and so i've been thinking alot just now...
where's the ever-so-optimistic fansia,
where's the ever-so-hyper, crazy fanatic fansia
and where's the ever-so-happy girl who keeps harping on the fact that if one day she ever gets into depression, it'd be the joke of the yr.

and so, i did the stupidest thing ever in my life. i crazily read the archives of my blog and there, i found sth that i always say whenever i feel i couldnt cope, whenever things get outta hand.

positive mindsets set everything going!

im gg to stand by this, because that was sth i so believed in. i believe we can do this, we can do it and we SHALL do it.

so heck abt what's gg to happen, heck abt what nasty thingys there are because THEY ARE NOT GG TO RUIN my wonderful life XD i've got great family, great friends, great people ard me. there's no reason why i want them to worry for me ;D

so, no more emo sessions from now on (no more talks in the gym alley/canteens/outside libraries XD), no more emo/depressed fansia, no more no more all that shyt. ;D SHOO SHOO SHOO! and if anything, im gg to settle them and put everything back into pace because i need, i want and i demand my life to be back to normal.

yay! expect = get! (adam khoo's workshop) haha! it's not too difficult to deceive myself after all. hahah! expect - get. so if i expect myself to be sad and emo over such stuff, i sure will be. so if i expect myself to still be tough in situations like this, oh sure i'd be! XDD so yay, i'd choose the latter. ;) so that's more like it. im feeling more myself now.

HAHA! oh yeah, fanny is a SMART girl! heh! she guessed sijia's (gu-niang's) new specs color! hahah! dark purple + red. whoohoo! did i mention i love royal purple. yay babe! u're becomeing more gu-niang. and dont try to deny it. good luck for syf tml okay! heh! u btr play ur best -stares- hahah and i look forward to watching movie with you since u said we hadnt watched a single film together even tho i've known u for 4 yrs + ! (are u serious?)

thanks to everyone who's been concerned over this crazily emo and mood swingy girl here for the past few days/ or a week at least. heh!! i really appreciated that, but let's put it on a good note : say bye to emo-istic girl! XD yeps, so such stuff probably makes ppl stronger and see things in a btr perspective =D

i realised, tough times like this only moulds a better, tougher and stronger person and makes you see who your real friends are ;) so yeah, i pray everyone's gg to pull out of unhappiness and emo-ness becos we're NOT born to belong there XD and may god bless everyone to seek their happiness and guide their way through all difficulties and unhappiness ;D




and to izzah dear : i know things can get pretty complicated and hard, and even outta hand. but im sure you'd be able to make things right becos u're the SMARTY EVIL BUDDY! but i was glad im able to say something decent to make you feel btr dear! XD u're welcome my dear and pls dont be sad. take things in ur stride alright! evil buddies for life! XDD -a nice bigg bigg bigg HUG!- no kisses for now, i promise XP but you know what's gg to happen if..... XD

so that's a pretty pretty long post. lovely days ahead i bet and definitely, i'd enjoy looking at nice white clouds even more! they give peace. if you dont believe, try it ;D

and so i've been thinking alot just now...
where's the ever-so-optimistic fansia,
where's the ever-so-hyper, crazy fanatic fansia
and where's the ever-so-happy girl who keeps harping on the fact that if one day she ever gets into depression, it'd be the joke of the yr.

and so, i did the stupidest thing ever in my life. i crazily read the archives of my blog and there, i found sth that i always say whenever i feel i couldnt cope, whenever things get outta hand.

positive mindsets set everything going!

im gg to stand by this, because that was sth i so believed in. i believe we can do this, we can do it and we SHALL do it.

so heck abt what's gg to happen, heck abt what nasty thingys there are because THEY ARE NOT GG TO RUIN my wonderful life XD i've got great family, great friends, great people ard me. there's no reason why i want them to worry for me ;D

so, no more emo sessions from now on (no more talks in the gym alley/canteens/outside libraries XD), no more emo/depressed fansia, no more no more all that shyt. ;D SHOO SHOO SHOO! and if anything, im gg to settle them and put everything back into pace because i need, i want and i demand my life to be back to normal.

yay! expect = get! (adam khoo's workshop) haha! it's not too difficult to deceive myself after all. hahah! expect - get. so if i expect myself to be sad and emo over such stuff, i sure will be. so if i expect myself to still be tough in situations like this, oh sure i'd be! XDD so yay, i'd choose the latter. ;) so that's more like it. im feeling more myself now.

HAHA! oh yeah, fanny is a SMART girl! heh! she guessed sijia's (gu-niang's) new specs color! hahah! dark purple + red. whoohoo! did i mention i love royal purple. yay babe! u're becomeing more gu-niang. and dont try to deny it. good luck for syf tml okay! heh! u btr play ur best -stares- hahah and i look forward to watching movie with you since u said we hadnt watched a single film together even tho i've known u for 4 yrs + ! (are u serious?)

thanks to everyone who's been concerned over this crazily emo and mood swingy girl here for the past few days/ or a week at least. heh!! i really appreciated that, but let's put it on a good note : say bye to emo-istic girl! XD yeps, so such stuff probably makes ppl stronger and see things in a btr perspective =D

i realised, tough times like this only moulds a better, tougher and stronger person and makes you see who your real friends are ;) so yeah, i pray everyone's gg to pull out of unhappiness and emo-ness becos we're NOT born to belong there XD and may god bless everyone to seek their happiness and guide their way through all difficulties and unhappiness ;D




and to izzah dear : i know things can get pretty complicated and hard, and even outta hand. but im sure you'd be able to make things right becos u're the SMARTY EVIL BUDDY! but i was glad im able to say something decent to make you feel btr dear! XD u're welcome my dear and pls dont be sad. take things in ur stride alright! evil buddies for life! XDD -a nice bigg bigg bigg HUG!- no kisses for now, i promise XP but you know what's gg to happen if..... XD

so that's a pretty pretty long post. lovely days ahead i bet and definitely, i'd enjoy looking at nice white clouds even more! they give peace. if you dont believe, try it ;D