went for a long afternn nap and felt much much btr after waking up even tho the lil bit of fear's still present. it felt like this morning was so unreal and probably just a dream. had an urge to scream everything out to the sea or just basically scream or sth. man, i dont even have the mood to start on any work ;/

yeps, but yeah, still feeling alot btr now ;) fan's a strong kid ;D mentally strong ;D nods, one's gotta be strong, in order to transfer your strength to the other ;D and i hope to be like that ;D

29 march 2008 has been a fantastic day i swear. firstly to start off with, TJC duathlon. man, ivie and i were ultimate super extremely totally nervous and anxious before the race starts. i swear, we were telling each other there's no stress no pressure, just relac. but man, we were feeling all that stress and pressure ourselves ;D haha! which was kinda retarded and ironic. but heh, the feeling of adrenaline rush is actually kinda shiok like before the race. and yeps, sufiyan and jason, chiaweei and darryl and jiaqian were there too! ;D! and so yes, presenting to you the racers for TJ duathlon ;D haha! nods. and poof, imba sufiyan and jason came in men's open 3rd! AHHH! we were so so so so excited for them when they were biking in and running in the last lap that we kept screaming for them. hahah! man! the moment was like exhilarating ;D fantastic moment. and of cos they got 3rd! ;D HEHE! great job guys. and yeps! chiaweei and darryl too! ;D HEHE! man, and chiaweei fell off the bike and got a huge wound at the knee. nods, still extremely fantastic job to both of them! ;D chiaweei and darryl! ;D hehe! and yeps, jiaqian was super poor thing, the stupid bike chain came out 3 times for her and she had to constantly stop to fix them. GOSH. haha! but nods, even tho i wasnt there to cheer for ya when you came back, great job dear! ;D

and yes, thanks for all the cheerings and encouragement when i was abt to run or on the way back ;D hehe! i heard all of them! ;D HEHE! and i was trying to be focused in my run. hehe! and thanks to ivie dear for running the last few metres with me ;D gosh!;D IT FELT SO GOOD AND HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY and RELIEVED it's over! and kinda sudden that it's over! and then, i was experiencing happiness pangs ;D hehe the overflowing sense of joy and happiness in me ;D ah yes! ;D and we camwhored, took heaps of pictures. some of them are on ivie's blog. shall collect from ivie and kaili before i post everything up here. the race's gonna be one unforgettable thing in my life ;D my first race ever ;D haha. gosh. HEHE! and im glad to have such a fantastic partner - IVIE DEAR! ;D yay!! gonna miss training with her (tho we're pretty last min). haha! but heh, the results was definitely satisfying and we were more than happy ;) YAYY! ;D we're all happy kiddos!

and thanks to those who msged and wished us good luck ;D you all are love! ;D HEHE! nods and man, kaili darling came all the way down to lend us her support! ah! and i met her halfway i was running my last 3 km. MAN! i was super happy and elated when i heard her calling me! ;D gosh. i was mentally tired and that was indeed a morale booster and so i carried on running. and just gotta say, the thing that came to my mind when i was running was 'odacers nv say stop. so dont stop' ;D seeing so many ppl stop and walk, the thought hardly came to win over my mind cos yeah, it's ODAC spirit man! tho i was kinda slow at the last part, but im glad i finished it with ivie running alongside with me! ;D and yeps, we all tried our very best which made me very very very happy! ivie cycled till her butt and thighs ache. take care dear! ;D

went back to vj to bathe, saw arkar (with his homemade sushi[not that he made it, but he CUT it]), faizah, calvin, josiah and all of us went for lunch together at PP BK. nods. talked and basically just slackd ard till kai and i left with some of them first. haha! kai and i made it back to st nicks ;D in time before it closes. haha and we spent our ticket money on bubble tea, brownies, and APPLES! ;D HEHE! wheehee such healthy lifestyle. yayee! and it was kinda cheap but nice. hahah! didnt have any where else to spend the tickets on anyw. ah, and shld have gotten the st nicks sports jacket. ah, FREAK! i didnt see it! or i'd have gotten it. ah, this sucks! but overall still good. and man,st nick's gonna be in the guinness world record and spore book of records. heh! ;D homecoming run was coolios man. but i didnt run. man, I WANTED TO! haha it's the intention that counts lah tho ;D hehe! it looks super fun ;D grins. oh yes and there was cheerleading by the old girls. not totally fantastic, but still good ;D heehe and we all started dancing tofamily dance, line dance etc. hha! so funny. but it was good dancing them again! HAHAH! ;D like it's been so so so so long and i just miss it! ;D hehe! and can i be a st nicks student agn? they're having full day off on monday! ;D LOL!

met up with 4dee loves and den we went for dinner, talked and crapped till like 10pm. haha! lol, i miss talking to all of them and it almost just felt like i was a st nicks girl agn and den there was the stnicks girls bus invasion feeling agn when we took 265 to amk central. heh! swear the entire feeling was fantabulous ;D nostalgic. everyone still seems the same ;D the same nice feeling overwhelm me talkng to them. ah, miss them alot and yay! WE'RE GG TO HAVE CLASS CHALET AGAIN OKAY! ;D that was what i overheard the monitresses saying ;D HEHE! and so that marks a happy day and night and i went to slp early cos the stupid comp was pmsing and refusing to on and sis's using the laptop. ;/

and dang, it was as tho despite the happy things gg on in one's life, there's bound to be sad and upsetting stuff. daddy woke me up this early morning and told me something devastating. and man, i dont know if i was stunned or just overwhelmed with sadness and shock that i just burst out crying almost immediately, in the midst of my sleepiness. and gosh,daddy was hushing me not to cry, telling me it's fine now. it scared the hell outta me and i was damn worried. freak. and i still couldnt stop tearing while i was just lying awake in bed in the dark ;( man, did i realise darkness kinda sucks now even tho it hides your tears and everything ;/

hello hello! ;D half lying down and posting this post ;D hehe! and yes, so this only means that fan's gg to be a good kid today and slp early! ;D im almost ready to go to slp alr. hahha! dangs. okay! and man, youtube's working today. arhh, zomg. imsotempted.
OR RATHER, i've alr succumbed to temptation;D hehe! man, im watching some popping locking dance videos and some dance perf. gosh, man, hyoyeon and min are two really good dancers. like gosh. at the age of 13 or 14! ahh ;D and yes hyoyeon and jaewon's duet dance made my jaw drop! ;D

i think hyoyeon looks super hot in the video ;D man,she's got the moves. hahha!

alright man ;D i hafta slp. gosh, my earliest this wk ;D hopefully i wont spend my entire day tml slping! hurray! i ran today again. 3.3 x 2 and den went to do slow casual cycling. haha! sweat alot. felt really good! ;D HEHE! and oh yes man. we went to watch vj's soccer match against dunman high. heh, it was worth my time watching. kinda entertaining that is. erhm.. yes! the funny comments by the guys were like. zomg, laughter inducing. hahahha! oh right, all the way vj ;D

ahha, i missed two bus 36 today. first i was too lazy to catch the bus when i was walking out with shh. so yeah, i let the bus go. second, i didnt flag the bus cos i was talking to dee and it just went off. hahah! lol spastic me. lol! ;D and i took a much much longer time to get home. ah duh ;D HAHAHAH!

SLEEPPPPING TIME! :D

nah uh. fan's being a bad kiddo today, slping in lectures and ponning tutorials ;/ haha! but seriously, i think it's a slp problem and im turning nocturnal. high in the night and so dead in the day ;D haha! lol and yeps, decided to head back to odac room for a nice slp and yes! im in luck cos all the ppl in the room wanted to slp too ;D hehe! so yes, it was kinda a good one till it started to get alil noisy with muscial instru playing and thumpinggg in my ears aha! went for and head ;D but yeps, still kinda okay ;D at least i still had some slp. or rather i had alot in total today. hahaha! oopsy. im sucha piggy. lol!

ah, today's a good day cos fan ran 4.8km with darlings ivie,shh and jol! ;D hehe! and den cycled with ivie and shh! ;D hehe! it's been so long i got my shirt so wet with perspiration ;D HAHA! okay that sounds gross. dont mind that pls ;D haha! but it was shiok lah. finally some moving of muscles that are so UNworked and in a hibernation mode. and then, it was like... kai came to us when we were half cycling and told us skyoflove(koizora) movie's at grand cathay at 520pm and that whether we wanna watched it and we just agreed ;D haha! random impromptu outing but the turnout was great with 8 other dears (shh,ivie,kai,rach,jol,faizah,laoniang,shihan) ;D hehe, a girls' evening out ;D and man, imma contented and happy cos i watched koizora for the 2nd time! ;) this time's btr, at least i didnt cry for the most of the show (only started at the middle back part that is) and i wasnt the only one who cried like crap ;D HAHA! wheehee ;D but still, it was like a mass crying session as quoted from ivie ;) cliche but totally good movie i swearr. those who didnt watch it, highly recommended yes! and did i mention, you'd kinda take more notice of the sky after the show ;D maybe that's only me. ahem yes.

wheehee! okay! and i've decided decided that miura haruma's gonna be my NEW LOVE! ahh!<3 daisuki des! <3 heh! and man, i cant believe i was the only one who loves him in the blonde white hair. and as quoted from lingy, it made him look so punk and such a turn-on' haha! coughs. ahemmm yes ;D HEHE! and yes btw, lingy loves him in that blonde white hair too. man, he looks like he stepped out from a manga ;D ah love love love! and his bday is 5th april and he's born in 1990! ;D same same! hahaha! ohh my. so cute. hahha! oh right and we're gg out on 5th april to sorta celebrate the day he's born. haha! okay. we're THAT lame to THAT extent ;) oh well, look what kinda crazy stuff we do and these are the things that make your teenage yrs the best time ever on earth ;DD

my, and I PASSED econs. haha! imma sooo happy! lol i swear mstanshuwei really saved my life! ah freak. hehe! my case study saved me man. haha! considering the fact i got like 8/25 for one of the essays ;D wheehee. alright. that marks 4 'E's for CT1 ;D and imma gonna score btr for CT2! ;D lol, i btr pray this determination's not gg to die down ;D hehe maybe if i go to suju concert in msia (hints to mommy), i'd be able to have a larger motivation in life to study ;D HAHA! it really works somehow. just like how suju just accompanied me thru olvls ;D and yay after sis got in contact with suju, she's got probably the FIRST A in her sec sch results ;D kudos! HEHE!

and im very slpy now ;/ ah. i hadnt done anything related to work at all. haha! heck it yo ;D will start... hopefully tml!;D HEHE!

long trips alone make ppl think too much ; and it sucks when bad things come back to haunt
slping in is gonna be a better option ;D

haha second post for the day. one was last night ;D hehe! oh right yeah ;D im finding every excuse not to get started on work ;/ im sad. hahah! i hate the stupid lecture notes, tutorials and what have you. poof, i dont hate school. but i just hate the academic part of school. ;/ hahah! lol! okay, im being an annoying complainy (is there even such a word?) kiddo agn ;( haha!

ah man, i havent been running. swear im gg to come in last for the duathlon on sat. ah sorry ivie dear ;( ah. i've been too much of a slackerrrr. hahah! man, i think i officially hadnt ran since... mock napfa. FREAKO. that's at least a mth or two ago. ;/ AHHH! *panicks* i btr go running someday SOON. let's say... TOMORROW? haha! and somehow somewhat i'd end up not. ;(

and lingy and i were discussing how long we hadnt taken a set of neos except for the one we just took. it's our first in the year. like FIRST in the yr. hahaah! ohmygod. haha! that's a record breaker. haha! oh yes and we have to take it while we can. we cant expect like this 30 yr old woman to be taking neoprints still with your frens, can we? haha! that'd be hilarious. -ahem. coughs. so do things while u're still young and youthful ;D live the best outta it! :DD wheehee! and yes, let's have studying sessions(but i bet it'd turn out to be some nonstop chatting session). HAHAH! what an excuse ;D HAHAH!

alright. imma stop procrastinating ;D okay off to DC circuits ;)

edit edit ;D something to taint my innocent blog ;D HAHA! but it's still coughs innocent coughs ;D -blinks-hehe! ;D haha sexy back hae lol! he's such an ass (OOPSY ;D HAHA!) by making the entire concert hall erupt with screams. GOSH. heh, lingy says fan's gg to hyperventilate. lol! ;D



'to regret deeply is to live afresh'

woke up today feeling extremely slpy and yes, my eyes could hardly open! haha! man yes and i was feeling a tad unlucky and suay this morning cos i went out of the hse and den back in a rush bcos i forgot abt the tornado photographs. then i missed the train and my mp3 hang. and i cant reset it cos i didnt have anything sharp and pointed to poke the reset button. and so i was ranting and msging to shh early in the morning ;/ haha! but then i decided things are gg to get btr and so, it did. i didnt miss the bus and i was smart enough to twist the key chain thingy t poke the reset button on my mp3! ;D heh! man, i felt like a genius! so yes, fan was happy to have music with her on the long bus ride. ;D hehe!

and yes, welcome party today! played captain's ball(wished it was floorball tho) but it was still great lah. conclusion, i suck at captain's ball ;D HEH!but yeah still fun. was pretty lazy to change to dark colored shirt so yeah just went to play wet games. haha! fooyo, the toothpaste was super cold on my face and knee. haha! and i was wiping toothpaste on everyone else's face and neck ;D HEHE! and den there was some flour and water balloon game. wheehee. some of us stood aside while watching ppl throw balloons at one another (peace!) hehe! and then there was the havoc water bucket filling game. POOFFY! kai and i were smart enough to use garbage bag and man! before i could bring it to my pail, it was...GONE! cos apparently some very smart person succeeded in tearing he garbage bag ;( and all the water gone ;( wahaha! but the trainees filled it up;D haha! great job. wheehee! and then, the soap came into the picture! hahah! lol, everyone started wetting each other's hair and putting soap on the hair and face. the scene was damn hilarious. and we were like saying our hair's like weird and rubbery when we went to bathe and change. haha! the result of using soap and not shampoo on our hair :D heh! oh yeah den the usual, lunch and revealing of results. i was well... kinda lost for words cos firstly, i couldnt comprehend their expressions on their faces that is. so it's really hard to say anything. ah but thank you tornado for the very adorable chericubs and the card ;D ah, im so in love with it that im looking at it almost every moment ;D hehe! greyy <3 it looks like a smaller version tatty bear ;D haha! yes yes, a really huge fetish for softtoys ;D

yeps, and nods, discussed initiation day and poof, slacked in the room for some time. sat at the door and was looking at the sky and it was so bright and sunny then. and then, kai was like but the weather is alw unpredictable. man, she was super right. when we left for town together, the whole sky was grey and the weather was gloomy and rainy! went to suntec and we basically just did nth except to eat. ate donut factory donuts ;D hehe! ahhh, so blissful! ;D hehe! and i was contented just with the donut. it made me very happy ;D hehe! fan's happy eating it! den some of us went to kfc for dinner. didnt eat anyth cos was planning to have class dinner but somehow got cancelled. haha! some of us sat there and just simply crapped and talked rubbish. haha! the conversation was pretty hilarious (i just rmb myself laughing qt alot). haha! spastic to the max. den we decided to go home. heh, said bye to them while i headed to marina sq to get choc-coated strawberries ;D wahh, now i feel like eating them up myself ;D yummiliciouss! whoo!was window shopping and man, i want jackets. heh! saw this girl wearing this grey jacket with yellow smiley faces on it hahha! so cute lah. i so wanted to ask her where she got that ;D HAHAH!oh right, it feels pretty good to be walking in a mall just with the mp3 and window shopping! had the urge to buy stuff ;D but decided against it. been pretty broke lately. went home shortly after that and it was still raining. ;/

slept and woke up. ate dinner. and yeps. using the comp now ;D haha and mad sis is dancing madly in front of me, distracting me totally. poof. haha!! but the dance she was trying to learn is pretty nice ;D just that i dont have the time and mood to play and replay the same video over and over agn just to learn some steps. ;( not now. ah yes i was just reading my blog posts dating all the way back to like 2004. haha! GOSh it was hilarious. my blogging style. i had a great deal of a laugh that i almost died rolling on the floor. and i did alot of spastic stuff today. like choking on oranges, spamming 2 oranges at one go ;D haha! and poof it's all shh'sinfluence. haha! and yay i was sending ivie the pretty pictures we took. haha! refer to her blog for the pic. im too lazy to load it ;D anyw (it's the pic of the last few ppl who went for lunch last today! ;D) haha! according to faizah, last to gofor lunch, but oh somuch fun! HAHAH! LOL! damn kiddo, girl ;D HEHEH! but i like it. haha!

ahh yes. sch's starting once agn and i've yet to have done a single thing. man, i need to shake myself awake. im living in too much of an idealistic world of my own, thinking everything'd be okay without having to care. oh right, if only things were this way. ah, totally lost the drive and motivation or anyth to work hard or anything at all. oh right, fan's gg to pack some work and maybe read/do/practise abit. ah, sch's annoying, not? haiii. alright. optimism gets one going no matter how tough and sucky the journey is. ;D YEAH MAN! aja aja hwaiting loves :D

and it's helpless watching your friend being troubled ;/ and yet you cant do anything abt it, except to lend a shoulder, say a thing or two to console and comfort. at the end of the day, it doesnt really change much of the situation cos apparently it's beyond any of your control. but at least im alw here, dear ;D and my shoulders are alw free for use. alright. i think shoulders and accompaniment is the best thing ever when you feel sucky. you just wanna have someone, anyone you're comfy with, sitting just there, let you rant (like how i alw do to shh, as evident from above), or just someone to be there listening and saying the right things alw, making you feel better. ;D and yeps, i guess these are why friends are so important and gosh, inspiring lesson : only from the toughest times do you find yourself tougher and stronger. true true true.

and poof, fan's sleepy agn. what a pig ;/ haha!

hello lovelies ;D fan is a contented little kiddo today ;D becos she watched 'koizora' aka sky of love ;) man, and that made her very happy ;D hehe! her 10 bucks well spent ;D hehe! wheehee! alright man!all bcos of dino's constant and very excited urging, the rest of us (lingy, cecilia, me and tong) decided to meet up to watch it. gosh. i really didnt expect the show to be this nice despite dino's reassurance it's extremely good. zomg. i cried for like 90% of the whole show, ahh it was freaking saddening. haha! the plot's pretty cliche. but the stuff they say's not. i dunno why it's just able to make you sad, make you laugh, make you feel the ultimate sweetness, cry with uncontrollable tears. yes. if you're looking for a super great movie to watch, watch KOIZORA ;D HEHE! i swear you'd NOT regret! hehe! and yes no matter how much a girly movie you think this might be, man, i swear it's not. hehe. cos i see guys in the theatres too ;D HEHE! lol i sound like im promoting the show. hehe, they really shld hire me man. hahaha! ;D and did i mention the male lead is sooooooo freaking cute. gosh. i think im in love -winks at lingy- haha! nehh! he's older than me ;D YAHAAAA!!! but he's just a few months younger than ya, it's okay dear ;D hahah!

heh, i want to watch the movie agn agn agn! dino wants to watch it agn too! maybe i'd watch with dino! ;D lol but our schedules dont meet ;/ bahh~ i want to catch it once more before it's taken down from the movie listings ;( haha! and lameo is saying im a crybaby. bleag ;p i aint. haha! it's just .... super touching! haha and whoo! prolonged crying burns off calories? HAHA! hurray!! alright i've sth new to add to my wishlist. i want to get KOIZORA DVD (it's gonna be out in japan in april). and yes. i hope it comes to singapore. pls pls pls! and koizora photo book. man. i cna imagine pretty beautiful pics of the sky ;D man, i think im loving the sky!! WHEEEHEEE ;D im gg too crazy ;D lol!

oh yes and my nose's leakinggg!~ haha! man, ppl dont cry till they get a cold or sth do they? and im sneezing nonstop. poofff ;/ hopefully it'd be fine after a slp or sth. haha! actually my eyes are kinda tired and dry ;/ and lingy said they were ulra red and kinda swollen when we walked out of the cinema! ;D haha! tong was sobbing with me throughout the movie! haha!! but i guess mine was worse cos she had to pat my shoulders and back to console me. HAHAHHA! oh yes and today, i took neos!ARHHH! NEOPRINTS! so long since like last yr... ;/ hahah! im sooooo happy! hehe! lorena joined us for lunch! so we took neos! ;D HEHE! i love neos! haha! and we chose the right machine. hehe! and gosh, i swear we totally lost touch with neoprinting ;/ haha but still i love the neos. they turn out good ;D HEHE! saranghae loves, and we're all suju fans! WHEEHEE *jumps ard* imma gg to post the neoprints ;D HEHE! and man, after so long. i get to meet my dears from 4dee. how much i miss them. like really really really. hehe hadnt seen them for ages. oh not qt, just saw them during CNY ;/ but that's long enough. i love being with them. ;D HEHE! thanks dears and loves. i had a fun day out ;D you babes are da bombs ;) wheeee! i love you all!

okay everything is love today ;D HEHE! cos it's a day filled with love! HAHAH! gosh.okay i swear im obsessed with the movie ;D wheehee! and gg to be for at least like 2 or 3 more days. hahah! bear with me ppl ;) HAHAA! boy, im kinda tired. haha! so i shall just stop here for now. more tml yea. and gosh, the long break's endingggg ~ cries.

okay doke! NEOPRINTS!



haha! photobook ;D hehe! (iwantiwant!)

and yes, last but not least, some nice stuff from the movie. DONT read this if you dont like spoilers ;D

"i want to be the sky, so i can watch over and protect you"
"a clear sky means you're happy, rain means you're crying, sunset means you're embarrassed and the night sky means you're gently holding me"

im loving the movie alot alot.

wheehee! imma back to blog agn ;D hehe! alright im so excited abt tml cos im gg to watch sky of love <3 arhhh! and yes, im sure im gg to cry like crap. haha ;D and yes, prepare the tissues ;D hahah! i mean which touching movies dnt move ppl to tears. the fact that they're touching means you have to cry to appreciate them. ahem. yes. that's a matter in fact to defend myself that imma crybaby ;D HAHA! hell yes. and whee! lameo owes me a lollipop ;D haha! did i mention lollipops are one of the best things ;D and just cos of this nice gesture, i have to spam all over the place 'LAMEO IS ADORABLE'. HAHHA! coughs coughs coughs. haha! that sounds gay. lol!

wahaha! man, so i've been so much of a slackerrr today. i mean even before today. haha! i probably didnt touch anything related to work at all. and poof, im really really awake now. guess it's past the slpy time huh. oh no. if i dont slp, i probably am gg to wake up late tml ;( hahah! like zomg. aint gg to risk being late meeting my dates ;D haha! gosh. i alr made shh wait like 1/2 hr that day. oh no. and the feeling of having to wait is horrible sometimes. but i think waiting at times is good. i seriously dont mind just standing one corner, listening to that headphones and just watch ppl walk by ;D hehe!!

and i have like.. weird weird cravings now. SUSHI ;D haha! imma feeling hungry now. hahah! shoosh and pigging out on kisses now. haha! FAT. poof ;/ hahah! oh yes yes yes! i forgot to mention feeling fab hip hop was great ytd. damn shiok. but heh, i dont deny hip hop's hard and you need practise to make it look hiphoppish. haha! and guess what the instructor was the guy from soul in superband. haha! no wonder he looked really familiar. haha! man. it's cool watching ppl dance in front of ya. esp if that person dances well ;D hah when will hae be dancing live in front of me (dreams). hahah! alright. yay and ivie was watching the videos of step up 2 on youtube and getting super super HIGH! haha! yay! if imma gg to learn dancing, i'd call ya along okay! HAHA! and wyemin has some weird chipmunk/alien sounding language of step up2 movie. lol! freaking funny. oh yes. and shh was gg spastic copying h3 notes! :D HAHAH! and best thing, im meeting my loves in 9 hrs time! ;D

and yesyes, time for camwhore sessions! HAHA! and neos! haha! they're the only persons who are crazy over neoprints ;D HAHA! okay and i'd upload the pics for tml ;D HAHAH! wheehee! im missing my loves so much ;D haha! hadnt seen them in ages lo. cos i was alw busy with ccas in the holidays and they went to 'study'. haha! yah right, talk and catch up ;D HEHE! i miss talking to them. and yes, lingy and i were super high just now talking abt seeing each other tml. haha! that we got the same old feeling agn -- the part where we alw get each other high till we cant fall aslp. HAHA! aww... so nostalgic. hehe!

EXCITED for tomorrow ;D LOVELOVELOVE!

hello! ;D yoyoyo! full day off from school today! yay! i love this long holiday. my initial plan was to do some catching up with work, but damn, youtube is preventing me from doing so. and shoosh, im watching so many videos! alright! so, yes, this post shall be SUPER JUNIOR spam! ;D haha! okay, and obviously, hae's like the main focus XD haha! biased kiddo i am. but i really love him. wahaha! cute boy! alright!

first up! 'bump' performance by hae, hyukjae and shindong. arhh, they sang the song 'bump' by minwoo ;D haha! hae's singing for his own dance parts, kyuhyun for shindong and yesung for hyukjae ;D man. AMAZING performance. haha! and as quoted, 'hae has a sexy ass' ! HAHAHA! hell yea!


okay yay! dontcha agree they're soo HOT! ;D hehe! hyuk is another HOT dancer ;D haha!and oh yes next up! video of suju's amazing dance skills ;D like zomg. im always smitten when they dance ;D hehe! man, im in love with dancing boys. HAHA! oh yes, this is a video with the song SUCCESS by super junior too for some korean drama(H.I.T) hehe! even tho it's pretty old a song, im addicted to the song only now ;D and yes, this song is cool esp the rap parts. okay, im biased. HEHE! the tune is really very nice ;D it's like sooooo dancelicious. hehe!esp the rap parts. hae can rap so well! ;D HEHEH!


HAHA!;D conclusion of the day: HAE'S LOVE!!!

yoyoyo dears! ;D hehe! im here to blog agn hehe! seems like im doing a pretty good job of not neglecting my blog ;D yay! kudos to fan! hahah! alright. im blogging cos im reluctant to start on my GP assignment. yawns stupid compre. FAINTS. haha! oh right. anyw, i had a fun time playing floorball agn today. it's been like how many mths man ;D and shoosh, damn shiok. guess it was worth it. for an hr of great fun after meeting ;D hehe! and yes yes! there;s like no lessons for tml. cos it's ARTS DAY! fooyos! and we get lessons off this week ;D hahah! that's sth to celebrate ;D love! hahah!

yay and it's feeling fab tml ;D hehe! hiphop hiphop hiphop ;D wahaha! i really feel like enrolling myself in somehiphop dance class. neone interested? haha! ;D been wanting to do it ever since sec 4. but seems like it didnt work out cos we're so not free! AHH! xiang, phy, lorena,lingy, tammy AND ALOT MORE! we're supposed to go learn together rmb? hahah! grins. but still yeah, the desire's just gotten stronger after step up 2 ;) haha

nods. and so. nth much today. just that i gotta start on GP now. GRRRR... i hate comprehensions ;) man, cant they ans the dumb qns they set themselves. hahaha!

hurray! and so DARE is finally over! -runs and hops and jumps and hugs everyone!- ahhh! okay and yes so mostof the major events are considered over ;D omg. i felt really happy ytd and relieved and everything else. but everything seems unreal. it didnt feel like a race just ended when it did ytd. it felt just simply... queer, weird. and it doesnt feel like the race just occured. heh! okay, pardon my weirdness ;D hehe! and yes, so thank you everyone for your hardwork, effort and everything everything put in the race and yes, it's finally over! ;D i dont know whether that can be considered a successful race in everyone's eyes but yes, i think it can be considered a success within ourselves. cos despite all the odds and alot of challenges and other committments, everyone put in their best and efforts and made everything possible. ;D and it was really heartening to see people participating (tho it may not be the best experience in one's life) but yes, thank you to all who participated ;D thank you thank you. you all made the race possible! hehe! yeps! ahh ;D

yay and to ivie! my communication dept partner ;D yay! we survived! hehe! great job girl for everything and everything. hurray! we got everything done and yeps, you're an amazing working partner. thanks for alw being there and our laptop carrying days, registration forms collating, website building days will soon be over. but yeps, it's been a totally nice and wonderful time working with ya! HURRAY! ;D -double, triple,million grins!- a great big hug love!!! ;D

okay, enough with all that thankyous. impossible to thank finish every single one of you, you and you! okay yay! today is like finally the day where i can step into town feeling totallly free. gosh. and my movie after like i dunno how long! haha! STEP UP 2! gosh gosh gosh, im getting too high bcos of this show. heheh! arhh, i've been watching the step up 2 dance over and over agn. zomg. damn good. i think it's a good show. with great mba amazing dance moves that knock ya off your feets. ;D hehe! great catch. hiphop and breakdance rulez yo. hahah ;D damn amazing. heheh! somehow somewhat it got me so hyped that i want to stand up and cheer when the finale dance was over. zomg. hehe! and now the song is stuck stuck stuck so stuck in my head. yoooohooo! haha! lalala! andomg, i think the girl is freaking amazing. totally hot and imba! haha! sheesh, she can breakdance. breakdance. hahaha! she's my idol man. and the guy, awwww.... charmingggg... :D and his lil blur cute look that he has on his face.aw, what an eyecandy! hehe! i wont mind watching it agn man ;D wanna get the DVD yo!

hmmm yeah and sch's starting. btr go to slp soon before i become ultra super dead tml.nono, cannot ;D must be high for the first day of sch. hahahah! ;D sounds so comforting. lol! first day of sch. arhh, ct results are kinda worrying but somewhat the worry is washed off with like the step up youtube video that's on the other window. hahahah! okay, im officially MAD. CRAZY. pardon me yeah!

i guess that's an indication i need some slp. hahah! and oh yes, goodnight hae, i reallymisshim ;D

hehh! ;D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINO!! ;D okay hey! i didnt forget your burfday okay! better thank me ;D hahaha! but so sorry i cant celebrate ur lovely, 'not-so-manly' eighteen anymore! haha! sense the suan-ness, my dear ;D HAHAH! dino's turning gay(haha, it;s a good thing mind you) after stepping into jc. haha! OKAY i got a feeling you'd kill me after seeing this post ;P haha! but be thankful i dedicated this whole chunk to you love! ;D hehe! just kidding abt the front parts, and yeah! stay cheery alw and hopefully trouble-free! ;D i'd alw alw alw be here! ring me up or sms me yeah! ;)

okayokay just a while more before i head to school and stayover! haha! cycloners are childish big kids! so we're having a softtoy slumber party tonight ;D! softtoy! haha! and i randomly chose one outta the bunch of lovelies ;D HEHE! it's a bear with a heart attached to it ;D i cant exactly rmb where i got that. haha stupid mommy wanted to choose like this bigg bigg bear for me to bring, den i was like O.O so biggg. hahaa! mommy's gotten a kiddish side to her too. i mean everyone has ;D and according to OUR theory, the older you are, the more childish you are. hahaha! NOTE: not applicable to everyone tho ;D

ahhh DARE DARE DARE tml! ;D i dont know why, i feel excited and at the same time cant wait for it to be over. pls let it be over over over ;D and of cos ending with a good and successful note! ;D den it'd call for celebration. HURRAY!! and stayover tonight with mahjong mahjong mahjong! hahah! and did i mention the raceshirts/race officials shirts/race tags/bike tags/programme booklet/banners/everything and everything looks superb and gorgeous ;DD they sure do ;D

LET'S GO EVERYONE! last dash for DARE! ;D

heh, im beginning to get addicted to one song - CRY (mandy moore). A song long time ago yes, but still very touching. heh! grins. i just like everything abt it, the melody, the lyrics ;D awww, it makes me just feel... so touched. ;D oopsy, yes great song and i wanna watch the movie! ;DD

speaking of movies, STEP UP! STEP UP! STEP UP! -chants- step up's out! ARHHH! step up II! i cant wait. more groove and hip hops. WAHAHA! dance baby! ;D haha, alright, i get a lil high at an extremely weird time like 1045am in the morning. hahah! gosh! this is weird. but well, get high and the day'd be great ;D HAHA! and yes! im finally uploading olc pics. i mean, i better do. in case everyone starts haunting me for it ;D like the usual thing. HAHAHAH! been neglecting uploading photos. i've like heaps of pics not uploaded!

arh yes, getting a lil too high for my own good. alright. imma gg off. short post for now ;D more to update later yea! ;D

hahah zomg, ivie just told me abt the prizes for the dualthon. like omg. hehe! jacket jacket jacket. hahha !but it'skinda impossible unless we;re the only female team joining. WAHAHA! ;D which is impossible outta the impossible. heheh! okay, but we get a puma cap that is. ;D hehe! CAPS ;D HEHE! alright. and dont question my love for jackets, hoodies, pullovers. they're just loves. heheh! i dunno why, but probably i like it that they provide warmth and a nice cozy feeling espon icy cold bus rides and freezing cold mornings and rainy days (like today). it's soooo cold today.

hahah! woke up very late at 4pm and was feeling really hungry and ate especially alot. and gosh, im turning piggy again and using the comp and watching myself grow fat. OH NONONO, this is not happening. im putting a stop to this man. haahah! nods. and yeah and im really really happy that cecilia just mademy day by tellling me she loves suju too! and we ARE getting high on suju right now. like omg. hehe! they're so cute and she likes hae too! i mean, who wouldnt ? -grins to the max- and so yeah im in a ultra high and happy mode now! HEHE! and gosh. i need to do some sit ups or sth later. im growing fat just sitting here ;//

oh yes, after talking to lameo on a really seriousnote today, heh, like really serious for once. hehe! we're alw crapping. it was really glad and happy that lameo made me realise that my personality changed from a pretty hot tempered one to a pretty patient and optimistic and smilie one. hehe! and there, i suspect suju was the change ;D HAHAHAH! like DUH. hehe! not realli exactly only them who made me realise the meaning of 'life couldnt get better' and the 'belief' in 'miracle' but also ppl who appeared in and outta my life, making me the person i am, or even making me the person stronger than before ;) the things one experience change oneself. be it bad or good, you can alw reap something pleasant from within it. at least this is how i feel now. i rmb myself breaking down heaps of times in st nicks esp in sec 3 where i was torn between heaps of stress. and yea, now, it kinda seems different being able to take things in my stride and of cos viewing it the optimistic way and i got addicted to 'SMILES' cos they're the best things ever. SMILES ;D

so heyyo you loves, smile! and they'd set the day on just right :DD
(ooohh yeah, SMILIE FACES SPAMMMM!!! :):):):):):) )!

freak freak freak. wasted my time typing the post just now when shucks, stupid blogger just refused to publish it and made it disappear. SCREWd. haha! and now i have to type it all over again and i cant rmb much. and this shall be a very summarized version (blame blogger ;( ] hahah!



OLC part 1 and 2 are finally declared over and nah, i dont have to pretend to be strict anymore ;D esp when im someone who dies w/o laughter and smiles ;D hehe! except when im tired. it's either i get really really high or i get really really dead. hehe! hurray and so to begin, kota tinggi climb was splendid. hehe! every waterfall and mountain conquered is a brand new challenging and defnitelymemorable experience man. hheh! and i rmb me and ben form the falling gang. haha! right after ben fell for the first time, my stupid shoes gave way to slippery-ness and i fell.WHOOHOO. and im number 2;D hehe! and of cos sustained some bruises and scratches here and there in the entire climb, but all worth it ;D nods. shant elaborate much cos it's kinda long and tiring and stupid blogger made me lose my chain of thoughts cos my mind is apparently qt tired alr.



hehe! and yep, so great job to all the lovely 25 of you out there (lovely imba instructors (in my opinion that is) ;D hehe! we DID IT! ;D after all that tired nights(eye bags getting worse) and all that immense prep for OLC and all that efforts put in (kudos esp tothe DIs!!) hehe! and yeps to all of us out there who wanted OLC to be nth but the best. and yeps. our first and LAST OLC as instructors. got me really nostalgic and stuff. i sincerely hope that this camp was no other ordinary camp to the trainees bcos i hope what they're feeling nowwould be the same as how i felt for olc last yr. all the memories started flooding back and drowning my mind that my emotions got pretty stirred up and tears just start to form as i watch the trainees running their last dash at the last part of urban ex and all the cheerings from the others at the grandstand. the feeling was just much familiar. ;D and yeah, i got reminded of the amazing times in cyclone and in olc07with allof you ppl out there(tho i may not have known you at that point of time but htanks for sharing all that sufferings and experience). all the good times bad times and all that trying to meet the expectations, attempts to reach for our limits and to surpass what's within our capabilities. ohmy, now i truly truly understand the strength and power of a group, a team. bcos it can be simply overpowering and overwhelming to a large extent.

yippeee dears and loves! ;D fan's once again liberated from the hell of lecture notes (not quite.. but still!), the clutches of horifying CTs! ;D hahah! hurray! and this explains my presence on my blog which i've neglected for qt some time ;) hehe! yeps, to all of you: CONGRATS in passing the phase of CTs! ;D hehe! alright, thurs was a bad day trying to study math. things just cant get into my head for some godknowswhat reason lah, i couldnt much figure. but yeah, it must be 'the bad day'. haha! at least i thot it's a bad day cos firstly my phone screen cracked and now i cant sms! ;/ hahah! and im only typing based on instincts, wahaha, sucha genius! ;D

yay! and so CTs passed like a breeze (yeah right.. i swear it's like a cyclone, hurricane, tornado, blizzard, typhoon, whirlwind ;D hahah!) grins. but it was so funny that me, ivie, shh and faizah sat at the same row doing math paper! ;D hehe! and yeah i think i was qt screwed for math ;/ hahah! faizah n i were mouthing gg to each other and yes, showing each other our very blank pages! ;D HAHA! but hecka, it's over over over! ;DD and i was kinda OVERJOYED. just that the joy got too tired to stay on my face. but yeah, i was happy within me! hahah! yep, so a series of odac stuff happened, from painting of OLC08 banner to gg to SS(hip place yo!) and then lugging heaps of stuff back and then the very long meetings ;D heh and of cos some really worrying stuff (but everything's gg to be resolved ;D yes i believe it'd be! bcos belief is probably one of the strongest thing in life) hahah! NODS! like i believe i can pack my campbag, yes i can!

HAHAH! alright so OLC part 2's in less than a day's time. and im lazy to pack my bag! but i must psycho myself to do it. ahaha! GAMBATE! ;D and stupid lameo loves calling me spastic lazy pig just bcos i refuse to pack my camp bag. hey you, you're not any better! (-sticks out tongue) yayyy, and i cant wait for OLC2. heh cos im finally doing sth odac for a long time to come and yes probably my last olc. hahah! i think it'd be our last ;/

okay thank you for all that encouragement and cheering up during the CTs period! ;D yeps! all the nice study sessions in and out of school, all the amazing study buddies, all the patient teaching and every little thing... (and of cos to the lovelypeople who provided hints hints for ct papers ) heh! it's over! and yeps, i must constantly remind myself or maybe write it on a LDH photo: REMEMBER TO WORK HARD FOR YOUR NEXT CT ;D seeyall, and im off to pack my bag at an unearthly hr of 240am ;D





whenthingsturnoutthewrongway;
allyouneed'dbeareassuringsmile,
tobrightentheohsobadday ;D

hello lovelies out there! ;D haha! it's a special day today! ;D 29 FEBRUARY 2008! it comes like once in 4 yrs ;/ awww.. such a special day! and special tribute to FUJI SYUSUKE! hehe! he's the special boy who's borne on this very special day, haha no wonder he's a tensai! ;D HAHA! okay. yeps, so talking abt this special day. i was DETERMINED to have a post with the word 29 feb 2008 on it and that's why i put it as my title(as u can very well see, i've alr advanced to 1 mar 2008, 25 mins past it to be exact) OH GOSH. hahaha! and my very special day's just gone like that.

haha! oh right, i was very spastic to go to sch today and yes attended amazingly 'interesting' GP and yea, PE. hurray! no third periods! OMG (thank goodness) the thought is just exhilarating! ;D okay, yeah, it must be the charm of 29 feb. HAHA! okay, yes, i must link everything to it ;P haha! and so the very boring day started and then, i decided to pon the rest of my lessons. haha! dang, i cant stand gg to lessons at all ;/ haha! so headed to the odac room and discovered 3 other ponners - the S63 gang. haha! LAUGHS! and same math lecture somemore. hahah! yeps and we were crapping abt alot (while holding notes in our hands... yes NOTES) and i was right on the first page of NIA and after talking to them, i am still on the first page. lovely lovely. hahah! but it was great. we started the series of 29 feb loggie posts and got alot of ppl to write on this special day!

yeps, special leap year! ;D and it just happens when im in j2, with amazing ppl with me still. no matter who you are, as long as i know you still, im glad you're part of my life. and im glad to be in the class of 07s44 with whacky spastic ppl ;D haha! and yes it totally made the mundane school-life a million times more interesting ;D thank you babes and dudes! (haha you ppl dont have much ppl thanking you on this pretty day, do you! ;D) haha! and yes, not forgetting odac 24th, a human cca. gosh. i alw wonder where i'd be w/o this entire batch of wonderful batch mates, and yeps, it really feels at home in the odac room. haha! seriously. NODS! thank you you you and you! ;D HAHA! yes you! haha! and yeps 4 dee lovelies! i haven seen you all for pretty long and im missing you all! and those in vj even, i hadnt been seeing much of you ppl ard ;/ ahhh... im missin you all. love! ;D HEH! thanks for being there for me wherever and whenever you all can. i know i can alw count on you dears ;)

haha! yes, so on this special day. thank you to one and all, i'd thank you ppl in 4 yrs time again ;P nahhh! HAHAHA! grins. seeya lol! i needa rush out participant list for DARE 2008. RARRR~ ahahah!

and my wishlist for the day and the many days after: SUJU, PLS COME TO SINGAPORE FOR CONCERT. pls pls pls!

went for a long afternn nap and felt much much btr after waking up even tho the lil bit of fear's still present. it felt like this morning was so unreal and probably just a dream. had an urge to scream everything out to the sea or just basically scream or sth. man, i dont even have the mood to start on any work ;/

yeps, but yeah, still feeling alot btr now ;) fan's a strong kid ;D mentally strong ;D nods, one's gotta be strong, in order to transfer your strength to the other ;D and i hope to be like that ;D

29 march 2008 has been a fantastic day i swear. firstly to start off with, TJC duathlon. man, ivie and i were ultimate super extremely totally nervous and anxious before the race starts. i swear, we were telling each other there's no stress no pressure, just relac. but man, we were feeling all that stress and pressure ourselves ;D haha! which was kinda retarded and ironic. but heh, the feeling of adrenaline rush is actually kinda shiok like before the race. and yeps, sufiyan and jason, chiaweei and darryl and jiaqian were there too! ;D! and so yes, presenting to you the racers for TJ duathlon ;D haha! nods. and poof, imba sufiyan and jason came in men's open 3rd! AHHH! we were so so so so excited for them when they were biking in and running in the last lap that we kept screaming for them. hahah! man! the moment was like exhilarating ;D fantastic moment. and of cos they got 3rd! ;D HEHE! great job guys. and yeps! chiaweei and darryl too! ;D HEHE! man, and chiaweei fell off the bike and got a huge wound at the knee. nods, still extremely fantastic job to both of them! ;D chiaweei and darryl! ;D hehe! and yeps, jiaqian was super poor thing, the stupid bike chain came out 3 times for her and she had to constantly stop to fix them. GOSH. haha! but nods, even tho i wasnt there to cheer for ya when you came back, great job dear! ;D

and yes, thanks for all the cheerings and encouragement when i was abt to run or on the way back ;D hehe! i heard all of them! ;D HEHE! and i was trying to be focused in my run. hehe! and thanks to ivie dear for running the last few metres with me ;D gosh!;D IT FELT SO GOOD AND HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY and RELIEVED it's over! and kinda sudden that it's over! and then, i was experiencing happiness pangs ;D hehe the overflowing sense of joy and happiness in me ;D ah yes! ;D and we camwhored, took heaps of pictures. some of them are on ivie's blog. shall collect from ivie and kaili before i post everything up here. the race's gonna be one unforgettable thing in my life ;D my first race ever ;D haha. gosh. HEHE! and im glad to have such a fantastic partner - IVIE DEAR! ;D yay!! gonna miss training with her (tho we're pretty last min). haha! but heh, the results was definitely satisfying and we were more than happy ;) YAYY! ;D we're all happy kiddos!

and thanks to those who msged and wished us good luck ;D you all are love! ;D HEHE! nods and man, kaili darling came all the way down to lend us her support! ah! and i met her halfway i was running my last 3 km. MAN! i was super happy and elated when i heard her calling me! ;D gosh. i was mentally tired and that was indeed a morale booster and so i carried on running. and just gotta say, the thing that came to my mind when i was running was 'odacers nv say stop. so dont stop' ;D seeing so many ppl stop and walk, the thought hardly came to win over my mind cos yeah, it's ODAC spirit man! tho i was kinda slow at the last part, but im glad i finished it with ivie running alongside with me! ;D and yeps, we all tried our very best which made me very very very happy! ivie cycled till her butt and thighs ache. take care dear! ;D

went back to vj to bathe, saw arkar (with his homemade sushi[not that he made it, but he CUT it]), faizah, calvin, josiah and all of us went for lunch together at PP BK. nods. talked and basically just slackd ard till kai and i left with some of them first. haha! kai and i made it back to st nicks ;D in time before it closes. haha and we spent our ticket money on bubble tea, brownies, and APPLES! ;D HEHE! wheehee such healthy lifestyle. yayee! and it was kinda cheap but nice. hahah! didnt have any where else to spend the tickets on anyw. ah, and shld have gotten the st nicks sports jacket. ah, FREAK! i didnt see it! or i'd have gotten it. ah, this sucks! but overall still good. and man,st nick's gonna be in the guinness world record and spore book of records. heh! ;D homecoming run was coolios man. but i didnt run. man, I WANTED TO! haha it's the intention that counts lah tho ;D hehe! it looks super fun ;D grins. oh yes and there was cheerleading by the old girls. not totally fantastic, but still good ;D heehe and we all started dancing tofamily dance, line dance etc. hha! so funny. but it was good dancing them again! HAHAH! ;D like it's been so so so so long and i just miss it! ;D hehe! and can i be a st nicks student agn? they're having full day off on monday! ;D LOL!

met up with 4dee loves and den we went for dinner, talked and crapped till like 10pm. haha! lol, i miss talking to all of them and it almost just felt like i was a st nicks girl agn and den there was the stnicks girls bus invasion feeling agn when we took 265 to amk central. heh! swear the entire feeling was fantabulous ;D nostalgic. everyone still seems the same ;D the same nice feeling overwhelm me talkng to them. ah, miss them alot and yay! WE'RE GG TO HAVE CLASS CHALET AGAIN OKAY! ;D that was what i overheard the monitresses saying ;D HEHE! and so that marks a happy day and night and i went to slp early cos the stupid comp was pmsing and refusing to on and sis's using the laptop. ;/

and dang, it was as tho despite the happy things gg on in one's life, there's bound to be sad and upsetting stuff. daddy woke me up this early morning and told me something devastating. and man, i dont know if i was stunned or just overwhelmed with sadness and shock that i just burst out crying almost immediately, in the midst of my sleepiness. and gosh,daddy was hushing me not to cry, telling me it's fine now. it scared the hell outta me and i was damn worried. freak. and i still couldnt stop tearing while i was just lying awake in bed in the dark ;( man, did i realise darkness kinda sucks now even tho it hides your tears and everything ;/

hello hello! ;D half lying down and posting this post ;D hehe! and yes, so this only means that fan's gg to be a good kid today and slp early! ;D im almost ready to go to slp alr. hahha! dangs. okay! and man, youtube's working today. arhh, zomg. imsotempted.
OR RATHER, i've alr succumbed to temptation;D hehe! man, im watching some popping locking dance videos and some dance perf. gosh, man, hyoyeon and min are two really good dancers. like gosh. at the age of 13 or 14! ahh ;D and yes hyoyeon and jaewon's duet dance made my jaw drop! ;D

i think hyoyeon looks super hot in the video ;D man,she's got the moves. hahha!

alright man ;D i hafta slp. gosh, my earliest this wk ;D hopefully i wont spend my entire day tml slping! hurray! i ran today again. 3.3 x 2 and den went to do slow casual cycling. haha! sweat alot. felt really good! ;D HEHE! and oh yes man. we went to watch vj's soccer match against dunman high. heh, it was worth my time watching. kinda entertaining that is. erhm.. yes! the funny comments by the guys were like. zomg, laughter inducing. hahahha! oh right, all the way vj ;D

ahha, i missed two bus 36 today. first i was too lazy to catch the bus when i was walking out with shh. so yeah, i let the bus go. second, i didnt flag the bus cos i was talking to dee and it just went off. hahah! lol spastic me. lol! ;D and i took a much much longer time to get home. ah duh ;D HAHAHAH!

SLEEPPPPING TIME! :D

nah uh. fan's being a bad kiddo today, slping in lectures and ponning tutorials ;/ haha! but seriously, i think it's a slp problem and im turning nocturnal. high in the night and so dead in the day ;D haha! lol and yeps, decided to head back to odac room for a nice slp and yes! im in luck cos all the ppl in the room wanted to slp too ;D hehe! so yes, it was kinda a good one till it started to get alil noisy with muscial instru playing and thumpinggg in my ears aha! went for and head ;D but yeps, still kinda okay ;D at least i still had some slp. or rather i had alot in total today. hahaha! oopsy. im sucha piggy. lol!

ah, today's a good day cos fan ran 4.8km with darlings ivie,shh and jol! ;D hehe! and den cycled with ivie and shh! ;D hehe! it's been so long i got my shirt so wet with perspiration ;D HAHA! okay that sounds gross. dont mind that pls ;D haha! but it was shiok lah. finally some moving of muscles that are so UNworked and in a hibernation mode. and then, it was like... kai came to us when we were half cycling and told us skyoflove(koizora) movie's at grand cathay at 520pm and that whether we wanna watched it and we just agreed ;D haha! random impromptu outing but the turnout was great with 8 other dears (shh,ivie,kai,rach,jol,faizah,laoniang,shihan) ;D hehe, a girls' evening out ;D and man, imma contented and happy cos i watched koizora for the 2nd time! ;) this time's btr, at least i didnt cry for the most of the show (only started at the middle back part that is) and i wasnt the only one who cried like crap ;D HAHA! wheehee ;D but still, it was like a mass crying session as quoted from ivie ;) cliche but totally good movie i swearr. those who didnt watch it, highly recommended yes! and did i mention, you'd kinda take more notice of the sky after the show ;D maybe that's only me. ahem yes.

wheehee! okay! and i've decided decided that miura haruma's gonna be my NEW LOVE! ahh!<3 daisuki des! <3 heh! and man, i cant believe i was the only one who loves him in the blonde white hair. and as quoted from lingy, it made him look so punk and such a turn-on' haha! coughs. ahemmm yes ;D HEHE! and yes btw, lingy loves him in that blonde white hair too. man, he looks like he stepped out from a manga ;D ah love love love! and his bday is 5th april and he's born in 1990! ;D same same! hahaha! ohh my. so cute. hahha! oh right and we're gg out on 5th april to sorta celebrate the day he's born. haha! okay. we're THAT lame to THAT extent ;) oh well, look what kinda crazy stuff we do and these are the things that make your teenage yrs the best time ever on earth ;DD

my, and I PASSED econs. haha! imma sooo happy! lol i swear mstanshuwei really saved my life! ah freak. hehe! my case study saved me man. haha! considering the fact i got like 8/25 for one of the essays ;D wheehee. alright. that marks 4 'E's for CT1 ;D and imma gonna score btr for CT2! ;D lol, i btr pray this determination's not gg to die down ;D hehe maybe if i go to suju concert in msia (hints to mommy), i'd be able to have a larger motivation in life to study ;D HAHA! it really works somehow. just like how suju just accompanied me thru olvls ;D and yay after sis got in contact with suju, she's got probably the FIRST A in her sec sch results ;D kudos! HEHE!

and im very slpy now ;/ ah. i hadnt done anything related to work at all. haha! heck it yo ;D will start... hopefully tml!;D HEHE!

long trips alone make ppl think too much ; and it sucks when bad things come back to haunt
slping in is gonna be a better option ;D

haha second post for the day. one was last night ;D hehe! oh right yeah ;D im finding every excuse not to get started on work ;/ im sad. hahah! i hate the stupid lecture notes, tutorials and what have you. poof, i dont hate school. but i just hate the academic part of school. ;/ hahah! lol! okay, im being an annoying complainy (is there even such a word?) kiddo agn ;( haha!

ah man, i havent been running. swear im gg to come in last for the duathlon on sat. ah sorry ivie dear ;( ah. i've been too much of a slackerrrr. hahah! man, i think i officially hadnt ran since... mock napfa. FREAKO. that's at least a mth or two ago. ;/ AHHH! *panicks* i btr go running someday SOON. let's say... TOMORROW? haha! and somehow somewhat i'd end up not. ;(

and lingy and i were discussing how long we hadnt taken a set of neos except for the one we just took. it's our first in the year. like FIRST in the yr. hahaah! ohmygod. haha! that's a record breaker. haha! oh yes and we have to take it while we can. we cant expect like this 30 yr old woman to be taking neoprints still with your frens, can we? haha! that'd be hilarious. -ahem. coughs. so do things while u're still young and youthful ;D live the best outta it! :DD wheehee! and yes, let's have studying sessions(but i bet it'd turn out to be some nonstop chatting session). HAHAH! what an excuse ;D HAHAH!

alright. imma stop procrastinating ;D okay off to DC circuits ;)

edit edit ;D something to taint my innocent blog ;D HAHA! but it's still coughs innocent coughs ;D -blinks-hehe! ;D haha sexy back hae lol! he's such an ass (OOPSY ;D HAHA!) by making the entire concert hall erupt with screams. GOSH. heh, lingy says fan's gg to hyperventilate. lol! ;D



'to regret deeply is to live afresh'

woke up today feeling extremely slpy and yes, my eyes could hardly open! haha! man yes and i was feeling a tad unlucky and suay this morning cos i went out of the hse and den back in a rush bcos i forgot abt the tornado photographs. then i missed the train and my mp3 hang. and i cant reset it cos i didnt have anything sharp and pointed to poke the reset button. and so i was ranting and msging to shh early in the morning ;/ haha! but then i decided things are gg to get btr and so, it did. i didnt miss the bus and i was smart enough to twist the key chain thingy t poke the reset button on my mp3! ;D heh! man, i felt like a genius! so yes, fan was happy to have music with her on the long bus ride. ;D hehe!

and yes, welcome party today! played captain's ball(wished it was floorball tho) but it was still great lah. conclusion, i suck at captain's ball ;D HEH!but yeah still fun. was pretty lazy to change to dark colored shirt so yeah just went to play wet games. haha! fooyo, the toothpaste was super cold on my face and knee. haha! and i was wiping toothpaste on everyone else's face and neck ;D HEHE! and den there was some flour and water balloon game. wheehee. some of us stood aside while watching ppl throw balloons at one another (peace!) hehe! and then there was the havoc water bucket filling game. POOFFY! kai and i were smart enough to use garbage bag and man! before i could bring it to my pail, it was...GONE! cos apparently some very smart person succeeded in tearing he garbage bag ;( and all the water gone ;( wahaha! but the trainees filled it up;D haha! great job. wheehee! and then, the soap came into the picture! hahah! lol, everyone started wetting each other's hair and putting soap on the hair and face. the scene was damn hilarious. and we were like saying our hair's like weird and rubbery when we went to bathe and change. haha! the result of using soap and not shampoo on our hair :D heh! oh yeah den the usual, lunch and revealing of results. i was well... kinda lost for words cos firstly, i couldnt comprehend their expressions on their faces that is. so it's really hard to say anything. ah but thank you tornado for the very adorable chericubs and the card ;D ah, im so in love with it that im looking at it almost every moment ;D hehe! greyy <3 it looks like a smaller version tatty bear ;D haha! yes yes, a really huge fetish for softtoys ;D

yeps, and nods, discussed initiation day and poof, slacked in the room for some time. sat at the door and was looking at the sky and it was so bright and sunny then. and then, kai was like but the weather is alw unpredictable. man, she was super right. when we left for town together, the whole sky was grey and the weather was gloomy and rainy! went to suntec and we basically just did nth except to eat. ate donut factory donuts ;D hehe! ahhh, so blissful! ;D hehe! and i was contented just with the donut. it made me very happy ;D hehe! fan's happy eating it! den some of us went to kfc for dinner. didnt eat anyth cos was planning to have class dinner but somehow got cancelled. haha! some of us sat there and just simply crapped and talked rubbish. haha! the conversation was pretty hilarious (i just rmb myself laughing qt alot). haha! spastic to the max. den we decided to go home. heh, said bye to them while i headed to marina sq to get choc-coated strawberries ;D wahh, now i feel like eating them up myself ;D yummiliciouss! whoo!was window shopping and man, i want jackets. heh! saw this girl wearing this grey jacket with yellow smiley faces on it hahha! so cute lah. i so wanted to ask her where she got that ;D HAHAH!oh right, it feels pretty good to be walking in a mall just with the mp3 and window shopping! had the urge to buy stuff ;D but decided against it. been pretty broke lately. went home shortly after that and it was still raining. ;/

slept and woke up. ate dinner. and yeps. using the comp now ;D haha and mad sis is dancing madly in front of me, distracting me totally. poof. haha!! but the dance she was trying to learn is pretty nice ;D just that i dont have the time and mood to play and replay the same video over and over agn just to learn some steps. ;( not now. ah yes i was just reading my blog posts dating all the way back to like 2004. haha! GOSh it was hilarious. my blogging style. i had a great deal of a laugh that i almost died rolling on the floor. and i did alot of spastic stuff today. like choking on oranges, spamming 2 oranges at one go ;D haha! and poof it's all shh'sinfluence. haha! and yay i was sending ivie the pretty pictures we took. haha! refer to her blog for the pic. im too lazy to load it ;D anyw (it's the pic of the last few ppl who went for lunch last today! ;D) haha! according to faizah, last to gofor lunch, but oh somuch fun! HAHAH! LOL! damn kiddo, girl ;D HEHEH! but i like it. haha!

ahh yes. sch's starting once agn and i've yet to have done a single thing. man, i need to shake myself awake. im living in too much of an idealistic world of my own, thinking everything'd be okay without having to care. oh right, if only things were this way. ah, totally lost the drive and motivation or anyth to work hard or anything at all. oh right, fan's gg to pack some work and maybe read/do/practise abit. ah, sch's annoying, not? haiii. alright. optimism gets one going no matter how tough and sucky the journey is. ;D YEAH MAN! aja aja hwaiting loves :D

and it's helpless watching your friend being troubled ;/ and yet you cant do anything abt it, except to lend a shoulder, say a thing or two to console and comfort. at the end of the day, it doesnt really change much of the situation cos apparently it's beyond any of your control. but at least im alw here, dear ;D and my shoulders are alw free for use. alright. i think shoulders and accompaniment is the best thing ever when you feel sucky. you just wanna have someone, anyone you're comfy with, sitting just there, let you rant (like how i alw do to shh, as evident from above), or just someone to be there listening and saying the right things alw, making you feel better. ;D and yeps, i guess these are why friends are so important and gosh, inspiring lesson : only from the toughest times do you find yourself tougher and stronger. true true true.

and poof, fan's sleepy agn. what a pig ;/ haha!

hello lovelies ;D fan is a contented little kiddo today ;D becos she watched 'koizora' aka sky of love ;) man, and that made her very happy ;D hehe! her 10 bucks well spent ;D hehe! wheehee! alright man!all bcos of dino's constant and very excited urging, the rest of us (lingy, cecilia, me and tong) decided to meet up to watch it. gosh. i really didnt expect the show to be this nice despite dino's reassurance it's extremely good. zomg. i cried for like 90% of the whole show, ahh it was freaking saddening. haha! the plot's pretty cliche. but the stuff they say's not. i dunno why it's just able to make you sad, make you laugh, make you feel the ultimate sweetness, cry with uncontrollable tears. yes. if you're looking for a super great movie to watch, watch KOIZORA ;D HEHE! i swear you'd NOT regret! hehe! and yes no matter how much a girly movie you think this might be, man, i swear it's not. hehe. cos i see guys in the theatres too ;D HEHE! lol i sound like im promoting the show. hehe, they really shld hire me man. hahaha! ;D and did i mention the male lead is sooooooo freaking cute. gosh. i think im in love -winks at lingy- haha! nehh! he's older than me ;D YAHAAAA!!! but he's just a few months younger than ya, it's okay dear ;D hahah!

heh, i want to watch the movie agn agn agn! dino wants to watch it agn too! maybe i'd watch with dino! ;D lol but our schedules dont meet ;/ bahh~ i want to catch it once more before it's taken down from the movie listings ;( haha! and lameo is saying im a crybaby. bleag ;p i aint. haha! it's just .... super touching! haha and whoo! prolonged crying burns off calories? HAHA! hurray!! alright i've sth new to add to my wishlist. i want to get KOIZORA DVD (it's gonna be out in japan in april). and yes. i hope it comes to singapore. pls pls pls! and koizora photo book. man. i cna imagine pretty beautiful pics of the sky ;D man, i think im loving the sky!! WHEEEHEEE ;D im gg too crazy ;D lol!

oh yes and my nose's leakinggg!~ haha! man, ppl dont cry till they get a cold or sth do they? and im sneezing nonstop. poofff ;/ hopefully it'd be fine after a slp or sth. haha! actually my eyes are kinda tired and dry ;/ and lingy said they were ulra red and kinda swollen when we walked out of the cinema! ;D haha! tong was sobbing with me throughout the movie! haha!! but i guess mine was worse cos she had to pat my shoulders and back to console me. HAHAHHA! oh yes and today, i took neos!ARHHH! NEOPRINTS! so long since like last yr... ;/ hahah! im sooooo happy! hehe! lorena joined us for lunch! so we took neos! ;D HEHE! i love neos! haha! and we chose the right machine. hehe! and gosh, i swear we totally lost touch with neoprinting ;/ haha but still i love the neos. they turn out good ;D HEHE! saranghae loves, and we're all suju fans! WHEEHEE *jumps ard* imma gg to post the neoprints ;D HEHE! and man, after so long. i get to meet my dears from 4dee. how much i miss them. like really really really. hehe hadnt seen them for ages. oh not qt, just saw them during CNY ;/ but that's long enough. i love being with them. ;D HEHE! thanks dears and loves. i had a fun day out ;D you babes are da bombs ;) wheeee! i love you all!

okay everything is love today ;D HEHE! cos it's a day filled with love! HAHAH! gosh.okay i swear im obsessed with the movie ;D wheehee! and gg to be for at least like 2 or 3 more days. hahah! bear with me ppl ;) HAHAA! boy, im kinda tired. haha! so i shall just stop here for now. more tml yea. and gosh, the long break's endingggg ~ cries.

okay doke! NEOPRINTS!



haha! photobook ;D hehe! (iwantiwant!)

and yes, last but not least, some nice stuff from the movie. DONT read this if you dont like spoilers ;D

"i want to be the sky, so i can watch over and protect you"
"a clear sky means you're happy, rain means you're crying, sunset means you're embarrassed and the night sky means you're gently holding me"

im loving the movie alot alot.

wheehee! imma back to blog agn ;D hehe! alright im so excited abt tml cos im gg to watch sky of love <3 arhhh! and yes, im sure im gg to cry like crap. haha ;D and yes, prepare the tissues ;D hahah! i mean which touching movies dnt move ppl to tears. the fact that they're touching means you have to cry to appreciate them. ahem. yes. that's a matter in fact to defend myself that imma crybaby ;D HAHA! hell yes. and whee! lameo owes me a lollipop ;D haha! did i mention lollipops are one of the best things ;D and just cos of this nice gesture, i have to spam all over the place 'LAMEO IS ADORABLE'. HAHHA! coughs coughs coughs. haha! that sounds gay. lol!

wahaha! man, so i've been so much of a slackerrr today. i mean even before today. haha! i probably didnt touch anything related to work at all. and poof, im really really awake now. guess it's past the slpy time huh. oh no. if i dont slp, i probably am gg to wake up late tml ;( hahah! like zomg. aint gg to risk being late meeting my dates ;D haha! gosh. i alr made shh wait like 1/2 hr that day. oh no. and the feeling of having to wait is horrible sometimes. but i think waiting at times is good. i seriously dont mind just standing one corner, listening to that headphones and just watch ppl walk by ;D hehe!!

and i have like.. weird weird cravings now. SUSHI ;D haha! imma feeling hungry now. hahah! shoosh and pigging out on kisses now. haha! FAT. poof ;/ hahah! oh yes yes yes! i forgot to mention feeling fab hip hop was great ytd. damn shiok. but heh, i dont deny hip hop's hard and you need practise to make it look hiphoppish. haha! and guess what the instructor was the guy from soul in superband. haha! no wonder he looked really familiar. haha! man. it's cool watching ppl dance in front of ya. esp if that person dances well ;D hah when will hae be dancing live in front of me (dreams). hahah! alright. yay and ivie was watching the videos of step up 2 on youtube and getting super super HIGH! haha! yay! if imma gg to learn dancing, i'd call ya along okay! HAHA! and wyemin has some weird chipmunk/alien sounding language of step up2 movie. lol! freaking funny. oh yes. and shh was gg spastic copying h3 notes! :D HAHAH! and best thing, im meeting my loves in 9 hrs time! ;D

and yesyes, time for camwhore sessions! HAHA! and neos! haha! they're the only persons who are crazy over neoprints ;D HAHA! okay and i'd upload the pics for tml ;D HAHAH! wheehee! im missing my loves so much ;D haha! hadnt seen them in ages lo. cos i was alw busy with ccas in the holidays and they went to 'study'. haha! yah right, talk and catch up ;D HEHE! i miss talking to them. and yes, lingy and i were super high just now talking abt seeing each other tml. haha! that we got the same old feeling agn -- the part where we alw get each other high till we cant fall aslp. HAHA! aww... so nostalgic. hehe!

EXCITED for tomorrow ;D LOVELOVELOVE!

hello! ;D yoyoyo! full day off from school today! yay! i love this long holiday. my initial plan was to do some catching up with work, but damn, youtube is preventing me from doing so. and shoosh, im watching so many videos! alright! so, yes, this post shall be SUPER JUNIOR spam! ;D haha! okay, and obviously, hae's like the main focus XD haha! biased kiddo i am. but i really love him. wahaha! cute boy! alright!

first up! 'bump' performance by hae, hyukjae and shindong. arhh, they sang the song 'bump' by minwoo ;D haha! hae's singing for his own dance parts, kyuhyun for shindong and yesung for hyukjae ;D man. AMAZING performance. haha! and as quoted, 'hae has a sexy ass' ! HAHAHA! hell yea!


okay yay! dontcha agree they're soo HOT! ;D hehe! hyuk is another HOT dancer ;D haha!and oh yes next up! video of suju's amazing dance skills ;D like zomg. im always smitten when they dance ;D hehe! man, im in love with dancing boys. HAHA! oh yes, this is a video with the song SUCCESS by super junior too for some korean drama(H.I.T) hehe! even tho it's pretty old a song, im addicted to the song only now ;D and yes, this song is cool esp the rap parts. okay, im biased. HEHE! the tune is really very nice ;D it's like sooooo dancelicious. hehe!esp the rap parts. hae can rap so well! ;D HEHEH!


HAHA!;D conclusion of the day: HAE'S LOVE!!!

yoyoyo dears! ;D hehe! im here to blog agn hehe! seems like im doing a pretty good job of not neglecting my blog ;D yay! kudos to fan! hahah! alright. im blogging cos im reluctant to start on my GP assignment. yawns stupid compre. FAINTS. haha! oh right. anyw, i had a fun time playing floorball agn today. it's been like how many mths man ;D and shoosh, damn shiok. guess it was worth it. for an hr of great fun after meeting ;D hehe! and yes yes! there;s like no lessons for tml. cos it's ARTS DAY! fooyos! and we get lessons off this week ;D hahah! that's sth to celebrate ;D love! hahah!

yay and it's feeling fab tml ;D hehe! hiphop hiphop hiphop ;D wahaha! i really feel like enrolling myself in somehiphop dance class. neone interested? haha! ;D been wanting to do it ever since sec 4. but seems like it didnt work out cos we're so not free! AHH! xiang, phy, lorena,lingy, tammy AND ALOT MORE! we're supposed to go learn together rmb? hahah! grins. but still yeah, the desire's just gotten stronger after step up 2 ;) haha

nods. and so. nth much today. just that i gotta start on GP now. GRRRR... i hate comprehensions ;) man, cant they ans the dumb qns they set themselves. hahaha!

hurray! and so DARE is finally over! -runs and hops and jumps and hugs everyone!- ahhh! okay and yes so mostof the major events are considered over ;D omg. i felt really happy ytd and relieved and everything else. but everything seems unreal. it didnt feel like a race just ended when it did ytd. it felt just simply... queer, weird. and it doesnt feel like the race just occured. heh! okay, pardon my weirdness ;D hehe! and yes, so thank you everyone for your hardwork, effort and everything everything put in the race and yes, it's finally over! ;D i dont know whether that can be considered a successful race in everyone's eyes but yes, i think it can be considered a success within ourselves. cos despite all the odds and alot of challenges and other committments, everyone put in their best and efforts and made everything possible. ;D and it was really heartening to see people participating (tho it may not be the best experience in one's life) but yes, thank you to all who participated ;D thank you thank you. you all made the race possible! hehe! yeps! ahh ;D

yay and to ivie! my communication dept partner ;D yay! we survived! hehe! great job girl for everything and everything. hurray! we got everything done and yeps, you're an amazing working partner. thanks for alw being there and our laptop carrying days, registration forms collating, website building days will soon be over. but yeps, it's been a totally nice and wonderful time working with ya! HURRAY! ;D -double, triple,million grins!- a great big hug love!!! ;D

okay, enough with all that thankyous. impossible to thank finish every single one of you, you and you! okay yay! today is like finally the day where i can step into town feeling totallly free. gosh. and my movie after like i dunno how long! haha! STEP UP 2! gosh gosh gosh, im getting too high bcos of this show. heheh! arhh, i've been watching the step up 2 dance over and over agn. zomg. damn good. i think it's a good show. with great mba amazing dance moves that knock ya off your feets. ;D hehe! great catch. hiphop and breakdance rulez yo. hahah ;D damn amazing. heheh! somehow somewhat it got me so hyped that i want to stand up and cheer when the finale dance was over. zomg. hehe! and now the song is stuck stuck stuck so stuck in my head. yoooohooo! haha! lalala! andomg, i think the girl is freaking amazing. totally hot and imba! haha! sheesh, she can breakdance. breakdance. hahaha! she's my idol man. and the guy, awwww.... charmingggg... :D and his lil blur cute look that he has on his face.aw, what an eyecandy! hehe! i wont mind watching it agn man ;D wanna get the DVD yo!

hmmm yeah and sch's starting. btr go to slp soon before i become ultra super dead tml.nono, cannot ;D must be high for the first day of sch. hahahah! ;D sounds so comforting. lol! first day of sch. arhh, ct results are kinda worrying but somewhat the worry is washed off with like the step up youtube video that's on the other window. hahahah! okay, im officially MAD. CRAZY. pardon me yeah!

i guess that's an indication i need some slp. hahah! and oh yes, goodnight hae, i reallymisshim ;D

hehh! ;D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINO!! ;D okay hey! i didnt forget your burfday okay! better thank me ;D hahaha! but so sorry i cant celebrate ur lovely, 'not-so-manly' eighteen anymore! haha! sense the suan-ness, my dear ;D HAHAH! dino's turning gay(haha, it;s a good thing mind you) after stepping into jc. haha! OKAY i got a feeling you'd kill me after seeing this post ;P haha! but be thankful i dedicated this whole chunk to you love! ;D hehe! just kidding abt the front parts, and yeah! stay cheery alw and hopefully trouble-free! ;D i'd alw alw alw be here! ring me up or sms me yeah! ;)

okayokay just a while more before i head to school and stayover! haha! cycloners are childish big kids! so we're having a softtoy slumber party tonight ;D! softtoy! haha! and i randomly chose one outta the bunch of lovelies ;D HEHE! it's a bear with a heart attached to it ;D i cant exactly rmb where i got that. haha stupid mommy wanted to choose like this bigg bigg bear for me to bring, den i was like O.O so biggg. hahaa! mommy's gotten a kiddish side to her too. i mean everyone has ;D and according to OUR theory, the older you are, the more childish you are. hahaha! NOTE: not applicable to everyone tho ;D

ahhh DARE DARE DARE tml! ;D i dont know why, i feel excited and at the same time cant wait for it to be over. pls let it be over over over ;D and of cos ending with a good and successful note! ;D den it'd call for celebration. HURRAY!! and stayover tonight with mahjong mahjong mahjong! hahah! and did i mention the raceshirts/race officials shirts/race tags/bike tags/programme booklet/banners/everything and everything looks superb and gorgeous ;DD they sure do ;D

LET'S GO EVERYONE! last dash for DARE! ;D

heh, im beginning to get addicted to one song - CRY (mandy moore). A song long time ago yes, but still very touching. heh! grins. i just like everything abt it, the melody, the lyrics ;D awww, it makes me just feel... so touched. ;D oopsy, yes great song and i wanna watch the movie! ;DD

speaking of movies, STEP UP! STEP UP! STEP UP! -chants- step up's out! ARHHH! step up II! i cant wait. more groove and hip hops. WAHAHA! dance baby! ;D haha, alright, i get a lil high at an extremely weird time like 1045am in the morning. hahah! gosh! this is weird. but well, get high and the day'd be great ;D HAHA! and yes! im finally uploading olc pics. i mean, i better do. in case everyone starts haunting me for it ;D like the usual thing. HAHAHAH! been neglecting uploading photos. i've like heaps of pics not uploaded!

arh yes, getting a lil too high for my own good. alright. imma gg off. short post for now ;D more to update later yea! ;D

hahah zomg, ivie just told me abt the prizes for the dualthon. like omg. hehe! jacket jacket jacket. hahha !but it'skinda impossible unless we;re the only female team joining. WAHAHA! ;D which is impossible outta the impossible. heheh! okay, but we get a puma cap that is. ;D hehe! CAPS ;D HEHE! alright. and dont question my love for jackets, hoodies, pullovers. they're just loves. heheh! i dunno why, but probably i like it that they provide warmth and a nice cozy feeling espon icy cold bus rides and freezing cold mornings and rainy days (like today). it's soooo cold today.

hahah! woke up very late at 4pm and was feeling really hungry and ate especially alot. and gosh, im turning piggy again and using the comp and watching myself grow fat. OH NONONO, this is not happening. im putting a stop to this man. haahah! nods. and yeah and im really really happy that cecilia just mademy day by tellling me she loves suju too! and we ARE getting high on suju right now. like omg. hehe! they're so cute and she likes hae too! i mean, who wouldnt ? -grins to the max- and so yeah im in a ultra high and happy mode now! HEHE! and gosh. i need to do some sit ups or sth later. im growing fat just sitting here ;//

oh yes, after talking to lameo on a really seriousnote today, heh, like really serious for once. hehe! we're alw crapping. it was really glad and happy that lameo made me realise that my personality changed from a pretty hot tempered one to a pretty patient and optimistic and smilie one. hehe! and there, i suspect suju was the change ;D HAHAHAH! like DUH. hehe! not realli exactly only them who made me realise the meaning of 'life couldnt get better' and the 'belief' in 'miracle' but also ppl who appeared in and outta my life, making me the person i am, or even making me the person stronger than before ;) the things one experience change oneself. be it bad or good, you can alw reap something pleasant from within it. at least this is how i feel now. i rmb myself breaking down heaps of times in st nicks esp in sec 3 where i was torn between heaps of stress. and yea, now, it kinda seems different being able to take things in my stride and of cos viewing it the optimistic way and i got addicted to 'SMILES' cos they're the best things ever. SMILES ;D

so heyyo you loves, smile! and they'd set the day on just right :DD
(ooohh yeah, SMILIE FACES SPAMMMM!!! :):):):):):) )!

freak freak freak. wasted my time typing the post just now when shucks, stupid blogger just refused to publish it and made it disappear. SCREWd. haha! and now i have to type it all over again and i cant rmb much. and this shall be a very summarized version (blame blogger ;( ] hahah!



OLC part 1 and 2 are finally declared over and nah, i dont have to pretend to be strict anymore ;D esp when im someone who dies w/o laughter and smiles ;D hehe! except when im tired. it's either i get really really high or i get really really dead. hehe! hurray and so to begin, kota tinggi climb was splendid. hehe! every waterfall and mountain conquered is a brand new challenging and defnitelymemorable experience man. hheh! and i rmb me and ben form the falling gang. haha! right after ben fell for the first time, my stupid shoes gave way to slippery-ness and i fell.WHOOHOO. and im number 2;D hehe! and of cos sustained some bruises and scratches here and there in the entire climb, but all worth it ;D nods. shant elaborate much cos it's kinda long and tiring and stupid blogger made me lose my chain of thoughts cos my mind is apparently qt tired alr.



hehe! and yep, so great job to all the lovely 25 of you out there (lovely imba instructors (in my opinion that is) ;D hehe! we DID IT! ;D after all that tired nights(eye bags getting worse) and all that immense prep for OLC and all that efforts put in (kudos esp tothe DIs!!) hehe! and yeps to all of us out there who wanted OLC to be nth but the best. and yeps. our first and LAST OLC as instructors. got me really nostalgic and stuff. i sincerely hope that this camp was no other ordinary camp to the trainees bcos i hope what they're feeling nowwould be the same as how i felt for olc last yr. all the memories started flooding back and drowning my mind that my emotions got pretty stirred up and tears just start to form as i watch the trainees running their last dash at the last part of urban ex and all the cheerings from the others at the grandstand. the feeling was just much familiar. ;D and yeah, i got reminded of the amazing times in cyclone and in olc07with allof you ppl out there(tho i may not have known you at that point of time but htanks for sharing all that sufferings and experience). all the good times bad times and all that trying to meet the expectations, attempts to reach for our limits and to surpass what's within our capabilities. ohmy, now i truly truly understand the strength and power of a group, a team. bcos it can be simply overpowering and overwhelming to a large extent.

yippeee dears and loves! ;D fan's once again liberated from the hell of lecture notes (not quite.. but still!), the clutches of horifying CTs! ;D hahah! hurray! and this explains my presence on my blog which i've neglected for qt some time ;) hehe! yeps, to all of you: CONGRATS in passing the phase of CTs! ;D hehe! alright, thurs was a bad day trying to study math. things just cant get into my head for some godknowswhat reason lah, i couldnt much figure. but yeah, it must be 'the bad day'. haha! at least i thot it's a bad day cos firstly my phone screen cracked and now i cant sms! ;/ hahah! and im only typing based on instincts, wahaha, sucha genius! ;D

yay! and so CTs passed like a breeze (yeah right.. i swear it's like a cyclone, hurricane, tornado, blizzard, typhoon, whirlwind ;D hahah!) grins. but it was so funny that me, ivie, shh and faizah sat at the same row doing math paper! ;D hehe! and yeah i think i was qt screwed for math ;/ hahah! faizah n i were mouthing gg to each other and yes, showing each other our very blank pages! ;D HAHA! but hecka, it's over over over! ;DD and i was kinda OVERJOYED. just that the joy got too tired to stay on my face. but yeah, i was happy within me! hahah! yep, so a series of odac stuff happened, from painting of OLC08 banner to gg to SS(hip place yo!) and then lugging heaps of stuff back and then the very long meetings ;D heh and of cos some really worrying stuff (but everything's gg to be resolved ;D yes i believe it'd be! bcos belief is probably one of the strongest thing in life) hahah! NODS! like i believe i can pack my campbag, yes i can!

HAHAH! alright so OLC part 2's in less than a day's time. and im lazy to pack my bag! but i must psycho myself to do it. ahaha! GAMBATE! ;D and stupid lameo loves calling me spastic lazy pig just bcos i refuse to pack my camp bag. hey you, you're not any better! (-sticks out tongue) yayyy, and i cant wait for OLC2. heh cos im finally doing sth odac for a long time to come and yes probably my last olc. hahah! i think it'd be our last ;/

okay thank you for all that encouragement and cheering up during the CTs period! ;D yeps! all the nice study sessions in and out of school, all the amazing study buddies, all the patient teaching and every little thing... (and of cos to the lovelypeople who provided hints hints for ct papers ) heh! it's over! and yeps, i must constantly remind myself or maybe write it on a LDH photo: REMEMBER TO WORK HARD FOR YOUR NEXT CT ;D seeyall, and im off to pack my bag at an unearthly hr of 240am ;D





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tobrightentheohsobadday ;D

hello lovelies out there! ;D haha! it's a special day today! ;D 29 FEBRUARY 2008! it comes like once in 4 yrs ;/ awww.. such a special day! and special tribute to FUJI SYUSUKE! hehe! he's the special boy who's borne on this very special day, haha no wonder he's a tensai! ;D HAHA! okay. yeps, so talking abt this special day. i was DETERMINED to have a post with the word 29 feb 2008 on it and that's why i put it as my title(as u can very well see, i've alr advanced to 1 mar 2008, 25 mins past it to be exact) OH GOSH. hahaha! and my very special day's just gone like that.

haha! oh right, i was very spastic to go to sch today and yes attended amazingly 'interesting' GP and yea, PE. hurray! no third periods! OMG (thank goodness) the thought is just exhilarating! ;D okay, yeah, it must be the charm of 29 feb. HAHA! okay, yes, i must link everything to it ;P haha! and so the very boring day started and then, i decided to pon the rest of my lessons. haha! dang, i cant stand gg to lessons at all ;/ haha! so headed to the odac room and discovered 3 other ponners - the S63 gang. haha! LAUGHS! and same math lecture somemore. hahah! yeps and we were crapping abt alot (while holding notes in our hands... yes NOTES) and i was right on the first page of NIA and after talking to them, i am still on the first page. lovely lovely. hahah! but it was great. we started the series of 29 feb loggie posts and got alot of ppl to write on this special day!

yeps, special leap year! ;D and it just happens when im in j2, with amazing ppl with me still. no matter who you are, as long as i know you still, im glad you're part of my life. and im glad to be in the class of 07s44 with whacky spastic ppl ;D haha! and yes it totally made the mundane school-life a million times more interesting ;D thank you babes and dudes! (haha you ppl dont have much ppl thanking you on this pretty day, do you! ;D) haha! and yes, not forgetting odac 24th, a human cca. gosh. i alw wonder where i'd be w/o this entire batch of wonderful batch mates, and yeps, it really feels at home in the odac room. haha! seriously. NODS! thank you you you and you! ;D HAHA! yes you! haha! and yeps 4 dee lovelies! i haven seen you all for pretty long and im missing you all! and those in vj even, i hadnt been seeing much of you ppl ard ;/ ahhh... im missin you all. love! ;D HEH! thanks for being there for me wherever and whenever you all can. i know i can alw count on you dears ;)

haha! yes, so on this special day. thank you to one and all, i'd thank you ppl in 4 yrs time again ;P nahhh! HAHAHA! grins. seeya lol! i needa rush out participant list for DARE 2008. RARRR~ ahahah!

and my wishlist for the day and the many days after: SUJU, PLS COME TO SINGAPORE FOR CONCERT. pls pls pls!