greatest achievement for the day: chem bonding's completed ;D
but seriously, i still have doubts abt it and frankly, i can hardly rmb anything ya even tho the notes are RIGHT in front of me now. boobooobooo, mugging sucks esp when you dont even find the time to. training, den mug den go home den slp den mug den train and the cycle is endless. shucks ;( i hate this. mugging sucks. how i wished the info will just diffuse into my head (well, definitely, the concentration of the lecture notes is much higher than that in my head. diffusion thus WILL take place, just so happens that my head's not a partially permeable membrane that is)
sheesh, so guides camp's over. and seriously, seeing them, i really got reminded of myself when i was sec four. and really, it was like i was feeling the guidey feeling all again. shucks, i really feel emo tonight. i dont know, probably cos everything's like in a mess.... total mess. i wonder how, why and even so, what made me like this. if only i knew the ans to this... hhmmm, but i was glad during the camp, lotsa stuff got cleared up ;) between us and the red badge. and of cos, i started missing all those times when i was still a guide, rushing for guides everyday after lesson. even tho life revolved abt guides, i was contented and happy then. even scribes was truly something fun and enjoyable ;D all that wonderful times. the bad times when we got panicky and worried and had to plan last min stuff for enrolment etc.. probably we did complain alil here and there, but we felt all the more accomplished when stuff goes well ;) and all the fun/laughter/sufferings/hardships with our batchmates were all so unforgettable ;DD

now, staring at the stupid chem notes before me. i get irritated. yucks, chem sucks. aaaakaaabeeshhhh... i feel like screaminggg ;O lalalalala! and oh yeah im alil happy cos i spent my $ buying dbsk new jap album! five in the black ;D it's love i tell you ;DDD cuteness! and yes, we were in liang court today again for study session and talking abt our aspirations to go korea/japan to stay,study and stuff like that. got so excited at the thot of probably seeing hae ;) he's like one of my greatest motivation in life ;DD it's amazing how he helped me tide through my o levels. haha!

bahhh, i want to watch rain in the rain again. haha! seriously, when you're feeling so frustrated and irritated, it's good to do sth crazy sometimes. then i got reminded abt the time where we actually watched rain in the rain. it's a wonder how we enjoyed it so much. haha! getting drenched but enjoying it cos it was so calming ;D and it was great joy just runningg around like that and then sitting down there watching the rain when rain's just slappin onto you. well, should try it again sometime. trust me, it's love <3 and u probably want to run through some song in your head cos you feel even better doing that ;)

shuckss. i wish i can type this post on and on forever becos i tell myself i must go face my econs notes after this post. bahs, which i DONT want to ; ( and im freaking rejecting and dreading that idea of looking at my econs notes. hmmm hmm! oh yeah, anyw, happy birthday to alex today, rach tay and bessy tml, and adeline on thurs! oh oh and ryeowookie too ;D okay, im submitting to fate. off i go now and see the ugly notes ;/

greatest achievement for the day: chem bonding's completed ;D
but seriously, i still have doubts abt it and frankly, i can hardly rmb anything ya even tho the notes are RIGHT in front of me now. boobooobooo, mugging sucks esp when you dont even find the time to. training, den mug den go home den slp den mug den train and the cycle is endless. shucks ;( i hate this. mugging sucks. how i wished the info will just diffuse into my head (well, definitely, the concentration of the lecture notes is much higher than that in my head. diffusion thus WILL take place, just so happens that my head's not a partially permeable membrane that is)
sheesh, so guides camp's over. and seriously, seeing them, i really got reminded of myself when i was sec four. and really, it was like i was feeling the guidey feeling all again. shucks, i really feel emo tonight. i dont know, probably cos everything's like in a mess.... total mess. i wonder how, why and even so, what made me like this. if only i knew the ans to this... hhmmm, but i was glad during the camp, lotsa stuff got cleared up ;) between us and the red badge. and of cos, i started missing all those times when i was still a guide, rushing for guides everyday after lesson. even tho life revolved abt guides, i was contented and happy then. even scribes was truly something fun and enjoyable ;D all that wonderful times. the bad times when we got panicky and worried and had to plan last min stuff for enrolment etc.. probably we did complain alil here and there, but we felt all the more accomplished when stuff goes well ;) and all the fun/laughter/sufferings/hardships with our batchmates were all so unforgettable ;DD

now, staring at the stupid chem notes before me. i get irritated. yucks, chem sucks. aaaakaaabeeshhhh... i feel like screaminggg ;O lalalalala! and oh yeah im alil happy cos i spent my $ buying dbsk new jap album! five in the black ;D it's love i tell you ;DDD cuteness! and yes, we were in liang court today again for study session and talking abt our aspirations to go korea/japan to stay,study and stuff like that. got so excited at the thot of probably seeing hae ;) he's like one of my greatest motivation in life ;DD it's amazing how he helped me tide through my o levels. haha!

bahhh, i want to watch rain in the rain again. haha! seriously, when you're feeling so frustrated and irritated, it's good to do sth crazy sometimes. then i got reminded abt the time where we actually watched rain in the rain. it's a wonder how we enjoyed it so much. haha! getting drenched but enjoying it cos it was so calming ;D and it was great joy just runningg around like that and then sitting down there watching the rain when rain's just slappin onto you. well, should try it again sometime. trust me, it's love <3 and u probably want to run through some song in your head cos you feel even better doing that ;)

shuckss. i wish i can type this post on and on forever becos i tell myself i must go face my econs notes after this post. bahs, which i DONT want to ; ( and im freaking rejecting and dreading that idea of looking at my econs notes. hmmm hmm! oh yeah, anyw, happy birthday to alex today, rach tay and bessy tml, and adeline on thurs! oh oh and ryeowookie too ;D okay, im submitting to fate. off i go now and see the ugly notes ;/