poofy! and fan's supposed to be feeling exceptionally happy after a 8hr long slp ;D from 1 plus in the afternn to 9plus in the night. but apparently not quite ;( and i hate this feeling inside of me. i dont know what it's called but the fact that it's devouring my happiness aint good at all ;( freak. and i know partly why i feel like that ;( poof, okay, and i stopped for a good whole 30 mins after writing the first part ;/ EEKS. okayyy lollipopping time ;D some happiness induced hopefully ;D

alright and yes ytd was a good day ;D goody day! cos i was really really really happy that i did btr than i expected for my napfa;D lol i was so scared initially that i kept jumping ard nervously. i guess it was due to a total bad exp in sec 4 ;/ lol ;D but it went smooth and well this time ;DD i guess less expectations and you'd reap more happiness and satisfaction in the end ;D and probably that's how i felt. haha! extremely high ;D and yah! thanks yufang and yilun! ;D they treated us icecream ;D WHEEHEE! after that, lessons lessons and lessons. survived and tada, went to the room aft that to slack ard ;D haha! slept. and poof, pt was... unsatisfying i must say. it's like the weather was too hot and the mood wasnt there to do anyth at all ;D so yah. it ended pretty fast ;/ went back to the room, attempted to play cards, but decided to slp more ;D bathed and yay, time for dance concert ;D

yeps, the dances were damn nice and got all of us hyped up but freak, the pt was freaking cold and we were like very much freezing ;D thank goodness the good dances kept me in there ;D HEEH! and wheehee, i swear the lil kids guest performers were . WOAH, SO ADORABLE ;D haha! i wanna bring them home! :DD LOL! but overall, the ticket for the dance concert was really worth it ;D hehe! and okay ya, after that, our big plan for shihan's bday starts! ;D HEHE! conned her into believing that very few ppl are gg her hse for stayover den the rest bluffed her they're gg home but in fact are on their way to her hse! ;D hehe! and so that was the surprise for her bday and they lit candles on the grasspatch in the words 'ODAC <3 LS' ;D and we sang bday song for her with a pretty green cake ;D wheehee ;D and her rxn was instant. just cried almost instantly ;D heh! yay! our surprise was a beautiful success tho we well.. fabricated so many lies in between. but it was all for a good cause ;D yay! one conclusion: she was touched ;D and seeing that, we know all our efforts paid off ;D HAHA!

went back to her home andyeps, party started. eating and some even cooked instant noodles and stuff ;D lol. and yeah, decided to play mahjong after tht. lol,happy happy cos lady luck was kinda with me ;D grins. won like 2 or 3 rounds ;D whee. had a 15 min short nap before that and yay as usual, it kept me pretty high and awake for the night ;D and yeps, when all of them were like kinda slping in the end, i was like sitting awake, playing spastic lumines blocks and listening to songs ;D and yeah, just thinking randomly. haha! and alex soh keeps murmuring i dunnowhat in his slp. HAHAH! dozed off at some parts but wake up in the midst. but it was freezing lah. like totally. even with the jacket, it was super cold. decided to head out with hammie to the living room cos both of us couldnt take the cold and heh, had to push alex's legs who were blocking the door away ;D had a pretty decent hr of slp on the dining room table ;D woke up somewhat and just couldnt really get to slp after that ;D stoned, watched ppl slp, listened to music till more ppl wake up. beauty and beast left pretty early and then, all of us waited till all were up and headed to have breakfast ;) gosh, and that was when my tiredness and slpiness were seeping in. was kinda very tired.but heh, the walk was funn with 'ha gao' and 'siewmai' talks and just random rubbish. haha! darryl left during breakfast.after breakfast. headed to shihan's hse, gave her her presents before jia and rach left. and the rest of the girls all gathered in the room, talking. lol, online shopping, friendster hopping and just talking randomly ;D haha! pretty fun ;D haha! while the guys were out there playing xbox ;D went home at 12 plus. and yeps. bathed and didnt even wait till my hair was dry. i just SLEPT all the way till 9 plus, skipping lunch and dinner. and now im feeling hungry. gosh;/

alright. studying tml with some dears in amk lib. hopefully productive. swear i need to get some studying done and quit being sooo slack. not that i can help it but.. gosh, i need some motivation ;( where are you. where where where.
haha that sounds delirious. no worries, not anywhere near being driven to nuts yet.

at the end of the day, it meant nothing.

poofy! and fan's supposed to be feeling exceptionally happy after a 8hr long slp ;D from 1 plus in the afternn to 9plus in the night. but apparently not quite ;( and i hate this feeling inside of me. i dont know what it's called but the fact that it's devouring my happiness aint good at all ;( freak. and i know partly why i feel like that ;( poof, okay, and i stopped for a good whole 30 mins after writing the first part ;/ EEKS. okayyy lollipopping time ;D some happiness induced hopefully ;D

alright and yes ytd was a good day ;D goody day! cos i was really really really happy that i did btr than i expected for my napfa;D lol i was so scared initially that i kept jumping ard nervously. i guess it was due to a total bad exp in sec 4 ;/ lol ;D but it went smooth and well this time ;DD i guess less expectations and you'd reap more happiness and satisfaction in the end ;D and probably that's how i felt. haha! extremely high ;D and yah! thanks yufang and yilun! ;D they treated us icecream ;D WHEEHEE! after that, lessons lessons and lessons. survived and tada, went to the room aft that to slack ard ;D haha! slept. and poof, pt was... unsatisfying i must say. it's like the weather was too hot and the mood wasnt there to do anyth at all ;D so yah. it ended pretty fast ;/ went back to the room, attempted to play cards, but decided to slp more ;D bathed and yay, time for dance concert ;D

yeps, the dances were damn nice and got all of us hyped up but freak, the pt was freaking cold and we were like very much freezing ;D thank goodness the good dances kept me in there ;D HEEH! and wheehee, i swear the lil kids guest performers were . WOAH, SO ADORABLE ;D haha! i wanna bring them home! :DD LOL! but overall, the ticket for the dance concert was really worth it ;D hehe! and okay ya, after that, our big plan for shihan's bday starts! ;D HEHE! conned her into believing that very few ppl are gg her hse for stayover den the rest bluffed her they're gg home but in fact are on their way to her hse! ;D hehe! and so that was the surprise for her bday and they lit candles on the grasspatch in the words 'ODAC <3 LS' ;D and we sang bday song for her with a pretty green cake ;D wheehee ;D and her rxn was instant. just cried almost instantly ;D heh! yay! our surprise was a beautiful success tho we well.. fabricated so many lies in between. but it was all for a good cause ;D yay! one conclusion: she was touched ;D and seeing that, we know all our efforts paid off ;D HAHA!

went back to her home andyeps, party started. eating and some even cooked instant noodles and stuff ;D lol. and yeah, decided to play mahjong after tht. lol,happy happy cos lady luck was kinda with me ;D grins. won like 2 or 3 rounds ;D whee. had a 15 min short nap before that and yay as usual, it kept me pretty high and awake for the night ;D and yeps, when all of them were like kinda slping in the end, i was like sitting awake, playing spastic lumines blocks and listening to songs ;D and yeah, just thinking randomly. haha! and alex soh keeps murmuring i dunnowhat in his slp. HAHAH! dozed off at some parts but wake up in the midst. but it was freezing lah. like totally. even with the jacket, it was super cold. decided to head out with hammie to the living room cos both of us couldnt take the cold and heh, had to push alex's legs who were blocking the door away ;D had a pretty decent hr of slp on the dining room table ;D woke up somewhat and just couldnt really get to slp after that ;D stoned, watched ppl slp, listened to music till more ppl wake up. beauty and beast left pretty early and then, all of us waited till all were up and headed to have breakfast ;) gosh, and that was when my tiredness and slpiness were seeping in. was kinda very tired.but heh, the walk was funn with 'ha gao' and 'siewmai' talks and just random rubbish. haha! darryl left during breakfast.after breakfast. headed to shihan's hse, gave her her presents before jia and rach left. and the rest of the girls all gathered in the room, talking. lol, online shopping, friendster hopping and just talking randomly ;D haha! pretty fun ;D haha! while the guys were out there playing xbox ;D went home at 12 plus. and yeps. bathed and didnt even wait till my hair was dry. i just SLEPT all the way till 9 plus, skipping lunch and dinner. and now im feeling hungry. gosh;/

alright. studying tml with some dears in amk lib. hopefully productive. swear i need to get some studying done and quit being sooo slack. not that i can help it but.. gosh, i need some motivation ;( where are you. where where where.
haha that sounds delirious. no worries, not anywhere near being driven to nuts yet.

at the end of the day, it meant nothing.