and so this whole day's screwed.
yucks. i hate this freaking day, i dont get what the hell is wrong with everythinggg.
arhh, undone PW PI which i have freaking no idea what the hell they're talking abt. sucks like dont know what. WTH. (booo, pardon me for my profanity, sometimes u need to leash them all out before they explode within you)
shucks, i feel like im the biggest traitor in this whole entire world. i betrayed one's trust in me, what the hell. it's morally wrong i know, but it's difficult to pretend im ignorant too. =( im freaking sorry. im screwed up and i will cause the misery of others. sheesh. and then all the past stuff starts rushing back, eeks, i dont know why but i feel extremely guilty. this kinda feeling SUCKS.
PI SUCKS. arhhh, i dont understand how i can finish this whole damn thing in ONE stupid night. just kill me. it's like im drowning in a puddle of MESS which i simply cant clear up. sheesh, i need some peace/= or just sth to keep my mind away from these. maybe just lock me up at home for a week or sth. DANGS.
we'd pray for you and pray real hard. i hope everything turns out well ;)
alrights. i need to go and get started on dumb dumb pw.
'i realised i was a cruel kid; i aint considerate for people's feelings. so it's retribution now'