nahuh! i think fan's pretty much allergic/sensitive to lecture notes & my nose feels like it doesnt smell anyth at all! hahah! began sneezing qt abit in the library today while studying. poof, i swear it's the lecture notes! got to be! ;D ayeee,not bad, did abit of math today, well, added to the happyness thing abit cos i finally did some work. but then again, there's this nagging.. sianness! HAHAH! ;D studying's sucha torture! but of cos friends made it a whole load btr ;D precisely why i love studying with people ;D hehe! even if some idiot lovely darling loves whacking my head when i fail to study or when i whine abt studying (i swear studying's the only only only thing i whine abt... i think? :P) hahahah! & fan realises she really need to get her head into some serious studying and then, dies sneezing & being allergic to lousy lecture notes ;D hehe! horrendous. alright, im waiting for a continuous number of free days where i can really really study properly without anyth in between ;D & yeps, lovely darlings &dears, studying dates pls! HAHAHA!
but today's studying with sheila was pretty good;D at least i kicked start my studying alil! hahah ;D i did 5 chapters of math at least (easy peasy ones :P ) hahah! as compared to nasty horrendous normal distrib. any pro normal distributers, pls transfer abit of the knowledge into this poor pathetic brain here ;D HAHAH! okay, i sound really pathetic. hahah! right, hell no yea, fan's gonna pick up and pull her together! in a matter of time (uh yah right when, i dunno how many million times i've told myself this) and hopefully, this time it works! haha! ;D & probably need a studying plan to be planned out. but hellooo, imma lazy to even plan ;/ HAHAHAH! okay, laziness on the toll. i wonder if laziness kills. haha! if it does, i'd be one of the first victims ya. hahaha!
alright, gotta update alil on what i do each day in here before i forget ;D my memory's getting very bad these days ;D hahah! and i dont wanna forget these beautiful moments in my life ;D on sat, wheehee, went for my first productive econs lesson in my entire life of 17 yrs plus ;D hahah! aye, the tuition's really not bad & fan's been a good kiddo & i paid attention even tho i didnt noe what all the odd foreign econs terms were ;/ hahaha ;D & after that, got home, slept alil till i was ready to meet some s44 darlings to support ting in cheerleading! ;D hehe! as usual, cheryl & i were the earliest ;D we waited for the rest of the girls & woah, the guys are late as expected alr ;D and so, the girls went shoppingg! haha GSS yo! bought a pair of shorts from cottonon ;D ayee, freak, the changing room queue was sooo long that i just grabbed a size i thot would fit perfectly. & yeah, i overestimated myself ;D ahaha! no wonder shh says her shorts were on the verge of dropping any moment ;D HAHAH! i fully understand man. hahaha! yeah! & then, got flowers for ting! watched the cheerleading, it was really like woah! hahaha ;D grins. the flips & rolls & such ;D hehe! & after tt, gave ting flowers, took photo, went for dinner at lido subway, slacked & had icecream along orchard streets, walked from orchard to rochor rd for tauhuay ;D LOL ;D and took the almost one of the last few trains home ;D wheehee, felt like a long happy day! ;D
next was sun, woke up pretty late in the afternn, slacked ard at home, passed some cds & stuff to lameo, went to meet the odacers at orchard & wheehee! we were on the same train! ;D just had that hunch we'd be on the same train ;D & that's when i saw cw's head in the midst of the crowd ;D hahaha must be fate ;D lol. alright, supported cheerleading & congrats to them! stunts got champs & nonstunts got 2nd ;D real remarkable anyw! ;D HEHEH! alright, went for dinner aft that at taka fountain agn ;D hahaha! had tori q bento ;D WHEEhee! and azabu sabo icecream ;D heh! ivie, shh & i tried 9flavours before all of us got our scoop of icecream ;D ahhh, happpyyyyy ttm that was! ;D & took pics, & just crapped ;D haha! spastic zl was getting drunk on rum&raisin icecream! LOL! i wonder why! hahah! dogs cant take alcohol yeah? ;D grins. he was madly laughingg. hilarious totally! aftertt, was supposed to head home, (oh right, we were alr at novena station) and yeah yeah! the exciting thrilling part, ivie kai & i were so impromptu in wanting to take a walk alongspore river. hahah! ivie's unfulfilled desire to have a night walk along spore river! haha! and so, i dunno if it was outta impulse, rebellion, defiance, nahhh, just a yearning desire to do something crazy, thrilling really! and yes, friends do crazythings together i swear ;D HEHE! and so we dashed outta the train & took the opp train to clarke quay ;D hahahah! alright, we walked all the way from central shopping mall at clarke quay to fullerton at the other end of spore river ;D man, it was sooooo shiok ;D & the scenery was breathtaking & everyth was just good ;D was really really really happy and nopes, no regrets in being crazy. in fact, it's surprise outgs like these that makes everyth even btr than the alr good outing ;D hehe! & so we talked & walked, took pretty pics of the landscapes, sat down before fullerton & talked heaps ;D love, & i love night walking moments like this! hahah! just with friends ;D oh right, anyth with lovely friends are good! hehe! i guess we're all pretty much friends-oriented ppl ;D HEHE!
& these are what i would call happiness pangs;D lovely company of people throughout the weekends ;D & yes, every lil happy things along the way ;D & no, i'd never take these for granted ;D or rather, no one shall ;D ahhh, i still hafta repeat, i need to do some crazy stuff agn someday one day ;D hehehe! lemme see... i want to... eh, i cant think of any right now. when i feel lik doing sth, i'd blog it agn! ;D HAHAH! right, and ppl say im too idealistic. well, tt's the way i am, & yeah, i love living in my world of contentment & fantasy ;D haha! i get contented even dreaming ;D HAHAHA! ALRIGHT! what are people without dreams huh! ;D of cos we needa dream ;D
and yes, arkar boy just had his op today! and we went to visit him. oh no, & he;s really in pain but i hope our presence did ease his pain alil ;D but arkar boy is strong! he can fight the pain monster! hahah! aye not so much of hunger monster anym! haha ;D LOL! alright, you stay strong boy! ;D and yeah! i pray his pain would subside as soon as possible! take care heaps you boy! ;DDD recover and get well asap! all the pain & stuff are gonna be over over over ;D hahah!
yeps okay, im a lil lil lil high now ;D hahah! grins, okay this is a really really really long post! and poof, i have to go back st nicks tml ;/ LOL & so early some more! gotta get some slp alr. nightsy loves ;D take care and keep safe & happy all you darlings ;D