hello world, darlings, dears, loves ;D hehe! okay. i think this few days have been madness and i shan't elaborate anything now. yeps, and i think my brains are kinda screwed, fried, grilled, i dunno. ;D haha! and madness sis is frantically tryingto study for 2 subjects for her CA and then, rushing for her D&T project/coursework. i dont know. aye,and im slacking. okay. im supposed to do at least alil bit of work today. at least that's what i wanted to achieve. but guess not. im kinda tried, mentally and well.. physically too. and i dont understand why ;D haha it's the achey feeling all over your body ;( aye! and shyt, i think i start doing stupid stuff everytime i feel groggy and tired ;D LOL! a korean dude called me on my mobile today! and heck, i didnt know who that stranger was. ;D but yes, nice voice nice language ;D man, i so wanted to reply him in korean. and POOF, i cant cos apparently my korean sucks to the max ;D i cant even rmb the basics except for annyeonhaseyo! ;D LOL! that's qt bad i realise. haha!

and yeps, SHH dear, pls recover asap ;D and get well sooon! i'd be praying for you ;D and yes, may the virus be killed killed killed destroyed destroyed very very very soon pls! ;D HEHE! missed ya girl! (even tho it was only for a short one day!) hahah! it feels weird not seeing shh in the room today! ;D cos you're alw in the room you seee! ;D hehe! and poor ivie is missing ya too! heh! and she went to h3 alone today with no shh ;( ayee! and she was complaining it in the loggie too! ;D HEHE! so impt shh, pls come back soooon!;D

LOL! and yes, i think im very much typing alot alot alot alot of crap now. haha brain's not workingthat fantastic you see ;D haha! and mommy was like slapping my feet just now cos i suddenly talked really loud to her! HAHA! and she was like 'is that how you talked to your mommy!' in a freaking joking manner and i just went on to irritating and annoying her with increased volume ;D haha! LOL the entire episode was kinda funny and everyth stopped immediately the moment the show went back on agn ;D the transition was woah FAST. HAHA!

AYE! fan's happy abt many little things today even tho she didnt get to eat her B&J's free cone. MAN! ;D i wanttttt~ hahah! i cant believe i missed it this yr agn ;/ haha! but it's okay. i was pure lazy and heh, i have been a good kid being in a sparsely populated physics lecture, and trying to manage copying lecture notes and slping at the same time ;D and TADA, i managed to ;D just that i didnt get a good slp. haha! but ayeee... choco fudge brownie, strawberry cheesecake, raspberry sorbet and many many many more!~ shut up fan, sinful ttm! haha! knocked out totally for math lecture today, like woah, really fast. i just couldnt take it. the aircon's freakingggg... SPOILT! on hot weathers like this ;/ haha! ;D man, pls get the aircon fixed.

alright, mommy's complaining i've been slping really LATE lately ;D HAHA! and she's wondering why. and heh, i just smiled at her. i cant possibly tell her im surfing ard, constantly watching videos and chatting senselessly XP since i reached home early early at 7 plus today ;D i shall be a really good kid to slp at 12 sharp ;D sports day tml. and poof, i dont feel like running 8*50m. eh, abit i cannot really run lah huh. ;/ LOL! aye. go aquila ;D GOGOAQUILA ;D haha!

alright, patiently waitin for the clock to strike 12 ;D heh! that's like cinderella heh! okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVISIMO! ;D YOU'RE LOVED! ;D

aye;D had a great and fantastic day out after like i dunno how long ;D stepped into town. gosh ;D hehe! felt like any normal teenager who goes to town and have fun! ;D lol! yeps, walked ard and was pretty high ;D grins! but got kinda mentally exhausted after the entire afternn ;D but it was still good and fun tho.

and so, this sunday proves to be yet another totally slack day ;D didnt do anyth related to school at all for this entire week. freak and im feeling kinda guilty and it's a feeling of uncertainty becos i have never been so unsure in my life before abt schoolwork and stuff (this only shows i HAD[note the terrible past tense] been a consistent playhard but still perform relatively good student) well, like what lameo said, it was THE PAST and darn, i dont know what got into my brains these two yrs too ;D everything's been good except for the academics part. true, i dont fail any subjects for promos and cts so maybe im in a btr situation than many others. but there are well... expectations to live up to. talked to some others and lameo just earlier today. it's kinda scary to be reminded of the little time we have now till disgusting alvls. definitely, i cant think alvls as easy as i did for olvls bcos im not the least prepared at all. the thought is kinda scary becos the feeling's just so foreign. shoosh, cant blame anything else except for myself. nods, and yeah, got kinda frustrated at myself and i admit, alil stressed out but haha, definitely not to the point of crumbling. ;D imma strong bcos i have lame ppl like lameo ard me who are willing to lend me their shoulder to lean on when i needed it. ;D haha! so yes, it was comforting for a lean on the shoulder for a silent one min and i guess i needed it ;D and guess what, it was over the phone. haha! amazing how it still has the same effect. haha we're so lame but thanks love ;D GOSH!;D haha alright, just let me slack for another one last night ;D den maybe i'd pick up alil ;D

ah crap, this post wasnt intended to turn out this way ;/ lol, but yeah, i blog what i feel. haha! alright, on to the happy stuff, great job to volarers ;D! they got 2nd! ;DD HAHAH! the acct on ivie's blog was totally entertaining and interesting! ;D hehe! glad they had soooomuch fun! ;D HEHE! allright, busy week ahead. but imma gg to block out labour day for studying ;D and i hope the little motivation isnt too shortlived to die out on me on labour day itself :D whee! and yeps, tuesday's LOVELY FREE CONE DAY FOR B&J's :D and FRIDAY's DANCE CONCERT ;D LOVELY. haha!

okay! and lol! zl's retarded. haha! he says he'd study hard for chem test on week8 and get an A! hahah ;D oh right, we'd see how true it turns out. but the reason for him to study hard is really very motivating ;D hahaha! oh haha this is just pure random:D

haha! as usual, fan's damn bored! HAHA! OH RIGHT! and i saw the tag from both my spastic dears, ivieeee and siewhweeee;D

Game rules:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
betrayed and heartbroken ;( poof, if he ever betrays me, then, he's definitely not the one for me ;) get on with life ;D it doesnt just fall cos my lover betrayed me ;/ HAHA, but it takes time tho ;D

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
hmmm.. just be frank ;D but yeah, nv harshly ;D

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
i nv really think of this before. hmmm, what about just a wedding in big field of nice flowers ;D and then, have little cute korean kids ard as flower boys and girls ;D AWWW, so adorable ;D

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
there's nth much to be confused of. unless you want me to decide what course i wanna take in uni, maybe i would be ;D

5. What's your ideal lover like?
aye, someone like leedonghae ;D HAHA! fat hope ;D lol
nah, i think someone who understands, cares, shares my happiness, sadness, makes me laugh and just loves me for who i am ;D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
being loveddd ;D

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
aye, that really depends ;D


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
aye, what can i do? LOL ;D i aint gonna be a third party ;/ HAHA

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
not really ;D maybe just grumpy at most ;D

10. What do you want most in life?
to be constantly happy ;D

11. Is being tagged fun?
lol, fun when you have nth to do. haha! it can cure some boredom ;D

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
utterly betrayed.but i believe my best friend will never do that ;D FAITH AND TRUST ;D

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
i dont know how to ans this. i have IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ;D i cant choose one ;D

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
ivie and shh : BOTH SPASTIC CYCLONERS ;D YET ADORABLE TO THE MAX :DD!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
the reality remains that you cant do anyth being poor. forced and driven circumstances will tend to drive all the happyness away even if you're with your loved one ;D and richness cant buy you happyness you can have with your beloved. aye, im greedy, can i have the best of both worlds? ;DD

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
circle ard him more frequently (STALKER YES. LOL! nah, imma just kidding abt the front portion), make sure he knows my name and rmbs my face.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
;D yes, anything that i feel comfortable and happy with ;D

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
prefers being loved and so the extent of being loved ;D the one who loves me more ;D

19. What type of friends do you like?
friends whom we can depend on ;D i believe in give and take ;D so yeah, anyone who i love sharing my happyness with and friends who can laugh, talk, cry and do any crazy retardedd funny stuff with you and at the end of the day, creates the best moments ever ;D

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
OMG, YAY! IMMA GENIUS! ;D AND LAUGHS UNCONTROLLABLY!;D
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aye, i tag lingy, lameo, tong oh,just anyone who feels bored enough to want to try this ;DD

hello loves! im back back ;D hehe just did e assessment after a nice one half hr of slp ;D and the slp made me very happy! cos i wont doze off in front of the lappie agn ;D like ytd, i was trying to keep very very awake while transferring photos and files! oh yeah anyw, been pretty long since the last actual post ;D hehe! today;s a pretty funny day. filming is extremely boring, having to do the same scene over and over again. yawns and it slowly drains all that energy i have in me, leaving me so tired. hahah! finally when it ended, i was kinda really happy. haha went for lunch at bedok central. haha and den even tho i was sooo freaking tired that i can just go home and fall aslp, i went town with jol and hammy. haha ;D SHOPPING! ;D whee! didnt get anyth tho!haha! BUT IT WAS STILL FUN cos it felt like i went out for a reason - window shopping. wanted to get caps ;D but the designs werent too nice ;D HAHAH

lol!and hammy got to window shop with two girls. hahah basically we kept choosing clothes for him to try and change in. lol! freaking funny. hahah. the white shirt with pink stripes and cute pockets is NICEEEE ;D it makes someone look happy and cheery ;D hahahs. and hammy refused to try on the green stripes shirt jol chose.haha funny to the max. hahahs. and jol and i want to buy backpack backpack! ;D haha and funny shh, sick still go shopping and buy bacpack somemore!AHHH! haha jealloussss grins. aye! i want to buy that mooks cap actually. kinda liked it but it was kinda ex ;/ POOF. hahah!

fan wants to shop ;D

ah feeling tired now. opened this page, hoping to blog. but im kinda drained. hahah! the filming for the funny mediacorp show took like super long that my brains, head, eyes and everything else is tired. aye! but i still went for a pretty fun and adrenalined( that means i survived on adrenaline ;D) shopping trip. ;D hahah! didnt buy anyth but i was tempted to ;D shall elaborate more later.

FAN NEEDS TO GO SLP FOR A SHORT SHORT WHILE! BE BACK LATERR LOVES ;D

bwahh, im excited, sleepy, happy, alil upset, alil worried, alil confused ;/ poof, what kinda weird feeling is this! ;( hahah!

poof! another day just went by ;D aye and im just here to blog sth, after not blogging for qt some time. actually, erm.. jus one day XD lol! okay yea! today's fine! and i really really really tried keeping awake during class but i guess i still died in the end ;/ haha! man, sleeping early sure doesnt help in keeping myself awake in lectures and tutorials ;/ aye, so that implies only the tchers. ahem. yes. HAHA!! but yes, effort is better than anyth else! ;D

haha! im feeling kinda slpy now ;/ like i can totally doze off and slp. haha! lol at a crazy time of 8:41pm. haha! now this is called slping early ;P as if i would. haha! and yes went to ccab to support crosscty ;D haha! the weather's damn weird. haha super hot initially and den started pouring like crazy towards the end. was wet almost thoroughly ;( eeks, and i wasnt prepared to get wet at all today. haha! my bag, lecturenotes, worksheets, NOTES ;( and everything else were almost all wet ;/ hhaha! but usually i dont really mind rainy days when im indoors or when i feel crazy enough to get wet. aye! try watching rain in the rain ;D ah! damn fun damn fun! lol! but just as i said, it wasnt the right time to get wetttt in the rain today. hehe!

okayy doke ;D and now im like laying everything on the ground to sorta hope they'd dry! haha! eeeyer, stupid. the notes are wet and horrible ;( hahaha! and eeks, why aint the stupid bag waterproof. NYEH! hahaha! ya so one of the best things that made my day was sorta like the yummy icecream i bought aft getting out from ccab ;D ah BLISS! ;D hehe! it was sooo much LOVE eating it! HEHE! jumps ard!

imma still happy happy ! ;D dang! i reached home before 730 pm today! OMG! like after how long. wow ;D and mom was surprised i was home so early :D hehe! eeks and the strawberries im eating now are not nice ;/ grins! SHH! i want nice korean strawberries which taste yummy yum yum ;D hehe! and uh, ultra sweeeettt ;D ahaha, random. alright. imma ending here ;D and i forgot, s44 blog up ;D yayee! place to spam pictures ;D but i think the blog'll end up stagnant soon enough ;D

HAHAHH!

alright! FIRST THING:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG! (sorry dear, wasnt able to get a present for u or anyth cos i lost track of dates ;( ayee! but will make it up to u soon! ;D sorry love! but stil, have a wonderful burfday you girl! ;D)
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD! ;D


aye okay! today's pretty much a normal day and yes, sheila's back ;D HAHAH! after her whole two weeks of not in school! ;D heh! she recovered from her chicken pox! and with really little scars ;D which is a goooddiee thing! HURRAY! ;D and yes, watched soccer match today and yeps, it was kinda imba but not as exciting as the prev match against cj.but still, not bad ;D hahah! lol and den there was an impromptu decision to go for class dinner with some ppl from s44 to celebrate bernard's bday! haha! so had to wait in the room till 730pm while everyone else went home except for wm and ch. hahah! lol. as usual, beauty and the beast are alw the last to leave ;D hahah! yeps! didnt do much today. or rather, didnt do anyth constructive at all today. poof! ;( plain lazy. AYE! but dinner was fun and super hilarious. we waited for the king of the day to arrive. haha and 730pm became 830pm. lol ;D how retarded. but it's okay, still had qt a funny time waiting. went to fish&co for dinner and yayee! cheryl and i shared seafood platter for one along with chockie junkie. yummilicious to the max. and the whole table shared jungle freeze and mermaid freeze ;D hehe! was feeling ultra full after that ;D aye! and sang bday song for bernarddd! and gave him his beautiful childish kiddo presents that seeann and andrew got for him on our behalf-a ratatouille pencil case and a winnie the pooh water bottle.

aye cabbed home with yf and xy after that ;D hurray! can cab! ;D happy happy. grins. den got home not as late as expected to be. and yes, i promised shifu that i'd slp early today. and so yes, im slping like NOW. ;D HAHA! okay. nightsy world and i really think my body system is kinda screwed. FREAK, AGAIN! ;( ARH!

and so before i forget, yes let pictures do the talking ;D
oh oh and cheryl's setting up a blog for us to load our pics ;D which is good. meanwhile i'd just post it on mine ;D


happy burfday boy! ;D

woke up alil too late today and hence, decided to stay at home to study. and poofy, just when i decided to really really concentrate on studying. my aunt came with my two lil cousins. eh wait.. hahas nephews, ah ya, my cousins' children. hahah. gosh. super super super noisy! HAH! but they're adorable tho. they immediately took control over my laptop and started spamming games and the young one was adorable and dimply ;D hah! kept doing rolls on the bed and stuff. hahas! man so that only explains the fact why i cant concentrate and heh, they just took control my entire room, jumping on my bed and stuff. hahahs so cute. lol but noisy to the point that nothing organic chem goes into my poor brain ;( haah so i think today's pretty much unproductive even tho i managed to read hydroxy compounds, carbonyl compounds and carboxylic acid and derivatives. but heh,can i mention that i rmb nth much of them just that they look somewhat the same to me and the terms' just foreign and swimming in my head ;D

hehe! daddy mommy made me go to their room to study and apparently, i fell aslp on the bed cos heh, it was kinda dark and stuff and the air con's on. so, perfect for slping. haha! slept for probably an hr plus? ah but was more refreshed when i woke up. dinner after that and darn, im reading hydroxy cpds AGAIN. ah freak. hahah it just doesnt stay in the mind. hahahah! alright. man, im not focusingggg~

aye ;D nth much till now ;D
aye i rmb! alcohol can be prepared from alkenes, halogenoalkanes, carboxylic acids, ketones and aldehydes ;D tht's like everything. DANG. HAHAH! ;DD hurray ;D and this is probably the only thing i rmb. haha cos i read this before my thots start to run wild, jump wild. and it's amazing how you cant control sometimes what your mind thinks! man, im beginning to miss alot alot alot of things of the past. and memories are so powerful, you just have to unlock them and it brings the same vivid emotions back ;D

and yes, quote of the day 'dont wait for a special miracle, create it'!
:D

ah freak. did i mention that i hate hate hate blogger to freaking delete my post that i painstakingly typed out despite my extreme slpiness ;/ ah. but yeps, im back here in my cozy little space after a slight revamp ;D ah, yeps new blog layout ;D hehe and i call it happiness pangs. happiness pangs are the sensation of overwhelming joy overflowing within you ;D and yeps every little thing in life contributes to this happiness pangs ;D every simple thing can bring a smile upon someone's face ;D oh right ;D

nth much to blog this week. it's just the usual ;) and musicfest first. good job to both paper pavement and hello panda! man, i so wanted you all to win. but no worries, cliche as it might sound, i think u all are winners in our hearts! ;D ah yes, great job josiah daddy and did i mention the blue base was hella cool ;D ah yes! and to hello pandas,shoosh you all were super super super! haha! entertaining to the max i swear ;D from the start of the mv till the end, i was practically laughing like a girl gone crazy ;D musicfest probably drained all that energy in me that when i reached home i slept almost immediately.

ah, glad i woke up in time today to take ivie's car to changi jetty ;D went ubin for weeding and cycling. kinda cool ;D experienced getting pricked by mimosa (which loks so harmless but indeed a scam!) ah yes, weeded alot of weeds ;D and it was pretty nice and fun. lunch after that and den went home with ivie, shh and shihan! bus 59 gang ;D YAYEE! ;D but i guess we slept throughout most of the time ;D HEHE! yawns yawns. the tiredness was setting in then.

hahah! alright it sure is setting in now. im tired. ah i dont feel like studying tml! arigh, quit whining fan. im getting too lazy for my own good. haha! idealistic and UNrealistic me tells myself that things will work out well for academics. somehow i'd be able to fight it!
HAHAH! nah, with sheer determination (i hope have) and yeps, i can do it miraculously w/o touching the lecture notes. haha i wish ;D grins! ohoh and did i mention norton's live chat help was very effective in fixing the comp :D YES! im gg slp now! TIRED! AHHH!

oh and before that, my idealistic wish for tonight is 'everyone, please be happy ;D'

aye, school day was fine ;D nods. a really short and summarised post ;D plain lazy to type a real long one (; had a plain day of lessons, econs test(which i reckon im gg to ahemfail. i got confused halfway), lovely donut from kai which saved me from horrid gastric (i swear the best remedy? haha! try donuts if you have gastric ;D eh no, it's not true, i was justbeing crappy XD), gaming time (lumines,puzzle bubble,bridge,daidi haha with small cards, big cards, some funny memory game which i sucked at. YES, like totally! but i still got like one or two pairs right! XP), slacked in the room, tested arkar his vocabs for SATS (ah, cheemology), watched and cheered for the odac guys' 2248 race! ;D (ahaha, freaking amazing job ;D you all deserve heaps of pats on ur backs!)

my, my shortest post probably. just not in the mood to type alot. ah laziness's taking toll ;D and that only means i have to changeblog layoutbefore i decide to abandon this lil lovely place agn ;)
ah, came across accidentally the lyrics of this very lovely song and im listening to it right now. man, i miss it so much. and this is a really beautiful song ;D

//
IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill this world with love and light
Light that shines for all to see
Love that sets our spirits free

IJ friendships through the years
Born of simple joys and tears
Something tells us deep inside
IJ friends are friends for life

Hold on to our dream of peace, don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream

IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill our hearts with love and light
Light to see ourselves anew
Love begins with me and you

IJ voices ringing true
Reaching out and breaking through
Every heart will hear our call
Share our dream of peace for all

Hold on to our dream of peace, don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream (x2)

Hold on to our dream
Hold fast to the IJ dream
Hold on to our dream
//

if only there wasnt a need to worry abt anything else ;D

ahha, didnt do much today even tho was supposed to be out with fourdee loves mugging and studying. but left halfway to do some stuff with lingy and swear waiting time's a torture but glad i went to popular and got myself new pens and pencils ;D haha got told off by lingy for eating choc waffle when i have sorethroat ;D haha! and mom's feeding me with heaps of fruits cos apparently it's good for the throat. vitamin a b c d e f g h... z! haha! ;D right ;/ and im bloated with grapes, bananas, papayas and vitagen/yakult ;D haha! shoosh, i feel like a rolly rolly now. hahh ;D random.

pooof, but today's still good! ;D i love being out with my loves. they make me feel happy and peaceful ! hah!

SKIP THIS ENTIRE COMPLAINING SECTION:D man, and security guard/librarian wannabe was being the ultimate GL today. was alil annoyed with her. ha, we so said she has a secret ambition to be a librarian or sth. poof ;/and so yeps, there wasnt enough seats so i sat with this 3 guys from the uni. poof the one in front of me was totally ungentlemanly ;( haha! if he hadnt realised, the table's meant for sharing and he has to shove his notes right in front of me. ha, and i was kinda irritated so i guess the friend of this ungentlemanly guy realised and hesitantly took the notes away, looking paiseh and sorry. ha! at least that guy was much btr ;) but heh, i kept dozing off to slp reading econs. and man, when i survived till pg16. kai and cecilia were like. oh the front parts aint the crucial ones. kinda unimpt actually. i wanted to kill myself almost instantly ;D HAHA! man, econs, why're you torturing me like that ;( ah shoosh. i wanna stuff my head in the pillow. hahah! okay i alr did that. and hugging big white bear (okay it used to be big when i was young) for comfort. man, my heart/mind and soul felt like it's gone thru a battle of 'comprehending and remembering econs'. and lost terribly ;( econs is soooo frustrating. it's like spurting/hurling/drowning/flooding me with foreign terms,concepts which i dont feel like understanding ;( okay. im lazy lazy lazy! GEEES, okay that's an entire para of me complaining. pretend you didnt see this if u've been defiant enough to read this even if i said,stop reading. haha!

alright! ;D and the day's been great with my dear loves ;D ah,and we talked abt how sec sch life was pure happy and peaceful;D heh! and i wanna stay at sweet sassy sixteen forever but i dont wanna miss last yr and this yr too ;Dhehe! humans are greedy and nv satisfied. hahas ;D grins. and we want things we cant get. hahah! can i just miraculously know econs?

and man, i missed 11:11 again andthis time by 1 or 2 mins. ;( man, i could have wished for, 'i hope econs will make frens with me' hahaha ;D lol! but despite all that, i still love today!! lameo says im a lazybone. ha, im sure ;D who was the one lazing at home, and can sit at the same spot in front of the same tv for 8 hrs str. hahah! ;D alright, out with tong to study tml. hahaman, she's suffering the same fate as me. we slacked the entire of today ;( haha hopefully tml's gg to be extremely productive/useful ;D haha, i will study ;D hopefully ;D

and wheehee, if all things fail, keep a smile on ;D and all who smile are with you ;D and all who cry will join u ;D ahaha! and my wish for today, may everyone be happy and smiling alw ;D cos happy is the one simple easy word everyone know, want, wish and will be granted if you seek contentment in every simple lil thing ;D

haha! alright. 4.10am in the morning! ;D dozed off halfway while using and now totally wide awake man, but freak, i think the throat's giving way. man, it hurts and i dont wanna talk ;( hahah!! lol pray i wouldnt lose my voice because i have the greatest tendency to do so. alright ;D so the day's as usual, HAPPY! dont ask me why everyday's a happy day, cos they just are ;D hahah! pw results release and gosh, got a B. i dont know what i was feelingthen. or rather i didnt really feel anyth. not quite. i was like.. huh orh okay lo;D man, call that nonchalence or what, im sucha optimistic person to not really place results at such high priority and gets over them fast. orh no wait, there's isnt even a need to get over it. hahah. wasnt feeling a tad of upsetness. lol. alright really weird ;D but i guess i see things in a more open view that it didnt exactly matter;D

lessons were the norm but freak, got suanned by econs tutor cos i went into lessons w/o my econs tys and i didnt prepare my work and so didnt the ppl alongside with me and she has to whack me the most ;/ sucks. haha! not that im complaining as if i didntdo anyth wrong. but bleags, it almost did kill my day. but i guess slping during her lessons paid for everything she did ;D lol i forgot almost the event after the 3 period econs tutorial. it was pure torture ;/

captain's ball was heh, pretty fun again today. ;D girls did some fun fun fun drills ;) lol. and yah, played after that. hahha! fun fun before the disgusting feeling sets in again. man, sucha familiar feeling cos it's been not-too-long since i felt that way again. it was bad but not that bad. ;D hah! tahanable. lol! but jol's one was worse. like... double pain. ;( glad it got btr!! ;D nods bathed ;D felt shiok! and oh yes, thanks heaps beast for the nice mashed potato ;D it was shiok lah ;D HAHA! what a kind beast ;D hahha!

freak and as usual, shldnt have told ya,stupid lameo, giving me an hr lecture on how one must eat proper meals. eat proper meals. yes my dear i heard that, you naggy pig ;P seizing chance huh? haha! somehow somewhat ppl tend to be extremely naggy(not to themselves, but alw to other ppl) ;D lol! but i aint a three yr old kid. i just forgot that i needed to eat ;/ there's choco babys ;D HAHA! smileyfaced chocobaby makes ppl happy. and man, shifu dont get why stars and smiley faces on the chocobabys make me and ting so excited and happy ;D hahah! and got called spastic for it! ;D but later she said it was cute ;D HAH! SEE SEE! :D

didnt typed in alot of stuff tho ;D cos they're all in here (the mind!) it's hard to really blog every single thing that happened today and heh, i believe every lil thing that happens is special ;D

bcos i dont want to be reminded; the past still haunts.shuck, it has been so long ;(

ah, i forgot to add that, thanks heaps jol dear for helping us buy bubble tea! ;D;D champagne grape was love btw ;D thanks love! ;DD wheehee!
and yeps, thanks heaps to kai who made my day a happy day ;D thanks for the letter ;D which made me look and feel like a retard ;D HAHA, yes, i was really touched and surprised that gosh i cant believe i was half on the verge of tears and half laughing at my stupidity when i read it ;D freaky, but i strongly believed it was fate that i found it ;D thanks love!

and i believe it's fate im meeting these lovely people and man, i just cant ask for more. it's amazing how people can just miraculously form bonds with one another (okay, itsounds like im talking chem ;P) i guess it's the human mechanism ;D

some ppl are there for you for as long as you rmb yourself knowing them and you depend and trust in them for every single thing, some ppl you know for so long but only managed to open up to each other for some time long after.

"you know you are in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than dreams." read this from lingy's blog (and i think it's really sweet) and im serious, being blessed with so many wonderful people ard me, i realise reality's definitely better than dreams ;D yes, im grateful for every single one of you that i've known ;D

ahaha ;D as usual, happy day. but actually, pretty retarded that i go to school every single day and i dont accomplish/do anyth related to academics. man, im screwed ;/ mom says im screwed ;/ and totally unserious in my work. freak, i so agree ;( oh no damn, and the worst thing is i noe im screwed ;/ and everyone has to remind me ;( haha, but my mom tells me i need pushing. im the sort who needs to be pushed into doing stuff i dont like cos recently, i've lost all that discipline to well.. care abt my academics ;D ah, no motivation ; no discipline. omg, and tell me im NOT taking alvls this yr! -goes crazy!- haha! and everyone ard me's in one way or another trying to do work ;D haha! i was telling shh that we'll need to go out for study sessions very often to force myself to study ;D HAHA!

dangs, was cheated to go for physics lecture w/o knowing it's beetsma who's lecturing. ah, kuku and ting and shifu were smart smart. i stayed and slept thruout as usual. was terribly tired ;D then, math lect was pretty ok, i was hyped and happy trying to get some gold for lumines ;D and i did! wahaha, and moreover, spastic shifu was telling me some super funny retarded things which made me laugh alot. haha! woke me up i guess! ;D lessons went the normal ;) just that i kept wanting to slp! ;D hahah! but i survived till the end.

off to the room to slack! and i got chiaweei playing lumines for some shortwhile and man, he was making funny comments throughout. damn funny i swear. and yay! i beat highscore for puzzle bubble ;D who ever said i couldnt ;D man, and i got my nice name on the highscore list! ;D hahah that made my happy day happier! haha! ;DD played bridge for some while and hey, bridge was freaking fun and funny to the max. lol. any game is fun ;D game addicts ;D and den went to do scaffolding. not really doing much. watched match after that which got postponed after like halftime. grr. and vj was winning! damnit. haha! kinda interesting. but the wind was nicely blowing and man, i was slpy and at the same time excited abt the match. lol. got cancelled. but we went mad in the room. ah, and i played skipping rope! ;D SO FUN! haha! man it's been ages. like really ages. hahha! and heh, took down scaffolding structure. haha yay, basically i wasnt doing much also. ;D okay, im sucha slackkerrr! ;D HEH! but yeah, 10 mins record ;D ah fooyo cool. and basically i nv knew taking down scaffolding can be so retarded and funny and fun and entertaining. wahaha, slacked in the room while everyone else was doing work. and man, i wasnt allowed to play my game ;( haha! but im like 3 steps away from completing everything! YIPEEE! ;D

dinner was the usual ;D but heh, i bought stuff like choco baby and chocolate ;D choco baby is the best thing ever ;) apart from my all known obsession for lollipops! (jo unnie! man, i want to eat the nice big lolli you were eating last time ;D but you're all the way in US ;( awww) ;D oh yes. when i see choco baby, i think of the good ol'times ;D man, it's like totally nostalgic. pouring chocobabys out on hands and counting the no. of smiley faces there are, competing who's the luckier one and stealing each other's smiley faced chocobaby ;D man, i miss times like that. and so the right thing to buy was chocobaby ;D it made mereally happy.

was just chatting with shh online. haha talking abt stuff that made us really happy and contented from deep within us ;D i think i'd never grow sick talking abt the same stuff over and over and over agn, thinking abt the same stuff over and over and over again ;D bcos everyday's a special and good day ;D

lameo says i got the mind of a kid, in other words trying to suan that im simpleminded and childish. but i call that easily contented and happily having fun ;D haha! and so, today was as compared to tuesday, a great day ;D simple things easily make me happy ;D ah yeps, first thing that made my day was lingy's msg abt jesse mccartney's burfday ;D which is very well, today ;D HEHE! ahh ;D and i swear a sweet simple msg from my darlings in the morning just brighten the day alot ;D msged loads more with her and cant wait till i see her again and heh, we'll turn into chatterboxes ;D haha! next was shh's msges and her sending me the french version of jus so you know (de toi a moi) which made me really high. man, the others dont appreciate jesse mccartney's sexy voice ;D fantastic session with kai&jol ;D which was totally unintentional and we all missed our lectures. coughscoughs ;) and more stuff that made my day;) : lollis ;D, no chem tutorial (which made me end sch at 155pm!), ivie giving me her other musicfest ticket (ah thanks love!), pt!(captain's ball w/o running XD), learnin how to set ball (laoniang's chicken wing theory ;D), champagne grape craving satisfied ;D, short but nice phone chat with lameo ;D, nice jap songs by arkar ;D

wahaha so fan's a happy kiddo today! ;D ah yes! ;D and hurray, i saw 11.11pm at random today and made a wish ;D yay! someone told me if you see the time at 11:11pm at random, you get to make a wish ;D and so i did ;) wheeheeee!! and sis says imma deserved the best and most credit for her math test,she got 19/20! ;D ah and the one mark was due to pure carelessness. i bet this is her first time getting so high for a math test ;D haha and that proves my crashcourse with her worked! ;D my sacrifice (slping at 4am) was worth it. haha! ah, okay another thing to make my day ;) gees! yay!

okay doke, but stupid comp is pmsing today so sis has to use the lappie to do her so-called ss hw. man, i swear she'd end up watching some deathnote2 or sth ;D haha! like sister like sister ;D haha! okay. think gotta log off soon alr ;D haha man, i just had a great laugh that i almost died laughing. okay. not supposed to laugh. but very funnny. ahem. coughs. hahah!

today's what i'd call, a really emotional day. haha not emotional emotional. but yeah, just a day with alot of different emotions and feelings. frankly speaking, i had like one of the worst mornings in mths to come. and man shyt, i was psycho-ing myself to be somewhat cheery and happy but well, you know your mind and your gestures just dont match at times ;/ woke up a good 15 min late today, not even realising i actually turned the alarm off. jumped out of bed, madrush. and forgot to bring extra shirt so had to head back to take and then, forgot to bring hairtie. so basically, looked like a wreck ;/ and just feeling ultra tired and moody and things gotta be made worse with the feeling of just plain worry in me.. man, that feeling suck; and there's nth you can do to stop it except to wait.. felt much btr on the bus ride to school with ivie, was feeling less moody, less grumpy, i guess some talking got stuff off the mind ;)

nods. and then, the tiredness starts to set in. reached school and ponned assembly with shh, but partly cos she had a stomach ache (ah excuses ;P) just didnt exactly have the mood, was talking with shh and deciding how sucky and moody this morning can be ;/ and there marks my 3hr long stay in the odac room on the same white sofa. everyone went for lessons and so, i didnt, for a 3period gp lesson (man, im glad i didnt, shifu was like complaining alot abt the lesson!) and yes, so i spent more or less an hr trying to slp. was still super tired when i woke up tho ;/ stoned pretty much i guess ;/ ahaha, not a good morning i swear.

went for lessons after that, and shoosh, lessons were okay.. the usual norm boring, torturous having to sit in lectures and cant even understand one bit. so played lumines agn ;D haha! i swear winning the kuku game makes you somewhat alot btr! and lessons lasted all the way till 305pm. longest day cos mr lim had extra lessons for chem ;/ bwah and told our class we gotta work harder than the rest cos apparently our 20% for chem spa wasnt done as well as expected or as compared to the rest of the classes. uh uhh, didnt noe pratical was like 20% of alvls ;D haha!!

like what shh said, when the day's not gg too well, odac alw makes it btr and yes, i cant agree more ;D nods and that's what i call, the feeling of comfort and just plain ease being in the room and with the people in it. and yeps, so the moody morning was somewhat brought to a pretty boring and bland day of lessons. and i guess waiting was such a torture but at least when the msg came, everything just fall into place and the worry lessened alot. felt just really freed from the nasty, boogie, googie feeling ;DD and that's double cheers and yays. and so was kinda in a happier mood after that. went to the room and then, as usual, started playing games ;D man, such game addicts! haha! and evil/meano beast (or so, what jol describes) refuses to send me puzzle bubble ;/ ahhh, i still want it ;/ bleags. puzzle bubbleeee ;D but had the thrill of playing it still anyhow ;D and yay! beat highscore and unlocked levels! which i presume will not be the highscore soon enough ;D haha, man, and i want to play zl's psp puzzle bubble too ;D

oh yeah, slacked the afternn away and dinner was the usual ;D and yeps, dinner was 7 ppl at a table (just like how the very first time i rmb odac having dinner in the hawker centre). ;D right! bus ride home with arkar after that. man, we figured how to play the 'puzzle' mode for lumines and got so ENGROSSED in playing it that we missed our busstops by at least 3 stops ;/ and ended up at somerset skatepark. zomg! and we didnt realise it cos firstly, the windows of the bus were all misty and u cant even see what's outside and secondly, we were too engrossed in lumines ;D haha kuku to the max. damn hilarious! HA! and so we got off at orchard, laughing at our stupidity and spasticness ;D see what games do to you. haha!

and so, the rest of the day from after the lessons onwards was kinda good;D and happy ;DD

and gosh, suju m's mv's out today. chinese version of u is according to lingy, hot to the max. but heh, i think it's kinda cool but im still trying to get used to them singing in mandarin ;D haah and ahhh, the main reason i was getting super high and stuff was cos, HAE WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAWT in the mv ;D ah, the usual ;D

haha man, second post in an hr. haha! man, im gg crazy blogging.
i really want to change my blogskin/layout! there's the urge to change it all and yet there's no time ;( ah, pls stop letting precious lovely time slip away. ;/ hahaha!

freakfreak, lameo just said my face became rounder! ;/ ahhh no! i dontwant. haha! dieting plans failed somehow somewhat. ;D HAHA! aye, it's just the pic's fault OKAY ;D haha the others say it was fine. you kuku ;D HAHA!

lol, the post is pure random. surmmarised post content: I WANT TO CHANGE BLOG LAYOUT! ;D

and who says, you'd have monday blues on a monday ;D man, i didnt have it. not at all. surprisingly, waking up was easy this morning and i was kinda energetic when i was on the way to school and stuff. ah, blame it on sis who got me to do some last min crashcoursing on her hopeless math at an unearthly hr of 330am last night and sheesh, i've only gotten my slp at 4am. i so wanna smack her kukuhead. and man, she btr.. pass her test. ;D haha!

and yeah, so, sch was pretty good and well, except that half the time i was playing the funny lumines on my phone even during lectures. ha and i ponned econs lecture to slp on the concourse sofa with jx and aaron. lol we're such slackers. but i couldnt take it for econs lecture and thot that i might as well make full use of the hr slping on the nice comfy sofa and hurray, with the lovely songs playing on my phone ;D haha! and you see that's how my mobile phone dies quickly with my excessive abuse of its battery life ;D HAHA!! school still went pretty well ;D

shoosh, and after sch was kinda funny. cos basically we just slacked our time in the odac room, doing i dontknowwhat. wasting our life away being game addicts. haha, i bet we dont look like j2 students who.. are.. yes sadly gladly surprisingly, taking alvls this yr. haha! people are just slping, reading a book, or playing games on handphone, psp ;D haha! man, puzzle bubble and lumines are fab games ;D love. and yeps, ivie shh and i managed to squeeze ourselves on the white sofa, passing on the psp from one person to another ;D HAHA! lol and many funny things happened. trying to get the right random sampling method to split ppl up into volar grps, kaili's craze with dumbbells and weights and so much more. and our main purpose was to wait till 445pm so we could catch the soccer match ;D haha! how genius! but the match was kinda worth it. haha a good match to watch. yay vj won in the end against hcjc ;) YAYYAY!

went back home after that and the bus 36 was kinda crowded, got myself a seat and trying out my luck on my phone, praying it wont die on me when im listening to the songs in it ;D and man, it didnt! must be my lucky day! ;D and so, i had a good ride home, probably except for too much spare time for myself and too much time equates to letting the mind wander.good things bad things good times bad times good thoughts bad thoughts.. and more and more. now, i dont want to get myself thinking cos the brain sorta dies awhile after thinking alot ;D now i wonder, humans are thinking creatures for a reason ;)

haha! nods, bought something nice for my mortal (man, i thot it looks really cute) and that's what's giving me the idea of possibly writing a letter now for my mortal. yay! ;D and so today's not too bad a day, had great laughs and great times ;D and fooyo! im entitled to a free b&j's icecream bcos someone owes me ;D haha! and this made my day alot ;D

and yeps, to sheila, get well soon dear! ;D dont scratch the chicken pox okay. TRY SUPER HARD NOT TO! yeps, you must not, or they'd leave ugly marks ;/ haha yeps, but no worries you'd return to us soon scarless ;D yeps! and no worries abt sch work, we'd try to keep you updated ;D and yes, take care heaps and drink alot of water ;)

'just so you know' - Jesse McCartney <3
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why
I've waited so long
Looking back I realizeI
t was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

today's an unspecial day and probably what i call, a NOT happy day. hmm.. not unhappy or anyth. just NOT happy. the happiness pangs seem missing ;( ah! and i got myself frustrated at myself and ended up being frustrated at everything else. okay, that sounds weird. but yes, poof. and i wasted my entire day trying to search for some nice hp theme for my phone. i didnt manage to find any, since the fact is, im too picky for my own good ;D hahah! the whole selection process was freaking retarded. i like abit of everything from different themes and man, i so wanted to put them together. why cant we have the best from everything ;D okay alright. i shall stop whining like a kiddo who cant get her favo toy or sth ;D;D

and yeps. i did NOTHING today. oh man, really nth. and yes, my beautiful sunday just got wasted away thinking abt stupid stuff, trying to find stupid things, reading stupid things and then getting frustrated at stupid things. haha!! sounds damn kuku! ;D ah, and this is a bad way to end a HAPPY week with a not so happy sunday ;( cries. hahah! but yeps, there's still 2 more hrs to the end of today! ;D so i can still do sth to make it a worthy sunday ;D ohoh! did i mention, i got so addicted to another song by faber drive (whose fault would that be? -stares at dino-) HAHAH! when im with you ;D

and im stubbornly rejecting the idea of starting on reading some lecture notes or doing some tutorial ;D yes, im NOT gg to. oh hoho! lingy's current obsession is jesse mccartney;D great choice dear! ;D he's cute to da max ;D hahah! and just cos it started with one fine song i let her listen to ;D and she got so addicted to him ;DD wahaha, imma genius!

oh my, i realise i really got nth more to say. conclusion of the day: LOUSY POST ;D HAHAH! and yes, tml's gg to be a better day i swear ;D and it will be for you, you you and you too! ;DD

when i see you hold back your tears, i regret what i've done ;/

ohoh and to make this a BETTER POST! ;D a lovely song for lovely people! ;D (so if you dont listen to this, you're not lovely! ahem, just kidding man!)
When i'm with you - faber drive
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

heyyo dear loves who are still online ;D hehe! alright, today's a great day ;D im feeling the usual happy self despite the serious lack of slp, but im still feeling the joy in me ;D woke up feeling good and happy that im gg to get started with something constructive and related to studies for the first time in the week ;D great morning and so great start ;D and yes, in order to make myself happier, i wore the nice red jacket ! ;D HEHE! REDDDD! okay. im in love with red ;D haha!

and yes, headed down to bishan lib to meet up with lingy and waited till the lib opened and we walked to lingy's fav spot and yeps, got the table! ;D and started reading lecture notes! was reading electric field all over agn cos apparently i took 3 days to read the prev time and i still had no idea what electric field was all abt. ;P oopsy. and then, studied, dozed off, played lumines(to prevent myself from slping!) and waited for kai to come! ;D hehe! finally she came and talked alil before we started on work agn ;D heh! and this time we all fell aslp! ;D GOSH! damn freaking funny. haha! must be the lazy afternn syndrome thing! hehe! played more lumines in case i fall aslp agn! ;D and then, continued reading e.field ;D haha! and lunch time was near and just nice, ngsijia came! so we all left her all alone in the library and went for lunch. heh, we're THAT evil. but she's on a hunger strike you see ;D haha! LOL!

lunch was satisfying and man, i didnt noe they renovated j8's food junction ;D hehe! it's orange everywhere! ;D haha! pretty pretty! went back to the lib and spastic dino was still on her chem skill a after like how long! haha! spastic to the max. haha! and yes, i love exploiting her phone and koping her songs! ;D heh! i think i almost transferred all her songs over to mine! ;D haha! and im really addicted to the song 'tongue-tied' by faber drive! AHH! it's such a lovely song! and MAN, DINO, youSUCK for GETTING ME SO STUCK ON THE SONG! just kidding dear ;D haha! it's a great song and yes, listening to it now ;) ahhhh! grins happily. and man, she has this song named lollipop which is kinda cute. koped it just cos the song name's lollipop! ;D hahah! and yes, i love lollis! ;D heh! that explains why huh! hehe! and den kai has to leave ;/ to meet her friend. and so den cecilia came! ;D she started telling me abt big bang and their special perf with wondergirls ;D haha! YAY! and i just watched it. man it was soooo cute. haha! GDRAGON's LIKE AMAZINGLY CUTE LAH! ;D

allright and so i was trying to read more notes ;D finished efield,stats1&2,and 1/4 of chem kinetics! :D ahh more than what i've done for the entire 5weekdays ;D HAHA! and den i felt slpy so i started playing lumines agn! AH YES! ;D i managed to make easy and normal levels all GOLD! ;D well, with alil bit of jx's help when she played it ytd ;D haha! but the hard's really hard ;/ ahhhh! but i can do it! ;D im so determined to make everything GOLD! ;D and yes, kai says im spastic to get addicted to this kinda games;) HAHAH! lol, i kinda agree ;D but yeah, you gotta settle for second best when you dont have PSP.FOR PUZZLE BUBBLE! HAHAHAH! ;D and yeps, tried reading stats and fell aslp. real piggy and sijia was complaining i slept for a long time. POOF it's only for half an hr! ;P haha! but heh, i was letting her listen to nice songs that i have! ;D HEHE!! and zomg, lingy and sijia both love emo sad songs. AH, so sad ;/ no like! haha!

but yeps, i managed to get lingy addicted to 'just so you know' and most imptly jesse mccartney! ;D HEHE! MAN, he's such a cutie. hahah! and lingy said her heart stopped seeing him on youtube ;D HAHAH! YESYES DEAR! ;) SO CUTE when he said so CUTE! ;D HAHAH! and yeps, as usual, being girls, we're retarded to the max!haha! i tried forming heartshaped signs and getting dino to take peekture of it! haha! her photography skills... shakes head!
HAHAH! nah uh, it's kinda nice lah!! but just that my hearts are alil distorted ;D but still good! ;D and then, we basically camwhored! more peektures with lingy and she's yet to send to me. but nonetheless, i took some with my phone. hehe! good evidence of us STUDYING! ;D HEHE! we did study yah! ;D hehehe! a pity we didnt start camwhoring with kai was with us! AHHHH! haha! shld have done tt! den kai's pic will appear too! ;D but no worries, there's gotta be more chances in future! ;D HEHE! and yes, i love studying sessions with fourdee lovelies/darls/dears! ;DD crapped and talked alot!;D and nonetheless, just seeing them and studying with them reminds me of the good old times ;D man, i MISS YOU ALL;DD ALOT ALOT ALOT! LOVE YOU DEARS ;D

i call this heavenly days cos days with you all are simply great and fantastic. even if how dull the studying is, we alw make studying like the best thing on earth. coughscoughscoughscoughs. hahah!


peaceout! HAPPYHAPPY! ;D TONGUETIED'S A FREAKING ADDICTIVE SONG!

freak. fan's feeling super upset with BLOGGER now ;( it freaking deleted my entire post that i spent a really long time typingit and shoosh, i have to type it agn. grrr. and now im gonna make it short. anyth, BLAME blogger. EEKS.

okays, today's lovely eunhyuk oppa's burfday! happy birthday lee hyukjae ;D HEHE! he's such a cutie. and man, he's a dancing machine man. hehehe freaking cool! ;D not like he's gonna see this and my lovely praises for him, but i hope he has a reallygood and nice bday ;D

alright, been neglecting my blog for 4 days! ah! but yeps, im reviving it agn. and probably wanting to change a blog layout soon. hehe! ;D im bored of the color scheme alr. hehe! alright man. starting from wed ;D our first PT session after dunno how long, ran 4.8km and yay played captain's ball which was super fun;D hehe! i enjoyed it to the max even tho i sucked at playing captain's ball. and yes, that's the fun and seeking joy even in things you suck at is enjoyable (provided the others dont get annoyed at your ultimate lousy skills and im sure the odacers wont. they're such lovelies ;D hehe! of cos they wont ;D HEHE! ;DD)

and yeps, bouldering on thursday's one of the best experience ever! my first in bouldering! ;D LOVE! ;D hehe! it's sooo fun and yishun safra bouldering gym is coolios to the max. fully air conditioned and man, mats everywhere! ;d hehe! and even tho i really suck at climbing and i couldnt master alot of the routes, it was still FANtastic experience and i'd definitely go agn ;D HEHE! bouldering's FUN! hehe! and yes, den the girls start gg crazy and delirious with rolling ard while the PIs and the guys were at level 2 ;D hehe! man, so funny ;D i laughed till i almost died really. hahah! we were trying to do sushi rolls and some rollyourselflikeanegg/ball thing! ;D man, that was the best parts man. hehe! and we did retarded barney marches, front rolls back rolls, trying to cartwheel and stuff ;D haha! and just when we thought we were the only retarded ones, the guys came and joined us too! ;d hahah! flips and turns and whatever you all cant imagine. they just whacked, and all trying to be breakdancer-wannabes ;D EHHE! and the rest just watched and laughed. hahah! man, and poor faizah was cramping all the way. but yeps ;D i bet she had a fantastic time laughing too. hahah! maybe that;d work the cramps away. hahah! lol, dinner after that and yes, feeling contented and happy on the way home. and that's what i call, finding the simplest joy and fun and happiness in things you cant even imagine urself doing usually and yes, with the fabulous lovely dears ;D HEHE! best stuff ever ;D

felt a little bit of disappointment at some stuff, but i just brushed it off ;D after all, what can be done's alr been done ;D nods!

and yeps, woke up today at 1130pm! whee no school! ;D haha! self declared full day off that is. and yes, imba, only 5 ppl went to sch in my class today. was a piggy till 1130pm and reluctantly got up to get ready to go to school ;D HEHE! did stuff really really slowly today. haha! and yes, still feeling slpy tho i slept so much! hehe! and yes, went to sch for PT and yes, msteoh saw me and started asking what time i came to school today ;D OOPSY! but she didnt scold. hehe! it was super funny.yeps but she's super nice not to scold. 5 ppl in class. record breaker man. HAHAH! oh yes had running. 3 rounds ard sch and i almost died. all the fault of stupid cramps. DAMNIT. hahah! lol ran a pretty much constant pace. dying to keep to my constant pace cos i want to hurry hurry finish the run ;/ gosh, it sucks and i almost died. haha! but at least i survived ;D HAHA! and thanks to jol, bobo and matt for the drink ;D it made me feel much btr yes ;D heh! and yes, jol kai and i had random discussions that why menses are called menses when they got nth to do with men, why not womenses. hahah LOL! okay, part and parcel of being a girl. bleags. and den played captain's ball! they refused to let me do anything except being captain. but i was happy being a captain still ;d HEHE! i managed to catch some balls! ;D HAHA! man, didnt noe it can be such a delight catching the balls! ;D HEHE! felt really happy after that. and den the cramps got btr and den it was good ;D hehe! random hoops shooting and volleyball playing. okay and went back to room after that. hahah! wasnt inthe mood for anymore games. must be the cramps thing that killed all the mood. but yeps, felt happy still and was debating whether to go for class dinner. decided to go in the end, didnt wanna pangseh ;D HEHE! it turned out fine and kinda retarded. the girls complained we were too fat and started comparing who's fatter and stuff. in front of guys too and the guys just listened. basically we just heck care of their existence that is. ;D HAHAHA! oops. dinner at HK cafe. not too bad ;D hehe! food wasnt too bad and french toast was ultimate yummy. talk abt growing fat and the next, we're indulging in food! WHHOO! ;D haha! went home after that ;D

hehe and so i finally finished. plsplspls , let this publish! i dont want to type it all over agn. waste time ;D HEHE! lol and im feeling slpy. yawns! out with lingy, kai, sijia, cecilia to 'study' tml! ;D happyhappy. YAY! i must try to complete work tml! wish me lucks! and now needa get some slp! ;D YAY! fan's a happy coughsangelcoughs. HAHAHAH! yeps. nightsy loves!

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL dears! ;D hehe! and yay! april's fool is coming to an end ;D and yeps, lucky lucky me aint gotten tricked ;D heh! im smart. coughs coughs coughs. hahah! ;D oh yes and i managed to pull off a few pranks on ppl here and there and the most successful prank's the one on lameo ;D haha!! ;P

oh right, so went to sch with big ass bags, thinking it's kinda retarded and no one's gg to believe we're gg camping. haha but zomg, ppl actually believed so ;D HAHA! man,must be our acting skills v good ;D haha! nah. and man, most of the odacers in math lecture decided to sit thru lecture with ponchos on ;D and yes, deepest apologies for PSing you ppl ;D HAHA! but lol, see, if i sat there, you ppl wont have such a fantastic peekture here!


okay, excuses and excuses ;D haha! but still, heh! deepest apologies. but man, it was hilarious and kuku to the max. haha! lol

and i concluded that gg home early and thinking that you can have a nap and then settle down to do some tutorials and study DONT work. haha! cos apparently, time flies before you know it. haha! but time spent out today's for a fabulous cause. haha! man, i finally got a new phone after my prev one cracked ;D haha! yay! happy happy ;D and it's redddd! ;D i love RED ;D haha! oh right! man, and i didnt do anything today agn. and i shall not. haha! MAN! when will i actually be good and do some work? i really wonder. hahah!

hello world, darlings, dears, loves ;D hehe! okay. i think this few days have been madness and i shan't elaborate anything now. yeps, and i think my brains are kinda screwed, fried, grilled, i dunno. ;D haha! and madness sis is frantically tryingto study for 2 subjects for her CA and then, rushing for her D&T project/coursework. i dont know. aye,and im slacking. okay. im supposed to do at least alil bit of work today. at least that's what i wanted to achieve. but guess not. im kinda tried, mentally and well.. physically too. and i dont understand why ;D haha it's the achey feeling all over your body ;( aye! and shyt, i think i start doing stupid stuff everytime i feel groggy and tired ;D LOL! a korean dude called me on my mobile today! and heck, i didnt know who that stranger was. ;D but yes, nice voice nice language ;D man, i so wanted to reply him in korean. and POOF, i cant cos apparently my korean sucks to the max ;D i cant even rmb the basics except for annyeonhaseyo! ;D LOL! that's qt bad i realise. haha!

and yeps, SHH dear, pls recover asap ;D and get well sooon! i'd be praying for you ;D and yes, may the virus be killed killed killed destroyed destroyed very very very soon pls! ;D HEHE! missed ya girl! (even tho it was only for a short one day!) hahah! it feels weird not seeing shh in the room today! ;D cos you're alw in the room you seee! ;D hehe! and poor ivie is missing ya too! heh! and she went to h3 alone today with no shh ;( ayee! and she was complaining it in the loggie too! ;D HEHE! so impt shh, pls come back soooon!;D

LOL! and yes, i think im very much typing alot alot alot alot of crap now. haha brain's not workingthat fantastic you see ;D haha! and mommy was like slapping my feet just now cos i suddenly talked really loud to her! HAHA! and she was like 'is that how you talked to your mommy!' in a freaking joking manner and i just went on to irritating and annoying her with increased volume ;D haha! LOL the entire episode was kinda funny and everyth stopped immediately the moment the show went back on agn ;D the transition was woah FAST. HAHA!

AYE! fan's happy abt many little things today even tho she didnt get to eat her B&J's free cone. MAN! ;D i wanttttt~ hahah! i cant believe i missed it this yr agn ;/ haha! but it's okay. i was pure lazy and heh, i have been a good kid being in a sparsely populated physics lecture, and trying to manage copying lecture notes and slping at the same time ;D and TADA, i managed to ;D just that i didnt get a good slp. haha! but ayeee... choco fudge brownie, strawberry cheesecake, raspberry sorbet and many many many more!~ shut up fan, sinful ttm! haha! knocked out totally for math lecture today, like woah, really fast. i just couldnt take it. the aircon's freakingggg... SPOILT! on hot weathers like this ;/ haha! ;D man, pls get the aircon fixed.

alright, mommy's complaining i've been slping really LATE lately ;D HAHA! and she's wondering why. and heh, i just smiled at her. i cant possibly tell her im surfing ard, constantly watching videos and chatting senselessly XP since i reached home early early at 7 plus today ;D i shall be a really good kid to slp at 12 sharp ;D sports day tml. and poof, i dont feel like running 8*50m. eh, abit i cannot really run lah huh. ;/ LOL! aye. go aquila ;D GOGOAQUILA ;D haha!

alright, patiently waitin for the clock to strike 12 ;D heh! that's like cinderella heh! okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVISIMO! ;D YOU'RE LOVED! ;D

aye;D had a great and fantastic day out after like i dunno how long ;D stepped into town. gosh ;D hehe! felt like any normal teenager who goes to town and have fun! ;D lol! yeps, walked ard and was pretty high ;D grins! but got kinda mentally exhausted after the entire afternn ;D but it was still good and fun tho.

and so, this sunday proves to be yet another totally slack day ;D didnt do anyth related to school at all for this entire week. freak and im feeling kinda guilty and it's a feeling of uncertainty becos i have never been so unsure in my life before abt schoolwork and stuff (this only shows i HAD[note the terrible past tense] been a consistent playhard but still perform relatively good student) well, like what lameo said, it was THE PAST and darn, i dont know what got into my brains these two yrs too ;D everything's been good except for the academics part. true, i dont fail any subjects for promos and cts so maybe im in a btr situation than many others. but there are well... expectations to live up to. talked to some others and lameo just earlier today. it's kinda scary to be reminded of the little time we have now till disgusting alvls. definitely, i cant think alvls as easy as i did for olvls bcos im not the least prepared at all. the thought is kinda scary becos the feeling's just so foreign. shoosh, cant blame anything else except for myself. nods, and yeah, got kinda frustrated at myself and i admit, alil stressed out but haha, definitely not to the point of crumbling. ;D imma strong bcos i have lame ppl like lameo ard me who are willing to lend me their shoulder to lean on when i needed it. ;D haha! so yes, it was comforting for a lean on the shoulder for a silent one min and i guess i needed it ;D and guess what, it was over the phone. haha! amazing how it still has the same effect. haha we're so lame but thanks love ;D GOSH!;D haha alright, just let me slack for another one last night ;D den maybe i'd pick up alil ;D

ah crap, this post wasnt intended to turn out this way ;/ lol, but yeah, i blog what i feel. haha! alright, on to the happy stuff, great job to volarers ;D! they got 2nd! ;DD HAHAH! the acct on ivie's blog was totally entertaining and interesting! ;D hehe! glad they had soooomuch fun! ;D HEHE! allright, busy week ahead. but imma gg to block out labour day for studying ;D and i hope the little motivation isnt too shortlived to die out on me on labour day itself :D whee! and yeps, tuesday's LOVELY FREE CONE DAY FOR B&J's :D and FRIDAY's DANCE CONCERT ;D LOVELY. haha!

okay! and lol! zl's retarded. haha! he says he'd study hard for chem test on week8 and get an A! hahah ;D oh right, we'd see how true it turns out. but the reason for him to study hard is really very motivating ;D hahaha! oh haha this is just pure random:D

haha! as usual, fan's damn bored! HAHA! OH RIGHT! and i saw the tag from both my spastic dears, ivieeee and siewhweeee;D

Game rules:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
betrayed and heartbroken ;( poof, if he ever betrays me, then, he's definitely not the one for me ;) get on with life ;D it doesnt just fall cos my lover betrayed me ;/ HAHA, but it takes time tho ;D

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
hmmm.. just be frank ;D but yeah, nv harshly ;D

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
i nv really think of this before. hmmm, what about just a wedding in big field of nice flowers ;D and then, have little cute korean kids ard as flower boys and girls ;D AWWW, so adorable ;D

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
there's nth much to be confused of. unless you want me to decide what course i wanna take in uni, maybe i would be ;D

5. What's your ideal lover like?
aye, someone like leedonghae ;D HAHA! fat hope ;D lol
nah, i think someone who understands, cares, shares my happiness, sadness, makes me laugh and just loves me for who i am ;D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
being loveddd ;D

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
aye, that really depends ;D


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
aye, what can i do? LOL ;D i aint gonna be a third party ;/ HAHA

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
not really ;D maybe just grumpy at most ;D

10. What do you want most in life?
to be constantly happy ;D

11. Is being tagged fun?
lol, fun when you have nth to do. haha! it can cure some boredom ;D

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
utterly betrayed.but i believe my best friend will never do that ;D FAITH AND TRUST ;D

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
i dont know how to ans this. i have IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ;D i cant choose one ;D

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
ivie and shh : BOTH SPASTIC CYCLONERS ;D YET ADORABLE TO THE MAX :DD!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
the reality remains that you cant do anyth being poor. forced and driven circumstances will tend to drive all the happyness away even if you're with your loved one ;D and richness cant buy you happyness you can have with your beloved. aye, im greedy, can i have the best of both worlds? ;DD

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
circle ard him more frequently (STALKER YES. LOL! nah, imma just kidding abt the front portion), make sure he knows my name and rmbs my face.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
;D yes, anything that i feel comfortable and happy with ;D

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
prefers being loved and so the extent of being loved ;D the one who loves me more ;D

19. What type of friends do you like?
friends whom we can depend on ;D i believe in give and take ;D so yeah, anyone who i love sharing my happyness with and friends who can laugh, talk, cry and do any crazy retardedd funny stuff with you and at the end of the day, creates the best moments ever ;D

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
OMG, YAY! IMMA GENIUS! ;D AND LAUGHS UNCONTROLLABLY!;D
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aye, i tag lingy, lameo, tong oh,just anyone who feels bored enough to want to try this ;DD

hello loves! im back back ;D hehe just did e assessment after a nice one half hr of slp ;D and the slp made me very happy! cos i wont doze off in front of the lappie agn ;D like ytd, i was trying to keep very very awake while transferring photos and files! oh yeah anyw, been pretty long since the last actual post ;D hehe! today;s a pretty funny day. filming is extremely boring, having to do the same scene over and over again. yawns and it slowly drains all that energy i have in me, leaving me so tired. hahah! finally when it ended, i was kinda really happy. haha went for lunch at bedok central. haha and den even tho i was sooo freaking tired that i can just go home and fall aslp, i went town with jol and hammy. haha ;D SHOPPING! ;D whee! didnt get anyth tho!haha! BUT IT WAS STILL FUN cos it felt like i went out for a reason - window shopping. wanted to get caps ;D but the designs werent too nice ;D HAHAH

lol!and hammy got to window shop with two girls. hahah basically we kept choosing clothes for him to try and change in. lol! freaking funny. hahah. the white shirt with pink stripes and cute pockets is NICEEEE ;D it makes someone look happy and cheery ;D hahahs. and hammy refused to try on the green stripes shirt jol chose.haha funny to the max. hahahs. and jol and i want to buy backpack backpack! ;D haha and funny shh, sick still go shopping and buy bacpack somemore!AHHH! haha jealloussss grins. aye! i want to buy that mooks cap actually. kinda liked it but it was kinda ex ;/ POOF. hahah!

fan wants to shop ;D

ah feeling tired now. opened this page, hoping to blog. but im kinda drained. hahah! the filming for the funny mediacorp show took like super long that my brains, head, eyes and everything else is tired. aye! but i still went for a pretty fun and adrenalined( that means i survived on adrenaline ;D) shopping trip. ;D hahah! didnt buy anyth but i was tempted to ;D shall elaborate more later.

FAN NEEDS TO GO SLP FOR A SHORT SHORT WHILE! BE BACK LATERR LOVES ;D

bwahh, im excited, sleepy, happy, alil upset, alil worried, alil confused ;/ poof, what kinda weird feeling is this! ;( hahah!

poof! another day just went by ;D aye and im just here to blog sth, after not blogging for qt some time. actually, erm.. jus one day XD lol! okay yea! today's fine! and i really really really tried keeping awake during class but i guess i still died in the end ;/ haha! man, sleeping early sure doesnt help in keeping myself awake in lectures and tutorials ;/ aye, so that implies only the tchers. ahem. yes. HAHA!! but yes, effort is better than anyth else! ;D

haha! im feeling kinda slpy now ;/ like i can totally doze off and slp. haha! lol at a crazy time of 8:41pm. haha! now this is called slping early ;P as if i would. haha! and yes went to ccab to support crosscty ;D haha! the weather's damn weird. haha super hot initially and den started pouring like crazy towards the end. was wet almost thoroughly ;( eeks, and i wasnt prepared to get wet at all today. haha! my bag, lecturenotes, worksheets, NOTES ;( and everything else were almost all wet ;/ hhaha! but usually i dont really mind rainy days when im indoors or when i feel crazy enough to get wet. aye! try watching rain in the rain ;D ah! damn fun damn fun! lol! but just as i said, it wasnt the right time to get wetttt in the rain today. hehe!

okayy doke ;D and now im like laying everything on the ground to sorta hope they'd dry! haha! eeeyer, stupid. the notes are wet and horrible ;( hahaha! and eeks, why aint the stupid bag waterproof. NYEH! hahaha! ya so one of the best things that made my day was sorta like the yummy icecream i bought aft getting out from ccab ;D ah BLISS! ;D hehe! it was sooo much LOVE eating it! HEHE! jumps ard!

imma still happy happy ! ;D dang! i reached home before 730 pm today! OMG! like after how long. wow ;D and mom was surprised i was home so early :D hehe! eeks and the strawberries im eating now are not nice ;/ grins! SHH! i want nice korean strawberries which taste yummy yum yum ;D hehe! and uh, ultra sweeeettt ;D ahaha, random. alright. imma ending here ;D and i forgot, s44 blog up ;D yayee! place to spam pictures ;D but i think the blog'll end up stagnant soon enough ;D

HAHAHH!

alright! FIRST THING:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG! (sorry dear, wasnt able to get a present for u or anyth cos i lost track of dates ;( ayee! but will make it up to u soon! ;D sorry love! but stil, have a wonderful burfday you girl! ;D)
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD! ;D


aye okay! today's pretty much a normal day and yes, sheila's back ;D HAHAH! after her whole two weeks of not in school! ;D heh! she recovered from her chicken pox! and with really little scars ;D which is a goooddiee thing! HURRAY! ;D and yes, watched soccer match today and yeps, it was kinda imba but not as exciting as the prev match against cj.but still, not bad ;D hahah! lol and den there was an impromptu decision to go for class dinner with some ppl from s44 to celebrate bernard's bday! haha! so had to wait in the room till 730pm while everyone else went home except for wm and ch. hahah! lol. as usual, beauty and the beast are alw the last to leave ;D hahah! yeps! didnt do much today. or rather, didnt do anyth constructive at all today. poof! ;( plain lazy. AYE! but dinner was fun and super hilarious. we waited for the king of the day to arrive. haha and 730pm became 830pm. lol ;D how retarded. but it's okay, still had qt a funny time waiting. went to fish&co for dinner and yayee! cheryl and i shared seafood platter for one along with chockie junkie. yummilicious to the max. and the whole table shared jungle freeze and mermaid freeze ;D hehe! was feeling ultra full after that ;D aye! and sang bday song for bernarddd! and gave him his beautiful childish kiddo presents that seeann and andrew got for him on our behalf-a ratatouille pencil case and a winnie the pooh water bottle.

aye cabbed home with yf and xy after that ;D hurray! can cab! ;D happy happy. grins. den got home not as late as expected to be. and yes, i promised shifu that i'd slp early today. and so yes, im slping like NOW. ;D HAHA! okay. nightsy world and i really think my body system is kinda screwed. FREAK, AGAIN! ;( ARH!

and so before i forget, yes let pictures do the talking ;D
oh oh and cheryl's setting up a blog for us to load our pics ;D which is good. meanwhile i'd just post it on mine ;D


happy burfday boy! ;D

woke up alil too late today and hence, decided to stay at home to study. and poofy, just when i decided to really really concentrate on studying. my aunt came with my two lil cousins. eh wait.. hahas nephews, ah ya, my cousins' children. hahah. gosh. super super super noisy! HAH! but they're adorable tho. they immediately took control over my laptop and started spamming games and the young one was adorable and dimply ;D hah! kept doing rolls on the bed and stuff. hahas! man so that only explains the fact why i cant concentrate and heh, they just took control my entire room, jumping on my bed and stuff. hahahs so cute. lol but noisy to the point that nothing organic chem goes into my poor brain ;( haah so i think today's pretty much unproductive even tho i managed to read hydroxy compounds, carbonyl compounds and carboxylic acid and derivatives. but heh,can i mention that i rmb nth much of them just that they look somewhat the same to me and the terms' just foreign and swimming in my head ;D

hehe! daddy mommy made me go to their room to study and apparently, i fell aslp on the bed cos heh, it was kinda dark and stuff and the air con's on. so, perfect for slping. haha! slept for probably an hr plus? ah but was more refreshed when i woke up. dinner after that and darn, im reading hydroxy cpds AGAIN. ah freak. hahah it just doesnt stay in the mind. hahahah! alright. man, im not focusingggg~

aye ;D nth much till now ;D
aye i rmb! alcohol can be prepared from alkenes, halogenoalkanes, carboxylic acids, ketones and aldehydes ;D tht's like everything. DANG. HAHAH! ;DD hurray ;D and this is probably the only thing i rmb. haha cos i read this before my thots start to run wild, jump wild. and it's amazing how you cant control sometimes what your mind thinks! man, im beginning to miss alot alot alot of things of the past. and memories are so powerful, you just have to unlock them and it brings the same vivid emotions back ;D

and yes, quote of the day 'dont wait for a special miracle, create it'!
:D

ah freak. did i mention that i hate hate hate blogger to freaking delete my post that i painstakingly typed out despite my extreme slpiness ;/ ah. but yeps, im back here in my cozy little space after a slight revamp ;D ah, yeps new blog layout ;D hehe and i call it happiness pangs. happiness pangs are the sensation of overwhelming joy overflowing within you ;D and yeps every little thing in life contributes to this happiness pangs ;D every simple thing can bring a smile upon someone's face ;D oh right ;D

nth much to blog this week. it's just the usual ;) and musicfest first. good job to both paper pavement and hello panda! man, i so wanted you all to win. but no worries, cliche as it might sound, i think u all are winners in our hearts! ;D ah yes, great job josiah daddy and did i mention the blue base was hella cool ;D ah yes! and to hello pandas,shoosh you all were super super super! haha! entertaining to the max i swear ;D from the start of the mv till the end, i was practically laughing like a girl gone crazy ;D musicfest probably drained all that energy in me that when i reached home i slept almost immediately.

ah, glad i woke up in time today to take ivie's car to changi jetty ;D went ubin for weeding and cycling. kinda cool ;D experienced getting pricked by mimosa (which loks so harmless but indeed a scam!) ah yes, weeded alot of weeds ;D and it was pretty nice and fun. lunch after that and den went home with ivie, shh and shihan! bus 59 gang ;D YAYEE! ;D but i guess we slept throughout most of the time ;D HEHE! yawns yawns. the tiredness was setting in then.

hahah! alright it sure is setting in now. im tired. ah i dont feel like studying tml! arigh, quit whining fan. im getting too lazy for my own good. haha! idealistic and UNrealistic me tells myself that things will work out well for academics. somehow i'd be able to fight it!
HAHAH! nah, with sheer determination (i hope have) and yeps, i can do it miraculously w/o touching the lecture notes. haha i wish ;D grins! ohoh and did i mention norton's live chat help was very effective in fixing the comp :D YES! im gg slp now! TIRED! AHHH!

oh and before that, my idealistic wish for tonight is 'everyone, please be happy ;D'

aye, school day was fine ;D nods. a really short and summarised post ;D plain lazy to type a real long one (; had a plain day of lessons, econs test(which i reckon im gg to ahemfail. i got confused halfway), lovely donut from kai which saved me from horrid gastric (i swear the best remedy? haha! try donuts if you have gastric ;D eh no, it's not true, i was justbeing crappy XD), gaming time (lumines,puzzle bubble,bridge,daidi haha with small cards, big cards, some funny memory game which i sucked at. YES, like totally! but i still got like one or two pairs right! XP), slacked in the room, tested arkar his vocabs for SATS (ah, cheemology), watched and cheered for the odac guys' 2248 race! ;D (ahaha, freaking amazing job ;D you all deserve heaps of pats on ur backs!)

my, my shortest post probably. just not in the mood to type alot. ah laziness's taking toll ;D and that only means i have to changeblog layoutbefore i decide to abandon this lil lovely place agn ;)
ah, came across accidentally the lyrics of this very lovely song and im listening to it right now. man, i miss it so much. and this is a really beautiful song ;D

//
IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill this world with love and light
Light that shines for all to see
Love that sets our spirits free

IJ friendships through the years
Born of simple joys and tears
Something tells us deep inside
IJ friends are friends for life

Hold on to our dream of peace, don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream

IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill our hearts with love and light
Light to see ourselves anew
Love begins with me and you

IJ voices ringing true
Reaching out and breaking through
Every heart will hear our call
Share our dream of peace for all

Hold on to our dream of peace, don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream (x2)

Hold on to our dream
Hold fast to the IJ dream
Hold on to our dream
//

if only there wasnt a need to worry abt anything else ;D

ahha, didnt do much today even tho was supposed to be out with fourdee loves mugging and studying. but left halfway to do some stuff with lingy and swear waiting time's a torture but glad i went to popular and got myself new pens and pencils ;D haha got told off by lingy for eating choc waffle when i have sorethroat ;D haha! and mom's feeding me with heaps of fruits cos apparently it's good for the throat. vitamin a b c d e f g h... z! haha! ;D right ;/ and im bloated with grapes, bananas, papayas and vitagen/yakult ;D haha! shoosh, i feel like a rolly rolly now. hahh ;D random.

pooof, but today's still good! ;D i love being out with my loves. they make me feel happy and peaceful ! hah!

SKIP THIS ENTIRE COMPLAINING SECTION:D man, and security guard/librarian wannabe was being the ultimate GL today. was alil annoyed with her. ha, we so said she has a secret ambition to be a librarian or sth. poof ;/and so yeps, there wasnt enough seats so i sat with this 3 guys from the uni. poof the one in front of me was totally ungentlemanly ;( haha! if he hadnt realised, the table's meant for sharing and he has to shove his notes right in front of me. ha, and i was kinda irritated so i guess the friend of this ungentlemanly guy realised and hesitantly took the notes away, looking paiseh and sorry. ha! at least that guy was much btr ;) but heh, i kept dozing off to slp reading econs. and man, when i survived till pg16. kai and cecilia were like. oh the front parts aint the crucial ones. kinda unimpt actually. i wanted to kill myself almost instantly ;D HAHA! man, econs, why're you torturing me like that ;( ah shoosh. i wanna stuff my head in the pillow. hahah! okay i alr did that. and hugging big white bear (okay it used to be big when i was young) for comfort. man, my heart/mind and soul felt like it's gone thru a battle of 'comprehending and remembering econs'. and lost terribly ;( econs is soooo frustrating. it's like spurting/hurling/drowning/flooding me with foreign terms,concepts which i dont feel like understanding ;( okay. im lazy lazy lazy! GEEES, okay that's an entire para of me complaining. pretend you didnt see this if u've been defiant enough to read this even if i said,stop reading. haha!

alright! ;D and the day's been great with my dear loves ;D ah,and we talked abt how sec sch life was pure happy and peaceful;D heh! and i wanna stay at sweet sassy sixteen forever but i dont wanna miss last yr and this yr too ;Dhehe! humans are greedy and nv satisfied. hahas ;D grins. and we want things we cant get. hahah! can i just miraculously know econs?

and man, i missed 11:11 again andthis time by 1 or 2 mins. ;( man, i could have wished for, 'i hope econs will make frens with me' hahaha ;D lol! but despite all that, i still love today!! lameo says im a lazybone. ha, im sure ;D who was the one lazing at home, and can sit at the same spot in front of the same tv for 8 hrs str. hahah! ;D alright, out with tong to study tml. hahaman, she's suffering the same fate as me. we slacked the entire of today ;( haha hopefully tml's gg to be extremely productive/useful ;D haha, i will study ;D hopefully ;D

and wheehee, if all things fail, keep a smile on ;D and all who smile are with you ;D and all who cry will join u ;D ahaha! and my wish for today, may everyone be happy and smiling alw ;D cos happy is the one simple easy word everyone know, want, wish and will be granted if you seek contentment in every simple lil thing ;D

haha! alright. 4.10am in the morning! ;D dozed off halfway while using and now totally wide awake man, but freak, i think the throat's giving way. man, it hurts and i dont wanna talk ;( hahah!! lol pray i wouldnt lose my voice because i have the greatest tendency to do so. alright ;D so the day's as usual, HAPPY! dont ask me why everyday's a happy day, cos they just are ;D hahah! pw results release and gosh, got a B. i dont know what i was feelingthen. or rather i didnt really feel anyth. not quite. i was like.. huh orh okay lo;D man, call that nonchalence or what, im sucha optimistic person to not really place results at such high priority and gets over them fast. orh no wait, there's isnt even a need to get over it. hahah. wasnt feeling a tad of upsetness. lol. alright really weird ;D but i guess i see things in a more open view that it didnt exactly matter;D

lessons were the norm but freak, got suanned by econs tutor cos i went into lessons w/o my econs tys and i didnt prepare my work and so didnt the ppl alongside with me and she has to whack me the most ;/ sucks. haha! not that im complaining as if i didntdo anyth wrong. but bleags, it almost did kill my day. but i guess slping during her lessons paid for everything she did ;D lol i forgot almost the event after the 3 period econs tutorial. it was pure torture ;/

captain's ball was heh, pretty fun again today. ;D girls did some fun fun fun drills ;) lol. and yah, played after that. hahha! fun fun before the disgusting feeling sets in again. man, sucha familiar feeling cos it's been not-too-long since i felt that way again. it was bad but not that bad. ;D hah! tahanable. lol! but jol's one was worse. like... double pain. ;( glad it got btr!! ;D nods bathed ;D felt shiok! and oh yes, thanks heaps beast for the nice mashed potato ;D it was shiok lah ;D HAHA! what a kind beast ;D hahha!

freak and as usual, shldnt have told ya,stupid lameo, giving me an hr lecture on how one must eat proper meals. eat proper meals. yes my dear i heard that, you naggy pig ;P seizing chance huh? haha! somehow somewhat ppl tend to be extremely naggy(not to themselves, but alw to other ppl) ;D lol! but i aint a three yr old kid. i just forgot that i needed to eat ;/ there's choco babys ;D HAHA! smileyfaced chocobaby makes ppl happy. and man, shifu dont get why stars and smiley faces on the chocobabys make me and ting so excited and happy ;D hahah! and got called spastic for it! ;D but later she said it was cute ;D HAH! SEE SEE! :D

didnt typed in alot of stuff tho ;D cos they're all in here (the mind!) it's hard to really blog every single thing that happened today and heh, i believe every lil thing that happens is special ;D

bcos i dont want to be reminded; the past still haunts.shuck, it has been so long ;(

ah, i forgot to add that, thanks heaps jol dear for helping us buy bubble tea! ;D;D champagne grape was love btw ;D thanks love! ;DD wheehee!
and yeps, thanks heaps to kai who made my day a happy day ;D thanks for the letter ;D which made me look and feel like a retard ;D HAHA, yes, i was really touched and surprised that gosh i cant believe i was half on the verge of tears and half laughing at my stupidity when i read it ;D freaky, but i strongly believed it was fate that i found it ;D thanks love!

and i believe it's fate im meeting these lovely people and man, i just cant ask for more. it's amazing how people can just miraculously form bonds with one another (okay, itsounds like im talking chem ;P) i guess it's the human mechanism ;D

some ppl are there for you for as long as you rmb yourself knowing them and you depend and trust in them for every single thing, some ppl you know for so long but only managed to open up to each other for some time long after.

"you know you are in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than dreams." read this from lingy's blog (and i think it's really sweet) and im serious, being blessed with so many wonderful people ard me, i realise reality's definitely better than dreams ;D yes, im grateful for every single one of you that i've known ;D

ahaha ;D as usual, happy day. but actually, pretty retarded that i go to school every single day and i dont accomplish/do anyth related to academics. man, im screwed ;/ mom says im screwed ;/ and totally unserious in my work. freak, i so agree ;( oh no damn, and the worst thing is i noe im screwed ;/ and everyone has to remind me ;( haha, but my mom tells me i need pushing. im the sort who needs to be pushed into doing stuff i dont like cos recently, i've lost all that discipline to well.. care abt my academics ;D ah, no motivation ; no discipline. omg, and tell me im NOT taking alvls this yr! -goes crazy!- haha! and everyone ard me's in one way or another trying to do work ;D haha! i was telling shh that we'll need to go out for study sessions very often to force myself to study ;D HAHA!

dangs, was cheated to go for physics lecture w/o knowing it's beetsma who's lecturing. ah, kuku and ting and shifu were smart smart. i stayed and slept thruout as usual. was terribly tired ;D then, math lect was pretty ok, i was hyped and happy trying to get some gold for lumines ;D and i did! wahaha, and moreover, spastic shifu was telling me some super funny retarded things which made me laugh alot. haha! woke me up i guess! ;D lessons went the normal ;) just that i kept wanting to slp! ;D hahah! but i survived till the end.

off to the room to slack! and i got chiaweei playing lumines for some shortwhile and man, he was making funny comments throughout. damn funny i swear. and yay! i beat highscore for puzzle bubble ;D who ever said i couldnt ;D man, and i got my nice name on the highscore list! ;D hahah that made my happy day happier! haha! ;DD played bridge for some while and hey, bridge was freaking fun and funny to the max. lol. any game is fun ;D game addicts ;D and den went to do scaffolding. not really doing much. watched match after that which got postponed after like halftime. grr. and vj was winning! damnit. haha! kinda interesting. but the wind was nicely blowing and man, i was slpy and at the same time excited abt the match. lol. got cancelled. but we went mad in the room. ah, and i played skipping rope! ;D SO FUN! haha! man it's been ages. like really ages. hahha! and heh, took down scaffolding structure. haha yay, basically i wasnt doing much also. ;D okay, im sucha slackkerrr! ;D HEH! but yeah, 10 mins record ;D ah fooyo cool. and basically i nv knew taking down scaffolding can be so retarded and funny and fun and entertaining. wahaha, slacked in the room while everyone else was doing work. and man, i wasnt allowed to play my game ;( haha! but im like 3 steps away from completing everything! YIPEEE! ;D

dinner was the usual ;D but heh, i bought stuff like choco baby and chocolate ;D choco baby is the best thing ever ;) apart from my all known obsession for lollipops! (jo unnie! man, i want to eat the nice big lolli you were eating last time ;D but you're all the way in US ;( awww) ;D oh yes. when i see choco baby, i think of the good ol'times ;D man, it's like totally nostalgic. pouring chocobabys out on hands and counting the no. of smiley faces there are, competing who's the luckier one and stealing each other's smiley faced chocobaby ;D man, i miss times like that. and so the right thing to buy was chocobaby ;D it made mereally happy.

was just chatting with shh online. haha talking abt stuff that made us really happy and contented from deep within us ;D i think i'd never grow sick talking abt the same stuff over and over and over agn, thinking abt the same stuff over and over and over again ;D bcos everyday's a special and good day ;D

lameo says i got the mind of a kid, in other words trying to suan that im simpleminded and childish. but i call that easily contented and happily having fun ;D haha! and so, today was as compared to tuesday, a great day ;D simple things easily make me happy ;D ah yeps, first thing that made my day was lingy's msg abt jesse mccartney's burfday ;D which is very well, today ;D HEHE! ahh ;D and i swear a sweet simple msg from my darlings in the morning just brighten the day alot ;D msged loads more with her and cant wait till i see her again and heh, we'll turn into chatterboxes ;D haha! next was shh's msges and her sending me the french version of jus so you know (de toi a moi) which made me really high. man, the others dont appreciate jesse mccartney's sexy voice ;D fantastic session with kai&jol ;D which was totally unintentional and we all missed our lectures. coughscoughs ;) and more stuff that made my day;) : lollis ;D, no chem tutorial (which made me end sch at 155pm!), ivie giving me her other musicfest ticket (ah thanks love!), pt!(captain's ball w/o running XD), learnin how to set ball (laoniang's chicken wing theory ;D), champagne grape craving satisfied ;D, short but nice phone chat with lameo ;D, nice jap songs by arkar ;D

wahaha so fan's a happy kiddo today! ;D ah yes! ;D and hurray, i saw 11.11pm at random today and made a wish ;D yay! someone told me if you see the time at 11:11pm at random, you get to make a wish ;D and so i did ;) wheeheeee!! and sis says imma deserved the best and most credit for her math test,she got 19/20! ;D ah and the one mark was due to pure carelessness. i bet this is her first time getting so high for a math test ;D haha and that proves my crashcourse with her worked! ;D my sacrifice (slping at 4am) was worth it. haha! ah, okay another thing to make my day ;) gees! yay!

okay doke, but stupid comp is pmsing today so sis has to use the lappie to do her so-called ss hw. man, i swear she'd end up watching some deathnote2 or sth ;D haha! like sister like sister ;D haha! okay. think gotta log off soon alr ;D haha man, i just had a great laugh that i almost died laughing. okay. not supposed to laugh. but very funnny. ahem. coughs. hahah!

today's what i'd call, a really emotional day. haha not emotional emotional. but yeah, just a day with alot of different emotions and feelings. frankly speaking, i had like one of the worst mornings in mths to come. and man shyt, i was psycho-ing myself to be somewhat cheery and happy but well, you know your mind and your gestures just dont match at times ;/ woke up a good 15 min late today, not even realising i actually turned the alarm off. jumped out of bed, madrush. and forgot to bring extra shirt so had to head back to take and then, forgot to bring hairtie. so basically, looked like a wreck ;/ and just feeling ultra tired and moody and things gotta be made worse with the feeling of just plain worry in me.. man, that feeling suck; and there's nth you can do to stop it except to wait.. felt much btr on the bus ride to school with ivie, was feeling less moody, less grumpy, i guess some talking got stuff off the mind ;)

nods. and then, the tiredness starts to set in. reached school and ponned assembly with shh, but partly cos she had a stomach ache (ah excuses ;P) just didnt exactly have the mood, was talking with shh and deciding how sucky and moody this morning can be ;/ and there marks my 3hr long stay in the odac room on the same white sofa. everyone went for lessons and so, i didnt, for a 3period gp lesson (man, im glad i didnt, shifu was like complaining alot abt the lesson!) and yes, so i spent more or less an hr trying to slp. was still super tired when i woke up tho ;/ stoned pretty much i guess ;/ ahaha, not a good morning i swear.

went for lessons after that, and shoosh, lessons were okay.. the usual norm boring, torturous having to sit in lectures and cant even understand one bit. so played lumines agn ;D haha! i swear winning the kuku game makes you somewhat alot btr! and lessons lasted all the way till 305pm. longest day cos mr lim had extra lessons for chem ;/ bwah and told our class we gotta work harder than the rest cos apparently our 20% for chem spa wasnt done as well as expected or as compared to the rest of the classes. uh uhh, didnt noe pratical was like 20% of alvls ;D haha!!

like what shh said, when the day's not gg too well, odac alw makes it btr and yes, i cant agree more ;D nods and that's what i call, the feeling of comfort and just plain ease being in the room and with the people in it. and yeps, so the moody morning was somewhat brought to a pretty boring and bland day of lessons. and i guess waiting was such a torture but at least when the msg came, everything just fall into place and the worry lessened alot. felt just really freed from the nasty, boogie, googie feeling ;DD and that's double cheers and yays. and so was kinda in a happier mood after that. went to the room and then, as usual, started playing games ;D man, such game addicts! haha! and evil/meano beast (or so, what jol describes) refuses to send me puzzle bubble ;/ ahhh, i still want it ;/ bleags. puzzle bubbleeee ;D but had the thrill of playing it still anyhow ;D and yay! beat highscore and unlocked levels! which i presume will not be the highscore soon enough ;D haha, man, and i want to play zl's psp puzzle bubble too ;D

oh yeah, slacked the afternn away and dinner was the usual ;D and yeps, dinner was 7 ppl at a table (just like how the very first time i rmb odac having dinner in the hawker centre). ;D right! bus ride home with arkar after that. man, we figured how to play the 'puzzle' mode for lumines and got so ENGROSSED in playing it that we missed our busstops by at least 3 stops ;/ and ended up at somerset skatepark. zomg! and we didnt realise it cos firstly, the windows of the bus were all misty and u cant even see what's outside and secondly, we were too engrossed in lumines ;D haha kuku to the max. damn hilarious! HA! and so we got off at orchard, laughing at our stupidity and spasticness ;D see what games do to you. haha!

and so, the rest of the day from after the lessons onwards was kinda good;D and happy ;DD

and gosh, suju m's mv's out today. chinese version of u is according to lingy, hot to the max. but heh, i think it's kinda cool but im still trying to get used to them singing in mandarin ;D haah and ahhh, the main reason i was getting super high and stuff was cos, HAE WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAWT in the mv ;D ah, the usual ;D

haha man, second post in an hr. haha! man, im gg crazy blogging.
i really want to change my blogskin/layout! there's the urge to change it all and yet there's no time ;( ah, pls stop letting precious lovely time slip away. ;/ hahaha!

freakfreak, lameo just said my face became rounder! ;/ ahhh no! i dontwant. haha! dieting plans failed somehow somewhat. ;D HAHA! aye, it's just the pic's fault OKAY ;D haha the others say it was fine. you kuku ;D HAHA!

lol, the post is pure random. surmmarised post content: I WANT TO CHANGE BLOG LAYOUT! ;D

and who says, you'd have monday blues on a monday ;D man, i didnt have it. not at all. surprisingly, waking up was easy this morning and i was kinda energetic when i was on the way to school and stuff. ah, blame it on sis who got me to do some last min crashcoursing on her hopeless math at an unearthly hr of 330am last night and sheesh, i've only gotten my slp at 4am. i so wanna smack her kukuhead. and man, she btr.. pass her test. ;D haha!

and yeah, so, sch was pretty good and well, except that half the time i was playing the funny lumines on my phone even during lectures. ha and i ponned econs lecture to slp on the concourse sofa with jx and aaron. lol we're such slackers. but i couldnt take it for econs lecture and thot that i might as well make full use of the hr slping on the nice comfy sofa and hurray, with the lovely songs playing on my phone ;D haha! and you see that's how my mobile phone dies quickly with my excessive abuse of its battery life ;D HAHA!! school still went pretty well ;D

shoosh, and after sch was kinda funny. cos basically we just slacked our time in the odac room, doing i dontknowwhat. wasting our life away being game addicts. haha, i bet we dont look like j2 students who.. are.. yes sadly gladly surprisingly, taking alvls this yr. haha! people are just slping, reading a book, or playing games on handphone, psp ;D haha! man, puzzle bubble and lumines are fab games ;D love. and yeps, ivie shh and i managed to squeeze ourselves on the white sofa, passing on the psp from one person to another ;D HAHA! lol and many funny things happened. trying to get the right random sampling method to split ppl up into volar grps, kaili's craze with dumbbells and weights and so much more. and our main purpose was to wait till 445pm so we could catch the soccer match ;D haha! how genius! but the match was kinda worth it. haha a good match to watch. yay vj won in the end against hcjc ;) YAYYAY!

went back home after that and the bus 36 was kinda crowded, got myself a seat and trying out my luck on my phone, praying it wont die on me when im listening to the songs in it ;D and man, it didnt! must be my lucky day! ;D and so, i had a good ride home, probably except for too much spare time for myself and too much time equates to letting the mind wander.good things bad things good times bad times good thoughts bad thoughts.. and more and more. now, i dont want to get myself thinking cos the brain sorta dies awhile after thinking alot ;D now i wonder, humans are thinking creatures for a reason ;)

haha! nods, bought something nice for my mortal (man, i thot it looks really cute) and that's what's giving me the idea of possibly writing a letter now for my mortal. yay! ;D and so today's not too bad a day, had great laughs and great times ;D and fooyo! im entitled to a free b&j's icecream bcos someone owes me ;D haha! and this made my day alot ;D

and yeps, to sheila, get well soon dear! ;D dont scratch the chicken pox okay. TRY SUPER HARD NOT TO! yeps, you must not, or they'd leave ugly marks ;/ haha yeps, but no worries you'd return to us soon scarless ;D yeps! and no worries abt sch work, we'd try to keep you updated ;D and yes, take care heaps and drink alot of water ;)

'just so you know' - Jesse McCartney <3
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why
I've waited so long
Looking back I realizeI
t was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

today's an unspecial day and probably what i call, a NOT happy day. hmm.. not unhappy or anyth. just NOT happy. the happiness pangs seem missing ;( ah! and i got myself frustrated at myself and ended up being frustrated at everything else. okay, that sounds weird. but yes, poof. and i wasted my entire day trying to search for some nice hp theme for my phone. i didnt manage to find any, since the fact is, im too picky for my own good ;D hahah! the whole selection process was freaking retarded. i like abit of everything from different themes and man, i so wanted to put them together. why cant we have the best from everything ;D okay alright. i shall stop whining like a kiddo who cant get her favo toy or sth ;D;D

and yeps. i did NOTHING today. oh man, really nth. and yes, my beautiful sunday just got wasted away thinking abt stupid stuff, trying to find stupid things, reading stupid things and then getting frustrated at stupid things. haha!! sounds damn kuku! ;D ah, and this is a bad way to end a HAPPY week with a not so happy sunday ;( cries. hahah! but yeps, there's still 2 more hrs to the end of today! ;D so i can still do sth to make it a worthy sunday ;D ohoh! did i mention, i got so addicted to another song by faber drive (whose fault would that be? -stares at dino-) HAHAH! when im with you ;D

and im stubbornly rejecting the idea of starting on reading some lecture notes or doing some tutorial ;D yes, im NOT gg to. oh hoho! lingy's current obsession is jesse mccartney;D great choice dear! ;D he's cute to da max ;D hahah! and just cos it started with one fine song i let her listen to ;D and she got so addicted to him ;DD wahaha, imma genius!

oh my, i realise i really got nth more to say. conclusion of the day: LOUSY POST ;D HAHAH! and yes, tml's gg to be a better day i swear ;D and it will be for you, you you and you too! ;DD

when i see you hold back your tears, i regret what i've done ;/

ohoh and to make this a BETTER POST! ;D a lovely song for lovely people! ;D (so if you dont listen to this, you're not lovely! ahem, just kidding man!)
When i'm with you - faber drive
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

heyyo dear loves who are still online ;D hehe! alright, today's a great day ;D im feeling the usual happy self despite the serious lack of slp, but im still feeling the joy in me ;D woke up feeling good and happy that im gg to get started with something constructive and related to studies for the first time in the week ;D great morning and so great start ;D and yes, in order to make myself happier, i wore the nice red jacket ! ;D HEHE! REDDDD! okay. im in love with red ;D haha!

and yes, headed down to bishan lib to meet up with lingy and waited till the lib opened and we walked to lingy's fav spot and yeps, got the table! ;D and started reading lecture notes! was reading electric field all over agn cos apparently i took 3 days to read the prev time and i still had no idea what electric field was all abt. ;P oopsy. and then, studied, dozed off, played lumines(to prevent myself from slping!) and waited for kai to come! ;D hehe! finally she came and talked alil before we started on work agn ;D heh! and this time we all fell aslp! ;D GOSH! damn freaking funny. haha! must be the lazy afternn syndrome thing! hehe! played more lumines in case i fall aslp agn! ;D and then, continued reading e.field ;D haha! and lunch time was near and just nice, ngsijia came! so we all left her all alone in the library and went for lunch. heh, we're THAT evil. but she's on a hunger strike you see ;D haha! LOL!

lunch was satisfying and man, i didnt noe they renovated j8's food junction ;D hehe! it's orange everywhere! ;D haha! pretty pretty! went back to the lib and spastic dino was still on her chem skill a after like how long! haha! spastic to the max. haha! and yes, i love exploiting her phone and koping her songs! ;D heh! i think i almost transferred all her songs over to mine! ;D haha! and im really addicted to the song 'tongue-tied' by faber drive! AHH! it's such a lovely song! and MAN, DINO, youSUCK for GETTING ME SO STUCK ON THE SONG! just kidding dear ;D haha! it's a great song and yes, listening to it now ;) ahhhh! grins happily. and man, she has this song named lollipop which is kinda cute. koped it just cos the song name's lollipop! ;D hahah! and yes, i love lollis! ;D heh! that explains why huh! hehe! and den kai has to leave ;/ to meet her friend. and so den cecilia came! ;D she started telling me abt big bang and their special perf with wondergirls ;D haha! YAY! and i just watched it. man it was soooo cute. haha! GDRAGON's LIKE AMAZINGLY CUTE LAH! ;D

allright and so i was trying to read more notes ;D finished efield,stats1&2,and 1/4 of chem kinetics! :D ahh more than what i've done for the entire 5weekdays ;D HAHA! and den i felt slpy so i started playing lumines agn! AH YES! ;D i managed to make easy and normal levels all GOLD! ;D well, with alil bit of jx's help when she played it ytd ;D haha! but the hard's really hard ;/ ahhhh! but i can do it! ;D im so determined to make everything GOLD! ;D and yes, kai says im spastic to get addicted to this kinda games;) HAHAH! lol, i kinda agree ;D but yeah, you gotta settle for second best when you dont have PSP.FOR PUZZLE BUBBLE! HAHAHAH! ;D and yeps, tried reading stats and fell aslp. real piggy and sijia was complaining i slept for a long time. POOF it's only for half an hr! ;P haha! but heh, i was letting her listen to nice songs that i have! ;D HEHE!! and zomg, lingy and sijia both love emo sad songs. AH, so sad ;/ no like! haha!

but yeps, i managed to get lingy addicted to 'just so you know' and most imptly jesse mccartney! ;D HEHE! MAN, he's such a cutie. hahah! and lingy said her heart stopped seeing him on youtube ;D HAHAH! YESYES DEAR! ;) SO CUTE when he said so CUTE! ;D HAHAH! and yeps, as usual, being girls, we're retarded to the max!haha! i tried forming heartshaped signs and getting dino to take peekture of it! haha! her photography skills... shakes head!
HAHAH! nah uh, it's kinda nice lah!! but just that my hearts are alil distorted ;D but still good! ;D and then, we basically camwhored! more peektures with lingy and she's yet to send to me. but nonetheless, i took some with my phone. hehe! good evidence of us STUDYING! ;D HEHE! we did study yah! ;D hehehe! a pity we didnt start camwhoring with kai was with us! AHHHH! haha! shld have done tt! den kai's pic will appear too! ;D but no worries, there's gotta be more chances in future! ;D HEHE! and yes, i love studying sessions with fourdee lovelies/darls/dears! ;DD crapped and talked alot!;D and nonetheless, just seeing them and studying with them reminds me of the good old times ;D man, i MISS YOU ALL;DD ALOT ALOT ALOT! LOVE YOU DEARS ;D

i call this heavenly days cos days with you all are simply great and fantastic. even if how dull the studying is, we alw make studying like the best thing on earth. coughscoughscoughscoughs. hahah!


peaceout! HAPPYHAPPY! ;D TONGUETIED'S A FREAKING ADDICTIVE SONG!

freak. fan's feeling super upset with BLOGGER now ;( it freaking deleted my entire post that i spent a really long time typingit and shoosh, i have to type it agn. grrr. and now im gonna make it short. anyth, BLAME blogger. EEKS.

okays, today's lovely eunhyuk oppa's burfday! happy birthday lee hyukjae ;D HEHE! he's such a cutie. and man, he's a dancing machine man. hehehe freaking cool! ;D not like he's gonna see this and my lovely praises for him, but i hope he has a reallygood and nice bday ;D

alright, been neglecting my blog for 4 days! ah! but yeps, im reviving it agn. and probably wanting to change a blog layout soon. hehe! ;D im bored of the color scheme alr. hehe! alright man. starting from wed ;D our first PT session after dunno how long, ran 4.8km and yay played captain's ball which was super fun;D hehe! i enjoyed it to the max even tho i sucked at playing captain's ball. and yes, that's the fun and seeking joy even in things you suck at is enjoyable (provided the others dont get annoyed at your ultimate lousy skills and im sure the odacers wont. they're such lovelies ;D hehe! of cos they wont ;D HEHE! ;DD)

and yeps, bouldering on thursday's one of the best experience ever! my first in bouldering! ;D LOVE! ;D hehe! it's sooo fun and yishun safra bouldering gym is coolios to the max. fully air conditioned and man, mats everywhere! ;d hehe! and even tho i really suck at climbing and i couldnt master alot of the routes, it was still FANtastic experience and i'd definitely go agn ;D HEHE! bouldering's FUN! hehe! and yes, den the girls start gg crazy and delirious with rolling ard while the PIs and the guys were at level 2 ;D hehe! man, so funny ;D i laughed till i almost died really. hahah! we were trying to do sushi rolls and some rollyourselflikeanegg/ball thing! ;D man, that was the best parts man. hehe! and we did retarded barney marches, front rolls back rolls, trying to cartwheel and stuff ;D haha! and just when we thought we were the only retarded ones, the guys came and joined us too! ;d hahah! flips and turns and whatever you all cant imagine. they just whacked, and all trying to be breakdancer-wannabes ;D EHHE! and the rest just watched and laughed. hahah! man, and poor faizah was cramping all the way. but yeps ;D i bet she had a fantastic time laughing too. hahah! maybe that;d work the cramps away. hahah! lol, dinner after that and yes, feeling contented and happy on the way home. and that's what i call, finding the simplest joy and fun and happiness in things you cant even imagine urself doing usually and yes, with the fabulous lovely dears ;D HEHE! best stuff ever ;D

felt a little bit of disappointment at some stuff, but i just brushed it off ;D after all, what can be done's alr been done ;D nods!

and yeps, woke up today at 1130pm! whee no school! ;D haha! self declared full day off that is. and yes, imba, only 5 ppl went to sch in my class today. was a piggy till 1130pm and reluctantly got up to get ready to go to school ;D HEHE! did stuff really really slowly today. haha! and yes, still feeling slpy tho i slept so much! hehe! and yes, went to sch for PT and yes, msteoh saw me and started asking what time i came to school today ;D OOPSY! but she didnt scold. hehe! it was super funny.yeps but she's super nice not to scold. 5 ppl in class. record breaker man. HAHAH! oh yes had running. 3 rounds ard sch and i almost died. all the fault of stupid cramps. DAMNIT. hahah! lol ran a pretty much constant pace. dying to keep to my constant pace cos i want to hurry hurry finish the run ;/ gosh, it sucks and i almost died. haha! but at least i survived ;D HAHA! and thanks to jol, bobo and matt for the drink ;D it made me feel much btr yes ;D heh! and yes, jol kai and i had random discussions that why menses are called menses when they got nth to do with men, why not womenses. hahah LOL! okay, part and parcel of being a girl. bleags. and den played captain's ball! they refused to let me do anything except being captain. but i was happy being a captain still ;d HEHE! i managed to catch some balls! ;D HAHA! man, didnt noe it can be such a delight catching the balls! ;D HEHE! felt really happy after that. and den the cramps got btr and den it was good ;D hehe! random hoops shooting and volleyball playing. okay and went back to room after that. hahah! wasnt inthe mood for anymore games. must be the cramps thing that killed all the mood. but yeps, felt happy still and was debating whether to go for class dinner. decided to go in the end, didnt wanna pangseh ;D HEHE! it turned out fine and kinda retarded. the girls complained we were too fat and started comparing who's fatter and stuff. in front of guys too and the guys just listened. basically we just heck care of their existence that is. ;D HAHAHA! oops. dinner at HK cafe. not too bad ;D hehe! food wasnt too bad and french toast was ultimate yummy. talk abt growing fat and the next, we're indulging in food! WHHOO! ;D haha! went home after that ;D

hehe and so i finally finished. plsplspls , let this publish! i dont want to type it all over agn. waste time ;D HEHE! lol and im feeling slpy. yawns! out with lingy, kai, sijia, cecilia to 'study' tml! ;D happyhappy. YAY! i must try to complete work tml! wish me lucks! and now needa get some slp! ;D YAY! fan's a happy coughsangelcoughs. HAHAHAH! yeps. nightsy loves!

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL dears! ;D hehe! and yay! april's fool is coming to an end ;D and yeps, lucky lucky me aint gotten tricked ;D heh! im smart. coughs coughs coughs. hahah! ;D oh yes and i managed to pull off a few pranks on ppl here and there and the most successful prank's the one on lameo ;D haha!! ;P

oh right, so went to sch with big ass bags, thinking it's kinda retarded and no one's gg to believe we're gg camping. haha but zomg, ppl actually believed so ;D HAHA! man,must be our acting skills v good ;D haha! nah. and man, most of the odacers in math lecture decided to sit thru lecture with ponchos on ;D and yes, deepest apologies for PSing you ppl ;D HAHA! but lol, see, if i sat there, you ppl wont have such a fantastic peekture here!


okay, excuses and excuses ;D haha! but still, heh! deepest apologies. but man, it was hilarious and kuku to the max. haha! lol

and i concluded that gg home early and thinking that you can have a nap and then settle down to do some tutorials and study DONT work. haha! cos apparently, time flies before you know it. haha! but time spent out today's for a fabulous cause. haha! man, i finally got a new phone after my prev one cracked ;D haha! yay! happy happy ;D and it's redddd! ;D i love RED ;D haha! oh right! man, and i didnt do anything today agn. and i shall not. haha! MAN! when will i actually be good and do some work? i really wonder. hahah!