts got champs & nonstunts got 2nd ;D real remarkable anyw! ;D HEHEH! alright, went for dinner aft that at taka fountain agn ;D hahaha! had tori q bento ;D WHEEhee! and azabu sabo icecream ;D heh! ivie, shh & i tried 9flavours before all of us got our scoop of icecream ;D ahhh, happpyyyyy ttm that was! ;D & took pics, & just crapped ;D haha! spastic zl was getting drunk on rum&raisin icecream! LOL! i wonder why! hahah! dogs cant take alcohol yeah? ;D grins. he was madly laughingg. hilarious totally! aftertt, was supposed to head home, (oh right, we were alr at novena station) and yeah yeah! the exciting thrilling part, ivie kai & i were so impromptu in wanting to take a walk alongspore river. hahah! ivie's unfulfilled desire to have a night walk along spore river! haha! and so, i dunno if it was outta impulse, rebellion, defiance, nahhh, just a yearning desire to do something crazy, thrilling really! and yes, friends do crazythings together i swear ;D HEHE! and so we dashed outta the train & took the opp train to clarke quay ;D hahahah! alright, we walked all the way from central shopping mall at clarke quay to fullerton at the other end of spore river ;D man, it was sooooo shiok ;D & the scenery was breathtaking & everyth was just good ;D was really really really happy and nopes, no regrets in being crazy. in fact, it's surprise outgs like these that makes everyth even btr than the alr good outing ;D hehe! & so we talked & walked, took pretty pics of the landscapes, sat down before fullerton & talked heaps ;D love, & i love night walking moments like this! hahah! just with friends ;D oh right, anyth with lovely friends are good! hehe! i guess we're all pretty much friends-oriented ppl ;D HEHE!

& these are what i would call happiness pangs;D lovely company of people throughout the weekends ;D & yes, every lil happy things along the way ;D & no, i'd never take these for granted ;D or rather, no one shall ;D ahhh, i still hafta repeat, i need to do some crazy stuff agn someday one day ;D hehehe! lemme see... i want to... eh, i cant think of any right now. when i feel lik doing sth, i'd blog it agn! ;D HAHAH! right, and ppl say im too idealistic. well, tt's the way i am, & yeah, i love living in my world of contentment & fantasy ;D haha! i get contented even dreaming ;D HAHAHA! ALRIGHT! what are people without dreams huh! ;D of cos we needa dream ;D

and yes, arkar boy just had his op today! and we went to visit him. oh no, & he;s really in pain but i hope our presence did ease his pain alil ;D but arkar boy is strong! he can fight the pain monster! hahah! aye not so much of hunger monster anym! haha ;D LOL! alright, you stay strong boy! ;D and yeah! i pray his pain would subside as soon as possible! take care heaps you boy! ;DDD recover and get well asap! all the pain & stuff are gonna be over over over ;D hahah!

yeps okay, im a lil lil lil high now ;D hahah! grins, okay this is a really really really long post! and poof, i have to go back st nicks tml ;/ LOL & so early some more! gotta get some slp alr. nightsy loves ;D take care and keep safe & happy all you darlings ;D

29 May 2008

2008-05-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

yippeedoo! ;D & im back in st nicks studying today! ;D happy happy but well,not so productive i can say. but yeah, first day of studying today. so good lil job fan ;D WAHAHAH! lol imma so easily contented ;D read normal & tried the tutorial. the initial part was shyt, & i kept getting stuck that i wanna rip the tutorial (hha, yes imma violent kiddo) heh! ;D but yeaps, i was taught to persevere all my life & yay! i survived till tutorial 4.2 ;D got really bored at it & wheehee, went to study physics quantum 2. ha alright, that's all i did today. DAMN pretty little, but heh! I PACKED MY NOTES!;D HAHAH! lols ;D alright that was ytd, but still! hahah! i deserve a good lil rest ;P HEH!

& yeps there was kai,lorena,xiang,cecilia,dino,jia,phy& me! ;D & gluttony me ate alot of st nicks yummy food ;D HEHE! happy happy! & drinks stall uncle rmb us! ;D HAHAH! which is kinda cool ;D HEHE! icedtea icedtea, orangebowl orangebowl ;D LOVE! & appletea, jellyjello (donnoe what it's called lah) ;D just tat the canteen's super nice to sit in & the tables are ultra clean ;D WHEEHEE (; can practically kiss it. LOL! okay not to that extent ;D HAHAHH! i was being retarded. heh! and really, dino's kukubong, suan me that im darker than her & STILL wanted to shut me up with your kuku iced milo ;P HAHAH and yes, talk so much during studying session ;D haha! the noisiest kiddo you can ever study with. but dear, you made it up by sending me songs ;D HEHEH! & you're FOREVER late. poor cecilia has to wait for you lo! TSKTSK. haha!

heheee ;D alright, ilovestnicks ;D
heheh! and poof, i dont wanna run3.3! ARHH!laziness on the toll :P hahahahs

29 May 2008

2008-05-29T02:57:00.003+08:00

short quick post before i go to slp. yawns a million;D hahah! oh yes ah, i finally packed finish my notes.after well, 6 hours ;D HAHAH! lol with intermediate breaks & procrastination ;D hahah! LOL! just wanted to leave all the stuff lying on the floor & slp in a 'paper factory' (quoted from kai!) hahah! but heh, i think i'd crumple them ;D hahah! so i decided not to. hahah! but i really dont mind just slping on them. yawns. hahah! stupid mountain of notes. now there's like files and files of them. & i dont know which or where to start studying from! hahah! and yes gg back to st nicks to study tml ;D AH SO EXCITING! ;D HEHE! cant wait yo! ;D and yes, i btr get some slp soon.

&well, lameo says i shld invest in staple bullets cos my notes are fallin out. haha well, fan's lazy & forgetful to get any yo! ;D HAHAH! aye yes, so everything's been settled & nods, i've sorta replenished my slp tho it still gets kinda mentally draining. i donnoe. aftermath. hahah! ;D but yeps, jus gotta slp more ;D SLP is very IMPORTANT FOR HEADACHES, coughs ahem yes at some defiant PTP;D hahahh! ;D nods was really really happy back in sch today ;D wheeheee, finally stepped back into the odac room & seeing all that nice familiar faces after donnoe how long! HEHE! ;D okay. not very long. but still, im used to see my dears everyday! ;D haha! captain's ball was well, okay, qt easily tired out today & den went for lunch with jol,kai &hammie at pp. & after that went to bodyshop to get showergels which were on offer ;D haha! yippee doo! ;D no more passionfruit tho ;D haha! strawberry's good too! ;D got ivie the papaya one;D HEHE!

alright yo, needa head to slp like this instant. nightsy loves, keep safe & take care ;D oh yeah, take care tong! sorry i didnt go send you off at the airport. take heaps of care in japan & most importantly, have fun ;D enjoy yourself dear! ;DD

25 May 2008

2008-05-25T16:26:00.003+08:00

and yeps, on a happier note, it's ZHANLIANG DOGGY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! ;D happy birthday boy! sorry i cant be there but i really really hope you love the presents heaps ;D aww, ur lovely yellow kennel with red roofs ;D hehe! LOVELY! hope you hav a pleasant lovely day! ;DD GRINS!

and yeps, i cant say enough thankyous to all you loves, for the comforting hugs, talks, msgs, notes, and cyclone bakers' cupcake ;D thankyou dears for alw being just there;D iloveyouall. pls keep safe and happy you lovelies ;D

25 May 2008

2008-05-25T16:19:00.002+08:00

been a freaking crazy week i swear, but things' been handled well. sometimes when things fail you, you just gotta deal with it ;) there's no such things as losing faith, losing hope just as long as you hung on tight to them.. well, dont lose hope or faith in every other thing if just something fails you. this, is what i believe in ;D

pls let grandpa find peace in heaven..
i pray.

23 May 2008

2008-05-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

and it's been pretty long since i felt this way ;D the pleasant way of craziness ;D not to the extent of really crazy! but yes, im high and well,governed by my instincts to be high and driven by adrenaline to be high! HAHA! JUMPS ARD. i just cant seem to get the excitement outta me ;D HEHE! i feel like just jumping ard madly ;D HEHE! aye! LOVELY ;D and the thing is it drowns all tiredness in you and heh! laughters are good ;D hahahah! they make you happy ;D HEHEHE! hello you all lovelys, care for some highness yo? ;D HAHAHAH! alright!

thot i wouldnt have survived at all today! alright fine, i didnt exactly survived! but i TRIED staying awake but heh, succumbed to temptation to fall deep deep aslp! HAHAH! LIKE ZOMG! i slept throughout all lectures (except for math! cos i decided that sincei started listening to complex, i might as well NOT GIVE UP on my first chapter that i actually listen to! and yay! i understand complex numbers ;D imma not that stupid after all ;D HAHAH! ) but no matter how hard i TRIED to keep awake for chem today, i really really cant ;/ and boom, i died for the like the first first qns of the mcq test/practice! WAHAHA ;D man seriously, they speak foreign languages to me ;D chem speaks foreign languages to me no matter how much they wish to be acquainted with me! :D HAHAHAH! alright still died for the lessons! but nods, i came to realise that the mind's really really powerful. i could have just keep thinking that i am VERY tired which i really was and just lead a very sian/tired/want-to-die kinda day ;D but yeps, the mind's amazing and it carried me thru all tht highness till now! ;D HURRAY! and if you think good of everyth, everyth's gg to be fine ;D a positive mind sets everyth gg yo! ;D HEHEH!

and gosh, the underground pipes down my house's like crazy. VERY crazy, it's like... the water is sprouting like some goodness fountain. and apparently the big pipes below burst. ha, and den now it looks like im living in a flooded town. lol. yeps. a funny sight and there;s like some urgent construction gg on ;D

and just a random thot since my term 2's endin;D just sth reflective. aye, i dont know, i feel excited that holiday's gg to start! but poof that only meant i've to study!POOF! ;( which is not very good. aye! and yeps, many many stuff happened this term. gotta say, there's just heaps of ppl to thank (the list's too long to be generated really, but yeps, to anyone who's shared with fan even a teeny bit of happyness, thanks ya loves heaps;D i really appreciate everything lil thing ;D;D there're many a times where stuff just pile up and one cant cope and times where some major stuffs happen & we cant react rationally and let emotions get the better of us. i swear i aint anyone who handle bad stuff really well, but the least is, fan's learning ;) learning to is better than not trying at all ;D to fall and to stand back up again fast ;D and to face up to whatever's that ever falling bravely ;D and yes, of cos, one cant do w/o the support of family and friends ;D thankyou heaps to all the dears who's been standing by, and jsut lending support alw ;D and definitely of cos there's heaps of events to rmb and etched deep in the mind, lessons learnt, happiness and joy shared ;D been grateful and really appreciative of the wonderful companions alw, right from the beginning. i dont know, i've been really much a protected kiddo, at least i dont exactly rmb myself facing with extreme setbacks and im alw meeting and getting to know just the right ppl ;D right persons ;D extremely glad for sec 4dee babes who's alw there no matter how busy the schedule was, 07s44 class who's alw so whacky and nv really fails to light up one's day, and not forgetting, odac lovelies who's at everywhere and anywhere just akin to family ;D nv failing to make everything else btr ;D and yes, my online mates too ;D man, i cant believe i only get to talk to some of you online and probably only see you once in my lifetime, but yeps, thanks for sharing so much! cant believe friendships can be forged even in the virtual world ;D
and to you, my family and friends, pls just keep safe alw, and nods, may you have that joy and happyness in your life ;D

ALRIGHT! and yeps, a thot just kinda popped in my head and so i was wishing at one am in the morning (well, i missed 1111 today, and hopefully 0100 works the same). pls bless those in pain & those in need ;) yeps, may the pain for those victims of all the disasters happening now be lessened much. aye!

and yeps, for arkar boy! pls get well real soon boy ;D and quit straining your hands pls ! :D HAHAH! take good care yea! or you deserve whacks! ;D GRINS! ;D

aww shucks, mom and dad have to rush out now cos hospital just called. freak, and grandpa's supposedly in danger/critical condition. aye ;( pls, let him be fine. i know he'll.

and yes, im keeping my fingers crossed and maintaining a really really positive mindset. dont fail me pls ;D

20 May 2008

2008-05-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

today wasnt exactly what i wanted it to be ;/ woke up feeling happy and darn, stupid gastric killed on the bus coupled with an everlasting cramp that nv really left the entire day till now. but yeah, was still happy throughout kinda ;D heh! my highness didnt wear off much from the long weekend tho ;D yeps! and sucky thing today was arkar boy fell and fractured both wrists. ah boy, take care alot alot alot dear! ;D and nods, please get well real soon ;D i know you will ;D and man, arkar boy was sooo tough and strong today ;D aye! so pls come back to us soon, im sure can one! a million grins! and YES, can come back and help me finish all my foood!!! ;D HEHEH! rest well and take care alot boyy! ;D

and so yeps, thank you NTN(nasty-turned-nice) ;D hehe! ah, i really miss talking to you. like just rambling alot. and it's been so long yea! but nods! i received the letter from you, and as expected, the handwriting was freaking horrifying. bleags!:P HAHAH! just kidding my dear ;D haha! but thanks heaps alot alot & you nasty, nastily forgot abt me! ;P

aye, and so today wasnt the best day i thought out to be. things happen outta our control. many many things.. and lameo says that imma too emotional to handle my own feelings. alright yes girl, i admit that i wasnt in complete control of my own emotions and things just turn otherwise what i intended them to be ;/ poof, but yeps, a positive mind sets everyth gg ;D and i shall attribute these to be yet another bad/weirdo day to get my mind over ;D tml's gonna be so much a btr day! ;D

18 May 2008

2008-05-18T02:51:00.002+08:00

aye! alright! a new post today! and poof, it's nth like that of the past few day's i swear! nods, i assume this's gonna be a really short post since it's kinda an unearthly hr now and imma gg out tml! ;D hehe! so yeps, cant overslp! or i may be slaughtered! HAHA! alright! fan's a happy kiddo today, happily transferring songs to the ipod, converting videos ;D yes yes videos ;D and got soooo happy watching them agn ;D ah, i get to see my cute hae in action agn! LOL! he's retardedly/charmingly/adorably cute! ;D HEHE!! ayee really happy.

and then, i started watching miracle mv agn, and it made me really happy. i dont know, this song's gotten a really special effect on me ;D heh! it makes me contented ;D or rather i say, it reminds me to be contented ;D sometimes we just get overwhelmed by small big sadness that seemingly make us seem to overlook the tiny and large happiness that's even occuring at the same time ;D and yeps. we alw want to seek for the better, to want more happiness to want more joy to want alot alot more and yeps, subconsciously, we're all fragile beings, inevitably affected by bad stuff that throws your entire mind and toys with your emotions and feelings. and i guess it's only right for us to feel that cos we're all humans you see. but yeps, what makes it saddening is that we fail to place in great importance what we alr have, and we fail to see beyond the sadness, the bad stuff that the element of happiness will still be present anyhow. it's just that it's overshadowed by sadness ;D

'life couldnt get better' you tell yourself that, you're a contented person just the way you are and even if you fall, you stand up smiling agn cos no matter what small big sadness they are, they aint gonna get you down when you believe in 'miracle's ;D

MUAHAHA, I LOVE MY LOVELY HAPPY WHACKY SUJU! :D THEY'RE MY INSPIRATION! ;D

15 May 2008

2008-05-15T23:37:00.003+08:00

aye! despite slping really really really early and i think sufficient for the past few days, i admit and swear i wasnt in the best of mood these days. and im really really really sorry to whoever i've ever lost my temper to or probably wasnt in the best state to talk to in fact. cos the mood fluctuates worse than the ups and downs in the rollercoaster. aye, and i wish very much to attribute it to i dunno.. pms probably. ah, nods, but just really really pretty much in a daze and just feeling nua3 these days and yeps, i dunno i could be dead one moment and then, overexcited for the next. haha. is that a sign of gg crazy.hahah;D i wonder! ;D too much slp maybe! hahah.

aye, but anyhow, today was volleyball finals but yeps,it was really really exciting man ;D haha i was like. ah, my heart's abt to thump out every single moment. poof;D damn freaky. but yeps, even tho they didnt win it, i think it was a great match still. had a great time cheering and watching it ;D and great job to the vjvballers!! ;D ahwhee! and ytd was soccer girls finals! WHEE and vj won!;D like hurray, it was a close fight really and yeps we won 6-5 in penalty ;D ah, it was so heartstopping, so exhilarating. and everything and everything! ;D but really, both teams were good;D managed to see lingy and vivian at the stadium ytd ;D happyhappy ;D had dinner after that and went shopping abit here and there. animal,mph and just roaming abt. haha lol.

today's plain weird, i wasnt even focusing. like i get andrew asking me abt some stuff and den i didnt catch anyth at all cos i was in a daze, unfocused somewhere. and aye, it's jsut weird up down left right. like sth bad's gonna happen. poof ;( but i tried to keep bad thoughts away, tried to make myself happy and stuff. imma tough and strong yo! and i can overcome every thing! ;D nods! and my sincere prayers and wishes to shifu who's having her acl op tml ;D jiayou you daedanhada shifu!;D will bully you after ur op! :P dont think u'd be able to escape from us ya! ;D
and nods! grandpa just got admitted to the hospital probably an hr or two ago. aye, prayers for him too.
i know they'd be fine. (:

and yeps, hope this unhappy/mood fluctuating syndrome stops ;D nods. i wanna be happy happy happy ;D!

and whee, im reading a book finally ;D

13 May 2008

2008-05-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

heyyyooo loves! ;D blogging agn! ;D and yes that's cos i reached home early today ;D oh man! and i realised that i havent been paying much attention to the new updates of my boys ;D haha MY. LOL! okay, i dont claim ownership of them of cos ;D hehe! damn, sis was updating me and gosh, no more my lovely perfect 13 boys ;( im so saddd cos they're so splitted up. seriously, no matter what i still like it when they were just ONE group. i mean it's good they venture out to more international markets and such. but i want suju as ONE ;( it got me really upset seeing that they;re all over the world in small groups. poof, i miss them together in action sooo much! ;( i want my lovely 13 boys back together pls! aye, and i miss seeing so much of my lovely cute spastic hae in action! ;D hehe! i love watching his old videos. he's such an ADORABLE DORK! ;D and man, i still love hearing him speak in KOREAN! poof, even tho he's starting to speak chinese now. aye but of cos, im happy seeing them receiving more recognition even in the chinese market now, happy for hae esp. but aye, it just sucks seeing the 13 of them not together being the extremely whacky bunch that never ever fails to put a smile on my face anymore. ;( POOF. but im happy as long as they are ;D

grins. and that's abit of complaining done ;D hehe!but you know, those just aint enough to express the sadness within me ;( poof, seriously, ppl just think we're plain foolish. who gets upset over such stuff seriously. hahah, but i do! and many others do! i know lingy's gg to agree with me ;D hehe, well, i miss getting my motivation from them, i rmb how everyday used to be soooo happy cos ah, i watched just a simple clip of them, how i can just smile every single day in bliss and happiness! ;D ahhh haengbok ;D i miss those days really! aye, and i rmb their album of songs tide me thru olvls ;D but aye, it was THOSE DAYS again. i guess it's this emptiness that i feel within me. how incomplete it felt esp after being so reliant on them for one full year ;D i nv regretted tho! hmmhmm, pls let the 13 stay togetherr ;D

nodsnods! and heh happy happy! tml's soccer girls finals! okay so it's VJ against SAJC again! arhhh, seriously i hope vj's gonna win! hehe! go VJSG! ;D hehe! but still, im sorta anticipating a good match tml! ;D hehe! good luck to cel and tam who's playing for SA too! ;D OMG! ;D hehe! it's so exciting being able to watch my 4dee dears playing ;D hehe! hurray! ;D JIAYOU to all of them! xiang, lorena, cel and tam! ;D heh! yipeeedoo! and vball girls got into finals! hehe! and our class is gg down to support sheila and the team ;D go girls ;D hehe! no stress girl! ;D GAMBATE!

a pretty weird/funny post ;D hahah! GOSH!! IMMA HAPPY! 19mths&2days! i love my boy! ;D

11 May 2008

2008-05-11T14:05:00.002+08:00

happy lovely mommy's days to all mommys and of course to my dearest mommy ;D i love you mommmy even tho i know i have been a really bad kid. so pls tolerate with my horrible temper ;D right and so, im here blogging after one whole week of hiatus status ;D ahaha, been a pretty busy week, trying to cram my head with chem test and stuff. poof but it's over. i admit it got me pretty stressed up cos eh, i hate doing stuff im being forced into and so, i was forced to study for chem test becos i HAD to. i really hated the feeling ;D hahah! but right, i was happy i did my electromagnetic induction and vectors willingly ;D and poof, i did them! yay! imma continuing with vectors after this. yippeee doo! ;D and i was really kinda surprised i understood vectors. ZOMG ;D im not stupid! hahah!

alright. and i was at liang court with lingy ytd! haha! cel and tam bluffed that they were gg too! haha! but eh, they didnt lah. cos they were too tired after soccer training. haha lol ;D OH RIGHT YEAH! ;D liang court proves to be the best best best place for studyinggg ;D like really. so much memories ;D and zomg, it's simply a feeling of peace and bliss sitting at the same spot i was 3 yrs ago still! ;D haha! oh right, im returning to the same place ;D no more bishan and amk libraries ;/ boycottt! hahah ;D and yes, liang court has starbucks agn! ;D wheehee and many jap food restaurants and whoo kino ;D haha, lingy and i love this place ;D alotalot. and she was prety productive ytd too! and me too! i read and understood the lecture notes for vectors 2 - 6 in a mere 4 hrs with a short 15 min nap in between ;D WHEEHEE! my first time reading those notes i swear ;d oh right, tutorial time laterr ;D and zomg, something exciting to share, the toilet in liangcourt is RED! ;D ahaha! red is the new cool yo! ;D haha! WE couldnt resist the temptation to camwhore in the lovely pretty red ;D

and then, our dinner atliangcourt ;D jap food! hahah! ex ;D but it's worth it! ;D

as usual, lingy was telling me abt rice price inflation ;D hahaha :D YES I UNDERSTAND, but i stil dont finish the rice ;D HAHAHAH!
alright, time for tutorial ;D seeya loves!

04 May 2008

2008-05-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

helloiello ;D my new way of saying hello ;) wheehee! fan's totally a happy little girl even tho the weather is abit warm and stuffy that totally killed me this beautiful afternn. i think i truly miss my dears alot ;D i feel so happy seeing them, talking to them, mugging with them, rubbishing with them. and yes, today's a good day out with lingy and jia! ;D AHAHA! were at amk lib for the morningg and then got displaced to the mosburger ;/ haha! the weather was unusually (usually) very very very hot. and stuffy that i was kinda feeling stuffed up at my chest and had difficulty breathing LOL! and a very groggy head coupled with some headache. haha! okay that was a tad too exaggerated ;D haha! but there was abit of everything. haha! the weather is BAD ;( lol! but the time passes unusually slow today. i kinda like it, but then again i dont ;D haha but it's fine. fan's a good girl, finished chem kinetics, hydroxy and carbonyl cpds! reading and understanding the TUTORIALS ;D POOFF! *jumps ard! so, lovely dears! do i deserve some ultra bigggie reward? grins a million! HEHE! okay. that was considered pretty productive for a slackkerrr like me. allright, im starting to pick up!

ayee and if any of you reading this blog AINT picking up, den you deserve a smack up down left right. because if this slackkkerr here is, then why ARENT you! ;D right!

and of cos, fan never fails to have fun ;D haha! rewarded myself with a lil shopping trip with the rest! ;D haha! first to artbox in amk hub! my second time this week ;D this time i bought stuff for myself ;D ahhh pretty pretty stuff that made my day really happy ;) this panda brown book with brown empty pages (lol, i bought with no idea what to do with it ;D), a pocket flipbook (i dont know what to do with this too!) ayee, but it was too adorableeee! WAHAHA! a scheduler (ayeee! maybe it'd make me more aware of dates and be a tad more organised ;D hah! it's so cute, imma gg to use it! and yes a nice notebook that says "LOVE & PEACE" but i really like the verse on it

success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you
love what you are doing, you will be successful.

haha, guesswhat imma gg to do with the notebook! to write my beatiful organic chem notes in it! ;D ARHAHA! ;D den whee! i'd maybe develop a love for organic chem ! ;D ahhh, great tactic huh! ;D immaaa genius! HAHA!

alright. then i went for dinner with lingy, jia had to go home ;( poof. but yeah, lingy and i had dinner then, we decided to go SHOPPPING ;D haha! went into a few shops. tried on some tops, some bottoms ;D but didnt buy any but lingy bought two tops ;D haha! and i wanted to buy canvas shoes! stopped at converse and GOSH! this beautiful red checkered shoes caught my eyes and i fell in love with it. love at first sight i call that ;D mann, and what's the worst thing. ha, the shoes were way too huge. haha they didnt have my size and i thought my feet were big ;/ FREAK! man, i still want that that that that pair of shoes! ;( haha! then, my horrible experience with shoes continued with another pair i saw in the shop ;D haha! this time a green pair with a army green flap ;D heh, still not as nice as the first. but ayee, i dont mind! AND GUESS WHAT, they were too big AGAIN ;/ AHH! i was alr ultra upset! drama drama. i found this pair of shoes that's beige. pretty nice but lingy was like. aye, you're not gg to wear it with vj sch u are you. haha! you'd look monochrome ;D HAHAHA! that got me laughing. haha! yes, it's like the same color. haha! MATCHING shoes! so i decided not to get it. went ard shopping somemore! and yes! i think it was the horrible shoe shopping experience that caused me to buy this other pair of bum equipment shoes on impulse. freak, they were too big;/ haha! but like alw, i buy things in impulse and esp this time, it's catalysed by the fact that i didnt get my other two pairs of shoes that im sick of shoes without my size! and on impulse, i just bought the pretty loose bum equipment shoes. and ended up still very happy abt it ;D HAHAH! okay, i think im spastic ;D LOLOL! but i need a new pair of shoes still. still gonna hunt for my pretty red checkered shoes and yes, with my size pls ;D HAHA!

and that marks my pretty happy day out. studying and wheehee, shopping. ah, im glad i aint feeling the horrible feeling like ytd anymore ;D aint gonna think abt bad stuff bcos they kill you and your mood, making you a grumpy 'pooo'ie (shitty) person! ;D so yeah, hop out and pull yourself outta any sad, unhappy, angry, stressful, depressing thoughts/stuff before you sink in further. and no worries, there'd alw be someone (eh.. hmm, like me!:P) who's MORE than willing to pull you outta them. and that is IF YOU LET THEM ;D

i just wish YOU (you my dears/loves and anyone who happens to read this)'d be happy ;D

man, i like the song 'letitburn' by usher ;D
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HAPPY 18th birthday CELESTIA TAN! ;D hope you had a fantastic bday ;D and yes, hope you like the soccer boots we got for you ;D and yeah! LUCKS for all your matches and seasons! ;D you go girl ;D stay happy and cheery ;DD

04 May 2008

2008-05-04T01:58:00.002+08:00

second post for the night. dont think i'd be able to slp. but i have to ;( and so imma gg to force myself to fall aslp soon ;D and im ultimately super sad abt the fact that i lost my earpiece for sonyericsson phones ;/ POOF, it just miraculously went missing like that. AH, and my sis's one is missing too. i suspect there's some stupid earpiece addicts out there stealing earpieces ;/ HAHA! alright. very spastic. but uhhh, how am i gg to study with no music ;/

grrr.. wishes dont work! then again, if they come true so easily, there's no joy in making a wish and having it come true ;D

alright, nightsy dears ;D imma gg to try slpinggg ;D

03 May 2008

2008-05-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

poofy! and fan's supposed to be feeling exceptionally happy after a 8hr long slp ;D from 1 plus in the afternn to 9plus in the night. but apparently not quite ;( and i hate this feeling inside of me. i dont know what it's called but the fact that it's devouring my happiness aint good at all ;( freak. and i know partly why i feel like that ;( poof, okay, and i stopped for a good whole 30 mins after writing the first part ;/ EEKS. okayyy lollipopping time ;D some happiness induced hopefully ;D

alright and yes ytd was a good day ;D goody day! cos i was really really really happy that i did btr than i expected for my napfa;D lol i was so scared initially that i kept jumping ard nervously. i guess it was due to a total bad exp in sec 4 ;/ lol ;D but it went smooth and well this time ;DD i guess less expectations and you'd reap more happiness and satisfaction in the end ;D and probably that's how i felt. haha! extremely high ;D and yah! thanks yufang and yilun! ;D they treated us icecream ;D WHEEHEE! after that, lessons lessons and lessons. survived and tada, went to the room aft that to slack ard ;D haha! slept. and poof, pt was... unsatisfying i must say. it's like the weather was too hot and the mood wasnt there to do anyth at all ;D so yah. it ended pretty fast ;/ went back to the room, attempted to play cards, but decided to slp more ;D bathed and yay, time for dance concert ;D

yeps, the dances were damn nice and got all of us hyped up but freak, the pt was freaking cold and we were like very much freezing ;D thank goodness the good dances kept me in there ;D HEEH! and wheehee, i swear the lil kids guest performers were . WOAH, SO ADORABLE ;D haha! i wanna bring them home! :DD LOL! but overall, the ticket for the dance concert was really worth it ;D hehe! and okay ya, after that, our big plan for shihan's bday starts! ;D HEHE! conned her into believing that very few ppl are gg her hse for stayover den the rest bluffed her they're gg home but in fact are on their way to her hse! ;D hehe! and so that was the surprise for her bday and they lit candles on the grasspatch in the words 'ODAC <3 LS' ;D and we sang bday song for her with a pretty green cake ;D wheehee ;D and her rxn was instant. just cried almost instantly ;D heh! yay! our surprise was a beautiful success tho we well.. fabricated so many lies in between. but it was all for a good cause ;D yay! one conclusion: she was touched ;D and seeing that, we know all our efforts paid off ;D HAHA!

went back to her home andyeps, party started. eating and some even cooked instant noodles and stuff ;D lol. and yeah, decided to play mahjong after tht. lol,happy happy cos lady luck was kinda with me ;D grins. won like 2 or 3 rounds ;D whee. had a 15 min short nap before that and yay as usual, it kept me pretty high and awake for the night ;D and yeps, when all of them were like kinda slping in the end, i was like sitting awake, playing spastic lumines blocks and listening to songs ;D and yeah, just thinking randomly. haha! and alex soh keeps murmuring i dunnowhat in his slp. HAHAH! dozed off at some parts but wake up in the midst. but it was freezing lah. like totally. even with the jacket, it was super cold. decided to head out with hammie to the living room cos both of us couldnt take the cold and heh, had to push alex's legs who were blocking the door away ;D had a pretty decent hr of slp on the dining room table ;D woke up somewhat and just couldnt really get to slp after that ;D stoned, watched ppl slp, listened to music till more ppl wake up. beauty and beast left pretty early and then, all of us waited till all were up and headed to have breakfast ;) gosh, and that was when my tiredness and slpiness were seeping in. was kinda very tired.but heh, the walk was funn with 'ha gao' and 'siewmai' talks and just random rubbish. haha! darryl left during breakfast.after breakfast. headed to shihan's hse, gave her her presents before jia and rach left. and the rest of the girls all gathered in the room, talking. lol, online shopping, friendster hopping and just talking randomly ;D haha! pretty fun ;D haha! while the guys were out there playing xbox ;D went home at 12 plus. and yeps. bathed and didnt even wait till my hair was dry. i just SLEPT all the way till 9 plus, skipping lunch and dinner. and now im feeling hungry. gosh;/

alright. studying tml with some dears in amk lib. hopefully productive. swear i need to get some studying done and quit being sooo slack. not that i can help it but.. gosh, i need some motivation ;( where are you. where where where.
haha that sounds delirious. no worries, not anywhere near being driven to nuts yet.

at the end of the day, it meant nothing.

2008-05-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

HIGH - LIGHTHOUSE
When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
When we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
'Cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
when we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you.

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high, high, high, high, high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
when we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you.

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love (x3)

random: skateboarding is kinda fun! hehe! had my first try on the skateboard ytd in the odac room ;D POOF! it was freaking fun! ;D but im damn lousy at it ;D hahah! but still, first try! HAHAH! YAY! I WANNA BE A SKATER GIRLL!!! LOL! ;DD

01 May 2008

2008-05-01T21:12:00.003+08:00

ahh! ;D it's really amazing how things sometimes appear in your life agn. haha! take for example, i simply forgot abt the existence of this kinda meaningful song that seemed ever so familiar 'high by lighthouse family'. gosh. a pretty old song, but that was until i heard it again ytd. freak, and i coluldnt rmb the song title at all! and so i racked my brains for it and tada! i found it again! HEHE! it's like subconsciously you have it in your mind ;D and this makes me so happy! ;D SO SO SO HAPPY! ;D to be frank, i really dont know what sorta memories this song brings. i really cant exactly remember. not the slightest hint. but darn, when i heard the song again, it brought a familiar feeling back in me and made me smile so much! jumps ard! NICE SONG ;D but damn, i cant rmb under what circumstances i heard this song. but i think it has kinda some impact in me otherwise it wouldnt have brought that subconscious smile and familiar feeling! ;D man, im getting old that my brains' failing me ;/

ahhh haha! anyw, happy burfday syaz dear today! ;D hehe! and happy birthday ivie love ytd! ;D OMG, i swear i felt all was so worth it when i saw that smile on your face and the fact that you were really touched and stuff ;D all the late nights, going from here to there to everywhere getting the presents done and stuff were absolutely worth it ;D and it's all worth it for that brilliant smile and a special moment on your bday dear! :D HEHE! and that made us really really really happy too! ;D and so, it was ivie's special 18th bday ytd! ;D

thank you dear for alw being there and such ever since from i first knew you in cyclone ;D it's amazing how all of us just got brought together in a small happy group called cyclone ;D zl dog, shh dear, jo daddy, ivie dear and fan ;D hehe, and then, it's amazing how we got thru hard times and there, ended up with being part of the 26 in the lovely amazing 24th batch ;D and yes, throughout, we had so much spastic times and i'd always rmb your spasticness and childishness ;D hehe! we all agreed you're the most spastic girl in cyclone :P! hehe! and not to forget, tough times keep us stronger and more bonded together ;D OLC, OTs, ITC! everything and everything ;D alw there with your dimpled smile, brightening up our life with your spastic comments! and it has been really fun and enjoyable working with you. admin comm for reunion, DARE comm dept and yes, my first race partner ;D thank you for being part of everything that'd alw leave a smile on my face ;D AH, IVIE LOVE! i love you! ;D and i cant say enough ;D

HEHE! peektures will be up soon enough. bt cos my cam batt died, i cant load it in my com yet ;D hehe! aye yes, today's labour day and i was out! it was kinda fun. okay, fine. fun cos i was awake and had enough slp. haha! but seriously, my brain got drained for qt abit towards the end ;D but heh, B&Js GOT ME HAPPY AGN! omg, finally satisfied my craving for B&Js. felt i really really needed it at that point of time. i dont like times when i feel unhyped and esp coupled with the fact that i shldnt be feeling that sian or tired bcos of my almost 10 hr long slp! ;D and boo lameo, I GOT MY B&Js IN THE END! smiles and sticks out tongue a million! :D but yeah, no freecone day thrill tho. but iloveit still ;D ayeee! today's a good day stepping in town seeing so many oh-so-cute things! I BOUGHT two ADORABLE TTM files and heh, got myself very contented ;D haha! okay, im a very easily happy person ;D HAHAH! home for dinner and then watched abit of tv and here i am now! ;D

AH HAPPY DAY for almost every moment! ;D yummy yoghurt and ben&jerry's are ultra satisfying ;D and out with the lovely dears beat stoning and den trying very hard to study and yet nth gets into my head totally!! :D aye! and there was a totally hilarious episode today ;D which i shan't elaborate! haha! the whole thing was hilarious! ;D

AH YEA! and that so marks my pretty lovely beautiful day ;D

29 April 2008

2008-04-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello world, darlings, dears, loves ;D hehe! okay. i think this few days have been madness and i shan't elaborate anything now. yeps, and i think my brains are kinda screwed, fried, grilled, i dunno. ;D haha! and madness sis is frantically tryingto study for 2 subjects for her CA and then, rushing for her D&T project/coursework. i dont know. aye,and im slacking. okay. im supposed to do at least alil bit of work today. at least that's what i wanted to achieve. but guess not. im kinda tried, mentally and well.. physically too. and i dont understand why ;D haha it's the achey feeling all over your body ;( aye! and shyt, i think i start doing stupid stuff everytime i feel groggy and tired ;D LOL! a korean dude called me on my mobile today! and heck, i didnt know who that stranger was. ;D but yes, nice voice nice language ;D man, i so wanted to reply him in korean. and POOF, i cant cos apparently my korean sucks to the max ;D i cant even rmb the basics except for annyeonhaseyo! ;D LOL! that's qt bad i realise. haha!

and yeps, SHH dear, pls recover asap ;D and get well sooon! i'd be praying for you ;D and yes, may the virus be killed killed killed destroyed destroyed very very very soon pls! ;D HEHE! missed ya girl! (even tho it was only for a short one day!) hahah! it feels weird not seeing shh in the room today! ;D cos you're alw in the room you seee! ;D hehe! and poor ivie is missing ya too! heh! and she went to h3 alone today with no shh ;( ayee! and she was complaining it in the loggie too! ;D HEHE! so impt shh, pls come back soooon!;D

LOL! and yes, i think im very much typing alot alot alot alot of crap now. haha brain's not workingthat fantastic you see ;D haha! and mommy was like slapping my feet just now cos i suddenly talked really loud to her! HAHA! and she was like 'is that how you talked to your mommy!' in a freaking joking manner and i just went on to irritating and annoying her with increased volume ;D haha! LOL the entire episode was kinda funny and everyth stopped immediately the moment the show went back on agn ;D the transition was woah FAST. HAHA!

AYE! fan's happy abt many little things today even tho she didnt get to eat her B&J's free cone. MAN! ;D i wanttttt~ hahah! i cant believe i missed it this yr agn ;/ haha! but it's okay. i was pure lazy and heh, i have been a good kid being in a sparsely populated physics lecture, and trying to manage copying lecture notes and slping at the same time ;D and TADA, i managed to ;D just that i didnt get a good slp. haha! but ayeee... choco fudge brownie, strawberry cheesecake, raspberry sorbet and many many many more!~ shut up fan, sinful ttm! haha! knocked out totally for math lecture today, like woah, really fast. i just couldnt take it. the aircon's freakingggg... SPOILT! on hot weathers like this ;/ haha! ;D man, pls get the aircon fixed.

alright, mommy's complaining i've been slping really LATE lately ;D HAHA! and she's wondering why. and heh, i just smiled at her. i cant possibly tell her im surfing ard, constantly watching videos and chatting senselessly XP since i reached home early early at 7 plus today ;D i shall be a really good kid to slp at 12 sharp ;D sports day tml. and poof, i dont feel like running 8*50m. eh, abit i cannot really run lah huh. ;/ LOL! aye. go aquila ;D GOGOAQUILA ;D haha!

alright, patiently waitin for the clock to strike 12 ;D heh! that's like cinderella heh! okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVISIMO! ;D YOU'RE LOVED! ;D

27 April 2008

2008-04-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

aye;D had a great and fantastic day out after like i dunno how long ;D stepped into town. gosh ;D hehe! felt like any normal teenager who goes to town and have fun! ;D lol! yeps, walked ard and was pretty high ;D grins! but got kinda mentally exhausted after the entire afternn ;D but it was still good and fun tho.

and so, this sunday proves to be yet another totally slack day ;D didnt do anyth related to school at all for this entire week. freak and im feeling kinda guilty and it's a feeling of uncertainty becos i have never been so unsure in my life before abt schoolwork and stuff (this only shows i HAD[note the terrible past tense] been a consistent playhard but still perform relatively good student) well, like what lameo said, it was THE PAST and darn, i dont know what got into my brains these two yrs too ;D everything's been good except for the academics part. true, i dont fail any subjects for promos and cts so maybe im in a btr situation than many others. but there are well... expectations to live up to. talked to some others and lameo just earlier today. it's kinda scary to be reminded of the little time we have now till disgusting alvls. definitely, i cant think alvls as easy as i did for olvls bcos im not the least prepared at all. the thought is kinda scary becos the feeling's just so foreign. shoosh, cant blame anything else except for myself. nods, and yeah, got kinda frustrated at myself and i admit, alil stressed out but haha, definitely not to the point of crumbling. ;D imma strong bcos i have lame ppl like lameo ard me who are willing to lend me their shoulder to lean on when i needed it. ;D haha! so yes, it was comforting for a lean on the shoulder for a silent one min and i guess i needed it ;D and guess what, it was over the phone. haha! amazing how it still has the same effect. haha we're so lame but thanks love ;D GOSH!;D haha alright, just let me slack for another one last night ;D den maybe i'd pick up alil ;D

ah crap, this post wasnt intended to turn out this way ;/ lol, but yeah, i blog what i feel. haha! alright, on to the happy stuff, great job to volarers ;D! they got 2nd! ;DD HAHAH! the acct on ivie's blog was totally entertaining and interesting! ;D hehe! glad they had soooomuch fun! ;D HEHE! allright, busy week ahead. but imma gg to block out labour day for studying ;D and i hope the little motivation isnt too shortlived to die out on me on labour day itself :D whee! and yeps, tuesday's LOVELY FREE CONE DAY FOR B&J's :D and FRIDAY's DANCE CONCERT ;D LOVELY. haha!

okay! and lol! zl's retarded. haha! he says he'd study hard for chem test on week8 and get an A! hahah ;D oh right, we'd see how true it turns out. but the reason for him to study hard is really very motivating ;D hahaha! oh haha this is just pure random:D

27 April 2008

2008-04-27T03:05:00.002+08:00

haha! as usual, fan's damn bored! HAHA! OH RIGHT! and i saw the tag from both my spastic dears, ivieeee and siewhweeee;D

Game rules:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
betrayed and heartbroken ;( poof, if he ever betrays me, then, he's definitely not the one for me ;) get on with life ;D it doesnt just fall cos my lover betrayed me ;/ HAHA, but it takes time tho ;D

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
hmmm.. just be frank ;D but yeah, nv harshly ;D

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
i nv really think of this before. hmmm, what about just a wedding in big field of nice flowers ;D and then, have little cute korean kids ard as flower boys and girls ;D AWWW, so adorable ;D

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
there's nth much to be confused of. unless you want me to decide what course i wanna take in uni, maybe i would be ;D

5. What's your ideal lover like?
aye, someone like leedonghae ;D HAHA! fat hope ;D lol
nah, i think someone who understands, cares, shares my happiness, sadness, makes me laugh and just loves me for who i am ;D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
being loveddd ;D

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
aye, that really depends ;D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
aye, what can i do? LOL ;D i aint gonna be a third party ;/ HAHA

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
not really ;D maybe just grumpy at most ;D

10. What do you want most in life?
to be constantly happy ;D

11. Is being tagged fun?
lol, fun when you have nth to do. haha! it can cure some boredom ;D

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
utterly betrayed.but i believe my best friend will never do that ;D FAITH AND TRUST ;D

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
i dont know how to ans this. i have IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ;D i cant choose one ;D

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
ivie and shh : BOTH SPASTIC CYCLONERS ;D YET ADORABLE TO THE MAX :DD!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
the reality remains that you cant do anyth being poor. forced and driven circumstances will tend to drive all the happyness away even if you're with your loved one ;D and richness cant buy you happyness you can have with your beloved. aye, im greedy, can i have the best of both worlds? ;DD

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
circle ard him more frequently (STALKER YES. LOL! nah, imma just kidding abt the front portion), make sure he knows my name and rmbs my face.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
;D yes, anything that i feel comfortable and happy with ;D

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
prefers being loved and so the extent of being loved ;D the one who loves me more ;D

19. What type of friends do you like?
friends whom we can depend on ;D i believe in give and take ;D so yeah, anyone who i love sharing my happyness with and friends who can laugh, talk, cry and do any crazy retardedd funny stuff with you and at the end of the day, creates the best moments ever ;D

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
OMG, YAY! IMMA GENIUS! ;D AND LAUGHS UNCONTROLLABLY!;D
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aye, i tag lingy, lameo, tong oh,just anyone who feels bored enough to want to try this ;DD

27 April 2008

2008-04-27T00:52:00.002+08:00

hello loves! im back back ;D hehe just did e assessment after a nice one half hr of slp ;D and the slp made me very happy! cos i wont doze off in front of the lappie agn ;D like ytd, i was trying to keep very very awake while transferring photos and files! oh yeah anyw, been pretty long since the last actual post ;D hehe! today;s a pretty funny day. filming is extremely boring, having to do the same scene over and over again. yawns and it slowly drains all that energy i have in me, leaving me so tired. hahah! finally when it ended, i was kinda really happy. haha went for lunch at bedok central. haha and den even tho i was sooo freaking tired that i can just go home and fall aslp, i went town with jol and hammy. haha ;D SHOPPING! ;D whee! didnt get anyth tho!haha! BUT IT WAS STILL FUN cos it felt like i went out for a reason - window shopping. wanted to get caps ;D but the designs werent too nice ;D HAHAH

lol!and hammy got to window shop with two girls. hahah basically we kept choosing clothes for him to try and change in. lol! freaking funny. hahah. the white shirt with pink stripes and cute pockets is NICEEEE ;D it makes someone look happy and cheery ;D hahahs. and hammy refused to try on the green stripes shirt jol chose.haha funny to the max. hahahs. and jol and i want to buy backpack backpack! ;D haha and funny shh, sick still go shopping and buy bacpack somemore!AHHH! haha jealloussss grins. aye! i want to buy that mooks cap actually. kinda liked it but it was kinda ex ;/ POOF. hahah!

fan wants to shop ;D

26 April 2008

2008-04-26T20:03:00.002+08:00

ah feeling tired now. opened this page, hoping to blog. but im kinda drained. hahah! the filming for the funny mediacorp show took like super long that my brains, head, eyes and everything else is tired. aye! but i still went for a pretty fun and adrenalined( that means i survived on adrenaline ;D) shopping trip. ;D hahah! didnt buy anyth but i was tempted to ;D shall elaborate more later.

FAN NEEDS TO GO SLP FOR A SHORT SHORT WHILE! BE BACK LATERR LOVES ;D

bwahh, im excited, sleepy, happy, alil upset, alil worried, alil confused ;/ poof, what kinda weird feeling is this! ;( hahah!

23 April 2008

2008-04-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

poof! another day just went by ;D aye and im just here to blog sth, after not blogging for qt some time. actually, erm.. jus one day XD lol! okay yea! today's fine! and i really really really tried keeping awake during class but i guess i still died in the end ;/ haha! man, sleeping early sure doesnt help in keeping myself awake in lectures and tutorials ;/ aye, so that implies only the tchers. ahem. yes. HAHA!! but yes, effort is better than anyth else! ;D

haha! im feeling kinda slpy now ;/ like i can totally doze off and slp. haha! lol at a crazy time of 8:41pm. haha! now this is called slping early ;P as if i would. haha! and yes went to ccab to support crosscty ;D haha! the weather's damn weird. haha super hot initially and den started pouring like crazy towards the end. was wet almost thoroughly ;( eeks, and i wasnt prepared to get wet at all today. haha! my bag, lecturenotes, worksheets, NOTES ;( and everything else were almost all wet ;/ hhaha! but usually i dont really mind rainy days when im indoors or when i feel crazy enough to get wet. aye! try watching rain in the rain ;D ah! damn fun damn fun! lol! but just as i said, it wasnt the right time to get wetttt in the rain today. hehe!

okayy doke ;D and now im like laying everything on the ground to sorta hope they'd dry! haha! eeeyer, stupid. the notes are wet and horrible ;( hahaha! and eeks, why aint the stupid bag waterproof. NYEH! hahaha! ya so one of the best things that made my day was sorta like the yummy icecream i bought aft getting out from ccab ;D ah BLISS! ;D hehe! it was sooo much LOVE eating it! HEHE! jumps ard!

imma still happy happy ! ;D dang! i reached home before 730 pm today! OMG! like after how long. wow ;D and mom was surprised i was home so early :D hehe! eeks and the strawberries im eating now are not nice ;/ grins! SHH! i want nice korean strawberries which taste yummy yum yum ;D hehe! and uh, ultra sweeeettt ;D ahaha, random. alright. imma ending here ;D and i forgot, s44 blog up ;D yayee! place to spam pictures ;D but i think the blog'll end up stagnant soon enough ;D

HAHAHH!

21 April 2008

2008-04-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

alright! FIRST THING:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG! (sorry dear, wasnt able to get a present for u or anyth cos i lost track of dates ;( ayee! but will make it up to u soon! ;D sorry love! but stil, have a wonderful burfday you girl! ;D)
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD! ;D

aye okay! today's pretty much a normal day and yes, sheila's back ;D HAHAH! after her whole two weeks of not in school! ;D heh! she recovered from her chicken pox! and with really little scars ;D which is a goooddiee thing! HURRAY! ;D and yes, watched soccer match today and yeps, it was kinda imba but not as exciting as the prev match against cj.but still, not bad ;D hahah! lol and den there was an impromptu decision to go for class dinner with some ppl from s44 to celebrate bernard's bday! haha! so had to wait in the room till 730pm while everyone else went home except for wm and ch. hahah! lol. as usual, beauty and the beast are alw the last to leave ;D hahah! yeps! didnt do much today. or rather, didnt do anyth constructive at all today. poof! ;( plain lazy. AYE! but dinner was fun and super hilarious. we waited for the king of the day to arrive. haha and 730pm became 830pm. lol ;D how retarded. but it's okay, still had qt a funny time waiting. went to fish&co for dinner and yayee! cheryl and i shared seafood platter for one along with chockie junkie. yummilicious to the max. and the whole table shared jungle freeze and mermaid freeze ;D hehe! was feeling ultra full after that ;D aye! and sang bday song for bernarddd! and gave him his beautiful childish kiddo presents that seeann and andrew got for him on our behalf-a ratatouille pencil case and a winnie the pooh water bottle.

aye cabbed home with yf and xy after that ;D hurray! can cab! ;D happy happy. grins. den got home not as late as expected to be. and yes, i promised shifu that i'd slp early today. and so yes, im slping like NOW. ;D HAHA! okay. nightsy world and i really think my body system is kinda screwed. FREAK, AGAIN! ;( ARH!

and so before i forget, yes let pictures do the talking ;D
oh oh and cheryl's setting up a blog for us to load our pics ;D which is good. meanwhile i'd just post it on mine ;D

happy burfday boy! ;D

20 April 2008

2008-04-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

woke up alil too late today and hence, decided to stay at home to study. and poofy, just when i decided to really really concentrate on studying. my aunt came with my two lil cousins. eh wait.. hahas nephews, ah ya, my cousins' children. hahah. gosh. super super super noisy! HAH! but they're adorable tho. they immediately took control over my laptop and started spamming games and the young one was adorable and dimply ;D hah! kept doing rolls on the bed and stuff. hahas! man so that only explains the fact why i cant concentrate and heh, they just took control my entire room, jumping on my bed and stuff. hahahs so cute. lol but noisy to the point that nothing organic chem goes into my poor brain ;( haah so i think today's pretty much unproductive even tho i managed to read hydroxy compounds, carbonyl compounds and carboxylic acid and derivatives. but heh,can i mention that i rmb nth much of them just that they look somewhat the same to me and the terms' just foreign and swimming in my head ;D

hehe! daddy mommy made me go to their room to study and apparently, i fell aslp on the bed cos heh, it was kinda dark and stuff and the air con's on. so, perfect for slping. haha! slept for probably an hr plus? ah but was more refreshed when i woke up. dinner after that and darn, im reading hydroxy cpds AGAIN. ah freak. hahah it just doesnt stay in the mind. hahahah! alright. man, im not focusingggg~

aye ;D nth much till now ;D
aye i rmb! alcohol can be prepared from alkenes, halogenoalkanes, carboxylic acids, ketones and aldehydes ;D tht's like everything. DANG. HAHAH! ;DD hurray ;D and this is probably the only thing i rmb. haha cos i read this before my thots start to run wild, jump wild. and it's amazing how you cant control sometimes what your mind thinks! man, im beginning to miss alot alot alot of things of the past. and memories are so powerful, you just have to unlock them and it brings the same vivid emotions back ;D

and yes, quote of the day 'dont wait for a special miracle, create it'!
:D

20 April 2008

2008-04-20T01:54:00.002+08:00

ah freak. did i mention that i hate hate hate blogger to freaking delete my post that i painstakingly typed out despite my extreme slpiness ;/ ah. but yeps, im back here in my cozy little space after a slight revamp ;D ah, yeps new blog layout ;D hehe and i call it happiness pangs. happiness pangs are the sensation of overwhelming joy overflowing within you ;D and yeps every little thing in life contributes to this happiness pangs ;D every simple thing can bring a smile upon someone's face ;D oh right ;D

nth much to blog this week. it's just the usual ;) and musicfest first. good job to both paper pavement and hello panda! man, i so wanted you all to win. but no worries, cliche as it might sound, i think u all are winners in our hearts! ;D ah yes, great job josiah daddy and did i mention the blue base was hella cool ;D ah yes! and to hello pandas,shoosh you all were super super super! haha! entertaining to the max i swear ;D from the start of the mv till the end, i was practically laughing like a girl gone crazy ;D musicfest probably drained all that energy in me that when i reached home i slept almost immediately.

ah, glad i woke up in time today to take ivie's car to changi jetty ;D went ubin for weeding and cycling. kinda cool ;D experienced getting pricked by mimosa (which loks so harmless but indeed a scam!) ah yes, weeded alot of weeds ;D and it was pretty nice and fun. lunch after that and den went home with ivie, shh and shihan! bus 59 gang ;D YAYEE! ;D but i guess we slept throughout most of the time ;D HEHE! yawns yawns. the tiredness was setting in then.

hahah! alright it sure is setting in now. im tired. ah i dont feel like studying tml! arigh, quit whining fan. im getting too lazy for my own good. haha! idealistic and UNrealistic me tells myself that things will work out well for academics. somehow i'd be able to fight it!
HAHAH! nah, with sheer determination (i hope have) and yeps, i can do it miraculously w/o touching the lecture notes. haha i wish ;D grins! ohoh and did i mention norton's live chat help was very effective in fixing the comp :D YES! im gg slp now! TIRED! AHHH!

oh and before that, my idealistic wish for tonight is 'everyone, please be happy ;D'

14 April 2008

2008-04-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

aye, school day was fine ;D nods. a really short and summarised post ;D plain lazy to type a real long one (; had a plain day of lessons, econs test(which i reckon im gg to ahemfail. i got confused halfway), lovely donut from kai which saved me from horrid gastric (i swear the best remedy? haha! try donuts if you have gastric ;D eh no, it's not true, i was justbeing crappy XD), gaming time (lumines,puzzle bubble,bridge,daidi haha with small cards, big cards, some funny memory game which i sucked at. YES, like totally! but i still got like one or two pairs right! XP), slacked in the room, tested arkar his vocabs for SATS (ah, cheemology), watched and cheered for the odac guys' 2248 race! ;D (ahaha, freaking amazing job ;D you all deserve heaps of pats on ur backs!)

my, my shortest post probably. just not in the mood to type alot. ah laziness's taking toll ;D and that only means i have to changeblog layoutbefore i decide to abandon this lil lovely place agn ;)
ah, came across accidentally the lyrics of this very lovely song and im listening to it right now. man, i miss it so much. and this is a really beautiful song ;D

//
IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill this world with love and light
Light that shines for all to see
Love that sets our spirits free

IJ friendships through the years
Born of simple joys and tears
Something tells us deep inside
IJ friends are friends for life

Hold on to our dream of peace, don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream

IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill our hearts with love and light
Light to see ourselves anew
Love begins with me and you

IJ voices ringing true
Reaching out and breaking through
Every heart will hear our call
Share our dream of peace for all

Hold on to our dream of peace, don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream (x2)

Hold on to our dream
Hold fast to the IJ dream
Hold on to our dream
//

if only there wasnt a need to worry abt anything else ;D

12 April 2008

2008-04-13T00:05:00.005+08:00

ahha, didnt do much today even tho was supposed to be out with fourdee loves mugging and studying. but left halfway to do some stuff with lingy and swear waiting time's a torture but glad i went to popular and got myself new pens and pencils ;D haha got told off by lingy for eating choc waffle when i have sorethroat ;D haha! and mom's feeding me with heaps of fruits cos apparently it's good for the throat. vitamin a b c d e f g h... z! haha! ;D right ;/ and im bloated with grapes, bananas, papayas and vitagen/yakult ;D haha! shoosh, i feel like a rolly rolly now. hahh ;D random.

pooof, but today's still good! ;D i love being out with my loves. they make me feel happy and peaceful ! hah!

SKIP THIS ENTIRE COMPLAINING SECTION:D man, and security guard/librarian wannabe was being the ultimate GL today. was alil annoyed with her. ha, we so said she has a secret ambition to be a librarian or sth. poof ;/and so yeps, there wasnt enough seats so i sat with this 3 guys from the uni. poof the one in front of me was totally ungentlemanly ;( haha! if he hadnt realised, the table's meant for sharing and he has to shove his notes right in front of me. ha, and i was kinda irritated so i guess the friend of this ungentlemanly guy realised and hesitantly took the notes away, looking paiseh and sorry. ha! at least that guy was much btr ;) but heh, i kept dozing off to slp reading econs. and man, when i survived till pg16. kai and cecilia were like. oh the front parts aint the crucial ones. kinda unimpt actually. i wanted to kill myself almost instantly ;D HAHA! man, econs, why're you torturing me like that ;( ah shoosh. i wanna stuff my head in the pillow. hahah! okay i alr did that. and hugging big white bear (okay it used to be big when i was young) for comfort. man, my heart/mind and soul felt like it's gone thru a battle of 'comprehending and remembering econs'. and lost terribly ;( econs is soooo frustrating. it's like spurting/hurling/drowning/flooding me with foreign terms,concepts which i dont feel like understanding ;( okay. im lazy lazy lazy! GEEES, okay that's an entire para of me complaining. pretend you didnt see this if u've been defiant enough to read this even if i said,stop reading. haha!

alright! ;D and the day's been great with my dear loves ;D ah,and we talked abt how sec sch life was pure happy and peaceful;D heh! and i wanna stay at sweet sassy sixteen forever but i dont wanna miss last yr and this yr too ;Dhehe! humans are greedy and nv satisfied. hahas ;D grins. and we want things we cant get. hahah! can i just miraculously know econs?

and man, i missed 11:11 again andthis time by 1 or 2 mins. ;( man, i could have wished for, 'i hope econs will make frens with me' hahaha ;D lol! but despite all that, i still love today!! lameo says im a lazybone. ha, im sure ;D who was the one lazing at home, and can sit at the same spot in front of the same tv for 8 hrs str. hahah! ;D alright, out with tong to study tml. hahaman, she's suffering the same fate as me. we slacked the entire of today ;( haha hopefully tml's gg to be extremely productive/useful ;D haha, i will study ;D hopefully ;D

and wheehee, if all things fail, keep a smile on ;D and all who smile are with you ;D and all who cry will join u ;D ahaha! and my wish for today, may everyone be happy and smiling alw ;D cos happy is the one simple easy word everyone know, want, wish and will be granted if you seek contentment in every simple lil thing ;D

12 April 2008

2008-04-12T04:10:00.004+08:00

haha! alright. 4.10am in the morning! ;D dozed off halfway while using and now totally wide awake man, but freak, i think the throat's giving way. man, it hurts and i dont wanna talk ;( hahah!! lol pray i wouldnt lose my voice because i have the greatest tendency to do so. alright ;D so the day's as usual, HAPPY! dont ask me why everyday's a happy day, cos they just are ;D hahah! pw results release and gosh, got a B. i dont know what i was feelingthen. or rather i didnt really feel anyth. not quite. i was like.. huh orh okay lo;D man, call that nonchalence or what, im sucha optimistic person to not really place results at such high priority and gets over them fast. orh no wait, there's isnt even a need to get over it. hahah. wasnt feeling a tad of upsetness. lol. alright really weird ;D but i guess i see things in a more open view that it didnt exactly matter;D

lessons were the norm but freak, got suanned by econs tutor cos i went into lessons w/o my econs tys and i didnt prepare my work and so didnt the ppl alongside with me and she has to whack me the most ;/ sucks. haha! not that im complaining as if i didntdo anyth wrong. but bleags, it almost did kill my day. but i guess slping during her lessons paid for everything she did ;D lol i forgot almost the event after the 3 period econs tutorial. it was pure torture ;/

captain's ball was heh, pretty fun again today. ;D girls did some fun fun fun drills ;) lol. and yah, played after that. hahha! fun fun before the disgusting feeling sets in again. man, sucha familiar feeling cos it's been not-too-long since i felt that way again. it was bad but not that bad. ;D hah! tahanable. lol! but jol's one was worse. like... double pain. ;( glad it got btr!! ;D nods bathed ;D felt shiok! and oh yes, thanks heaps beast for the nice mashed potato ;D it was shiok lah ;D HAHA! what a kind beast ;D hahha!

freak and as usual, shldnt have told ya,stupid lameo, giving me an hr lecture on how one must eat proper meals. eat proper meals. yes my dear i heard that, you naggy pig ;P seizing chance huh? haha! somehow somewhat ppl tend to be extremely naggy(not to themselves, but alw to other ppl) ;D lol! but i aint a three yr old kid. i just forgot that i needed to eat ;/ there's choco babys ;D HAHA! smileyfaced chocobaby makes ppl happy. and man, shifu dont get why stars and smiley faces on the chocobabys make me and ting so excited and happy ;D hahah! and got called spastic for it! ;D but later she said it was cute ;D HAH! SEE SEE! :D

didnt typed in alot of stuff tho ;D cos they're all in here (the mind!) it's hard to really blog every single thing that happened today and heh, i believe every lil thing that happens is special ;D

bcos i dont want to be reminded; the past still haunts.shuck, it has been so long ;(

10 April 2008

2008-04-11T00:27:00.002+08:00

ah, i forgot to add that, thanks heaps jol dear for helping us buy bubble tea! ;D;D champagne grape was love btw ;D thanks love! ;DD wheehee!
and yeps, thanks heaps to kai who made my day a happy day ;D thanks for the letter ;D which made me look and feel like a retard ;D HAHA, yes, i was really touched and surprised that gosh i cant believe i was half on the verge of tears and half laughing at my stupidity when i read it ;D freaky, but i strongly believed it was fate that i found it ;D thanks love!

and i believe it's fate im meeting these lovely people and man, i just cant ask for more. it's amazing how people can just miraculously form bonds with one another (okay, itsounds like im talking chem ;P) i guess it's the human mechanism ;D

some ppl are there for you for as long as you rmb yourself knowing them and you depend and trust in them for every single thing, some ppl you know for so long but only managed to open up to each other for some time long after.

"you know you are in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than dreams." read this from lingy's blog (and i think it's really sweet) and im serious, being blessed with so many wonderful people ard me, i realise reality's definitely better than dreams ;D yes, im grateful for every single one of you that i've known ;D

10 April 2008

2008-04-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

ahaha ;D as usual, happy day. but actually, pretty retarded that i go to school every single day and i dont accomplish/do anyth related to academics. man, im screwed ;/ mom says im screwed ;/ and totally unserious in my work. freak, i so agree ;( oh no damn, and the worst thing is i noe im screwed ;/ and everyone has to remind me ;( haha, but my mom tells me i need pushing. im the sort who needs to be pushed into doing stuff i dont like cos recently, i've lost all that discipline to well.. care abt my academics ;D ah, no motivation ; no discipline. omg, and tell me im NOT taking alvls this yr! -goes crazy!- haha! and everyone ard me's in one way or another trying to do work ;D haha! i was telling shh that we'll need to go out for study sessions very often to force myself to study ;D HAHA!

dangs, was cheated to go for physics lecture w/o knowing it's beetsma who's lecturing. ah, kuku and ting and shifu were smart smart. i stayed and slept thruout as usual. was terribly tired ;D then, math lect was pretty ok, i was hyped and happy trying to get some gold for lumines ;D and i did! wahaha, and moreover, spastic shifu was telling me some super funny retarded things which made me laugh alot. haha! woke me up i guess! ;D lessons went the normal ;) just that i kept wanting to slp! ;D hahah! but i survived till the end.

off to the room to slack! and i got chiaweei playing lumines for some shortwhile and man, he was making funny comments throughout. damn funny i swear. and yay! i beat highscore for puzzle bubble ;D who ever said i couldnt ;D man, and i got my nice name on the highscore list! ;D hahah that made my happy day happier! haha! ;DD played bridge for some while and hey, bridge was freaking fun and funny to the max. lol. any game is fun ;D game addicts ;D and den went to do scaffolding. not really doing much. watched match after that which got postponed after like halftime. grr. and vj was winning! damnit. haha! kinda interesting. but the wind was nicely blowing and man, i was slpy and at the same time excited abt the match. lol. got cancelled. but we went mad in the room. ah, and i played skipping rope! ;D SO FUN! haha! man it's been ages. like really ages. hahha! and heh, took down scaffolding structure. haha yay, basically i wasnt doing much also. ;D okay, im sucha slackkerrr! ;D HEH! but yeah, 10 mins record ;D ah fooyo cool. and basically i nv knew taking down scaffolding can be so retarded and funny and fun and entertaining. wahaha, slacked in the room while everyone else was doing work. and man, i wasnt allowed to play my game ;( haha! but im like 3 steps away from completing everything! YIPEEE! ;D

dinner was the usual ;D but heh, i bought stuff like choco baby and chocolate ;D choco baby is the best thing ever ;) apart from my all known obsession for lollipops! (jo unnie! man, i want to eat the nice big lolli you were eating last time ;D but you're all the way in US ;( awww) ;D oh yes. when i see choco baby, i think of the good ol'times ;D man, it's like totally nostalgic. pouring chocobabys out on hands and counting the no. of smiley faces there are, competing who's the luckier one and stealing each other's smiley faced chocobaby ;D man, i miss times like that. and so the right thing to buy was chocobaby ;D it made mereally happy.

was just chatting with shh online. haha talking abt stuff that made us really happy and contented from deep within us ;D i think i'd never grow sick talking abt the same stuff over and over and over agn, thinking abt the same stuff over and over and over again ;D bcos everyday's a special and good day ;D

09 April 2008

2008-04-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

lameo says i got the mind of a kid, in other words trying to suan that im simpleminded and childish. but i call that easily contented and happily having fun ;D haha! and so, today was as compared to tuesday, a great day ;D simple things easily make me happy ;D ah yeps, first thing that made my day was lingy's msg abt jesse mccartney's burfday ;D which is very well, today ;D HEHE! ahh ;D and i swear a sweet simple msg from my darlings in the morning just brighten the day alot ;D msged loads more with her and cant wait till i see her again and heh, we'll turn into chatterboxes ;D haha! next was shh's msges and her sending me the french version of jus so you know (de toi a moi) which made me really high. man, the others dont appreciate jesse mccartney's sexy voice ;D fantastic session with kai&jol ;D which was totally unintentional and we all missed our lectures. coughscoughs ;) and more stuff that made my day;) : lollis ;D, no chem tutorial (which made me end sch at 155pm!), ivie giving me her other musicfest ticket (ah thanks love!), pt!(captain's ball w/o running XD), learnin how to set ball (laoniang's chicken wing theory ;D), champagne grape craving satisfied ;D, short but nice phone chat with lameo ;D, nice jap songs by arkar ;D

wahaha so fan's a happy kiddo today! ;D ah yes! ;D and hurray, i saw 11.11pm at random today and made a wish ;D yay! someone told me if you see the time at 11:11pm at random, you get to make a wish ;D and so i did ;) wheeheeee!! and sis says imma deserved the best and most credit for her math test,she got 19/20! ;D ah and the one mark was due to pure carelessness. i bet this is her first time getting so high for a math test ;D haha and that proves my crashcourse with her worked! ;D my sacrifice (slping at 4am) was worth it. haha! ah, okay another thing to make my day ;) gees! yay!

okay doke, but stupid comp is pmsing today so sis has to use the lappie to do her so-called ss hw. man, i swear she'd end up watching some deathnote2 or sth ;D haha! like sister like sister ;D haha! okay. think gotta log off soon alr ;D haha man, i just had a great laugh that i almost died laughing. okay. not supposed to laugh. but very funnny. ahem. coughs. hahah!

08 April 2008

2008-04-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

today's what i'd call, a really emotional day. haha not emotional emotional. but yeah, just a day with alot of different emotions and feelings. frankly speaking, i had like one of the worst mornings in mths to come. and man shyt, i was psycho-ing myself to be somewhat cheery and happy but well, you know your mind and your gestures just dont match at times ;/ woke up a good 15 min late today, not even realising i actually turned the alarm off. jumped out of bed, madrush. and forgot to bring extra shirt so had to head back to take and then, forgot to bring hairtie. so basically, looked like a wreck ;/ and just feeling ultra tired and moody and things gotta be made worse with the feeling of just plain worry in me.. man, that feeling suck; and there's nth you can do to stop it except to wait.. felt much btr on the bus ride to school with ivie, was feeling less moody, less grumpy, i guess some talking got stuff off the mind ;)

nods. and then, the tiredness starts to set in. reached school and ponned assembly with shh, but partly cos she had a stomach ache (ah excuses ;P) just didnt exactly have the mood, was talking with shh and deciding how sucky and moody this morning can be ;/ and there marks my 3hr long stay in the odac room on the same white sofa. everyone went for lessons and so, i didnt, for a 3period gp lesson (man, im glad i didnt, shifu was like complaining alot abt the lesson!) and yes, so i spent more or less an hr trying to slp. was still super tired when i woke up tho ;/ stoned pretty much i guess ;/ ahaha, not a good morning i swear.

went for lessons after that, and shoosh, lessons were okay.. the usual norm boring, torturous having to sit in lectures and cant even understand one bit. so played lumines agn ;D haha! i swear winning the kuku game makes you somewhat alot btr! and lessons lasted all the way till 305pm. longest day cos mr lim had extra lessons for chem ;/ bwah and told our class we gotta work harder than the rest cos apparently our 20% for chem spa wasnt done as well as expected or as compared to the rest of the classes. uh uhh, didnt noe pratical was like 20% of alvls ;D haha!!

like what shh said, when the day's not gg too well, odac alw makes it btr and yes, i cant agree more ;D nods and that's what i call, the feeling of comfort and just plain ease being in the room and with the people in it. and yeps, so the moody morning was somewhat brought to a pretty boring and bland day of lessons. and i guess waiting was such a torture but at least when the msg came, everything just fall into place and the worry lessened alot. felt just really freed from the nasty, boogie, googie feeling ;DD and that's double cheers and yays. and so was kinda in a happier mood after that. went to the room and then, as usual, started playing games ;D man, such game addicts! haha! and evil/meano beast (or so, what jol describes) refuses to send me puzzle bubble ;/ ahhh, i still want it ;/ bleags. puzzle bubbleeee ;D but had the thrill of playing it still anyhow ;D and yay! beat highscore and unlocked levels! which i presume will not be the highscore soon enough ;D haha, man, and i want to play zl's psp puzzle bubble too ;D

oh yeah, slacked the afternn away and dinner was the usual ;D and yeps, dinner was 7 ppl at a table (just like how the very first time i rmb odac having dinner in the hawker centre). ;D right! bus ride home with arkar after that. man, we figured how to play the 'puzzle' mode for lumines and got so ENGROSSED in playing it that we missed our busstops by at least 3 stops ;/ and ended up at somerset skatepark. zomg! and we didnt realise it cos firstly, the windows of the bus were all misty and u cant even see what's outside and secondly, we were too engrossed in lumines ;D haha kuku to the max. damn hilarious! HA! and so we got off at orchard, laughing at our stupidity and spasticness ;D see what games do to you. haha!

and so, the rest of the day from after the lessons onwards was kinda good;D and happy ;DD

and gosh, suju m's mv's out today. chinese version of u is according to lingy, hot to the max. but heh, i think it's kinda cool but im still trying to get used to them singing in mandarin ;D haah and ahhh, the main reason i was getting super high and stuff was cos, HAE WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAWT in the mv ;D ah, the usual ;D

07 April 2008

2008-04-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

haha man, second post in an hr. haha! man, im gg crazy blogging.
i really want to change my blogskin/layout! there's the urge to change it all and yet there's no time ;( ah, pls stop letting precious lovely time slip away. ;/ hahaha!

freakfreak, lameo just said my face became rounder! ;/ ahhh no! i dontwant. haha! dieting plans failed somehow somewhat. ;D HAHA! aye, it's just the pic's fault OKAY ;D haha the others say it was fine. you kuku ;D HAHA!

lol, the post is pure random. surmmarised post content: I WANT TO CHANGE BLOG LAYOUT! ;D

07 April 2008

2008-04-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

and who says, you'd have monday blues on a monday ;D man, i didnt have it. not at all. surprisingly, waking up was easy this morning and i was kinda energetic when i was on the way to school and stuff. ah, blame it on sis who got me to do some last min crashcoursing on her hopeless math at an unearthly hr of 330am last night and sheesh, i've only gotten my slp at 4am. i so wanna smack her kukuhead. and man, she btr.. pass her test. ;D haha!

and yeah, so, sch was pretty good and well, except that half the time i was playing the funny lumines on my phone even during lectures. ha and i ponned econs lecture to slp on the concourse sofa with jx and aaron. lol we're such slackers. but i couldnt take it for econs lecture and thot that i might as well make full use of the hr slping on the nice comfy sofa and hurray, with the lovely songs playing on my phone ;D haha! and you see that's how my mobile phone dies quickly with my excessive abuse of its battery life ;D HAHA!! school still went pretty well ;D

shoosh, and after sch was kinda funny. cos basically we just slacked our time in the odac room, doing i dontknowwhat. wasting our life away being game addicts. haha, i bet we dont look like j2 students who.. are.. yes sadly gladly surprisingly, taking alvls this yr. haha! people are just slping, reading a book, or playing games on handphone, psp ;D haha! man, puzzle bubble and lumines are fab games ;D love. and yeps, ivie shh and i managed to squeeze ourselves on the white sofa, passing on the psp from one person to another ;D HAHA! lol and many funny things happened. trying to get the right random sampling method to split ppl up into volar grps, kaili's craze with dumbbells and weights and so much more. and our main purpose was to wait till 445pm so we could catch the soccer match ;D haha! how genius! but the match was kinda worth it. haha a good match to watch. yay vj won in the end against hcjc ;) YAYYAY!

went back home after that and the bus 36 was kinda crowded, got myself a seat and trying out my luck on my phone, praying it wont die on me when im listening to the songs in it ;D and man, it didnt! must be my lucky day! ;D and so, i had a good ride home, probably except for too much spare time for myself and too much time equates to letting the mind wander.good things bad things good times bad times good thoughts bad thoughts.. and more and more. now, i dont want to get myself thinking cos the brain sorta dies awhile after thinking alot ;D now i wonder, humans are thinking creatures for a reason ;)

haha! nods, bought something nice for my mortal (man, i thot it looks really cute) and that's what's giving me the idea of possibly writing a letter now for my mortal. yay! ;D and so today's not too bad a day, had great laughs and great times ;D and fooyo! im entitled to a free b&j's icecream bcos someone owes me ;D haha! and this made my day alot ;D

and yeps, to sheila, get well soon dear! ;D dont scratch the chicken pox okay. TRY SUPER HARD NOT TO! yeps, you must not, or they'd leave ugly marks ;/ haha yeps, but no worries you'd return to us soon scarless ;D yeps! and no worries abt sch work, we'd try to keep you updated ;D and yes, take care heaps and drink alot of water ;)

'just so you know' - Jesse McCartney <3
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why
I've waited so long
Looking back I realizeI
t was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

6 April 2008

2008-04-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

today's an unspecial day and probably what i call, a NOT happy day. hmm.. not unhappy or anyth. just NOT happy. the happiness pangs seem missing ;( ah! and i got myself frustrated at myself and ended up being frustrated at everything else. okay, that sounds weird. but yes, poof. and i wasted my entire day trying to search for some nice hp theme for my phone. i didnt manage to find any, since the fact is, im too picky for my own good ;D hahah! the whole selection process was freaking retarded. i like abit of everything from different themes and man, i so wanted to put them together. why cant we have the best from everything ;D okay alright. i shall stop whining like a kiddo who cant get her favo toy or sth ;D;D

and yeps. i did NOTHING today. oh man, really nth. and yes, my beautiful sunday just got wasted away thinking abt stupid stuff, trying to find stupid things, reading stupid things and then getting frustrated at stupid things. haha!! sounds damn kuku! ;D ah, and this is a bad way to end a HAPPY week with a not so happy sunday ;( cries. hahah! but yeps, there's still 2 more hrs to the end of today! ;D so i can still do sth to make it a worthy sunday ;D ohoh! did i mention, i got so addicted to another song by faber drive (whose fault would that be? -stares at dino-) HAHAH! when im with you ;D

and im stubbornly rejecting the idea of starting on reading some lecture notes or doing some tutorial ;D yes, im NOT gg to. oh hoho! lingy's current obsession is jesse mccartney;D great choice dear! ;D he's cute to da max ;D hahah! and just cos it started with one fine song i let her listen to ;D and she got so addicted to him ;DD wahaha, imma genius!

oh my, i realise i really got nth more to say. conclusion of the day: LOUSY POST ;D HAHAH! and yes, tml's gg to be a better day i swear ;D and it will be for you, you you and you too! ;DD

when i see you hold back your tears, i regret what i've done ;/

ohoh and to make this a BETTER POST! ;D a lovely song for lovely people! ;D (so if you dont listen to this, you're not lovely! ahem, just kidding man!)
When i'm with you - faber drive
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

6 April 2008

2008-04-06T02:03:00.003+08:00

heyyo dear loves who are still online ;D hehe! alright, today's a great day ;D im feeling the usual happy self despite the serious lack of slp, but im still feeling the joy in me ;D woke up feeling good and happy that im gg to get started with something constructive and related to studies for the first time in the week ;D great morning and so great start ;D and yes, in order to make myself happier, i wore the nice red jacket ! ;D HEHE! REDDDD! okay. im in love with red ;D haha!

and yes, headed down to bishan lib to meet up with lingy and waited till the lib opened and we walked to lingy's fav spot and yeps, got the table! ;D and started reading lecture notes! was reading electric field all over agn cos apparently i took 3 days to read the prev time and i still had no idea what electric field was all abt. ;P oopsy. and then, studied, dozed off, played lumines(to prevent myself from slping!) and waited for kai to come! ;D hehe! finally she came and talked alil before we started on work agn ;D heh! and this time we all fell aslp! ;D GOSH! damn freaking funny. haha! must be the lazy afternn syndrome thing! hehe! played more lumines in case i fall aslp agn! ;D and then, continued reading e.field ;D haha! and lunch time was near and just nice, ngsijia came! so we all left her all alone in the library and went for lunch. heh, we're THAT evil. but she's on a hunger strike you see ;D haha! LOL!

lunch was satisfying and man, i didnt noe they renovated j8's food junction ;D hehe! it's orange everywhere! ;D haha! pretty pretty! went back to the lib and spastic dino was still on her chem skill a after like how long! haha! spastic to the max. haha! and yes, i love exploiting her phone and koping her songs! ;D heh! i think i almost transferred all her songs over to mine! ;D haha! and im really addicted to the song 'tongue-tied' by faber drive! AHH! it's such a lovely song! and MAN, DINO, youSUCK for GETTING ME SO STUCK ON THE SONG! just kidding dear ;D haha! it's a great song and yes, listening to it now ;) ahhhh! grins happily. and man, she has this song named lollipop which is kinda cute. koped it just cos the song name's lollipop! ;D hahah! and yes, i love lollis! ;D heh! that explains why huh! hehe! and den kai has to leave ;/ to meet her friend. and so den cecilia came! ;D she started telling me abt big bang and their special perf with wondergirls ;D haha! YAY! and i just watched it. man it was soooo cute. haha! GDRAGON's LIKE AMAZINGLY CUTE LAH! ;D

allright and so i was trying to read more notes ;D finished efield,stats1&2,and 1/4 of chem kinetics! :D ahh more than what i've done for the entire 5weekdays ;D HAHA! and den i felt slpy so i started playing lumines agn! AH YES! ;D i managed to make easy and normal levels all GOLD! ;D well, with alil bit of jx's help when she played it ytd ;D haha! but the hard's really hard ;/ ahhhh! but i can do it! ;D im so determined to make everything GOLD! ;D and yes, kai says im spastic to get addicted to this kinda games;) HAHAH! lol, i kinda agree ;D but yeah, you gotta settle for second best when you dont have PSP.FOR PUZZLE BUBBLE! HAHAHAH! ;D and yeps, tried reading stats and fell aslp. real piggy and sijia was complaining i slept for a long time. POOF it's only for half an hr! ;P haha! but heh, i was letting her listen to nice songs that i have! ;D HEHE!! and zomg, lingy and sijia both love emo sad songs. AH, so sad ;/ no like! haha!

but yeps, i managed to get lingy addicted to 'just so you know' and most imptly jesse mccartney! ;D HEHE! MAN, he's such a cutie. hahah! and lingy said her heart stopped seeing him on youtube ;D HAHAH! YESYES DEAR! ;) SO CUTE when he said so CUTE! ;D HAHAH! and yeps, as usual, being girls, we're retarded to the max!haha! i tried forming heartshaped signs and getting dino to take peekture of it! haha! her photography skills... shakes head!
HAHAH! nah uh, it's kinda nice lah!! but just that my hearts are alil distorted ;D but still good! ;D and then, we basically camwhored! more peektures with lingy and she's yet to send to me. but nonetheless, i took some with my phone. hehe! good evidence of us STUDYING! ;D HEHE! we did study yah! ;D hehehe! a pity we didnt start camwhoring with kai was with us! AHHHH! haha! shld have done tt! den kai's pic will appear too! ;D but no worries, there's gotta be more chances in future! ;D HEHE! and yes, i love studying sessions with fourdee lovelies/darls/dears! ;DD crapped and talked alot!;D and nonetheless, just seeing them and studying with them reminds me of the good old times ;D man, i MISS YOU ALL;DD ALOT ALOT ALOT! LOVE YOU DEARS ;D

i call this heavenly days cos days with you all are simply great and fantastic. even if how dull the studying is, we alw make studying like the best thing on earth. coughscoughscoughscoughs. hahah!

peaceout! HAPPYHAPPY! ;D TONGUETIED'S A FREAKING ADDICTIVE SONG!

5 April 2008

2008-04-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

freak. fan's feeling super upset with BLOGGER now ;( it freaking deleted my entire post that i spent a really long time typingit and shoosh, i have to type it agn. grrr. and now im gonna make it short. anyth, BLAME blogger. EEKS.

okays, today's lovely eunhyuk oppa's burfday! happy birthday lee hyukjae ;D HEHE! he's such a cutie. and man, he's a dancing machine man. hehehe freaking cool! ;D not like he's gonna see this and my lovely praises for him, but i hope he has a reallygood and nice bday ;D

alright, been neglecting my blog for 4 days! ah! but yeps, im reviving it agn. and probably wanting to change a blog layout soon. hehe! ;D im bored of the color scheme alr. hehe! alright man. starting from wed ;D our first PT session after dunno how long, ran 4.8km and yay played captain's ball which was super fun;D hehe! i enjoyed it to the max even tho i sucked at playing captain's ball. and yes, that's the fun and seeking joy even in things you suck at is enjoyable (provided the others dont get annoyed at your ultimate lousy skills and im sure the odacers wont. they're such lovelies ;D hehe! of cos they wont ;D HEHE! ;DD)

and yeps, bouldering on thursday's one of the best experience ever! my first in bouldering! ;D LOVE! ;D hehe! it's sooo fun and yishun safra bouldering gym is coolios to the max. fully air conditioned and man, mats everywhere! ;d hehe! and even tho i really suck at climbing and i couldnt master alot of the routes, it was still FANtastic experience and i'd definitely go agn ;D HEHE! bouldering's FUN! hehe! and yes, den the girls start gg crazy and delirious with rolling ard while the PIs and the guys were at level 2 ;D hehe! man, so funny ;D i laughed till i almost died really. hahah! we were trying to do sushi rolls and some rollyourselflikeanegg/ball thing! ;D man, that was the best parts man. hehe! and we did retarded barney marches, front rolls back rolls, trying to cartwheel and stuff ;D haha! and just when we thought we were the only retarded ones, the guys came and joined us too! ;d hahah! flips and turns and whatever you all cant imagine. they just whacked, and all trying to be breakdancer-wannabes ;D EHHE! and the rest just watched and laughed. hahah! man, and poor faizah was cramping all the way. but yeps ;D i bet she had a fantastic time laughing too. hahah! maybe that;d work the cramps away. hahah! lol, dinner after that and yes, feeling contented and happy on the way home. and that's what i call, finding the simplest joy and fun and happiness in things you cant even imagine urself doing usually and yes, with the fabulous lovely dears ;D HEHE! best stuff ever ;D

felt a little bit of disappointment at some stuff, but i just brushed it off ;D after all, what can be done's alr been done ;D nods!

and yeps, woke up today at 1130pm! whee no school! ;D haha! self declared full day off that is. and yes, imba, only 5 ppl went to sch in my class today. was a piggy till 1130pm and reluctantly got up to get ready to go to school ;D HEHE! did stuff really really slowly today. haha! and yes, still feeling slpy tho i slept so much! hehe! and yes, went to sch for PT and yes, msteoh saw me and started asking what time i came to school today ;D OOPSY! but she didnt scold. hehe! it was super funny.yeps but she's super nice not to scold. 5 ppl in class. record breaker man. HAHAH! oh yes had running. 3 rounds ard sch and i almost died. all the fault of stupid cramps. DAMNIT. hahah! lol ran a pretty much constant pace. dying to keep to my constant pace cos i want to hurry hurry finish the run ;/ gosh, it sucks and i almost died. haha! but at least i survived ;D HAHA! and thanks to jol, bobo and matt for the drink ;D it made me feel much btr yes ;D heh! and yes, jol kai and i had random discussions that why menses are called menses when they got nth to do with men, why not womenses. hahah LOL! okay, part and parcel of being a girl. bleags. and den played captain's ball! they refused to let me do anything except being captain. but i was happy being a captain still ;d HEHE! i managed to catch some balls! ;D HAHA! man, didnt noe it can be such a delight catching the balls! ;D HEHE! felt really happy after that. and den the cramps got btr and den it was good ;D hehe! random hoops shooting and volleyball playing. okay and went back to room after that. hahah! wasnt inthe mood for anymore games. must be the cramps thing that killed all the mood. but yeps, felt happy still and was debating whether to go for class dinner. decided to go in the end, didnt wanna pangseh ;D HEHE! it turned out fine and kinda retarded. the girls complained we were too fat and started comparing who's fatter and stuff. in front of guys too and the guys just listened. basically we just heck care of their existence that is. ;D HAHAHA! oops. dinner at HK cafe. not too bad ;D hehe! food wasnt too bad and french toast was ultimate yummy. talk abt growing fat and the next, we're indulging in food! WHHOO! ;D haha! went home after that ;D

hehe and so i finally finished. plsplspls , let this publish! i dont want to type it all over agn. waste time ;D HEHE! lol and im feeling slpy. yawns! out with lingy, kai, sijia, cecilia to 'study' tml! ;D happyhappy. YAY! i must try to complete work tml! wish me lucks! and now needa get some slp! ;D YAY! fan's a happy coughsangelcoughs. HAHAHAH! yeps. nightsy loves!

01 April 2008

2008-04-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL dears! ;D hehe! and yay! april's fool is coming to an end ;D and yeps, lucky lucky me aint gotten tricked ;D heh! im smart. coughs coughs coughs. hahah! ;D oh yes and i managed to pull off a few pranks on ppl here and there and the most successful prank's the one on lameo ;D haha!! ;P

oh right, so went to sch with big ass bags, thinking it's kinda retarded and no one's gg to believe we're gg camping. haha but zomg, ppl actually believed so ;D HAHA! man,must be our acting skills v good ;D haha! nah. and man, most of the odacers in math lecture decided to sit thru lecture with ponchos on ;D and yes, deepest apologies for PSing you ppl ;D HAHA! but lol, see, if i sat there, you ppl wont have such a fantastic peekture here!

okay, excuses and excuses ;D haha! but still, heh! deepest apologies. but man, it was hilarious and kuku to the max. haha! lol

and i concluded that gg home early and thinking that you can have a nap and then settle down to do some tutorials and study DONT work. haha! cos apparently, time flies before you know it. haha! but time spent out today's for a fabulous cause. haha! man, i finally got a new phone after my prev one cracked ;D haha! yay! happy happy ;D and it's redddd! ;D i love RED ;D haha! oh right! man, and i didnt do anything today agn. and i shall not. haha! MAN! when will i actually be good and do some work? i really wonder. hahah!

30 March 2008

2008-03-30T18:06:00.002+08:00

went for a long afternn nap and felt much much btr after waking up even tho the lil bit of fear's still present. it felt like this morning was so unreal and probably just a dream. had an urge to scream everything out to the sea or just basically scream or sth. man, i dont even have the mood to start on any work ;/

yeps, but yeah, still feeling alot btr now ;) fan's a strong kid ;D mentally strong ;D nods, one's gotta be strong, in order to transfer your strength to the other ;D and i hope to be like that ;D

30 March 2008

2008-03-30T07:16:00.002+08:00

29 march 2008 has been a fantastic day i swear. firstly to start off with, TJC duathlon. man, ivie and i were ultimate super extremely totally nervous and anxious before the race starts. i swear, we were telling each other there's no stress no pressure, just relac. but man, we were feeling all that stress and pressure ourselves ;D haha! which was kinda retarded and ironic. but heh, the feeling of adrenaline rush is actually kinda shiok like before the race. and yeps, sufiyan and jason, chiaweei and darryl and jiaqian were there too! ;D! and so yes, presenting to you the racers for TJ duathlon ;D haha! nods. and poof, imba sufiyan and jason came in men's open 3rd! AHHH! we were so so so so excited for them when they were biking in and running in the last lap that we kept screaming for them. hahah! man! the moment was like exhilarating ;D fantastic moment. and of cos they got 3rd! ;D HEHE! great job guys. and yeps! chiaweei and darryl too! ;D HEHE! man, and chiaweei fell off the bike and got a huge wound at the knee. nods, still extremely fantastic job to both of them! ;D chiaweei and darryl! ;D hehe! and yeps, jiaqian was super poor thing, the stupid bike chain came out 3 times for her and she had to constantly stop to fix them. GOSH. haha! but nods, even tho i wasnt there to cheer for ya when you came back, great job dear! ;D

and yes, thanks for all the cheerings and encouragement when i was abt to run or on the way back ;D hehe! i heard all of them! ;D HEHE! and i was trying to be focused in my run. hehe! and thanks to ivie dear for running the last few metres with me ;D gosh!;D IT FELT SO GOOD AND HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY and RELIEVED it's over! and kinda sudden that it's over! and then, i was experiencing happiness pangs ;D hehe the overflowing sense of joy and happiness in me ;D ah yes! ;D and we camwhored, took heaps of pictures. some of them are on ivie's blog. shall collect from ivie and kaili before i post everything up here. the race's gonna be one unforgettable thing in my life ;D my first race ever ;D haha. gosh. HEHE! and im glad to have such a fantastic partner - IVIE DEAR! ;D yay!! gonna miss training with her (tho we're pretty last min). haha! but heh, the results was definitely satisfying and we were more than happy ;) YAYY! ;D we're all happy kiddos!

and thanks to those who msged and wished us good luck ;D you all are love! ;D HEHE! nods and man, kaili darling came all the way down to lend us her support! ah! and i met her halfway i was running my last 3 km. MAN! i was super happy and elated when i heard her calling me! ;D gosh. i was mentally tired and that was indeed a morale booster and so i carried on running. and just gotta say, the thing that came to my mind when i was running was 'odacers nv say stop. so dont stop' ;D seeing so many ppl stop and walk, the thought hardly came to win over my mind cos yeah, it's ODAC spirit man! tho i was kinda slow at the last part, but im glad i finished it with ivie running alongside with me! ;D and yeps, we all tried our very best which made me very very very happy! ivie cycled till her butt and thighs ache. take care dear! ;D

went back to vj to bathe, saw arkar (with his homemade sushi[not that he made it, but he CUT it]), faizah, calvin, josiah and all of us went for lunch together at PP BK. nods. talked and basically just slackd ard till kai and i left with some of them first. haha! kai and i made it back to st nicks ;D in time before it closes. haha and we spent our ticket money on bubble tea, brownies, and APPLES! ;D HEHE! wheehee such healthy lifestyle. yayee! and it was kinda cheap but nice. hahah! didnt have any where else to spend the tickets on anyw. ah, and shld have gotten the st nicks sports jacket. ah, FREAK! i didnt see it! or i'd have gotten it. ah, this sucks! but overall still good. and man,st nick's gonna be in the guinness world record and spore book of records. heh! ;D homecoming run was coolios man. but i didnt run. man, I WANTED TO! haha it's the intention that counts lah tho ;D hehe! it looks super fun ;D grins. oh yes and there was cheerleading by the old girls. not totally fantastic, but still good ;D heehe and we all started dancing tofamily dance, line dance etc. hha! so funny. but it was good dancing them again! HAHAH! ;D like it's been so so so so long and i just miss it! ;D hehe! and can i be a st nicks student agn? they're having full day off on monday! ;D LOL!

met up with 4dee loves and den we went for dinner, talked and crapped till like 10pm. haha! lol, i miss talking to all of them and it almost just felt like i was a st nicks girl agn and den there was the stnicks girls bus invasion feeling agn when we took 265 to amk central. heh! swear the entire feeling was fantabulous ;D nostalgic. everyone still seems the same ;D the same nice feeling overwhelm me talkng to them. ah, miss them alot and yay! WE'RE GG TO HAVE CLASS CHALET AGAIN OKAY! ;D that was what i overheard the monitresses saying ;D HEHE! and so that marks a happy day and night and i went to slp early cos the stupid comp was pmsing and refusing to on and sis's using the laptop. ;/

and dang, it was as tho despite the happy things gg on in one's life, there's bound to be sad and upsetting stuff. daddy woke me up this early morning and told me something devastating. and man, i dont know if i was stunned or just overwhelmed with sadness and shock that i just burst out crying almost immediately, in the midst of my sleepiness. and gosh,daddy was hushing me not to cry, telling me it's fine now. it scared the hell outta me and i was damn worried. freak. and i still couldnt stop tearing while i was just lying awake in bed in the dark ;( man, did i realise darkness kinda sucks now even tho it hides your tears and everything ;/

27 March 2008

2008-03-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello hello! ;D half lying down and posting this post ;D hehe! and yes, so this only means that fan's gg to be a good kid today and slp early! ;D im almost ready to go to slp alr. hahha! dangs. okay! and man, youtube's working today. arhh, zomg. imsotempted.
OR RATHER, i've alr succumbed to temptation;D hehe! man, im watching some popping locking dance videos and some dance perf. gosh, man, hyoyeon and min are two really good dancers. like gosh. at the age of 13 or 14! ahh ;D and yes hyoyeon and jaewon's duet dance made my jaw drop! ;D

i think hyoyeon looks super hot in the video ;D man,she's got the moves. hahha!

alright man ;D i hafta slp. gosh, my earliest this wk ;D hopefully i wont spend my entire day tml slping! hurray! i ran today again. 3.3 x 2 and den went to do slow casual cycling. haha! sweat alot. felt really good! ;D HEHE! and oh yes man. we went to watch vj's soccer match against dunman high. heh, it was worth my time watching. kinda entertaining that is. erhm.. yes! the funny comments by the guys were like. zomg, laughter inducing. hahahha! oh right, all the way vj ;D

ahha, i missed two bus 36 today. first i was too lazy to catch the bus when i was walking out with shh. so yeah, i let the bus go. second, i didnt flag the bus cos i was talking to dee and it just went off. hahah! lol spastic me. lol! ;D and i took a much much longer time to get home. ah duh ;D HAHAHAH!

SLEEPPPPING TIME! :D

25 March 2008

2008-03-25T23:48:00.003+08:00

nah uh. fan's being a bad kiddo today, slping in lectures and ponning tutorials ;/ haha! but seriously, i think it's a slp problem and im turning nocturnal. high in the night and so dead in the day ;D haha! lol and yeps, decided to head back to odac room for a nice slp and yes! im in luck cos all the ppl in the room wanted to slp too ;D hehe! so yes, it was kinda a good one till it started to get alil noisy with muscial instru playing and thumpinggg in my ears aha! went for and head ;D but yeps, still kinda okay ;D at least i still had some slp. or rather i had alot in total today. hahaha! oopsy. im sucha piggy. lol!

yeps, went for a short run today and then to race briefing. and man, the weather was a killer i swear. like it was scorching hot and humid that i couldnt stop perspiring. ;D haha. i wouldnt say today's a really good day cos there wasnt much accomplishment of anyth at all today. haiii. and man, i had a really bad dream on the bus ride home today ;/ i was kinda relieved when i got back home ;) but yeps, a dream's just a dream. so it shldnt be happening ;/ pls let it not..

and just realised the sky's alw been really cloudy and dark in the evening when im taking bus 36 home. it's like the same sky over and over again for days alr ;) it seemed so routined. like i'm seeing it every single day. ah.. and man, im stuck at vectors 3. yawns.. it's making the not so slpy me slpy ;D see what tutorials do to ppl! ;D

and heh! it's gnna be partteehhh partehh tml in the odac room in the morning till afternn. haha! lol before the no of ppl in the odac room get more! ;D hehe! it's kinda exciting i guess, rmbing that i was once hesitant abt gg into the odac room. haha! alright, and now it;s like a second home.. ;DD

24 March 2008

2008-03-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

ah, today's a good day cos fan ran 4.8km with darlings ivie,shh and jol! ;D hehe! and den cycled with ivie and shh! ;D hehe! it's been so long i got my shirt so wet with perspiration ;D HAHA! okay that sounds gross. dont mind that pls ;D haha! but it was shiok lah. finally some moving of muscles that are so UNworked and in a hibernation mode. and then, it was like... kai came to us when we were half cycling and told us skyoflove(koizora) movie's at grand cathay at 520pm and that whether we wanna watched it and we just agreed ;D haha! random impromptu outing but the turnout was great with 8 other dears (shh,ivie,kai,rach,jol,faizah,laoniang,shihan) ;D hehe, a girls' evening out ;D and man, imma contented and happy cos i watched koizora for the 2nd time! ;) this time's btr, at least i didnt cry for the most of the show (only started at the middle back part that is) and i wasnt the only one who cried like crap ;D HAHA! wheehee ;D but still, it was like a mass crying session as quoted from ivie ;) cliche but totally good movie i swearr. those who didnt watch it, highly recommended yes! and did i mention, you'd kinda take more notice of the sky after the show ;D maybe that's only me. ahem yes.

wheehee! okay! and i've decided decided that miura haruma's gonna be my NEW LOVE! ahh!<3 daisuki des! <3 heh! and man, i cant believe i was the only one who loves him in the blonde white hair. and as quoted from lingy, it made him look so punk and such a turn-on' haha! coughs. ahemmm yes ;D HEHE! and yes btw, lingy loves him in that blonde white hair too. man, he looks like he stepped out from a manga ;D ah love love love! and his bday is 5th april and he's born in 1990! ;D same same! hahaha! ohh my. so cute. hahha! oh right and we're gg out on 5th april to sorta celebrate the day he's born. haha! okay. we're THAT lame to THAT extent ;) oh well, look what kinda crazy stuff we do and these are the things that make your teenage yrs the best time ever on earth ;DD

my, and I PASSED econs. haha! imma sooo happy! lol i swear mstanshuwei really saved my life! ah freak. hehe! my case study saved me man. haha! considering the fact i got like 8/25 for one of the essays ;D wheehee. alright. that marks 4 'E's for CT1 ;D and imma gonna score btr for CT2! ;D lol, i btr pray this determination's not gg to die down ;D hehe maybe if i go to suju concert in msia (hints to mommy), i'd be able to have a larger motivation in life to study ;D HAHA! it really works somehow. just like how suju just accompanied me thru olvls ;D and yay after sis got in contact with suju, she's got probably the FIRST A in her sec sch results ;D kudos! HEHE!

and im very slpy now ;/ ah. i hadnt done anything related to work at all. haha! heck it yo ;D will start... hopefully tml!;D HEHE!

long trips alone make ppl think too much ; and it sucks when bad things come back to haunt
slping in is gonna be a better option ;D

23 March 2008

2008-03-23T13:46:00.004+08:00

haha second post for the day. one was last night ;D hehe! oh right yeah ;D im finding every excuse not to get started on work ;/ im sad. hahah! i hate the stupid lecture notes, tutorials and what have you. poof, i dont hate school. but i just hate the academic part of school. ;/ hahah! lol! okay, im being an annoying complainy (is there even such a word?) kiddo agn ;( haha!

ah man, i havent been running. swear im gg to come in last for the duathlon on sat. ah sorry ivie dear ;( ah. i've been too much of a slackerrrr. hahah! man, i think i officially hadnt ran since... mock napfa. FREAKO. that's at least a mth or two ago. ;/ AHHH! *panicks* i btr go running someday SOON. let's say... TOMORROW? haha! and somehow somewhat i'd end up not. ;(

and lingy and i were discussing how long we hadnt taken a set of neos except for the one we just took. it's our first in the year. like FIRST in the yr. hahaah! ohmygod. haha! that's a record breaker. haha! oh yes and we have to take it while we can. we cant expect like this 30 yr old woman to be taking neoprints still with your frens, can we? haha! that'd be hilarious. -ahem. coughs. so do things while u're still young and youthful ;D live the best outta it! :DD wheehee! and yes, let's have studying sessions(but i bet it'd turn out to be some nonstop chatting session). HAHAH! what an excuse ;D HAHAH!

alright. imma stop procrastinating ;D okay off to DC circuits ;)

edit edit ;D something to taint my innocent blog ;D HAHA! but it's still coughs innocent coughs ;D -blinks-hehe! ;D haha sexy back hae lol! he's such an ass (OOPSY ;D HAHA!) by making the entire concert hall erupt with screams. GOSH. heh, lingy says fan's gg to hyperventilate. lol! ;D

'to regret deeply is to live afresh'

23 March 2008

2008-03-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

woke up today feeling extremely slpy and yes, my eyes could hardly open! haha! man yes and i was feeling a tad unlucky and suay this morning cos i went out of the hse and den back in a rush bcos i forgot abt the tornado photographs. then i missed the train and my mp3 hang. and i cant reset it cos i didnt have anything sharp and pointed to poke the reset button. and so i was ranting and msging to shh early in the morning ;/ haha! but then i decided things are gg to get btr and so, it did. i didnt miss the bus and i was smart enough to twist the key chain thingy t poke the reset button on my mp3! ;D heh! man, i felt like a genius! so yes, fan was happy to have music with her on the long bus ride. ;D hehe!

and yes, welcome party today! played captain's ball(wished it was floorball tho) but it was still great lah. conclusion, i suck at captain's ball ;D HEH!but yeah still fun. was pretty lazy to change to dark colored shirt so yeah just went to play wet games. haha! fooyo, the toothpaste was super cold on my face and knee. haha! and i was wiping toothpaste on everyone else's face and neck ;D HEHE! and den there was some flour and water balloon game. wheehee. some of us stood aside while watching ppl throw balloons at one another (peace!) hehe! and then there was the havoc water bucket filling game. POOFFY! kai and i were smart enough to use garbage bag and man! before i could bring it to my pail, it was...GONE! cos apparently some very smart person succeeded in tearing he garbage bag ;( and all the water gone ;( wahaha! but the trainees filled it up;D haha! great job. wheehee! and then, the soap came into the picture! hahah! lol, everyone started wetting each other's hair and putting soap on the hair and face. the scene was damn hilarious. and we were like saying our hair's like weird and rubbery when we went to bathe and change. haha! the result of using soap and not shampoo on our hair :D heh! oh yeah den the usual, lunch and revealing of results. i was well... kinda lost for words cos firstly, i couldnt comprehend their expressions on their faces that is. so it's really hard to say anything. ah but thank you tornado for the very adorable chericubs and the card ;D ah, im so in love with it that im looking at it almost every moment ;D hehe! greyy <3 it looks like a smaller version tatty bear ;D haha! yes yes, a really huge fetish for softtoys ;D

yeps, and nods, discussed initiation day and poof, slacked in the room for some time. sat at the door and was looking at the sky and it was so bright and sunny then. and then, kai was like but the weather is alw unpredictable. man, she was super right. when we left for town together, the whole sky was grey and the weather was gloomy and rainy! went to suntec and we basically just did nth except to eat. ate donut factory donuts ;D hehe! ahhh, so blissful! ;D hehe! and i was contented just with the donut. it made me very happy ;D hehe! fan's happy eating it! den some of us went to kfc for dinner. didnt eat anyth cos was planning to have class dinner but somehow got cancelled. haha! some of us sat there and just simply crapped and talked rubbish. haha! the conversation was pretty hilarious (i just rmb myself laughing qt alot). haha! spastic to the max. den we decided to go home. heh, said bye to them while i headed to marina sq to get choc-coated strawberries ;D wahh, now i feel like eating them up myself ;D yummiliciouss! whoo!was window shopping and man, i want jackets. heh! saw this girl wearing this grey jacket with yellow smiley faces on it hahha! so cute lah. i so wanted to ask her where she got that ;D HAHAH!oh right, it feels pretty good to be walking in a mall just with the mp3 and window shopping! had the urge to buy stuff ;D but decided against it. been pretty broke lately. went home shortly after that and it was still raining. ;/

slept and woke up. ate dinner. and yeps. using the comp now ;D haha and mad sis is dancing madly in front of me, distracting me totally. poof. haha!! but the dance she was trying to learn is pretty nice ;D just that i dont have the time and mood to play and replay the same video over and over agn just to learn some steps. ;( not now. ah yes i was just reading my blog posts dating all the way back to like 2004. haha! GOSh it was hilarious. my blogging style. i had a great deal of a laugh that i almost died rolling on the floor. and i did alot of spastic stuff today. like choking on oranges, spamming 2 oranges at one go ;D haha! and poof it's all shh'sinfluence. haha! and yay i was sending ivie the pretty pictures we took. haha! refer to her blog for the pic. im too lazy to load it ;D anyw (it's the pic of the last few ppl who went for lunch last today! ;D) haha! according to faizah, last to gofor lunch, but oh somuch fun! HAHAH! LOL! damn kiddo, girl ;D HEHEH! but i like it. haha!

ahh yes. sch's starting once agn and i've yet to have done a single thing. man, i need to shake myself awake. im living in too much of an idealistic world of my own, thinking everything'd be okay without having to care. oh right, if only things were this way. ah, totally lost the drive and motivation or anyth to work hard or anything at all. oh right, fan's gg to pack some work and maybe read/do/practise abit. ah, sch's annoying, not? haiii. alright. optimism gets one going no matter how tough and sucky the journey is. ;D YEAH MAN! aja aja hwaiting loves :D

and it's helpless watching your friend being troubled ;/ and yet you cant do anything abt it, except to lend a shoulder, say a thing or two to console and comfort. at the end of the day, it doesnt really change much of the situation cos apparently it's beyond any of your control. but at least im alw here, dear ;D and my shoulders are alw free for use. alright. i think shoulders and accompaniment is the best thing ever when you feel sucky. you just wanna have someone, anyone you're comfy with, sitting just there, let you rant (like how i alw do to shh, as evident from above), or just someone to be there listening and saying the right things alw, making you feel better. ;D and yeps, i guess these are why friends are so important and gosh, inspiring lesson : only from the toughest times do you find yourself tougher and stronger. true true true.

and poof, fan's sleepy agn. what a pig ;/ haha!

22 March 2008

2008-03-22T01:07:00.003+08:00

hello lovelies ;D fan is a contented little kiddo today ;D becos she watched 'koizora' aka sky of love ;) man, and that made her very happy ;D hehe! her 10 bucks well spent ;D hehe! wheehee! alright man!all bcos of dino's constant and very excited urging, the rest of us (lingy, cecilia, me and tong) decided to meet up to watch it. gosh. i really didnt expect the show to be this nice despite dino's reassurance it's extremely good. zomg. i cried for like 90% of the whole show, ahh it was freaking saddening. haha! the plot's pretty cliche. but the stuff they say's not. i dunno why it's just able to make you sad, make you laugh, make you feel the ultimate sweetness, cry with uncontrollable tears. yes. if you're looking for a super great movie to watch, watch KOIZORA ;D HEHE! i swear you'd NOT regret! hehe! and yes no matter how much a girly movie you think this might be, man, i swear it's not. hehe. cos i see guys in the theatres too ;D HEHE! lol i sound like im promoting the show. hehe, they really shld hire me man. hahaha! ;D and did i mention the male lead is sooooooo freaking cute. gosh. i think im in love -winks at lingy- haha! nehh! he's older than me ;D YAHAAAA!!! but he's just a few months younger than ya, it's okay dear ;D hahah!

heh, i want to watch the movie agn agn agn! dino wants to watch it agn too! maybe i'd watch with dino! ;D lol but our schedules dont meet ;/ bahh~ i want to catch it once more before it's taken down from the movie listings ;( haha! and lameo is saying im a crybaby. bleag ;p i aint. haha! it's just .... super touching! haha and whoo! prolonged crying burns off calories? HAHA! hurray!! alright i've sth new to add to my wishlist. i want to get KOIZORA DVD (it's gonna be out in japan in april). and yes. i hope it comes to singapore. pls pls pls! and koizora photo book. man. i cna imagine pretty beautiful pics of the sky ;D man, i think im loving the sky!! WHEEEHEEE ;D im gg too crazy ;D lol!

oh yes and my nose's leakinggg!~ haha! man, ppl dont cry till they get a cold or sth do they? and im sneezing nonstop. poofff ;/ hopefully it'd be fine after a slp or sth. haha! actually my eyes are kinda tired and dry ;/ and lingy said they were ulra red and kinda swollen when we walked out of the cinema! ;D haha! tong was sobbing with me throughout the movie! haha!! but i guess mine was worse cos she had to pat my shoulders and back to console me. HAHAHHA! oh yes and today, i took neos!ARHHH! NEOPRINTS! so long since like last yr... ;/ hahah! im sooooo happy! hehe! lorena joined us for lunch! so we took neos! ;D HEHE! i love neos! haha! and we chose the right machine. hehe! and gosh, i swear we totally lost touch with neoprinting ;/ haha but still i love the neos. they turn out good ;D HEHE! saranghae loves, and we're all suju fans! WHEEHEE *jumps ard* imma gg to post the neoprints ;D HEHE! and man, after so long. i get to meet my dears from 4dee. how much i miss them. like really really really. hehe hadnt seen them for ages. oh not qt, just saw them during CNY ;/ but that's long enough. i love being with them. ;D HEHE! thanks dears and loves. i had a fun day out ;D you babes are da bombs ;) wheeee! i love you all!

okay everything is love today ;D HEHE! cos it's a day filled with love! HAHAH! gosh.okay i swear im obsessed with the movie ;D wheehee! and gg to be for at least like 2 or 3 more days. hahah! bear with me ppl ;) HAHAA! boy, im kinda tired. haha! so i shall just stop here for now. more tml yea. and gosh, the long break's endingggg ~ cries.

okay doke! NEOPRINTS!

haha! photobook ;D hehe! (iwantiwant!)

and yes, last but not least, some nice stuff from the movie. DONT read this if you dont like spoilers ;D

"i want to be the sky, so i can watch over and protect you"
"a clear sky means you're happy, rain means you're crying, sunset means you're embarrassed and the night sky means you're gently holding me"

im loving the movie alot alot.

21 March 2008

2008-03-21T02:43:00.002+08:00

wheehee! imma back to blog agn ;D hehe! alright im so excited abt tml cos im gg to watch sky of love <3 arhhh! and yes, im sure im gg to cry like crap. haha ;D and yes, prepare the tissues ;D hahah! i mean which touching movies dnt move ppl to tears. the fact that they're touching means you have to cry to appreciate them. ahem. yes. that's a matter in fact to defend myself that imma crybaby ;D HAHA! hell yes. and whee! lameo owes me a lollipop ;D haha! did i mention lollipops are one of the best things ;D and just cos of this nice gesture, i have to spam all over the place 'LAMEO IS ADORABLE'. HAHHA! coughs coughs coughs. haha! that sounds gay. lol!

wahaha! man, so i've been so much of a slackerrr today. i mean even before today. haha! i probably didnt touch anything related to work at all. and poof, im really really awake now. guess it's past the slpy time huh. oh no. if i dont slp, i probably am gg to wake up late tml ;( hahah! like zomg. aint gg to risk being late meeting my dates ;D haha! gosh. i alr made shh wait like 1/2 hr that day. oh no. and the feeling of having to wait is horrible sometimes. but i think waiting at times is good. i seriously dont mind just standing one corner, listening to that headphones and just watch ppl walk by ;D hehe!!

and i have like.. weird weird cravings now. SUSHI ;D haha! imma feeling hungry now. hahah! shoosh and pigging out on kisses now. haha! FAT. poof ;/ hahah! oh yes yes yes! i forgot to mention feeling fab hip hop was great ytd. damn shiok. but heh, i dont deny hip hop's hard and you need practise to make it look hiphoppish. haha! and guess what the instructor was the guy from soul in superband. haha! no wonder he looked really familiar. haha! man. it's cool watching ppl dance in front of ya. esp if that person dances well ;D hah when will hae be dancing live in front of me (dreams). hahah! alright. yay and ivie was watching the videos of step up 2 on youtube and getting super super HIGH! haha! yay! if imma gg to learn dancing, i'd call ya along okay! HAHA! and wyemin has some weird chipmunk/alien sounding language of step up2 movie. lol! freaking funny. oh yes. and shh was gg spastic copying h3 notes! :D HAHAH! and best thing, im meeting my loves in 9 hrs time! ;D

and yesyes, time for camwhore sessions! HAHA! and neos! haha! they're the only persons who are crazy over neoprints ;D HAHA! okay and i'd upload the pics for tml ;D HAHAH! wheehee! im missing my loves so much ;D haha! hadnt seen them in ages lo. cos i was alw busy with ccas in the holidays and they went to 'study'. haha! yah right, talk and catch up ;D HEHE! i miss talking to them. and yes, lingy and i were super high just now talking abt seeing each other tml. haha! that we got the same old feeling agn -- the part where we alw get each other high till we cant fall aslp. HAHA! aww... so nostalgic. hehe!

EXCITED for tomorrow ;D LOVELOVELOVE!

20 March 2008

2008-03-20T19:26:00.002+08:00

hello! ;D yoyoyo! full day off from school today! yay! i love this long holiday. my initial plan was to do some catching up with work, but damn, youtube is preventing me from doing so. and shoosh, im watching so many videos! alright! so, yes, this post shall be SUPER JUNIOR spam! ;D haha! okay, and obviously, hae's like the main focus XD haha! biased kiddo i am. but i really love him. wahaha! cute boy! alright!

first up! 'bump' performance by hae, hyukjae and shindong. arhh, they sang the song 'bump' by minwoo ;D haha! hae's singing for his own dance parts, kyuhyun for shindong and yesung for hyukjae ;D man. AMAZING performance. haha! and as quoted, 'hae has a sexy ass' ! HAHAHA! hell yea!

okay yay! dontcha agree they're soo HOT! ;D hehe! hyuk is another HOT dancer ;D haha!and oh yes next up! video of suju's amazing dance skills ;D like zomg. im always smitten when they dance ;D hehe! man, im in love with dancing boys. HAHA! oh yes, this is a video with the song SUCCESS by super junior too for some korean drama(H.I.T) hehe! even tho it's pretty old a song, im addicted to the song only now ;D and yes, this song is cool esp the rap parts. okay, im biased. HEHE! the tune is really very nice ;D it's like sooooo dancelicious. hehe!esp the rap parts. hae can rap so well! ;D HEHEH!

HAHA!;D conclusion of the day: HAE'S LOVE!!!

19 March 2008

2008-03-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo dears! ;D hehe! im here to blog agn hehe! seems like im doing a pretty good job of not neglecting my blog ;D yay! kudos to fan! hahah! alright. im blogging cos im reluctant to start on my GP assignment. yawns stupid compre. FAINTS. haha! oh right. anyw, i had a fun time playing floorball agn today. it's been like how many mths man ;D and shoosh, damn shiok. guess it was worth it. for an hr of great fun after meeting ;D hehe! and yes yes! there;s like no lessons for tml. cos it's ARTS DAY! fooyos! and we get lessons off this week ;D hahah! that's sth to celebrate ;D love! hahah!

yay and it's feeling fab tml ;D hehe! hiphop hiphop hiphop ;D wahaha! i really feel like enrolling myself in somehiphop dance class. neone interested? haha! ;D been wanting to do it ever since sec 4. but seems like it didnt work out cos we're so not free! AHH! xiang, phy, lorena,lingy, tammy AND ALOT MORE! we're supposed to go learn together rmb? hahah! grins. but still yeah, the desire's just gotten stronger after step up 2 ;) haha

nods. and so. nth much today. just that i gotta start on GP now. GRRRR... i hate comprehensions ;) man, cant they ans the dumb qns they set themselves. hahaha!

16 march 2008

2008-03-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

hurray! and so DARE is finally over! -runs and hops and jumps and hugs everyone!- ahhh! okay and yes so mostof the major events are considered over ;D omg. i felt really happy ytd and relieved and everything else. but everything seems unreal. it didnt feel like a race just ended when it did ytd. it felt just simply... queer, weird. and it doesnt feel like the race just occured. heh! okay, pardon my weirdness ;D hehe! and yes, so thank you everyone for your hardwork, effort and everything everything put in the race and yes, it's finally over! ;D i dont know whether that can be considered a successful race in everyone's eyes but yes, i think it can be considered a success within ourselves. cos despite all the odds and alot of challenges and other committments, everyone put in their best and efforts and made everything possible. ;D and it was really heartening to see people participating (tho it may not be the best experience in one's life) but yes, thank you to all who participated ;D thank you thank you. you all made the race possible! hehe! yeps! ahh ;D

yay and to ivie! my communication dept partner ;D yay! we survived! hehe! great job girl for everything and everything. hurray! we got everything done and yeps, you're an amazing working partner. thanks for alw being there and our laptop carrying days, registration forms collating, website building days will soon be over. but yeps, it's been a totally nice and wonderful time working with ya! HURRAY! ;D -double, triple,million grins!- a great big hug love!!! ;D

okay, enough with all that thankyous. impossible to thank finish every single one of you, you and you! okay yay! today is like finally the day where i can step into town feeling totallly free. gosh. and my movie after like i dunno how long! haha! STEP UP 2! gosh gosh gosh, im getting too high bcos of this show. heheh! arhh, i've been watching the step up 2 dance over and over agn. zomg. damn good. i think it's a good show. with great mba amazing dance moves that knock ya off your feets. ;D hehe! great catch. hiphop and breakdance rulez yo. hahah ;D damn amazing. heheh! somehow somewhat it got me so hyped that i want to stand up and cheer when the finale dance was over. zomg. hehe! and now the song is stuck stuck stuck so stuck in my head. yoooohooo! haha! lalala! andomg, i think the girl is freaking amazing. totally hot and imba! haha! sheesh, she can breakdance. breakdance. hahaha! she's my idol man. and the guy, awwww.... charmingggg... :D and his lil blur cute look that he has on his face.aw, what an eyecandy! hehe! i wont mind watching it agn man ;D wanna get the DVD yo!

hmmm yeah and sch's starting. btr go to slp soon before i become ultra super dead tml.nono, cannot ;D must be high for the first day of sch. hahahah! ;D sounds so comforting. lol! first day of sch. arhh, ct results are kinda worrying but somewhat the worry is washed off with like the step up youtube video that's on the other window. hahahah! okay, im officially MAD. CRAZY. pardon me yeah!

i guess that's an indication i need some slp. hahah! and oh yes, goodnight hae, i reallymisshim ;D

14 march 2008

2008-03-14T11:12:00.002+08:00

hehh! ;D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINO!! ;D okay hey! i didnt forget your burfday okay! better thank me ;D hahaha! but so sorry i cant celebrate ur lovely, 'not-so-manly' eighteen anymore! haha! sense the suan-ness, my dear ;D HAHAH! dino's turning gay(haha, it;s a good thing mind you) after stepping into jc. haha! OKAY i got a feeling you'd kill me after seeing this post ;P haha! but be thankful i dedicated this whole chunk to you love! ;D hehe! just kidding abt the front parts, and yeah! stay cheery alw and hopefully trouble-free! ;D i'd alw alw alw be here! ring me up or sms me yeah! ;)

okayokay just a while more before i head to school and stayover! haha! cycloners are childish big kids! so we're having a softtoy slumber party tonight ;D! softtoy! haha! and i randomly chose one outta the bunch of lovelies ;D HEHE! it's a bear with a heart attached to it ;D i cant exactly rmb where i got that. haha stupid mommy wanted to choose like this bigg bigg bear for me to bring, den i was like O.O so biggg. hahaa! mommy's gotten a kiddish side to her too. i mean everyone has ;D and according to OUR theory, the older you are, the more childish you are. hahaha! NOTE: not applicable to everyone tho ;D

ahhh DARE DARE DARE tml! ;D i dont know why, i feel excited and at the same time cant wait for it to be over. pls let it be over over over ;D and of cos ending with a good and successful note! ;D den it'd call for celebration. HURRAY!! and stayover tonight with mahjong mahjong mahjong! hahah! and did i mention the raceshirts/race officials shirts/race tags/bike tags/programme booklet/banners/everything and everything looks superb and gorgeous ;DD they sure do ;D

LET'S GO EVERYONE! last dash for DARE! ;D

13 march 2008

2008-03-13T10:41:00.002+08:00

heh, im beginning to get addicted to one song - CRY (mandy moore). A song long time ago yes, but still very touching. heh! grins. i just like everything abt it, the melody, the lyrics ;D awww, it makes me just feel... so touched. ;D oopsy, yes great song and i wanna watch the movie! ;DD

speaking of movies, STEP UP! STEP UP! STEP UP! -chants- step up's out! ARHHH! step up II! i cant wait. more groove and hip hops. WAHAHA! dance baby! ;D haha, alright, i get a lil high at an extremely weird time like 1045am in the morning. hahah! gosh! this is weird. but well, get high and the day'd be great ;D HAHA! and yes! im finally uploading olc pics. i mean, i better do. in case everyone starts haunting me for it ;D like the usual thing. HAHAHAH! been neglecting uploading photos. i've like heaps of pics not uploaded!

arh yes, getting a lil too high for my own good. alright. imma gg off. short post for now ;D more to update later yea! ;D

12 March 2008

2008-03-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

hahah zomg, ivie just told me abt the prizes for the dualthon. like omg. hehe! jacket jacket jacket. hahha !but it'skinda impossible unless we;re the only female team joining. WAHAHA! ;D which is impossible outta the impossible. heheh! okay, but we get a puma cap that is. ;D hehe! CAPS ;D HEHE! alright. and dont question my love for jackets, hoodies, pullovers. they're just loves. heheh! i dunno why, but probably i like it that they provide warmth and a nice cozy feeling espon icy cold bus rides and freezing cold mornings and rainy days (like today). it's soooo cold today.

hahah! woke up very late at 4pm and was feeling really hungry and ate especially alot. and gosh, im turning piggy again and using the comp and watching myself grow fat. OH NONONO, this is not happening. im putting a stop to this man. haahah! nods. and yeah and im really really happy that cecilia just mademy day by tellling me she loves suju too! and we ARE getting high on suju right now. like omg. hehe! they're so cute and she likes hae too! i mean, who wouldnt ? -grins to the max- and so yeah im in a ultra high and happy mode now! HEHE! and gosh. i need to do some sit ups or sth later. im growing fat just sitting here ;//

oh yes, after talking to lameo on a really seriousnote today, heh, like really serious for once. hehe! we're alw crapping. it was really glad and happy that lameo made me realise that my personality changed from a pretty hot tempered one to a pretty patient and optimistic and smilie one. hehe! and there, i suspect suju was the change ;D HAHAHAH! like DUH. hehe! not realli exactly only them who made me realise the meaning of 'life couldnt get better' and the 'belief' in 'miracle' but also ppl who appeared in and outta my life, making me the person i am, or even making me the person stronger than before ;) the things one experience change oneself. be it bad or good, you can alw reap something pleasant from within it. at least this is how i feel now. i rmb myself breaking down heaps of times in st nicks esp in sec 3 where i was torn between heaps of stress. and yea, now, it kinda seems different being able to take things in my stride and of cos viewing it the optimistic way and i got addicted to 'SMILES' cos they're the best things ever. SMILES ;D

so heyyo you loves, smile! and they'd set the day on just right :DD
(ooohh yeah, SMILIE FACES SPAMMMM!!! :):):):):):) )!

11 march 2008

2008-03-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

freak freak freak. wasted my time typing the post just now when shucks, stupid blogger just refused to publish it and made it disappear. SCREWd. haha! and now i have to type it all over again and i cant rmb much. and this shall be a very summarized version (blame blogger ;( ] hahah!

OLC part 1 and 2 are finally declared over and nah, i dont have to pretend to be strict anymore ;D esp when im someone who dies w/o laughter and smiles ;D hehe! except when im tired. it's either i get really really high or i get really really dead. hehe! hurray and so to begin, kota tinggi climb was splendid. hehe! every waterfall and mountain conquered is a brand new challenging and defnitelymemorable experience man. hheh! and i rmb me and ben form the falling gang. haha! right after ben fell for the first time, my stupid shoes gave way to slippery-ness and i fell.WHOOHOO. and im number 2;D hehe! and of cos sustained some bruises and scratches here and there in the entire climb, but all worth it ;D nods. shant elaborate much cos it's kinda long and tiring and stupid blogger made me lose my chain of thoughts cos my mind is apparently qt tired alr.

hehe! and yep, so great job to all the lovely 25 of you out there (lovely imba instructors (in my opinion that is) ;D hehe! we DID IT! ;D after all that tired nights(eye bags getting worse) and all that immense prep for OLC and all that efforts put in (kudos esp tothe DIs!!) hehe! and yeps to all of us out there who wanted OLC to be nth but the best. and yeps. our first and LAST OLC as instructors. got me really nostalgic and stuff. i sincerely hope that this camp was no other ordinary camp to the trainees bcos i hope what they're feeling nowwould be the same as how i felt for olc last yr. all the memories started flooding back and drowning my mind that my emotions got pretty stirred up and tears just start to form as i watch the trainees running their last dash at the last part of urban ex and all the cheerings from the others at the grandstand. the feeling was just much familiar. ;D and yeah, i got reminded of the amazing times in cyclone and in olc07with allof you ppl out there(tho i may not have known you at that point of time but htanks for sharing all that sufferings and experience). all the good times bad times and all that trying to meet the expectations, attempts to reach for our limits and to surpass what's within our capabilities. ohmy, now i truly truly understand the strength and power of a group, a team. bcos it can be simply overpowering and overwhelming to a large extent.

and somehow somewhat i was glad my random decision to join odac was simply miraculous and somehow olc one and den randomly decided to whack olc 2 tho alil hesitant. ;D but i glad i didnt give up otherwise i wont be here typing all these at all. ;D alright, so all you 25 ofyou out there, rest well, and yeah we'd conquer yet another challenge on 15 march (big day yeah! ) hehe! DARE! ;D

yeah toTORGEES! shh, arkar and wyemin. haha! thanks for being there and very great olc grp instructors all these while and willalways be! hehe! torGEES rock like stones and pebbles and waterfalls and mountains ;D hehe! yep i'd alw rmb all that funnyjokes shared- wm's funny pressure bottle,arkar's spastic jokes, shh being a wonderful bus partner ;D and gosh, all that encouragement to move on despite the tiredness in every one of us. thanks babe and dudes, you all are amazinggg ;D -does the torGEES handsign!! (:-

and yeah man, if you'rewondering why im alw and foreverblogging abt odac. haha!it's just simply cos at any point of time in life, there're certain stuff that's really of great imptance and value to you. and nods, guides was before (may still be now ? i hope...) and yeah, odac makes up a major portion of my jc life that is, --- the amazing people. the things we do. the memories we share. the tiny yet cozy room we visit. and all the sufferings endured ;D every lil big small things are etched deeeply... ;D thanks for everythng and anything ;D

yeahman! hehe! im feeling really really sleepy now. hehe! and hurray! finaly a day out in town today! ;D gelare! iceCREAM and WAFFLES! and tuesdays are gelare love days ;D yahoo and we get free bonus plate of pasta. -sneaky laughs- hehe! great day out after so long, fully enjoyed ourselves ;D wheee!! and i bot myself yet another jacket. this time a purple one ;D nods, i think i better go slp now or my eyebags are gg to get worse. oh nonono. heheh! alright. getheapsof rest loves and dears! (:

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7 March 2008

2008-03-07T02:18:00.002+08:00

yippeee dears and loves! ;D fan's once again liberated from the hell of lecture notes (not quite.. but still!), the clutches of horifying CTs! ;D hahah! hurray! and this explains my presence on my blog which i've neglected for qt some time ;) hehe! yeps, to all of you: CONGRATS in passing the phase of CTs! ;D hehe! alright, thurs was a bad day trying to study math. things just cant get into my head for some godknowswhat reason lah, i couldnt much figure. but yeah, it must be 'the bad day'. haha! at least i thot it's a bad day cos firstly my phone screen cracked and now i cant sms! ;/ hahah! and im only typing based on instincts, wahaha, sucha genius! ;D

yay! and so CTs passed like a breeze (yeah right.. i swear it's like a cyclone, hurricane, tornado, blizzard, typhoon, whirlwind ;D hahah!) grins. but it was so funny that me, ivie, shh and faizah sat at the same row doing math paper! ;D hehe! and yeah i think i was qt screwed for math ;/ hahah! faizah n i were mouthing gg to each other and yes, showing each other our very blank pages! ;D HAHA! but hecka, it's over over over! ;DD and i was kinda OVERJOYED. just that the joy got too tired to stay on my face. but yeah, i was happy within me! hahah! yep, so a series of odac stuff happened, from painting of OLC08 banner to gg to SS(hip place yo!) and then lugging heaps of stuff back and then the very long meetings ;D heh and of cos some really worrying stuff (but everything's gg to be resolved ;D yes i believe it'd be! bcos belief is probably one of the strongest thing in life) hahah! NODS! like i believe i can pack my campbag, yes i can!

HAHAH! alright so OLC part 2's in less than a day's time. and im lazy to pack my bag! but i must psycho myself to do it. ahaha! GAMBATE! ;D and stupid lameo loves calling me spastic lazy pig just bcos i refuse to pack my camp bag. hey you, you're not any better! (-sticks out tongue) yayyy, and i cant wait for OLC2. heh cos im finally doing sth odac for a long time to come and yes probably my last olc. hahah! i think it'd be our last ;/

okay thank you for all that encouragement and cheering up during the CTs period! ;D yeps! all the nice study sessions in and out of school, all the amazing study buddies, all the patient teaching and every little thing... (and of cos to the lovelypeople who provided hints hints for ct papers ) heh! it's over! and yeps, i must constantly remind myself or maybe write it on a LDH photo: REMEMBER TO WORK HARD FOR YOUR NEXT CT ;D seeyall, and im off to pack my bag at an unearthly hr of 240am ;D

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29 Feb 2008

2008-03-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

hello lovelies out there! ;D haha! it's a special day today! ;D 29 FEBRUARY 2008! it comes like once in 4 yrs ;/ awww.. such a special day! and special tribute to FUJI SYUSUKE! hehe! he's the special boy who's borne on this very special day, haha no wonder he's a tensai! ;D HAHA! okay. yeps, so talking abt this special day. i was DETERMINED to have a post with the word 29 feb 2008 on it and that's why i put it as my title(as u can very well see, i've alr advanced to 1 mar 2008, 25 mins past it to be exact) OH GOSH. hahaha! and my very special day's just gone like that.

haha! oh right, i was very spastic to go to sch today and yes attended amazingly 'interesting' GP and yea, PE. hurray! no third periods! OMG (thank goodness) the thought is just exhilarating! ;D okay, yeah, it must be the charm of 29 feb. HAHA! okay, yes, i must link everything to it ;P haha! and so the very boring day started and then, i decided to pon the rest of my lessons. haha! dang, i cant stand gg to lessons at all ;/ haha! so headed to the odac room and discovered 3 other ponners - the S63 gang. haha! LAUGHS! and same math lecture somemore. hahah! yeps and we were crapping abt alot (while holding notes in our hands... yes NOTES) and i was right on the first page of NIA and after talking to them, i am still on the first page. lovely lovely. hahah! but it was great. we started the series of 29 feb loggie posts and got alot of ppl to write on this special day!

yeps, special leap year! ;D and it just happens when im in j2, with amazing ppl with me still. no matter who you are, as long as i know you still, im glad you're part of my life. and im glad to be in the class of 07s44 with whacky spastic ppl ;D haha! and yes it totally made the mundane school-life a million times more interesting ;D thank you babes and dudes! (haha you ppl dont have much ppl thanking you on this pretty day, do you! ;D) haha! and yes, not forgetting odac 24th, a human cca. gosh. i alw wonder where i'd be w/o this entire batch of wonderful batch mates, and yeps, it really feels at home in the odac room. haha! seriously. NODS! thank you you you and you! ;D HAHA! yes you! haha! and yeps 4 dee lovelies! i haven seen you all for pretty long and im missing you all! and those in vj even, i hadnt been seeing much of you ppl ard ;/ ahhh... im missin you all. love! ;D HEH! thanks for being there for me wherever and whenever you all can. i know i can alw count on you dears ;)

haha! yes, so on this special day. thank you to one and all, i'd thank you ppl in 4 yrs time again ;P nahhh! HAHAHA! grins. seeya lol! i needa rush out participant list for DARE 2008. RARRR~ ahahah!

and my wishlist for the day and the many days after: SUJU, PLS COME TO SINGAPORE FOR CONCERT. pls pls pls!

26 Feb 2008

2008-02-26T16:52:00.002+08:00

haha! HURRAY! SPAs ARE OVER! haha! oh right, i'd see no more of it again. ;D hehe! that calls for celebration (more yutube videos! WAHAHA!) omg, alright, this aint gg to be any post of hae's pics or videos or anyth. just a lil post on fan's life, not that it's interesting ;/ haha! oh right. lemme see, CTs are in (counting down..) 5 days time my dear. like omg, 5 more days. hahha! and guess what im nowhere finishing anyth. hahah! and the worst thing is i dont feel it - i dont feel much of the pressure. what's that supposed to mean man. hahah! suddenly this somewhat-weird unusual thing scares me. ;/

but yep, fan's decided to do sth constructive today - to continue reading intl trade (my 1st chapter for dreaded econs)! hahah! and yep, and abit of math if i can! i haven started abit on math at all ;/ and i desperately DO NOT want to fail my math ;/ hahah! yep, so GAMBATE, 아자 아자! (OH DID I MENTION, I LOVE TYPING IN KOREAN ;D )

to all loves suffering the same fate of CTs as me: whatcha doing in my blog ;D HEHE! HURRY GO AND STUDY! ;DD

25 Feb 2008

2008-02-25T15:05:00.002+08:00

alright, fan's here to spazz again. hahah! ;D well, im having chem spa tml. hahah! lame okay. hahah! IM SO HIGH NOW! SHOOSH! i finally got to listen to a clearer version of hae's solo in SUPER SHOW CONCERT ;D like omg, he sang 'my everything' (98 degrees), for his dad. hahah! OMG, im in love with the song like NOW. hah! cos hae sang it. hahah! and yeah, i gotta post up the youtube video here. but no video, only audio ;D HEHE! but satisfying enough, im all so touched and teary. ;) tears, im proud of hae. haha! and he sang an english song! HURRAY! but i admit, admit admit the prononciation may be unclear bcos even i had a hard time figuring the lyrics of the song (maybe it's the quality of the audio HAHAH! XP). BUT heyy, he;s singing a song that's not his native language. haha! and here goes defensive me again ;) oh right, you go boy. i love your solo! ;D

alright! and kyu and wook did a fantastic job too! ;D haha! yeps! <3

24 Feb 2008

2008-02-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

hahah! my third post in a day! ;D hehe! OKAY! ;D HEHE!

haha alright, it wasnt much of my intention to spam my blog with hae stuff. but heh, he's just... sooo... irresistable. haha! okay, i admit i was captivated by the first line of this song. AH HAE ;D omg. i tell you, my melting point is extremely low ;D hehe.

and so yes, i got distracted to youtube again. ;/ and there goes my studying time! hehh!

24 Feb 2008

2008-02-24T04:09:00.002+08:00

haha! oh right man! im watchng hae and his spasticness in english, haha! this video made me laugh hard. hahah!

you gotta watch this! HAHAH! hae's so funny! i cant make out some of the english he's trying very hard to speak. hahas aww, so cute. haha! wahahha! I LOVE HAE! even tho he cant speak english that fantastically. but he's sure hella adorable! XD

24 Feb 2008

2008-02-24T01:34:00.003+08:00

and so yeah, im supposed to study study study. somehow somewhat this word totally turns me off and im soooo irritated by the sight, sound and the thought of it. hahah! and this so explains why im here blogging! haha! i alw seek refuge when i cant do anyth else but study and heh, blogging is probably sth that makes me feel less guilty that is. haha!
ZOMG.and yeah, suju just had concerts these two days ;D awww. in korea. wished i was there. witnessing their first concert. damn it. hahah! and not here reading chem notes. who cares abt alkane alkene arenes and all that crap. hahah! aye and i finallychanged my blog layout. hehe! it's nonetheless donghae oppa again. omg, he's soooo adorable and spastic. heh! (spazzes even more) heh! this is what happens when a fangirl talks abt her lovely hae! ;D

darn, this is freaking goodstuff ;D hehe! credits as on the pic itself ;D HEHE! hae's ADORABLE LAH!!

and yeps, just got to look at all the nice pics and fancams of the concert ;D some of it. hehe! omg, shyt, the fancam of ELF singing to suju just got me so teary and the boys cried! and i heard, even heenim. AWWW ;/ heh! and i just cried with them too. hehe! suju's seriously a really humble group and stuff, they really treasure their fans and gosh, they even knelt down and bow to their fans to thank them. gosh. hehe! i love SUJU! ;D heh! whee! just found out that hae has a solo for the concert ;D hehe! he sang 'my everything' dedicated to his dad who's in heaven ;) such a filial child. gosh, and i bet that part was seriously really sad when they even screened pics of him and his dad together. hmm.. yeps! i cant wait for some ppl to upload it or sth to i can listen to it ;D yeps, and they never fail to make me have such a soft spot for crying boys. arh, and i really want to go to the concert in msia ;D gosh, but i think i'd cry in joy when im there man. hahah! man, why dont they even come to spore. ah, if they dont, i'd go to them. SUJU, WAIT FOR MY BLUE BALLOON! ;D

and yeps, teuk's really pretty with hisponytail and what can i say when i saw his crying pics. hmm, tears of an angel. ahhh! hehe! it breaks my heart ;/ hehe! okay. and i havent seen much pics of hae in the concert yet! AHAHA! i need to find it ;D ehehe! there has to be some! grins. ok.
and here're some really random pics; haha! and hae's getting all that kissy these days ;D hehe!

heh! ;D see what i mean abt going all so kissy! ;D hehe!

just another video that made me cry so so much. esp hae's part where he was talking abt his dad, thanking him. gosh...

okay, i btr go slp now. YEPS! SUJU GIVES ME STRENGTH TO MOVE ON. yeps, it's not a bad thing to be online after all. at least i found motivation to continue ;D peace out. ONE LAST THING AGAIN : SUJU JJANG! ;D HWAITING, SARANG HAE YO!;D

19 Feb 2008

2008-02-19T19:09:00.002+08:00

long long time since my last post! ;D HAHAH! alright, oh man, i want to change my blog layout again! ;D HEHE! i got sick of my blog layout, probably why i dun feel like updating much. hahah!
but heh, NO TIME! hahah! alright, great CNY but it was hella short and yay! OLC I and corsscty's over. hahah! hurray, less pt. hahaha! im sucha slacker!

ayee, alright, maybe i shld get myself to do some work, read some notes and squeeze some horrible science, math, econs into my head! HAHA! and poof, i wanna go learn hip hop with my sis too! ARHH! so fun! HAHAH! grins. and shoosh, mock napfa on fri. haha! OMG, my inclined pull up sucks to the core. hhahah! hope i dont fail. PLS PLS PLS! hahaha!

nods, i needa do some catchingup! ;D GAMBATE! HWAITING ALL YOU PPL OUT THERE!
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04 Feb 2008

2008-02-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

okay doke, firstly. happy birthday sheila! (2 feb 2008) !
haha alright, we celebrated her bday at a slpover at cheryl's hse! ;D omg, haha i swear this is like the best slpover out of the 3 or 4 slpovers. haha! ;D yay! which is extremely happy to blog abt. ha, yeps, got to know more abt one another and wahaha, it was funny talking in the dark. i couldnt even make out one other's face. haha ;D

haiiya, i think i suck at blogging incidences and daily happenings cos apparently, they all sound super uninteresting and boring to the max. darn it. haha! somewhat, i feel my life's freaking mundane. damn, routine to the max. and shoo, i havent done my new yr shopping. and screwed, CNY's in lemme see.. counting down 3 days' time. well done. haha! and im gg to appear in freaking OLD clothes. i want my shopping ;D haha! but i foresee there's no time for that ;( but yeah, CNY never fail to hype me up. yay! my long long holiday. i pray it'd come fast and end slow ;D wheehee. den i can enjoy more. time's passing like the blink of an eye, i see how apt the phrase is ;D

aiiiyaa, i want to watch my suju boys. i miss my boys ;) haha! i claim sole ownership of them. haha yeah right, in my dreams that is. haha! right, and coolios, i think minhwan and jaejin are getting cuter and cuter each time i see them. but darn, you know what, i only like ONE song from them. haha! how ironic. heh! and wheehee, i love suju cos i simply love every single song from them. AH! the lack of seeing them, watching their videos make me lose my hyperness over them. DAMN, i need it back for more motivatioN! haha! freaking mad how they give me motivation yea, haha! yeah, they tide me thru the hardest time for sure. haha and guess what, Soshi's songs are SERIOUSLY addictive. haha! how cute. i love their remake of '2 blocks down'. damn good ;D haha!

ayee, i finally configured and did everything necessary for my laptop! I HAVE A NEW LAPTOP! ;D hurray! haha! it's pretty and much btr den my laopok comp. haha! sometimes i just feel like kicking it. haha! cos it pisses me so much. POOF, it's got guesswhat... PMS. yay i nv knew compag and hp are now under one company now. haha well, now i know.... ;/ haha! yeah man, and it's got pretty nice games in it. haha! oh ya! i think the new hp slim desktop is super chio! ;D haha! and slim. hah i like everything slim haha!

OKAY YA, i want a new cam. i realise sony cam is not good, it sucks w/o proper lighting. hmm... maybe cannon'd be good. haha! long post today! happy happy. oh yah. i finally did the adv race header. i tell you, it freaking took two entire nights. well, the doing and the horrible SAVING. yucks. finally in .gif format. am super elated it's done ;D haha. and so glad it looks at least presentable!! ;D

yeps. irritable mood these days. so, do NOT step on my tail (that is if i have one ;D) and my darl says "must be the lack of sujuness" in me that caused my extremely irritable temper. ha, i guess so too. SUJU HWAITING!

01 FEB 2008

2008-02-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGY! (30 jan 2008!)
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORENA! (1 feb 2008!)

okayy!;D these few days' been a mad rush. i dunno what im rushing abt, definitely not homework, not assignments.. but there seems to be alw things to rush and be busy abt. poof, and im suffering from a serious serious lack of sleep (screwed, i want my slp!) haha, it's ironic how im bloggin here late in the night when i demand my slp right at this time. wth! hah! im retarded ttm ;/ ha, alright. but gosh, im suffering constantly under the 'alw sleep in lectures and tutorials' syndrome. and what's worse, the condition is deteriorating cos i can even slp in weird positions. POOF ;/ but heh, math lecture was fun today, bcos we SELF entertained ourselves. gosh. haha how hilarious.

yeps, OG dinner tml. yeps, still got like 13 msgs to write. and yeah, stayover at cheryl's hse tml! =D HURRAY! haha! wondering if i'd survive. and gosh, there's most likely gonna be PT tml. FAINTS. guess i'd just drop dead dying running halfway. wahhh~ i dont want to die yet. ;/ phish, but heh, cross cty is in 14 days time? ARHHH RUN RUN RUN! haha i sound retardedly crazy. alright, this is a serious indication to go to slp. but i haven FINISH my stuff ;/ YAWNS a million, gazillion times!

nights world!

28 January 2008

2008-01-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

heyyoyou! ;D haha! it's amazing how i got the time to blog and yet, no time to finish my AQ. haha! seriously, i get so sian at the sight of AQ! bleags. it's freaking, i really dunno what to write. haha! oh yeah, so i started doing my youtube watching again. haha! MINHWAN and JAEJIN are freaking adorable. cutest kids ever! ;D haha! okay, i think im a paedophile! ;/ haha! im liking jaejin and minhwan who are freaking younger than me! haha but well, who doesnt love cute beings ;D HAHA! hurray yo! haha!

and yeah, i seriously dont ever get sick of SNSD's into the new world. haha damn, the song is seriously addictive and damn catchy. the cheorography of the dance is good :D haha! amazing. and yeah!here's the video: (must watch! wont ever regret!)

haii! ;D and did abit of lion's present with kai today! ;D HAHA! not too bad lah. haha! dont say it's ugly okay. it's okay lah ;D not saying that it's to the extent of woah, damn nice. haha! but at least, efforts make it more memorable den anyth else duh! haha! oh hurray! ;D and yeps, did a short run of 3.3km today. hah, okay, sorry pt/i, im such a slacker, but do forgive me! yeps! and dinner out with some of the odac-ers. and guess what, i met tiger at dhoby ghaut mrt station after their jts! and haha, i didnt noe i could pass as a j1 cos yeah, someone mistook me as a j1 ;D haha!! how cute and blur, basically, she thot i was someone else lah. lol

yeps and damn, i slept in lectures today again ;/ SO BORING. haha, but i did try (note the word try) to stay awake. but the effort was to no avail. but like i said, effort's btr den anyth else. shoosh, okay. im very sleepy ;/ eeks. and yeah, why cant we have like 48 hrs a day so, half can be used for sch and the other for sleeping and youtube-video-spamming ;D and i swear, SPAM.

nightsy darls and dudes :D

27 January 2008

2008-01-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

been horribly long since i blogged really. but haha, just hecka busy till i cant breathe. haha!
alright, that's an exaggerated comment. but yeah, no time for new-year shopping. OMG, horrors of the horrors. and definitely, not forgetting, neglecting my lovely suju ;( im so freaking sad. and shoosh, can you image EHB's ep 11 is out and darn, im still stuck at EHB ep 5. dies. i want to watch my suju badly. and oh my hae ;D haha oh rights, SUJU's HAVING their first concert soon! hahah! 23 feb in seoul! :D arh, darn it i cant be there. oh sweet, and they're having concert in KL too. SHEESh, im looking for a most probable chance that i MAY be able to go. but right now, chance = 0%. shyt. haha! DARN A levels.

and the disgustingly stacked up hw never seemed to decrease at ALL. WTH. im fed up. im stuck doing stupid maclaurin series for one entire afternn and yes, yet to be completed. OMG. i swear it's a total waste of effort. why the hell did i even attempt! oh yeah, i sound angsty. but that's what im feeling. but poof, it's fine! hah! i nv ever completed my hw or is in time with schedule before. haha! oh yeah! STUPID HW and whatsoever. argh, im turning into a complainy, whiney irritant. ha! if you aint used to it, please skip this entire para and pretend u didnt even read it at all. HAHA

oh right, sea expedition on sat (ytd) was truly an adventure man. ha, man, the waves and drift and current was like WOAH. and we did stationary kayaking for at least one entire hr. cos no matter how we kayak, we seem to be at the same spot. haha, not too bad an invention. ha, there's trackmills for stationary running anyw. try stationary kayaking ;D but yea, that wont prevent me for gg to another sea ex i believe, just pray i get over the damnit phobia of sea and water and whatsoever. screams. i cant freaking swim and the stupid lifevest wasnt of use bcos when u're in water, the lousy faulty lifevest gave way and unbuckled automatically:/ but well, it was still fun. haha amazing experience. haha! fooyos! yay and jac was my partner! thanks partner! ;D for singing with me on the kayak and it was great chatting with you girl! ;D YAY!

now, i cant wait for chinese new year. how abt some chinese new yr shopping soon pls! ;D

15 jan 2008

2008-01-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

ahh it's been two weeks since i last posted! ;D and yeah, a really long time i suppose. but things' been getting really hectic and busy that im dying from lack of sleep and total exhaustion. haha. all i wish now is for me to be sick so i dont have to go to school for one full day and just sleep at home ;D catch up on my work and of cos, lose weight ;) that sounds good? hahah! alright yea, OGLs stuff been over like a week ago and orientation 08 seems so long ago. and yea, OSIRIS is the best OG ever! and i love all the OGLs alot alot ;D we're a cool whacky bunch. who ever sleeps at the playground ;D hahaha! WE DO. ROCK ON dudes and babes ;D

oh yeah and there comes B2B camp! arh, LIONS! hahah! hurray, i totally had an enjoyable time even tho i was just the GI. haha! but it felt like i was enjoying pretty as much. hahah! bus rides during urban ex is so fun with stupid mindgames. haha! and yeah, LIONS' the most ENTHU! ;DD WHEE! i love lions! hahaha! lions ROARRR lions ROARR lions ROCK ON! =D arhhh, how cool. yay! thank goodness nightwalk went fine, no accidents what so ever! ;D yay! double happiness! heh! im still waitin for my jts. hahaha! just kidding! ;D but yeah, lions' so fun. im happy to see them pretty much united and talkative ;) yay!

alright, and today's jieru shifu's birthday! HAPPY BURFDAY you girl! ;D hahaha! 18th burfday and i hope you have a better year ahead ;D enjoy your special day girl ;D hope you like the cheesecake from NYDC and the nice memo board ;)

ah yeah, anyw, thank you love for buying that brownie for me ;D haha! you rock lah. but imma gg to get FATTER eating it. but i love it anyw yupps and another happy thing! i bought a headphones! WHITE! ;D sooo pretty! i wanted the sony one but it was WAY OFF BUDGET ;D haha! shall wait till i get the money then ;/ ahhh. hahah! yeps! it's money saving time! haha but i doubt i'd be able to achieve that. haha so much money to hand in these days. ha. and no doubt, sch's driving me crazy ;/ i want so much to have a proper good night slp so i can have enough energy for the next day. but this seems sooo... impossible. screams. haha but alright, i shall dedicate one day of my weekend to do this. hahah. SLEEP! haha.

ahhh hurray! HAE's SO CUTE in kissing you mv with his tiny ponytail. arh, totally adorable. oh man, since when isnt he adorable! ;D hahah! alright! i miss him so so so much after not seeing him for like sooo many days/weeks. withdrawal symptoms. haha probably why im so lethargic these days ;D i need a dose of hae every day ;D haha! and im still stuck at freaking ep5 for exploration of human body and sis just had to tell me that ep 10 is coming out! ;/ EWW. sucks. i want to watch!!

alright. i need to go and SLEEP now. or i'd be a walking zombie. alright. or maybe running zombie! there's PT tml! haha wish me lucks!

01 jan 2008

2008-01-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

it's the year of 2008. and hurray, my new year resolution : FAN SIA will (needs desperately to) lose weight ;/ and yes, the weight loss at itc was apparently not very sustaining cos heh, all the eating probably got it all back. but heh! i'd work hard babes. my lose-weight gang. we're gg to succeed! yes we will! as usual. my resolutions for the years borders around aiming to be a good kid, doing tutorials, listening to lectures, not sleeping in them and hopefully not ponning them. but shoosh, it sucks to know i can nv fulfil these. and yeps, so for a more realistic resolution: im gg to fly to korea after a levels and see haeeee!! (how realistic is that! not ><) but yeps, imma set on gg with the same ppl. pls let everything be fine. i dont know what'd become of me if things worsen ;/ and let this be a truly happy trip like how we want it to be okay?

hmm.. yeps! things remain to be unsolved, unaddressed. how great to start a year. things are beginning to pile. now i understand why we must be 'mentally prepared' when the clock strikes 00:00 on a wonderful 2008 morning. POOF. i dont know why. i feel unprepared. unsure of how imma gg to face this year ahead. how comforting, but heh, heck lah, take it as it comes! hurray! my source of motivation will bring me thru all these! ;D and before i know it. everything's gg to fall into place. haha! how fairytale does this sound? ha, i hope not.

went out for movie, "across the universe" then, dinner at "changing appetite" with some of the darls from 4 dee ytd. seriously, i dont see why 'across the universe' is a good show. haha okay, maybe it is, in an artistic point of view. hai, all for what? a romance musical. darn, i was more prepared for some ACTION. like I AM LEGEND. i still want to watch it okay. anyone want to date me for this movie? ;/ hahah! alright. changing appetite was good with stuff like barbarian burger, sirloin steak, pizza, mudpie. damn, a taboo for all weight-watchers.

but i have to leave halfway and couldnt watch well... fireworks and countdown with them. but now's another highlight of the eventful day. with odac-ers! haha! yay! even tho not everyone went, but there was quite some of us. but heh, we still received calls from laoniang, msges from faizah, which made our night even more fulfilling ;D yay! the fireworks was spectacular, tho not as spectacular for the past year cos i've been watching at esplanade and this time in marina bay. but it was still good. i really enjoyed it. and the walk was long, but very satisfying. stayover at shh's house! haha, wanted to watch dvds and apparently, we changed the dvds a few times and decided on 'the day after tml'. and being the pig i usually am, well, i fell aslp even before seeing hmmm.. the 'son(people who watched the show will understand). and the last thing i saw on screen was the large crack on the iceland they were standing on. kudos. and i fell into a slumber, only waking up to see the mahjong addicts still washing tiles and throwing tiles. haha! joined a lil for mahjong as well! ;D and won abt 3 bucks. this could mean i would be really lucky this yr. haha! just a lil more luck than last yr i hope ;) thank you shh mommy and bro for buying pratas back for us for breakfast ;D hahaha! hurray! and then, we decided to shift our location from the living room to shh's room where we started talking abt stuff and the packed schedules. haha it's amazing how we nv ran out of stuff to talk abt and the ever hilarious comments. hahaha! but i slowly fell aslp somewhat somehow agn. haha! den we left shh's hse and went for lunch at amk hub! SUBWAY! ;DD healthy living!

this is a really long post. haha and slowly the posts will diminish and i'd lapse into the 'only update once a mth' status. haha! hopefully this new yr ahead will be a smoothsailing one. ;D and i really really want to catch up and work hard for my damned studies. it's like... HORRIBLE last yr. probably it'd get better when i set my heart mind and soul into it lah. but that's fat hope.. i suckkkk... ;/ terribly.

yupps and anyw, today's SUNGMINNIE OPPA'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OPPA!
and it has to be PINK cos min oppa's in love with pink! ;D i love min. he's so cute!

alrights! OGL-ing tml! go OSIRIS! ;D haha osiris is a cool bunch! ;D hehe! hopefully i get nice enthu juniors! ;D cant wait! HURRAY! GO OSIRIS! IM GG TO BE LIKE ORANGE ORANGE!
WHEE!!! ;D THE KNIGHT OF THE NIGHT!

inside joke of the day: the orange is very big ;P

31 dec 2008

2007-12-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

one more day to 2008. and damn, i dont want to end my year this way.
i swear i suck at handling such problems. i dont know how to talk at all bcos i know i'd lose control over my emotions becos that's the person i am. i can say im someone who really treasures friendships and every friend means something to me and have no means to make anyone upset or unhappy at all.

im really sorry if you feel hurt by our actions, but i swear we didnt mean it that way. im sorry for all the disappointment and i seriously dont wish to defend myself. becos maybe our 'didnt mean it that way' was something much more disappointing to you. i know it's hurtin on your part. but it's painful right in me too becos when i saw it, the words just stung. and i really am at a loss of what to do. i dont know if you'd see this and maybe you're wondering why im writing stuff here and not speaking to you instead. becos i dont really know it myself too. but i really hope our friendship's not gg to be strained or being reduced to nothing at all and not turn into strangers whom we dont even smile to. i cherish you as my friend and i really believe that the friendship we share aint nothing at all, the good times bad times aint just fake at all. i believe we shared a true friendship bcos i know it is. you're someone i can trust and the thought of losing you as a friend just sucks... i dont know how to say these to you... but i know i must and we need to sort things out. you may think these words are simply bullshit and just cliche stuff written. but truthfully, even the most cliche stuff can mean nothing but simply what i feel most truly. it really takes a huge deal of effort to post this up. but i think i want you to read it. or even better, i'll tell it to you...

just a little more time..

30 dec 2007

2007-12-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

it's less than 48 hours to 2008. and yeps, completed ITC. gosh, it's finally over. not totally in a bad sense. but throughout the short two days, i realised many things that i didnt do enough, things that i did wrong. sorry for the sudden outburst during evaluation. didnt really plan it to be that way. just that... probably i was just emotionally weak these days. but yeps, itc was nonetheless pretty much mentally and physically challenging and yeps, definitely a wake-up call to many things.. dont really want to pen it down much. but just wanna thank arkar,alex,denise for being with me throughout the two whole days of hardship. it was really comforting with you all by my side. sorry if i was pretty unhigh/quiet/and just plain tired, i apologize. but it's really great with you all. thank you and many thank yous. you people are just really great ;D i wouldnt have survived without you all... thank you so much to all of the twentyforths, im really blessed with you all by my side in this camp. the encouragement, the help, all the good times and the bad just really make me feel heartwarming, just like a big family.

27 dec 2007

2007-12-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

hurray! it's two days after xmas! ;D haha! xmas rocks with lingy, tong and jia! ;D haha! it was seriously fun and crazy. hahaha! went for shopping with mom, aunts and sis on xmas eve afternn and poof, was super tired! hahah! and den met up with the rest at clarke quay! haha! ;D heh and tong was late late late! hahah! grins. but we went to get shoes for jia after that cos apparently her slippers were giving way. hahah! oh and anyw, on our way to tcc ;D we bought glowing devil horns! WHEEHEE! it was damn cute lo!

HAHAH! den went to tcc for drinks initially. den food and finally coffee. the waiters are super amazed at our continuous orders. haha like omg. hahah! three rounds of food and drinks. hurray! haha! but the countdown was sooo... UNHIGH. haha! not like last yr's where there was an emcee out there. shoosh. hahah! but anyhw, we entertained ourselves with heaps of camwhoring. damn. (im receiving the zipped files from lingy and it takes super long to load! arrrhhh so u can imagine how many pics we took ;P) haah!

alright. i cant write more now. gotta slp! cos it's the LONG-DREADED but much awaited ITC! ;D hahaha! tml. oh yay and i need slp.. yippeee! GO PLUTO!!

ah yes, pics'd be up the next post i promise. hahah! (hmm... that's if i aint feeling lazy. ah poof)

18 December 2007

2007-12-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

annyeonghaseyo! whee, i finally revived my blog after well, a whole good 4 mths. haha, and yeah, it did feel as if fungi's growing in here. oh yeah, anyw, pardon the green(very OUTOFTHEPLACE) tagboard. im too slpy and tired to change it. gosh. lol! there was a sudden urge for me to post sth but yeah, i decided i shld change my layout so i'd have more interest in posting ;D and so, presenting to you, MR LEE DONGHAE ;D

yawns. okay, really sleepy right now. but yeah, a quick post before i stuff myself in my warm comfy quilt blanket ;D holidays' been good. went to india (sikkim yuksam) and had an onceinalifetime experience which i wont elaborate here cos it's freaking long to write everyth out. back and started my pretty-boring-but-i-like-the-slackness holidays. haha. shopping, class outings, odac outings, shopping, pool, movies with friends. done all that. but heh, seriously i wont mind more. so dont hesitate to date me XD (but things may start to get hectic soon ;( )

alrights, a paragraph of my post dedicated to my favo video-watching. haha, as usual, i spammed suju videos. gosh, i watched pretty much most of the videos everywhere. i may have missed out some. but it was a major spam that i get giddy from all that CUTEBOYS actions. ;p but i ran out of suju videos to watch. poof, if only i understand korean and dont have to depend on subs. rarr~ oh yeah, and i started listening to soh nyuh shi dae, by pure chance. and their song 'into the new world' really caught my ears. heh, i love it in fact. ha, but i seriously cant believe i saw jessica in the mv. poof, so they were the 'supergirls' they were talking abt. but heh, seriously, i dont exactly like her, but oh well, personal childish immature biasness. ha, she's actually qt okay. heh, but taeyeon's real cool and tiffany's darn prettyy~ so is yoona. haha. im beginning to like her no matter how much i actually disliked her in the 'u' mv. muahaha. the dance to this song is really nice ;D (itching to learn it) oh yeah, SUJU's PERFORMANCES are amazing. haha, shoosh! i love DONT DON. it's SUPERB. ha, hotness to the max. heh! and my sis got me the suju 2nd album! ;D HURRAY! with a poster too. heh, seriously, i cant stop ogling at it. XD hae's a hugaholic i realise (poof, he was hugging hyuk and teuk in sukira studio) superrr adorable. hehe! talk abt skinship man ;D exploration of human body gotta be one of the best show ever man. haha, 13 cute boys and a funny mc. SHOOSH, amazing show. u learn and u laugh till u roll on the floor. haha!

yeps, anyw, went out with lingy today for shopping spree! ;D ha bought two tops while lingy seriously bought damn alot. haha she probably got almost all the things she wanted ;D great job dear. and hurray, it's a fruitful and real fun trip! love~ haha! yay! but i want to shop somemore. haha shopping is with no doubt ADDICTIVE. haha! esp when mommy says she'd sponsor all my shopping. that calls for another gear-up shopping trip man! ;)

happy birthday arkar!(17th dec)
happy birthday shannon! (18th dec)

okay, i freaking need to sleep now. im gg for a mahjong session tml at tam's hse! WHEEHEE!~

21 aug 2007

2007-08-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

gosh, finally a day of break from school. haha! well, thank goodness i have a perfectly fine opportunity to escape from school for one gd day ;D bahaha, haha, right, im doing critique of article (gosh, u nv will realise how cool it is to be away from sch, trying to finish up undone work. SHIOK, i tell you!)

alrights, since im sorta invited by lingy to do this, i'd probably just steal a break in here.
10 weird/random things about me:

1. idolism probably stays with me for life. i DIE without it. trust the word.

2. i would love a shoulder to lie on whenever and whatever the time.

3. i like to take window seats on buses, just so i can lie on them when im falling aslp.

4. i love watching rain in the rain, love days with a slight drizzle and plenty of cool breeze.

5. sad/touching movies never fail to make my eyes red and swollen from crying.

6. i love giving hugs to my dearies around me.

7. i crave for junk food and freaking sinful stuff esp the times when im freaking on a diet ;/

8. i love feeling crazy, hyper and happy when i feel the adrenaline rush, but just a lazy bum and stoner when i feel.. well... STONED.

9. i dont like to make difficult decisions. nods, not even deciding what i should eat.

10. i love hugging something when sleeping. haha, weird, yes, sometimes i hug my pillowy-like pencil case when i sleep in class. gosh. ;D

08 August 2007

2007-08-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

no, im not emo-ing.

im not. but there's so many stuff going on that it's pretty suffocating. cos in fact, the retardedly stupid promos is just a well good whole freaking nice six weeks away. dangs, i never hated the no. six so badly before and yeah, the same goes for the subsequent descending numbers. rarr. lalala, no time to study. no motivation to do so. even tho yes, there's a need to, there's a necessity to, and there's an obligation to.

gosh, the thought of quitting school's like so... tempting... but then again, yeah, it's obvious i wouldnt. shoosh, so bear with it. and it'd be over like a breeze. start picking up the pace and i'd be able to catch up ;D sure i will.. thanks for all ard when i needed to rant. it's amazing how you ppl can tolerate my nonsense when i feel freaking mad and delirious. ha, i can be madly high for a moment and deathly stone on the other ;D and thanks for the late night calls ;D bcos they sure did deprive me of my good slp huh. but it provided amazing gd entertainment and hey!! we both had a place to rant our frustration and our nervousness away! ;D ha! and yeah thanks for all hugs and pats on the back when i feel deflated and of cos, bearing with me when my mood's horribly bad ;D thanks and thanks even more ;)

alright, to those suffering under the torture of something cruel by the name of promos, stay strong ;D cos we'd persevere ya! ;D and things will get better. if you think u're in a bad state, think of the others suffering with you ;D

now i cant wait for the long weekend, and hopefully it wont end up in a freaking hopeless and unfruitful weekend. i dont care, i want to finish all my math tutorials and physics tutorials. it's maddening when u're hounded nonstop. rar! gambate!
now i cant wait for fri to go out with four dee ppl and sat to go studying with them ;D it's always love being with them.

i freaking just realised i freaking love the word 'freaking' alot cos it's freaking appearing heaps in this freaking damn random post ;D

imma off to do compre. haha! left with summary and AQ! i simply have no idea how to do AQ! ha!

22 July 2007

2007-07-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

been long since i blogged. yeps, competition seasons these days. yepps, so many times we lost and the feeling of losing got so familiar that it really sucked. but all of us never did give up, we didnt quit despite all that falls and injuries that some of us has gotten during the matches. gotta commend that vj floorballers really got the fighting spirit ;D haha, not that im praising us and being egoistic. but i really think that we put up a great fight. the entire team ;D i hope it really would bond us closer together and may we fight fight fight and win the next game tml ;D may we put in our best, not to let our teammates down, not to let coach and teachers now. sure enough, so let's work hard tml ;D

and yeah, good luck to the guys' team too! i seriously think they rock, putting up a fair match everytime on court and showing that fighting spirit in all matches. hey yeah! even tho they didnt win the prev match, i think they really put up a great fight. SERIOUSLY DID ;D and it was so exciting just watching the match and definitely emotionally-straining too. yeps, great job guys and lucks for tml's match!

in short, vjc floorball rocks like nobody's business!

.

yeah! next next! ODAC investiture and farewell ytd. yepps! went well and all. omg, and seriously, i feel darn happy now that i can proudly wear that gold badge on me everyday to school ;D cos ODAC's SIMPLY LOVE. yeps! sometimes im really glad to have this bunch of whacky and funloving ppl with me who understands me pretty well, showing all that support all the time. ;D and being such great ppl. so it's really fortunate that i got such wonderful batchmates! hurray! thansk for all that wonderful memories and sure enough, more memories to come. and let not it be just memories, but things we do together that will change our life for the better and things we do together will be one of the best we can ever ask for ;D

yeah man! i realised my burfday's during dec OT! ;D hurray! hahaha! it's gotta be so different celebrating my bday outta singapore with my odac mates ;D yay!! hopefully, one of my best burfdays ever ;D

alrights, sometimes i really am happy that im in two very fantastic ccas. and yea, but it really sucks when the two clash together. becos it gets very frustrating and mind-boggling to make a decision btwn the two bcos they are of great imptance to me really ;D

bahhh, on the very depressing note, i think... IMMA GOING TO FALL SICK cos i have cold chills when im slping at night and constantly sneezing nonstop and coughing nonstop. and irritation at the throat. it probably means, imma gg to have high fever. i knew it always happen like that. but pls, let me only get sick after tues ;D alright, and seriously, im really sorry to ppl whom i have been very impatient with. i know i get sian easily (probably cos of lack of slp) and sometimes very stone (when i appears to zonk out into space). forgive me yea?

/i hate it when the same words run thru my head over and over again.

10 July 2007

2007-07-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

comp week! ;D VJ floorball! ;D jiayou! and fight on, never give up! cos we'd give our best as a team! XDD let's work hard for the next match!! ;D

felt like lessons this entire week is redundant. been slping in it or not even paying attention. it seems like i've no lessons at all ;DD haha! oh right, after match today, jol and i decided to practise our passing and stuff. omg, it's like amazingly how we can wrist-pass so well for once! and yay! lift-passes! kudos! let's keep it up yea! ;D hahaha!

rights! new bloglayout! darn happy! OH MAN! anyw, im gg to watch harrypotter with lingy they all this sunday! ;DDD most probably! ;D grins! and yeah! kbox agn next sun i guess! hahahaha! ;D

1st July 2007

2007-07-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

oh yay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY EETEUK OPPA! sarang hamida! ;D
grins! yay! it's teukie's bday! ;D love<3

alrights! suju's new song, haengbok is soooo adorable and nice ;D such a happy jumpy song and lively song! yay! haengbok means happiness and i really feel the happiness when listening to this song ;D so yay! kudos to them for making this song so meaningful! haha! it's actually an old song from H.O.T! right! now i cant wait for their haengbok perf today 1st july on SBS INKIGAYO! ;DD

yeppps! went out with lingy, yeewen and tong for dinner just now! hurray! we had our meal at ajitei! ;D yummyyummy. seriously, it was ALOT of food that we ordered and we ate to our hearts' content! love love! yay! and crazily we went to take neos agn! and after which, we had our dessert at icemonster! omg, my chua4 bing1 that i've been waiting for ages, been yearning for ages. and im finally eating it! so heh, after that i got a craving for brownies. so i ate one, yummy chocolatey yay! and lorena joined us and heh, we went to eat supper ;) hahaha! crazily on a eating spree. supper was great! tou jiang you tiao!haha! oh tauhuey is nice ;DD

i swear it's nonstop eating with these ppl! ;D and yay i love lingy for the handphone accessory of my beautiful hae! ;D OMG! pretty boy hae! LOVE! heheh! thanksss heaps lingy! ;D u're so much love!

yayee! had a great time with them! haha! im gg to kope their pics and post them here soon! ;DD and yay! drool at all the yummy food! ;DDD and right now, im gg to declare my diet starts agn! after it failed. hahahaa! ;D i HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT! desperately yes! ;D haha!

Shot at 2007-06-30

Shot at 2007-06-30

22 june 2007

2007-06-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

ayeee!! fan's not gg to slp tonight! she's gg to study chem.
as many chapters as possible ;D gambate! aja aja hwaiting ;D time's running out.
and for the sake of hae, fan's gg to buck up, gg to persevere even when she's tired out and on the verge of slping ;/ -slaps her face-

okay! and fan decided to save up 30 bucks every wk ;D for future use in korea! hehh!! that'd make me 1440 bucks richer by the time it's dec next yr. sounds great? haha! wheehee! of cos! ;D and den we can stay in korea for a longer period of time. and probably, i'd see hae ;DDD

okay, enough of future plans. here's reality. STUDY! -flips lecture notes!-
^_^! HWAITING! OKAY WE CAN!

20 june 2007

2007-06-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

greatest achievement for the day: chem bonding's completed ;D
but seriously, i still have doubts abt it and frankly, i can hardly rmb anything ya even tho the notes are RIGHT in front of me now. boobooobooo, mugging sucks esp when you dont even find the time to. training, den mug den go home den slp den mug den train and the cycle is endless. shucks ;( i hate this. mugging sucks. how i wished the info will just diffuse into my head (well, definitely, the concentration of the lecture notes is much higher than that in my head. diffusion thus WILL take place, just so happens that my head's not a partially permeable membrane that is)
sheesh, so guides camp's over. and seriously, seeing them, i really got reminded of myself when i was sec four. and really, it was like i was feeling the guidey feeling all again. shucks, i really feel emo tonight. i dont know, probably cos everything's like in a mess.... total mess. i wonder how, why and even so, what made me like this. if only i knew the ans to this... hhmmm, but i was glad during the camp, lotsa stuff got cleared up ;) between us and the red badge. and of cos, i started missing all those times when i was still a guide, rushing for guides everyday after lesson. even tho life revolved abt guides, i was contented and happy then. even scribes was truly something fun and enjoyable ;D all that wonderful times. the bad times when we got panicky and worried and had to plan last min stuff for enrolment etc.. probably we did complain alil here and there, but we felt all the more accomplished when stuff goes well ;) and all the fun/laughter/sufferings/hardships with our batchmates were all so unforgettable ;DD

now, staring at the stupid chem notes before me. i get irritated. yucks, chem sucks. aaaakaaabeeshhhh... i feel like screaminggg ;O lalalalala! and oh yeah im alil happy cos i spent my $ buying dbsk new jap album! five in the black ;D it's love i tell you ;DDD cuteness! and yes, we were in liang court today again for study session and talking abt our aspirations to go korea/japan to stay,study and stuff like that. got so excited at the thot of probably seeing hae ;) he's like one of my greatest motivation in life ;DD it's amazing how he helped me tide through my o levels. haha!

bahhh, i want to watch rain in the rain again. haha! seriously, when you're feeling so frustrated and irritated, it's good to do sth crazy sometimes. then i got reminded abt the time where we actually watched rain in the rain. it's a wonder how we enjoyed it so much. haha! getting drenched but enjoying it cos it was so calming ;D and it was great joy just runningg around like that and then sitting down there watching the rain when rain's just slappin onto you. well, should try it again sometime. trust me, it's love <3 and u probably want to run through some song in your head cos you feel even better doing that ;)

shuckss. i wish i can type this post on and on forever becos i tell myself i must go face my econs notes after this post. bahs, which i DONT want to ; ( and im freaking rejecting and dreading that idea of looking at my econs notes. hmmm hmm! oh yeah, anyw, happy birthday to alex today, rach tay and bessy tml, and adeline on thurs! oh oh and ryeowookie too ;D okay, im submitting to fate. off i go now and see the ugly notes ;/

14 june 2007

2007-06-14T00:23:00.001+08:00

say bye to long hair
and so i say bye to long hair after a good whole 4, nearing 5 years.
haha, im shocked im so easily persuaded by four VERY persuasive ppl who probably can consider lawyers as their profession in life later on ;D haha! hope it's for a good change really.

but yeah, the head sure feels LIGHTER hahah!

13 june 2007

2007-06-13T11:13:00.000+08:00

im gg to chop off my long hair..
impulse? or not. i seriously dont know. haha!
cya ppl! im off for a btr change! (hopefully)

11 june 2007

2007-06-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

bahh, am scratching the itchy bites on my legs and hands now. tho i knew i shldnt, it doesnt help that they're itching badly. really badly ;( meeks! ;D kudos to ppl who completed atc. omg, you guys were awesome ;DDD wonderful! ;D yay! i salute you all =DD take care you ppl who are injured and tired ;D now that makes me feel slack cos all i do all day is stare at the tv screen or com screen and NOT moving my feet at all, probably except transporting myself from the com to my tv ;/

now, gotta skip floorball training again. like again. hopefully it's only these two days when the swell's gone n the swollen blueblack toes are gone ;DD and mom refuses to let me outta the hse ;/ how awesome.

i swear stoning's becoming my fav pasttime/hobby/sport or whatsoever. staring and pretending the files of lecture notes are not there doesnt help in erasing the fact that sch's starting in a mere idk how many days and that MYES are there to kill ;// but again, we're gg to tide over it. WE HAVE TO. cos it's impossible you stop the time cos the clock starts ticking away just as i type every alphabet on this blog entry ;D

so yeah, push on everyone, now it's time to get down on books, be the good lil kid you used to be,getting started on lecture notes. not willingness, but obligations. ;D let's go ppl! we'd reach the summit SOON ;DD with smiles and joy.

09 june 2007

2007-06-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

BOO! ;D fan's back! safe and sound and in one piece! probably except for a SCARRED legs with heaps of bites from i-dont-know-what insects and uncountable cuts and abrasions from rocks, sand, thorns and whatsoever ;( and most imptly, a sprained right ankle which made me immobilised in my hse =( arh, i dont rmb it hurtin' this much but since ytd, it's gotten hella swollen (like pig trotters i bet) and dad had to come home all the way from work to bring me to see a chinese physician where i had hell of a time there when he tried to twist the stupid sprained ankle back. i was practically screaming in pain ;( but thank god, it feels alil better now, but argh, still painful whenever i try to stand or walk. pls pls, i pray let it recover asap ;( and i deeply apologise to josiah, sufiyan and jol =( im sry i cant go for atc tml, i hoped you guys found a replacement.. but nonetheless, all the best and good luck! i hope you all have fun tml! ;DDD

i rmbed mom asking me ytd night before i went to slp. she asked if all these (pain/cuts/bites/sprain) were worth it and i nodded. and she asked would i ever go climb another mountain agn, and i said yes again. i bet she wanted to strangle me. haha!! but no way, i shan't give up on climbing yet another mountain with my fellow mates who conquered BATU PUTIH with me ;D it's another adventure, another experience that im sure it's gg to be imprinted in my mind for life. trust me, you wldnt find this elsewhere, only when u experience it, when u feel it ;D the spirit of redefining adventure...

(WARNING: a totally, absolutely and terrifyingly LONG post below ;)

day one - 030607
woke up late in the morning, seriously feeling the excitement for ot. probably, just alil at that time for it didnt really feel like i was gg to conquer batu putih when i set off to arkar's hse to watch dvds! ;D it just felt like another day or a slpover or sth. so yes, a bunch of us (denise, calvin, josiah, jolene, alex, faizah, rachel, arkar and me) watched spiderman3 at arkar hse before we cabbed down to sch at 1730pm to start another session of packing of camping bags. icebreakers after tht which was pretty funny with all that egg, chicken, superman, statue game and shampoo game. haha!! we did have fun tho. and thaipan dinner after that ;D yay man! had a gd bath and then briefed by teachers and some person-in-charge from the adventure travel agency or sth lidat ;D haha! we were in for some big adventure that is ;) got onto the 'SINGAPORE ZOO' bus to the singapore custom and had SIEWHWEE as my sitting partner! ;D fellow photog ic ;) it was funny witnessing benfoo and his discman and discs on the bus and all tht excitement, commotion and highness ;D gosh, then, we slept on the bus to msia, tapah! ;D

day two - 040607
woke up by commotion and that fact that we reached tapah. had prata there in this coffeeshop. still, it didnt feel real that i was gg to climb a mountain. haha! and all that ppl decided to hurry to the toilets to discharge whatever that's in them so tht they wldnt have much trouble up in the mountains/in the open! ;D afterwhich we set off to the starting pt of the mountain-climbing. oh gosh, we had to sit on a lorry for a 10km ride up this narrow road and past villages. omg, it was really cool cos the children in the village were waving at us cutely. and so we happily waved back to them. reached the starting pt, took out two sets of clothes to lighten backpack's load alil and there, we were on our way up the mountain. the climb was pretty good, had to walk on trails of leaves, sand, branches, twigs, and crossing rivers. it was fun and yes, we were perspiring like mad initially. and when lunch came, it was raining alil and some of us took out ponchos and stuff to wear. lunch was gd with tuna and bread. btu the guides who were bringing us were btr, they had instant noodles. and seriously, they can cook anywhere and everywhere. and to think they even transported eggs up the mountain ;D PRO, i can say. our progress up the mountain were pretty slow, probably cos we aint too familiar and used to walking on jungle paths. and so when heavy rain came, we were behind schedule by almost 2hrs and had to forgo gg to the cave and just camped our night at this pretty flat piece of grd. had to pitch tents and cook in the heavy rain. everyone were freezing cold due to the rain and probably due to the altitude. the tents were getting wet. and some built bashas to cook while some changed into dryer set of clothes. dinner was great up the mountains with hot stew with instant noodles, cabbages, carrots, potatoes, mushrooms, sausages. totally warmed our cold bodies and stomachs ;) and then, we slept in the wet tents, FREEZING COLD i tell you.

day three - 050607
woke up in the morning not feeling yet so cold. but then, realised that some bees were swarming about our shoes that were outside the tents. hahas, packed our bags and tents and there was a funny long queue to the pee-ing area. haha! cos ben foo apparently announced that he saw a snake deeper in the forest when he was peeing. and so naturally, the girls were hesitating and decided not to go too deep in and just settled for a spot behind a big tree! but still thanks to the 'great wall of batu putih' who were great in helping to block the 'toilet' so the queue of girls can safely go to the toilet. haha, so this day, we had to cover the distance we didnt manage the day before and also the distance to the summit. the batch of us were not disheartened and only had more determination and perseverance to reach the summit before dark falls. we wanted to have full evening and full night! and so we climbed and climbed and climbed. climbing up and down paths, climbing up this structure thingy, climbing up steep slopes, crawling under low branches and avoiding thorny branches. but it was really scary when the front ppl were attacked by hornets.. and ms ng and mr goh got stung. oh gosh. and so we had to change routes. and we had to go thru muddy trails and yeah, climbing partner was trying to play cheat and avoid all that mud while i stupidly just sink into them. haha! we finally see the trees clearing, and walked into this secret-garden-lookalike place, omg, it was THRILLING and HAPPY when we finally reached the summit ;D the feeling just feels sooo great! and accomplished ;D camwhored like mad, pitched tents, cooked pasta. and yeah, siewhwee dear was commendable. she climbed all the way up despite her sprained ankle ;) thank god she was feeling btr after all that massage by uncle peh who has heaps of experience with SPRAINS ;Dhaha! kudos to all who felt sick/injured and made it all the way up! ;D applause! and then, in the night, we had this talking session where all gathered. lotsa thanks and stories shared ard ;D a wonderful night up at the summit!

day four - 060607
took pics with our beautiful orange banner at the summit before heading dwn e mountain! heh, had to go thru all that muddy paths again and those steep slopes, except that this time it's really different, it's gg down ;( haha! thot it would be easier. but turns out not when the toes start to hurt like mad and my ankles start to hurt like crazy when i first twisted it when i was gg down. haha! then, there was a chain of twisting of ankles and falling following after that. it was really funny cos the ankles kept giving way! but hey, thanks to climbing partner aka matt for all that encouragements to get up! ;D ahaha!! the muddy paths were really hilarious cos i was totallly tired of slipping and sliding down and getting up. i decided to slide down all the way. probably the best way but it only added more pressure on the poor ankles. but who cares, as long as i get down the mountain. ;D HAHAH! and then we finally were on the way to the big river. bahh, on the way there, my ankles felt like they couldnt take me anymore and i almost almost slipped down this rock. ARH, damn freaky scary. was desperately using my knees to push myself up and of cos with the help of matt. bahhh, thank god, i didnt fall all the way down ;) but it did cause a few more cuts on my poor legs. and HEAPS of blueblacks too ;( haha! then, after crossing the big river, we had to embark on the last distance to the ending point. shoosh, it was then getting dark. and at one pt of time, we lost the ppl in front of us. and we were trying to follow the trail. darn, it was really really scary to be first in the line and tryin to find the ppl in front. gosh, thank god there was matt, huiyi and zhanliang behind me and then, a whole chain of ppl behind who caught up. and so when we saw torches shining in front of us, we were so elated we found daryl and jolene after screaming desperately for them! but it turns out that they couldnt hear us and we couldnt hear their screams for us either. and bahh, we continued walkingg in the jungle, trying to walk all the way out and screaming for jiaqian and sufiyan's names cos apparently the entire chain of us lost them in front. and then we heard dogs barking. omg omg, we were screaming in happiness cos we were reaching soon! and awhile later we heard all the ppl shouting our names. arhhh and the guide was near the ending point and when the moment he say congratulations, i was feeling totalllyyy elated and glad and relieved. just a few more steps to the ending point. omgg, tho my toes were hurting, my ankles were sore and aching, the feeling was indescribable i tell you. to get out of that jungle finally after walking for so long esp when it was turning dark! it was a feeling of ultimate relief and i guess i was being sooo emotional that tears of joy just flowed like free.. and we boarded the lorry to the recreational park for a night's stay there. finally a place to bathe tho the water was FREEEZING cold and the soap's stinging on the wounds but it felt really really gd ;D and what;s more, friedrice with coke's probably the most blissful thing ever! =D and the beautiful stars that night. a scene not to be forgotten!

day five - 070607
caving and rafting! ;D wheehee! the caving was totally fun and cool! and seriously, it was pretty no-link but hilarious when the guide starts telling us how this rock or sth look like what animals and all of us were like puzzled den 'oh ya oh ya!' haha! the underground water thing in the cave is sooo cool tho it hurts when u have to crawl on all fours in the water on the sand/stones to go thru low rocks and stuff.. and whitewater rafting is AMAZING! hahaa! so thrillinggg! hahaah !but lotsa accidents. poor kai's toes got stepped upon by me and also that she fell out of the raft. thank god, she's saved. sorry kai for accidentally stepping onto ya toes okay! hmmm! and then, the rapids get gentler and we just sat to enjoy the scenery. wahaha! cool, and zhan liang kept asking, will there be crocodiles. haha! it was darn hilarious. but the scene on the raft really looks like some scene from the dinosaur era. i halfexpected dinosaurs to appear, tho it's qt stupid la really ;D after that the lorry ride back down was cool was all that 'boom boom'ing to avoid the branches. ahah! exciting! and then, after washin up and bathing, we're gg to ipoh parade for dinner! and finally back on the bus home. dinner was buffet. cheap cheap and well, not too bad, but i was seriously BLOATED. ahaha! bus ride home, it was qt sad we had to be separated into two buses, but yeah, i fell aslp pretty fast on the bus.

day six - 080607
back to vjc, all of us were aching everywhere. the dawn's breaking and all of us rested in the canteen till 8. where we had breakfast from macs delivery and then washing up of tents, groundsheets, ponchos, insulation mats to be done. ;D wheehee. finally, and then, we headed home for a good rest. cabbed home. along with siewhwee and we walked out of sch, still talking abt ot. hahah! i guess this might still be the topic a few yrs down the road. the wonderful experience ;D

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throughout the trip, i guess i really grew qt abit. to persevere nonstop and to heck bit abt physical limitations and just push all the way thru even tho the ankles/toes and stuff really hurt. but it was with all the fellow mates that made the experience so unforgettable and memorable. <3! how we pushed on, how we never gave up, how we encouraged each other, how we took care of one another, how we were there for one another thruout the entire ot. YAY! KUDOS TO THE OT GANG WHO CONQUERED BATU PUTIH!

thanks heaps to ot chiefs who organised and planned such a wonderful trip for all of us, we're challenged ;D in a good way. thanks guys! u guys did a great job. thanks to food i/cs. omg, the food was gd seriously. ;D and it filled our cold stomachs with warmth! ;DD thanks to qms for all tht equipment accting tho we freaking lost so many pegs. =( haha! but yeah, u guys were great too! thanks a million to climbing partner for all that help all the way! it was great having you ard! ;DD and yea, still, what's WOLS! thanks heaps to tent mates! ;D you guys were great! haha we survived thru cold nights! and yeah, had great time and fun laughing at shihan tho she's really qt funny sometimes. but still, thanks shihan for always trying to organise things in the tent. haha!! ;D you took care of us well! thanks heaps to siewhwee yah! for lending me ur pillow on the first night on the bus! ;D haha! and yes, ur shoulders too! thanks heaps to chewy for being a fulltime photographer thruout the entire trip ;D thanks heaps to all who've made this trip such a memorable and crazily fun one! ;DDD

bahhhh... this entry freaking took me 30 mins to type ;D hahah!

03 june 2007

2007-06-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

BOOOO!!!!
TODAY'S THIRD OF JUNE! 030607! ;D

it's OT! OT! OT!!
and im freaking excited abt it!
HAHAHAHAH! love! ;DDD we're gg to conquer another mountain! BATU PUTIH! ;D
ahhhaha, this has been the day we've all been waiting for ;) it's gg to be darn fun i bet!
wheee! this is the day where we REDEFINE ADVENTURE!

im gg to miss so many ppl. take care all ;D i love you all!

31 may 2007

2007-05-31T01:09:00.000+08:00

early thurs morning and the odac-ers are having a crazy mass convo talking abt gruesome leeches
BAHH, so FREAKY . and ben asked, 'will there be crocodiles?' HAHAH! i almost burst out laughing like mad. fighting leeches and crocs at the same time ;D hahahha! who ever thot of a croc on a mountain. hahahah!
;DDD these ppl really brighten up my night by talkin and crapping with them you know!
HAHAHAH!

and i was talking to spastic seaweed pig maniac! hehe! who keeps laughing nonstop and it's contagious. so i laughed nonstop with her. omg, freaking funny. i laughed till i got high and cant stop! hehe!

okay! and so here's another person to add on to the 'i miss you' list! heh! JAYNE DONGSAENG! lucky girl, she's gg to korea! omg, can u imagine KOREA! SEOUL! hahah! i'd miss you girl! i;d miss spazzing with u abt bohae! cos they're such loves! ;D haha! and that pic was soooo cute! booo! may u meet ur min and take a pic with him! heheh! so u wont have to photoshop (like what i retardedly love doing) hahahahaha! ;D dont faint when u see bohae! ;D take care girl! i miss you and i look forward to seeing you again okay! ;DDD i really hope i can make it for the 2nd gathering! been almost half a yr since i saw u all ;( hahaha!

okay!!! ot's in F-O-U-R days time! and bleags, im gg out with lingy , tam and yeewen on fri! oh no, there goes my diet. goneeee!!!! ;( hahahahha! but i hope i wont eat too much! not too much i pray! ;D LAUGHS! yay!!

fan decided to be a good girl, she'd finish two chapters of chem and two chapters of math tml.
AND SHE WILL PERSEVERE TO FINISH what she promised ;D

30 may 2007

2007-05-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

resolution for the holidays :
FAN SIA'S GOING ON A DIET FROM TODAY ONWARDS ;) (till she loses 3 kg O.O)
do NOT (and i emphasize, NOTTTT) tempt her with good food (gd healthy food is fine)/ fattening food ;D

alrights, im gg off for training now ;D

29 may 2007

2007-05-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

BAHHHH!! BIG BULLIES ATTACK! ;( i cant believe stupid ting and shifu are ganging up to bully this poor girl here ;( hahah! im deeply saddened by this fact. HAHAHA! considering the fact that one's my shifu and the other is playmate ;/ what's the world coming to man!

ANYW! woke up early morning (well, not too early) 9.30am! and went to sch for LOVELY (note the sarcasm) PW, oh so lovely. hahahahah! till now, i still DONT understand the rationale for bloody PW which gives me headaches the moment i think abt it.
HAHAH! okayy! so went off to meet tam and sijia for SPIDEEYYY 3! omg, like finally, i get to watch spidey! heh!! omg, i was freezing cold in the cinema! and yes, tam, sijia and me almost died of overwhelming sweetness of candy floss. BAAHAH, it's SOOOOO SWEET that we can die of diabetes, but i kept eating it anyw! and then and then, we MET with LORENA! ;D and WALKED to somerset to take neos. hahah! NEOS! happy happy! and the most impt thing is it LOOKS NICE! hahah!

and then, tammy has to leave. sijia,lorena and i decided to have an early dinner (after much debating and finally, TOSSING COIN) at kobayashi. haha BUDGET BUDGET! and that's when we decided to have an extreme makeover for sijia! HEHEH! we decided to shop ard and make her try clothes that she'd nv ever think of wearing. hahahah!! shopped like crazy, from heeren to far east then to wisma! omg, been long since i even shopped this way and do all that crazy stuff with this two crazy kids! heh! we're still kids/teenagers so it's NOT surprising to see three crazy girls laughingg and doing weird things. hahahahaha! omg, i laughed like crazy when i shop with them really. and i miss it. i miss how we can actually do such STUPID/weeetarded stuff together!

AND GLUTTONY US decided to have our fill (time of yummilicious desserts!) at gelare! WHEEEHEEE! budget-ish lorena BRILLIANTLY RMBED that it's a tuesday and GELARE waffles are on 1/2 price! heh! okay, camwhored heaps with the icecreams, and we sure look like gluttons, DIGGING STRAIGHT at the waffles upon seeing them! heh! i still rmb how the other customers savour it slowly, while we just gobbled two plates of waffles up in less than 15 mins ;D that's how freaky we are! WAHAAH!! and after that, we went to wisma! HEH! SPENT A LONG TIME in topshop, forever 21 and ripcurl! OMG, i saw this gorgeous black/purple striped shirt with a hood in ripcurl ;D gosh, i want it sooo much. but it's EXPENSIVE ;/ ahah and BUDGET-ish LORENA decided to fulfil her desire and bought a 23 bucks - necklace. hahha ;D talk abt budget, dear!

;D but shopping with them is LOVE! i so miss them! and yes, suddenly we talked abt not being able to scream and act retardedly in public doing stupid things anymore just a few yrs later when we're no longer 16 or 17, where we're supposed to be mature and everything else. losing the child innocence and fun i suppose! ;D heheh! it's kinda sad and we pray these days dont come THAT FAST YET! ;D

i love blogging abt happy stuff! and guess what, SPASTIC SEAWEED IS IN ACTION AGN! HEH! she's contagiously making EVERYONE ard her laugghhhh like MAD ;D hahahahaah!!!!! nighs and oh my tian girl! dont lose your voice laughing k, even tho i think i'd enjoy laughing ALOT with you when we're up on the mountains where the laughters will hopefully scare off all the LEECHES ;DD and whoohoo, i cant wait for backpacking holidays! ;D WE MUST GO!

okayyy, im beginning to miss so many ppl who're away! ;(
i miss ah gor! i miss shifu! i miss lameo! i miss jingxuan! i miss nic! (haha, in order of the dates they leave) obviously, the longer the duration i dont see them, i miss them even more! take care people! and know that there's someone out here missing you people out there ;DD stay healthy and you ppl are love ;D pls kp safe ;)) i'd pray for u all.

yay! pw session just finished. i shall leave pw till tml ;D my brain's dead for now ;DD
YAY! slping time = bliss + joy + sweet dreams of ppl i love! ;))

5 days to OT ;DDDDD (and 5 beautiful days to the war with leeches (but truly, responsible seaweed's laughters will scare them away. so it's safe with her ard!) ;DD

28 may 2007

2007-05-29T00:22:00.001+08:00

BOO! heh! pioneering+fieldcooking today! HAHA!
omg, i hate termites. they're soooo disgustinggg; ahahah!
but yeah, learning to deal with them and yes! finally, we did our first session of fieldcooking today! haha! okay, kaili and i were getting cabbage high cos we ate 7 servings of cabbages! ;DDD lovely. it's seriously yummy okay! HAHAHAH!

went to watch PIRATES with some of the odac-ers after that! heh! omg, it was a gd show after all ;D at least it's a movie watched! and im gg to watch movie with tam and sijia! SPIDEY SPIDEY! my longawaited spidey! ;D cant wait! hahahaha!

alrights,needa go now, still gotta be in sch for pw tml morninggg ;)

27 may 2007

2007-05-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

BOOGIIE! hehh! sch hols' finally here! and GUESS WHAT!!
OT'S GG TO BE HERE IN A MERE 7 DAYS TIME! ;D
omgg, the thot of OT is like simply excitinggg! wheehee~ and congrats to all who are 2-star kayakers now! XDD(bahh, i still feel myself bobbing up and down as if im on the sea) wheeeheeeee! happy happy and for the others, dont worry!!!! you guys are gg to get it soon ;D

25/05/07;
FULL DAY for all of vjc students;D haha!! it was like really expected, but i still enjoyed the fact that there's a FULL DAY! so there was supposed to be pt but due to some interruptions such as extra lessons and SPA, we didnt do much. some of us den went to parkway to get first aid supplies ! and RUSHED back like mad for match support at toa payoh for vj bball girls! haha! they're PRO!;D omgg, it was like really excitingg and the scores were really close. cheered till our throats were sore and voices hoarse ;) but it was realli delighting when VJ BBALL GIRLS WON!
anyw, vj soccer girls fought hard and well! ;D great job still!
and congrats to cel and tammy and beatrice ;D heh!!

26/06/07;
a FREAKING RUSHED day overall. heh! woke up freaking late and started chionging for 2-star kayaking course. oh god, and probably the fact that i started my day chionging, the rest of it carried on the trend;D hahah! expedition on the sea! and heh! felt rather drained! but we completed it! yay! and after that went to beach road to buy camping bag for OT! hahah! wheehee bought a 50litres bag at 50 bucks. pretty good bargain ;D yay!
after dinner at army mkt, freaking waited for bus 100 to take to kallang mrt, but it took soooo longgg! omg, was panicking like mad! bahhh! thank god i cabbed down to tanah merah to take mrt to airport! met shannon on the way and saw the rest at airport to send shifu off to overseas training! heh ;D gambate shifu! ;D aja aja hwaiting!
bahhh, we slacked awhile in the airport and took the last bus 34 out of airport. thank god we ran for thebus. hahah! felt so stranded on the bus and took cab home ;) heaps of cabbing today. heh!

27/07/07
KAYAKING! heh! it's fun and we love it. but we all agree excessive kayaking makes u feel lazy and worse, i still feel like im bobbing up and down! WAHAHHH, alrights! managed to get my cert! happy happy! WHEE!! finally managed to go home early to catch my tv show and finally, im home earlier den mommy and daddy. and they seemed really happy abt it ;) hahahahh!
right!

7 days to OT!