today's what i'd call, a really emotional day. haha not emotional emotional. but yeah, just a day with alot of different emotions and feelings. frankly speaking, i had like one of the worst mornings in mths to come. and man shyt, i was psycho-ing myself to be somewhat cheery and happy but well, you know your mind and your gestures just dont match at times ;/ woke up a good 15 min late today, not even realising i actually turned the alarm off. jumped out of bed, madrush. and forgot to bring extra shirt so had to head back to take and then, forgot to bring hairtie. so basically, looked like a wreck ;/ and just feeling ultra tired and moody and things gotta be made worse with the feeling of just plain worry in me.. man, that feeling suck; and there's nth you can do to stop it except to wait.. felt much btr on the bus ride to school with ivie, was feeling less moody, less grumpy, i guess some talking got stuff off the mind ;)

nods. and then, the tiredness starts to set in. reached school and ponned assembly with shh, but partly cos she had a stomach ache (ah excuses ;P) just didnt exactly have the mood, was talking with shh and deciding how sucky and moody this morning can be ;/ and there marks my 3hr long stay in the odac room on the same white sofa. everyone went for lessons and so, i didnt, for a 3period gp lesson (man, im glad i didnt, shifu was like complaining alot abt the lesson!) and yes, so i spent more or less an hr trying to slp. was still super tired when i woke up tho ;/ stoned pretty much i guess ;/ ahaha, not a good morning i swear.

went for lessons after that, and shoosh, lessons were okay.. the usual norm boring, torturous having to sit in lectures and cant even understand one bit. so played lumines agn ;D haha! i swear winning the kuku game makes you somewhat alot btr! and lessons lasted all the way till 305pm. longest day cos mr lim had extra lessons for chem ;/ bwah and told our class we gotta work harder than the rest cos apparently our 20% for chem spa wasnt done as well as expected or as compared to the rest of the classes. uh uhh, didnt noe pratical was like 20% of alvls ;D haha!!

like what shh said, when the day's not gg too well, odac alw makes it btr and yes, i cant agree more ;D nods and that's what i call, the feeling of comfort and just plain ease being in the room and with the people in it. and yeps, so the moody morning was somewhat brought to a pretty boring and bland day of lessons. and i guess waiting was such a torture but at least when the msg came, everything just fall into place and the worry lessened alot. felt just really freed from the nasty, boogie, googie feeling ;DD and that's double cheers and yays. and so was kinda in a happier mood after that. went to the room and then, as usual, started playing games ;D man, such game addicts! haha! and evil/meano beast (or so, what jol describes) refuses to send me puzzle bubble ;/ ahhh, i still want it ;/ bleags. puzzle bubbleeee ;D but had the thrill of playing it still anyhow ;D and yay! beat highscore and unlocked levels! which i presume will not be the highscore soon enough ;D haha, man, and i want to play zl's psp puzzle bubble too ;D

oh yeah, slacked the afternn away and dinner was the usual ;D and yeps, dinner was 7 ppl at a table (just like how the very first time i rmb odac having dinner in the hawker centre). ;D right! bus ride home with arkar after that. man, we figured how to play the 'puzzle' mode for lumines and got so ENGROSSED in playing it that we missed our busstops by at least 3 stops ;/ and ended up at somerset skatepark. zomg! and we didnt realise it cos firstly, the windows of the bus were all misty and u cant even see what's outside and secondly, we were too engrossed in lumines ;D haha kuku to the max. damn hilarious! HA! and so we got off at orchard, laughing at our stupidity and spasticness ;D see what games do to you. haha!

and so, the rest of the day from after the lessons onwards was kinda good;D and happy ;DD

and gosh, suju m's mv's out today. chinese version of u is according to lingy, hot to the max. but heh, i think it's kinda cool but im still trying to get used to them singing in mandarin ;D haah and ahhh, the main reason i was getting super high and stuff was cos, HAE WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAWT in the mv ;D ah, the usual ;D

today's what i'd call, a really emotional day. haha not emotional emotional. but yeah, just a day with alot of different emotions and feelings. frankly speaking, i had like one of the worst mornings in mths to come. and man shyt, i was psycho-ing myself to be somewhat cheery and happy but well, you know your mind and your gestures just dont match at times ;/ woke up a good 15 min late today, not even realising i actually turned the alarm off. jumped out of bed, madrush. and forgot to bring extra shirt so had to head back to take and then, forgot to bring hairtie. so basically, looked like a wreck ;/ and just feeling ultra tired and moody and things gotta be made worse with the feeling of just plain worry in me.. man, that feeling suck; and there's nth you can do to stop it except to wait.. felt much btr on the bus ride to school with ivie, was feeling less moody, less grumpy, i guess some talking got stuff off the mind ;)

nods. and then, the tiredness starts to set in. reached school and ponned assembly with shh, but partly cos she had a stomach ache (ah excuses ;P) just didnt exactly have the mood, was talking with shh and deciding how sucky and moody this morning can be ;/ and there marks my 3hr long stay in the odac room on the same white sofa. everyone went for lessons and so, i didnt, for a 3period gp lesson (man, im glad i didnt, shifu was like complaining alot abt the lesson!) and yes, so i spent more or less an hr trying to slp. was still super tired when i woke up tho ;/ stoned pretty much i guess ;/ ahaha, not a good morning i swear.

went for lessons after that, and shoosh, lessons were okay.. the usual norm boring, torturous having to sit in lectures and cant even understand one bit. so played lumines agn ;D haha! i swear winning the kuku game makes you somewhat alot btr! and lessons lasted all the way till 305pm. longest day cos mr lim had extra lessons for chem ;/ bwah and told our class we gotta work harder than the rest cos apparently our 20% for chem spa wasnt done as well as expected or as compared to the rest of the classes. uh uhh, didnt noe pratical was like 20% of alvls ;D haha!!

like what shh said, when the day's not gg too well, odac alw makes it btr and yes, i cant agree more ;D nods and that's what i call, the feeling of comfort and just plain ease being in the room and with the people in it. and yeps, so the moody morning was somewhat brought to a pretty boring and bland day of lessons. and i guess waiting was such a torture but at least when the msg came, everything just fall into place and the worry lessened alot. felt just really freed from the nasty, boogie, googie feeling ;DD and that's double cheers and yays. and so was kinda in a happier mood after that. went to the room and then, as usual, started playing games ;D man, such game addicts! haha! and evil/meano beast (or so, what jol describes) refuses to send me puzzle bubble ;/ ahhh, i still want it ;/ bleags. puzzle bubbleeee ;D but had the thrill of playing it still anyhow ;D and yay! beat highscore and unlocked levels! which i presume will not be the highscore soon enough ;D haha, man, and i want to play zl's psp puzzle bubble too ;D

oh yeah, slacked the afternn away and dinner was the usual ;D and yeps, dinner was 7 ppl at a table (just like how the very first time i rmb odac having dinner in the hawker centre). ;D right! bus ride home with arkar after that. man, we figured how to play the 'puzzle' mode for lumines and got so ENGROSSED in playing it that we missed our busstops by at least 3 stops ;/ and ended up at somerset skatepark. zomg! and we didnt realise it cos firstly, the windows of the bus were all misty and u cant even see what's outside and secondly, we were too engrossed in lumines ;D haha kuku to the max. damn hilarious! HA! and so we got off at orchard, laughing at our stupidity and spasticness ;D see what games do to you. haha!

and so, the rest of the day from after the lessons onwards was kinda good;D and happy ;DD

and gosh, suju m's mv's out today. chinese version of u is according to lingy, hot to the max. but heh, i think it's kinda cool but im still trying to get used to them singing in mandarin ;D haah and ahhh, the main reason i was getting super high and stuff was cos, HAE WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAWT in the mv ;D ah, the usual ;D